#man idk how to tag them for this uhmmm

[sobuildabeautifulcity]

i want to collate my speak now thoughts off twitter onto tumblr but dont want it to show up in the ts tag but thats my blog tag so im gonna reblog myself shortly lol. very short-form.

mine: i can hear the differences but loved it

sparks fly: shes putting her country accent on at least a little?? yess

back to december: remains a solid favourite but possibly missing a bit of the feeling of the original which is a shame

speak now: good but idk missing a bit maybe?

dear john: YES. but needs more anger!

mean: country taylor yes. oh yes. very good. i want a new mv for this. could go more country though.

the story of us: i love this sm ‘next chapterr’.

never grow up: already sobbing.

enchanted: ok this is better than OG not sorry my fave <33

better than revenge: lyric change but… still love it. hits the spot. the first is a little awkward but after that it fits well. I LOVE IT SM. rockier song and she nails it

innocent: ok this is fine. id forgotten it till ‘32 & still growing up’ lol. (doesnt rly fit between the btr & haunted imo)

haunted: swemo loml. this is even better than OG.

last kiss: yes. this is lovely. only half rmr this. WAIT. i know the ending(?) bridge lol rip. lovely

long live: oh no. genuine chills. so good. wow. cried lol. this was perfect and i cant imagine how it must have felt for her to rerecord. i rly hope she makes a mv for this one.

ours: lovely one. needs more country taylor imo. can hear her smiling at the end

superman: its telling which ones i rmr (this is one). more rock-y ones rate higher. loved it

ok. new ones coming up

electric touch: FOB! yes. i liked that. need to relisten some times but it was good

🥺 I've gotten used to no one callin' my phone / I've grown accustomed to sleepin' alone.

when emma falls in love: who is emma! but i really enjoyed this one, goes rly well with a lot of the others musically imo. this is so quotable. big fan.

Cause Little Miss Sunshine always thinks it’s gonna rain

i can see you: oh hello.. this is different i like it. im not sure if this fits? both lyrically & music but. honestly good for her

You won't believe half the things I see inside my head /Wait 'til you see half the things that haven’t happened yet

uhmmm?? ms taylor!! (/positive)

very alex & henry from rwrb coded

castles crumbling: hayley williams!! ms paramore!! love this. so sad

Ones I loved tried to help, so I ran them off/ And here I sit alone behind walls of regret / Falling down like promises that I never kept

oh taylor :(

foolish one: this one feels more speak now-y. man this is heartbreaking??

Cause you got her on your arm and me in the wings / I'll get your longing glances, but she'll get your ring

timeless: god i think i love this?? the premise is a bit strange but. its perfect for speak now & i love that shes imagining all this from a photo

[lancelotslair]

actually Maxie was the one who took the picture, he’s faking compassion

[berrymeter]

ok perth u probably didn't see the oneus cb yet but i gotta give u my thoughts please take my thoughts.

black mirror: it feels a little atrocious and cheesy and i actually love it like it's just a catchy song!! they could have gone harder but i'm okay with it. the mv is VERY valkyrie which is cute but also boring. none of the shots really wowed me also rbw tanked their budget for this cb.. and some of their fits suck. for me this is a step up from banbakbulga though

connect with us: letdown letdownnnn i would honestly rather listen to the outro version of this song. there is no movement there is no buildup. but xion has a verse so 🥰🥰 i guess

polarity: THIS IS THE ONE.. catchy as hell mwah

happy birthday: save me. save them. the chorus is nice honestly and i like this producer but the aggressively heterosexual corny english interjections really took me out of the vibe.. it's not my birthday i'm not your girlfriend shut up shut uppppp

valkyrock: mixed feelings bc it really just feels like valkyrie with poorly arranged hard guitar in the bg there were some weird instrumental choices too. it serves its purpose which is to be a cool concert remix. there are some cool moments tho especially with the main guitar which i can only assume is kanghyun just shredding it good for him. could have gone harder with the rock concept

so overall this cb... just okay. i'm okay with it! it's def not a come back home or a tbontb (i actually LOVED tbontb era sfsgdfdgdg even the acoustic guitar in the chorus) but frankly it wasn't trying to be that. still feels pretty oneus. anywayyy this is long! i just wanted to like. open a discussion lol don't feel pressured to respond!! -tt

i can finally start answering this ohohoho

hi tt anon my beloved!!! i am ready to answer to these thoughts (aka compare them to mine hSDGHSDKJGH. also i’ll be writing like, each ThoughtTM after i’ve listened to each song, so while i’m typing that i’ve only heard black mirror)

ok so i’m done typing my thoughts and. it got VERY long. don’t apologise for length i’m also wordy <3

now connect with us. so far i didn’t like the voice editing on keonhee’s voice but the song sounds... alright... not groundbreaking but it’s alright. seoho my beloved <3 WAIT THERES NO DROP IN THE CHORUS???? WHAT THE FUCK? i don’t really like the typical kpop drops always used now but come on?? oh wait there’s a? ugh. that was nothing. well i guess it’s a song and dongju got a verse for sure. i don’t have a lot to say on it i don’t know if i’ll add it to any playlists IS THAT HWANWOONG’S FIRST LINE?????? what the hell is any of this DSKJFHKJHD i may not have noticed him before but huh what. eh. it’s a song. again maybe it’ll grow on me! but right now yeah it’s a letdown i agree.

so for black mirror i agree the mv was... cheaper than what we got with gaja, twilight & etc. like they used all the budget on their first mvs DNSKJFHKJ (and to be or not to be... i guess? i don’t remember much except Guns And Blood Bath). i don’t really mind it in itself bc i don’t watch mvs much anymore and i’ve accepted that sometimes companies will just throw whatever at the audience for the sake of money (see also: ugly dance by onf letting me down in great part bc it acts as a followup to beautiful beautiful but is literally just a performance mv with no storytelling elements whatsoever but eh what can you do right) but for someone who likes cinematography it’s definitely gonna be disappointing if they were expecting something like gaja or come back home. as for the fits i didn’t really look at them, mostly their faces? and ough they are pretty <3 but yeah i wanted to get the more negative criticism out of the way so i can talk about The Song because unexpectedly i actually really like it!! and we can thank the bassline for that LMAOOO honestly this is gonna sound mean for no reason but this is what w*nho (censoring in case it gets in tags... i do NOT need mbbs after me on this fine day) thought he was doing with his debut song (not losing you that one made me cry. the one that i forgot the name of). i really enjoy the vibe of the song even if imo it doesn’t really fit the visual concept very much? but it has strings and i’m not gonna say no to strings. strings and a sexy bassline. and yonghoon’s whistling. SHFSDHKH

no but it’s a really good song imo! it’s not... as good as say, twilight (maybe it’ll grow on me idk we’ll see but twilight really was one of their best so), but it’s still a pretty solid song and while i do like banbakbulga a lot now it feels a lot less oneus than black mirror. oh wait i have something else to say, they really should leave the rapping to ravn bc like we know kpop rappers are not really rappers but i. really don’t wanna hear leedo rap anymore. he has great vocals there’s no reason for that... ravn is genuinely enjoyable to listen to so i don’t mind him but pls rbw give leedo more vocal lessons so he can sing more (and also give dongju vocal lessons at all?? why does he get two lines per song??? they’re a 2 yr old group now there’s no excuse. is he that bad? i don’t buy it he sounded good in the rtk gaja)

black mirror also very vaguely reminded me of run away by got7 during the chorus for some reason feel free to ignore that HFKJSHKFJ

onto polarity! shit i really need wrist braces. well this is like an improved connect with us? it’s definitely catchier sdnfsjkdfh and definitely a oneus song tho that means i don’t really like what their style is headed toward... one of the percussions they keep using, i really don’t like it!! i hear it everywhere and i don’t like it! not bc i hear it everywhere but bc it’s used for anything and everything like u should be more careful with what sounds u use for what songs. but i’m also very picky in the little details when i’m focused on something i guess sndfjskh. keonhee sounds really good in this song thank u mr lisp for my life i love u :) OH WAIT LEEDO IN THE CHORUS??? VERY GOOD LET’S GET MARRIED jk not to a leo man.

then we got happy birthday....... um... i was gonna say this is fine then he said you’re my goddess and. let me out <3 NOOO KEONHEE SOUNDS SO GOOD THIS IS EVIL... WHY DOES HE SOUND SO GOOD ON THIS SONG NANODNONDD LOVE LOSES </////3 i wouldn’t say it’s unlistenable for me like english girl but i’m gonna have to turn off my english speaking brain to listen to it yeah. it’s a good song otherwise what a shame... stop pushing ur heterosexual words onto me i’m just trying to listen to a song!!! do songs have to be gendered!!!!!!!!!

valkyrock here we go. last one. last one boys & not boys. so far it’s nice tbh. HUH? they lost the vibe with ravn’s verse. okay i guess the prechorus is alright i can hear the faintest hint of strings. the chorus... the percussions should not be like that... like idk how to explain it but the rhythm is too regular and not spaced out enough, if they were gonna do it like that it should hit a lot harder. don’t give me just the big boy (idk the english name but u know the one on the drums) and the small cymbal sound... that’s not loud enough bring out the damn gong (ok i may exaggerate but like it sounds more dancey than rock either way). uhhhhh overall though i really like the mix of the heavy guitar & strings i think that’s great and they should do that more. i can only assume onewe took care of the instruments LMAO harin u should’ve gone harder than that king i know u can...

so uhmmm for me this cb is... better than the previous one. which is sad bc it was a full album. i also liked it better than tbontb bc i felt that one didn’t go hard enough and black mirror wasn’t trying to go hard in that way so it doesn’t bother me 😭 yeah it’s not light us raise us fly with us level but it’s really good still. i can’t wait for oneus to finally release something that makes me insane but tbh? tbh? the bassline might get me there anyway. sexy bass makes me deranged and i think that’s at least a little bit relatable. still... when oneus get back to their roots in ways other than valkyrock maybe we’ll ascend to a better plane. much love 💕

[diegoh4rgreeves]

#SelfiesForCastaneda

Story Summary:  You’ve just finished watching The Umbrella Academy on Netflix. You follow the main cast on Twitter and get a Retweet from David Castaneda on your selfie! This prompts a conversation with you two. You hit it off and set a date.

Chapter: 1/1

Word Count: 2,420

Pairing: David Castaneda x Reader

Warnings: Anxious thoughts

It’s a rainy Friday night. Normally you’d go out with friends or go out to downtown Toronto. Because it was raining and you were exhausted from work though, you decided to veg out and finish watching the Netflix series, The Umbrella Academy. You were comfortable in your warm home, laid down on your plushy couch, with a fuzzy blanket covering you, and you were in your sweatpants and loose white t-shirt.

You forgot about this comfort once you were so stunned by the series finale of The Umbrella Academy. You could not wait for season 2. You also got attached to the characters and you loved Ellen Page and Robert Sheehan more than you already did before; back when you saw the movie Juno, and back when you watched the show Misfits. You thought Emmy Raver-Lampman was so pretty and seemingly sweet in real life. Your bisexual ass could not get over this. You hit the Follow button in Twitter for Ellen, Robert, and Emmy. The character Luther was your least favourite one, though you thought to get to know the actor for him, Tom Hopper, from interviews, and to Follow him on Twitter too. Justin H. Min was so handsome and so vulnerable as Ben. Aidan Gallagher was just a kid and did an amazing job playing an old man trapped in the body of a 12 year old. And last but not least, there was David Castaneda. He is the most handsome one to you. As Diego, he was so resentful. It didn’t make sense to you because all the siblings went through childhood trauma, from the same man who adopted them all. He was also spiteful towards a former lover, Detective Patch (who your gay ass also found attractive. That’s a story for another time). Still, there was something about Diego, or David, that made you feel good things.

You smile as you hit the Follow button on David. You have followed all the main cast of The Umbrella Academy, along with Mary J. Blige, who is just an icon. You also followed Gerard Way, who created the show and was the singer of the brilliant band My Chemical Romance.

You spend the rest of your evening lurking everyone you just followed. It feels good to be in love with something again.

As you lurk David and his Likes, you see a bunch of fan’s selfies he liked. Every selfie has the hashtag #SelfiesForCasataneda You’re intrigued by this. You wonder if he started this hashtag, or if some fans did. You are also pleased that he interacts with fans. He’s still at the level of fame where he can see fans in his notifications over being blinded by the plenty of Likes, Retweets, and Replies he gets.

This motivates you to get off the couch and to take a shower. As you take a shower, you think of an outfit idea for this selfie you’re thinking of posting. You’ll wear all black; the tight black turtleneck you bought a while ago and have worn plenty of times already, the baggy black jacket you’ve copped from your older sister, and black jeans. It was a Diego-esque outfit. You didn’t have to cosplay. You just always dress like this anyway, and you were the most confident in it.

After your shower, you slip into the outfit, put on some concealer, black winged eyeliner, and red lipstick. You snap some shots from the camera on your phone. You try out a bunch of angles. You scoff at some selfies and think there’s no way he’ll Like any of these. Well, he could, since he seemed like a support Liker to fans. You still wanted to dress to impress if he was going to actually see this selfie!

You beam up once you get another idea. You run to your kitchen to pick up 2 kitchen knives. You are aware of how funny this could look. You like to think that you’re a creative person, or so you decide to go the positive route of thinking.

You get the knives and put a self timer on from the camera of your phone. You criss-cross your arms, with a knife in each hand, and take the shot. Your phone took 3 shots, so there’s a chance of a good one. There is a good one indeed. Your face was lighted perfectly in this certain one. There was a glow. Your hair looked great too. You love the shape of your body as well.

You post the photo, and put in the hash tag, #SelfiesForCastaneda You press ‘Tweet’. At this point, you don’t care if no one would Like the selfie. You are just feelin’ your look!

Fortunately, you do get some Likes; a few were David Castaneda fan accounts, one from a supportive mutual, and a few others were from other fans of The Umbrella Academy. You Like everyone else’s most recent tweets and selfies back.

Then there is a Retweet. You beam up and think maybe it’s from one of the Likers. You view the Retweet and it’s from… @DavidCastanedaJ You think it’s another fan account, until you remember following this account earlier, and you notice the blue checkmark next to the username, which indicates that this is an official and verified celebrity account. Your heart is racing. What the fuck! you think. You check his account and think that maybe his support Liking evolved to support Retweeting. There is no other Retweet with the hashtag #SelfiesForCastaneda on his account though.

You leave your phone alone for 2 hours after your tweet gets more Likes and Retweets from other David fans. You even notice some haters in the thread. Luckily there are only a few haters. Everyone else says that your photo is bad-ass.

You’re not usually one for bragging. This is a very cool moment though, so you retweet David’s Retweet of your selfie, and you caption it with, 'Uhmmm… did David Castaneda just retweet my selfie!? Diego frickn Hargreeves!?“

You look at the time on your phone. It’s 1:30am! You’re usually a night owl. Somehow though, you were tired. You did sleep very little before you went to work, and you commuted in the rain. Being cozy and watching Netflix had to contribute to that tiredness as well. So, you snuggle up in your warm bed, which also has a fuzzy blanket, and sleep.

—

10:43am. You wake up naturally and pick up your phone which was laid on top of some pile of clothes you left on your floor beside your bed. You check your Instagram, Facebook, and Tumblr. Finally, you check your Twitter to check on the selfie. You also see an Inbox notification. You wonder who that could be from. People don’t normally message you on Twitter. You open the inbox and in the preview, it’s @DavidCastanedaJ ! You can’t believe it. What could he possibly have to say to you? Your heart is racing.

What if he says that the retweet was an accident? Would he have had to message you that though? He could have deleted the Retweet if it was an accident. You would have understood that he didn’t mean to Retweet one fan’s selfie randomly.

You take a deep breath before opening the message to quit your overthinking and your doubts.

@DavidCastanedaJ: It’s a good selfie. I had to retweet it.

After lurking his Twitter last night, you notice that he’s got a dry and sarcastic tone. You’re unsure of what to respond to him with, or if you should even respond. Well, of course you should respond. He felt compelled to say something to you personally instead of being funny and fishing for Likes. Well, that’s speaking for if he’s not being sarcastic.

You tap your chin and wonder if you should screenshot this to your close friends, especially your sister who got you to watch the show and dealt with you ogling over him. You shake your head out of this and think that it’s best to reply to him ASAP. He sent his text around 6am. You’re not sure why he sent it that early. He’s in Toronto, a city not too far from yours. He’s not shooting a show, as far as you knew. There isn’t even an announcement of a season 2 for The Umbrella Academy yet.

You quit your overthinking again, and decide to reply with this:

[@YourUsername]: A good selfie how? Like, in what sense?

You take another deep breath and chuck your phone on the spot next to you on your bed. You get up from the bed and decide to leave your phone alone and try to think of something productive to do on your day off. Before you can do that, your phone buzzes. You beam up, and rush back over to your bed, which you sit on your knees for.

Twitter Notification: Preview of @DavidCastanedaJ Inbox message

@DavidCastanedaJ: Idk

@DavidCastanedaJ: I like your Diego get-up, and you’re aesthically pleasing

Your heart is skipping beats. What does he mean by aesthetically pleasing!? Is he implying that you’re attractive? Are you even his type in looks? Do you resemble Detective Patch? Are actors attracted to the type of people who play their love interests? Well it was the only reference you have for this emerging and handsome actor.

You’re in your 20s, and he’s 29. You still have a baby face and wonder if he thinks you look younger than you actually are. Why would he retweet your selfie though?

[@YourUsername]: Aesthetically pleasing? This face?

You hold your phone and stare at the thread. Maybe he’s online if he replied to your last text just seconds after it. Much to your surprise, there’s a blue checkmark which indicates that he read it. Maybe he’s just thinking of what to say. Or maybe you’re a suggestive creep! Wait, how could you be if he was the one who retweeted your selfie!? God, you really had to quit that. Stop letting it get to your head!

The thread shows a new bubble, from him.

@DavidCastanedaJ: Haha

@DavidCastanedaJ: Yes, this face

@DavidCastanedaJ: It’s a great face. What’s your secret?

You are now blushing and still manage to type.

[@YourUsername]: I did sleep 9 hours last night. You know what they say about 9 hours of sleep.

@DavidCastanedaJ: Yeah, that’s lucky

You are easing into this now, though you are also wondering if you should be careful, or if you’re just dreaming and didn’t actually wake up earlier than you usually do.

[@YourUsername]: I’m guessing you don’t have that luxury?

@DavidCastanedaJ: Well, maybe now I can sleep that much

@DavidCastanedaJ: Back when we were shooting the Umbrella Academy though, I was a mess!

[@YourUsername]: You seem so healthy

[@YourUsername]: At least with that body, you do…

David seems to like that response. You spend Saturday afternoon texting each other, and it’s still surreal to you that this is happening, much less how you two seem so connected.

—

A few hours later.

@DavidCastanedaJ: So, you said you’re in Toronto, right?

[@YourUsername]: Well, I’m in a city *near* Toronto, about a half hour away

@DavidCastanedaJ: Oh I see

[@YourUsername]: I’m there often anyway. I mostly go see local bands, and take their photos

@DavidCastanedaJ: Right. I remember you saying that earlier

You’re unsure of how this conversation could last at this point. You take a chance with a one-word response anyway.

[@YourUsername]: Yep!

@DavidCastanedaJ: How would you feel about coming to Toronto tonight? I thought maybe we could have dinner, and I could show you real Diego Hargreeves gear…

Your heart is racing again! In fact, you think that you’re going to shit your pants. You decide to have some banter with him to cover up your fangirling.

[@YourUsername]: "Real Diego Hargreeves gear.”

[@YourUsername]: Is that a sexual innuendo?

@DavidCastanedaJ: It is if you want it to be ;)

[@YourUsername]: Omg

@DavidCastanedaJ: I realize that did sound pretty sketchy, so sorry about that

[@YourUsername]: No, it’s totally fine! I was just teasing :)

[@YourUsername]: I would love to come to downtown tonight! When are you free?

@DavidCastanedaJ: Well, seeing as I’ve been texting a very beautiful girl all afternoon, I’d say my schedule is pretty flexible

[@YourUsername]: Really? Are you sure that Gerard Way isn’t barking at you to get back on set for season 2 as we speak?

@DavidCastanedaJ: Ahahah yeah totally

@DavidCastanedaJ: I’d tell him to wait though. I should get to spend my free time with someone cool first

From there, you hash out the details for the plans; what time, and where to meet. You both also decide to get a drink at Brooklynn Bar. You’re not much of a drinker, though for a celebrity like him you made an exception.

You decide to wear “the Diego get-up”, this time you style your hair, wear darker red lipstick, the same black eyeliner, and you sling a small black cross-body bag over your shoulder.

David texts you with his name. Then he tells you to keep him posted on your whereabouts. You make your way to downtown and your meeting spot with him. You eye the area and look for him. You turn to some side, and you see him walking over. Your heart is skipping beats again, and you gasp.

He looks so handsome with his tan peacoat, black jeans, his gelled black hair, and beard and mustache.

He smiles knowingly and walks over to you. He gives you a hug.

You cannot believe that it is actually him. You realise in this moment that you could have been catfished. You weakly hug him back in your disbelief over this moment.

He pulls you in closer and you hug back tighter.

“Oh my God!” you exclaim.

He pulls out the hug and he looks over at you with a toothy smile on his face. “What?”

“It’s you. It’s really you! God, this is so embarrassing. I think that I’m actually starstruck.”

He chuckles. “This is gonna sound weird, but I thought I was being catfished.”

You give him a puzzled look, although you are so flattered. “I thought that I was an annoying type of fan you’re annoyed of attracting!”

“What!?” he laughs. “Okay, we haven’t even had a drink yet and we’re already confusing each other.”

You let out a laugh.

He gestures an arm to the entry door. “Shall we go in?”

“Yeah sure!”

He signals for you to walk in first, and so your date begins. Things can only get better from here.

[hxgure]

15 questions, 15 mutuals.

⭑ Are you named after anyone? nah, my parents were never really ones to put much thought into names. hell, more than half the time both my parents spelled all our names wrong at some point lol one of the pretty bad mishaps to my name was how my old man tattooed my name on his forearm but... it was spelled wrong. while i know that ‘vanessa’ has different variations to spelling the name, i just have the standard spelling of vanessa. oh and my pops also mispelled my brother’s name that’s tattooed on his leg. he spelled it “christofer’ instead of christopher. my parents are a bunch of goofs, love ‘em to pieces tho haha B)

⭑ When was the last time you cried? i’m a big emotional baby. i was rewatching marineford arc (one piece) and we all know that one scene with ace and luffy. B( i just wanted to see what episode my friend was on cause he’s on a wild ride to watch and finish one piece. i think he started almost a month ago and now he has like 300ish episodes left to catch up with B)

⭑ Do you have kids? nah, i’ve played it safe as hell. i think most of my pals are parents to at least two or three kids. honestly, been having baby fever since i was 16. i’ve raised all my siblings and babysitted and always wanted my own kid and such. while i know babysitting is very different from taking care of someone you created, i still would love having kids. just needa find my ideal s/o B)

⭑ Do you use sarcasm a lot? i’m extremely sarcastic. it kinda pisses off my mom actually haha. which makes it way more fun for me. honestly, i’m mostly a complete sweetheart to peeps i’m barely getting to know but once we are at hecking around level, i’m a big old ,meanie (a friendly meanie). i like to talk a lot of shit, all in good fun of course B)

⭑ What’s the first thing you notice about people? i don’t like meeting peoples eyes, even after getting to know them. like i know it’s rude to not have eye contact but it gets me feeling sorta anxious so i’m usually looking around like a spaz and meeting their eyes here and there to let them know i’m actually paying attention. but the first thing i guess i notice is their lips? idk i usually focus there when i talk to people but i try not to make it obvious, it’s all really to avoid eye contact as much as i can haha

⭑ What’s your eye color? cacita brown as that one cholo said in blood in, blood out lmao i used to love that movie as a child and watching it as an adult, i just laughed and wondered why i was so blown away by it. american me is way better.

⭑ Scary movie or happy ending? in regards to movies? always scary movies. while i dig sappy shit in reality, i don’t want it in my movies. i wanna be spooked and it helps even more that i’m a big scaredy-cat B) like even super shitty scary movies will get me to be like “what, that shit wasn’t scary?! /lights flicker/ i--i mean... okay, stop playing :side eyes:”

⭑ Any special talents? uhmmm not that i can think of? i’ve had this uncanny sense of being able to read the thoughts of my friends and family? or randomly bring up something to them and later on by chance it happens? i wouldn’t call that a special talent tho haha

⭑ Where were you born? the windy city B) chiraq warrior at your disposal B)

⭑ What are your hobbies? Playing video games is a big one (yo, apex has been taking over my life and that game gets me hella mad haha so then i switch back to overwatch only to get even more mad), writing, listening to music, organizing, watching movies/shows, doodling

⭑ Do you have any pets? yup, her name is sheeba. she’s a half lab/half chihuahua mix. even tho she’s old, she’s still as playful as a pup. she used to have this habit of stealing my food right from my hands B(

⭑ What tattoos / piercings / body mods do you have? only pierced ears. i actually wanted more piercings and tattooes but i’m afraid of needles. i’m tellin ya, i’m a big baby. i do plan on facing my fear sometime next year and finally get my berserk brand tattoo on the side of my chest.

⭑ How tall are you? 5′5″. can you believe i’ve been that height since i was in 5th/6th grade? i went from being the tallest to just... being stuck that height lol

⭑ Dream job? No dream job anymore. Just anything that has me happy as hell and raking in good bank would be considered a dream job-- oh and with a very good work schedule. As an adult, you appreciate scheduling more than money.

⭑ Favorite subject at school? Art. Always been super huge on it. I miss my AP 2D Design class i took in highschool. Some really good times. 

tagged by: @pseudogaiety she’s so lovely <3 tagging: all of y’all. being more familiar with each other is somethin i look forward to, pals B)

[chapter-61]

85 questions tag

i was tagged by jackie @jjjolly!! thank u omg it’s been a long time since i did these

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people

— What was your last…

1. Drink: water

2. Phone call: my mom

3. Text message: my friend to wish her a happy birthday

4. Song you listened to: I Adore U by Adore Delano

5. Time you cried: a week ago

6. Dated someone twice: pffft nah

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: pffft nah

8. Been cheated on: pffft nah

9. Lost someone special: not sure?

10. Been depressed: idk what qualifies as being depressed but see number 5

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: pffft nah

— Fave colours

12. light blue

13. pastel purple/pink

14. soft yellow

— in the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: acquaintances yes, friends im not sure

16. Fallen out of love: pffft nah

17. Laughed until you cried: definitely

18. Found out someone was talking about you: don’t think so?

19. Met someone who changed you: for the worse, maybe yeah

20. Found out who your friends are: i guess?

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list: pffft nah

— General

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: all of them (i havent seen some of them in like 7 years tho)

23. Do you have any pets: yeah!! a cat and a dog, i love em

24. Do you want to change your name: nah i’m not original enough to come up with a better one

25. What did you do for your last birthday: had a party with my best friends and i did a quiz

26. What time did you wake up today: 8:30am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading fanfiction lmao

28. What is something you can’t wait for: finishing university and getting a job

30. What are you listening to right now: the chatter of people around me

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah, a teacher i have rn is named Tom (i dont like him)

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: fucsking group projects

33. Most visited website: tumblr probably

34. Hair colour: dark blonde (tho everyone i know would argue its brown)

35. Long or short hair: pretty long but not long enough

36. Do you have a crush on someone: pffft nah

37. What do you like about yourself: my books

38. Want any piercings: i want earrings but ive tried that twice now and it didnt work out

39. Blood type: O+

40. Nicknames: ev, furry (its not funny)

41. Relationship status: pfffft nah

42. Sign: pisces

43. Pronouns: she/her

44. Fave tv show: uhmmm... the good place?

45. Tattoos: nope

46. Right or left handed: right

47: Ever had surgery: yeah more than once

48. Piercings: nope

49. Sport: pfffft nah

50. Vacation: im going to croatia this summer so im pretty excited about that!! but dream vacation? a warm place where i can be lazy and read books

51. Trainers: right now? no its way too cold for those

— More general

52. Eating: i just ate lunch which were sandwiches

53. Drinking: water

54. I’m about to watch: i want to continue watching westworld but i have class in a few minutes :/

55. Waiting for: university to be over lmao

56. Want: rest, vacation

57. Get married: pfffft nah

58. Career: IT whatever

— Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses: uhm.... kisses from my dog?

60. Lips or eyes: eyes

61. Shorter or taller: im taller, i prefer smaller friends so i can make fun of them

62. Older or younger: all my friends are younger

63. Nice arms or stomach: i dont care??

64. Hookup or relationships: platonic relationships

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: whatever dude

— Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger: pfffft nah

67. Drank hard liquor: pfffft nah

68.Turned someone down: uh i guess

69. Sex on first date: pfffft nah

70: Broken someone’s heart: don’t think so?

71. Had your heart broken: pfffft nah

72. Been arrested: pfffft nah

73. Cried when someone died: yeah

74. Fallen for a friend: pfffft nah

— Do you believe in

75. Yourself: uhm.... sometimes. mostly i believe in laziness

76. Miracles: no. fate? yes.

77. Love at first sight: for some people, sure

78. Santa Claus: oh yeah definitely

79. Angels: on earth? sure

— Misc

80. Eye colour: blue

81. Best friends name: morgan/mayke/preal <3

82. Favourite movie: idk man i love too many movies

83. Favourite actor: ...sebastian stan

84. Favourite cartoon: voltron

85. Favourite teacher’s name: this year? els

i need to tag 20 people oh god. if i tagged u, u dont have to do it of course, im just trying to get to 20 lmao:

@tiredindefinitely @page342 @anna-doodle @rasqeu @cosmic-boyfriend @thepennybunce @baz-snow-and-simon-grimm-pitch @samypotter @pitchblack-snowwhite @helloiamace @justasmallbloginabigklainefandom @hekissesme @fictiononlyplease @too-aroace-for-this-shit @wellgoatsarecool @slytheroutofmybed @carryonmylovelies @snowbaz-lover @basilptich @snowbaz-is-otp

[sigurd-curtis]

100 questions

I was tagged by @liesarebetterthantruths ;))

What is your nickname? In English it’s ‘The Korean Lightning’

How old are you? 17 years old!

What is your birthday month? April!

What is your zodiac sign? Taurus!

What is your favourite colour? Uhhh.. Blue, green or bourdeaux

What is your lucky number? Ummm.. 4

Do you have any pets? I have a black labrador named Timon ;)

Where are you from? Originally South Korea!

How tall are you? Uhhhh.. In metric measurements, 163 cm.. In imperial mesasurements, I guess 5’4”?

What shoe size are you? EU 36, US 6

How many pair of shoes do you own? Uhhh, a wild guess would be 9, even though I only use 2 of them haha

Are you random? At some level, yaaaaas

Last person you texted? @liesarebetterthantruths ;)

Are you psychic in any way? Nah

Last TV show you watched? Probably Friends!

Favourite movie? The Danish Girl!

Favourite show from your childhood? My Little Pony probably!

Do you want children? Sure, if the right person and time comes up!

Do you want a church wedding? Idk man, I’m too single for this lol!

What is your religion? Eh..

Have you ever been to a hospital? Yup, several times

Have you ever gotten in trouble with the law? No

How is life? Pretty great! I could use a summer break now, tho ;)

Baths or showers? Shower first, then bath, but always bath!

What colour socks are you wearing? Black atm

Have you ever been famous? Not what I know of, no haha

Would you like to be a big celebrity? Oh, please no!

What type of music do you like? I have a broad taste, but normally pop or country

Have you ever been skinny dipping? I’m not suuuure..

How many people do you sleep with? (Am I too dirtyminded for this question?)

What position do you sleep in? On my right side or my back

How big is your house? Definitely big enough!

What do you typically eat for breakfast? Uhhh, I don’t eat breakfast

Have you ever left the country? Yeah, for vacations and such

Have you ever tried archery? Yup, and I such at it hahaha

Do you like someone? Yeah... But I’m not really sure where it’s going, ehehehe..

Favourite swear word? I’m a classic fuck person ;)

When do you fall asleep? Depends on the time of the year, but around 1-3 am atm

Do you have any cars? I will need a license first lol

Sexual orientation? I’m straight

Are you a good liar? Nah, wouldn’t say that

What languages would you like to learn? ALL OF THEM! But if I should choose, then Japanese and Spanish!

Top 10 songs? Uhhh.. I don’t know rn hahah

Do you like your country? Yeah, I would say so

Do you have friends from the web? Yeah

What is your personality type? INFP-T! I can’t remember my OCEAN type

Hogwarts house? Ravenclaw all the way!

Can you curl your tongue? Yup!

Pick one character you most relate to? Tsumugu Kido, haah

Left or right handed? Ambidextrous!

Are you scared of spiders? I guess a little

Favourite food? Japchae (잡채), bulgogi (불고기) or pad thai with squid!

Favourite foreign food? Welp, the things I said above

Are you a clean or messy person? Clean, but still messy some places

If you could switch gender for a day, what would you do? Uhmmm.. I don’t know haha

What colour underwear? Black and bourdeaux

How long does it take you to get ready? 10-15 minutes

Do you have much of an ego? Nah, I wouldn’t say so

Do you suck or bite lollipops? Suck at first, then I get impatient and bite

Do you talk to yourself? Yeah, quite a lot

Do you sing to yourself? Why would I do such a horrible thing to myself? Haha

Are you a good singer? NOOOOOOO hahah

Biggest fear? Idk

Are you a gossip? Sometimes, but mostly not

Are you a grammar natzi? *balls up fists* No, I know how to control myself ;)

Do you have short or long hair? Something in between

Can you name all 50 states of America? Nah, maybe 40

Favourite school subject? Biology or English!

Extrovert or introvert? Definitely introvert

Have you ever been scuba diving? Nope

What makes you nervous? People, insects and.. A lot of other things

Are you scared of the dark? Kinda

Do you correct people when they make mistakes? I can’t, I make too many mistakes myself haha

Are you ticklish? Yes, very much

Have you ever started a rumor? No

Have you ever been out of your home country? Yep

Have you ever drunk underage? Yeah, I have

Have you ever done drugs? Noooooo and I don’t want to

What do you fantasize about? All sorts of things

How many piercings do you have? 5 ear piercings, but I will get more!

Can you roll your R’s? Sort of haha

How fast can you type? Very, very fast, but apparently NEVER FAST ENOUGH TO GET THE GOOD MEMES/JOKES THROUGH ON TIME IN A GROUP CHAT

How fast can you run? I don’t run

What colour is your hair? Naturally dark brown, but dyed amethyst/violet brown

What colour are your eyes? Brown

What are you allergic to? I’m lactose intolerant

Do you have a journal? Yeah

Are you depressed about anything? No, I wouldn’t say so

Do you like your age? Sure

What makes you angry? Don’y even get me STARTED on that haha

Do you like your own name? It’s fine, haha

Did you ever get a foreign object op your nose? Nothing more dramatic than a pencil

Do you want a boy or a girl for a child? No preference

What talents do you have? Me? Talents? *dies laughing*

Sun or moon? POKEMON MOON (I had to, sorry hehe)

How did you get your name? My brother picked it out for me :)

Are you religious? Ummmm

98. Have you ever been to a therapist? Yeah! 99. Colour of your bedspread? Green! - 100. Tumblr best friend? @liesarebetterthantruths! ......................I tag @wizardess-sweetheart :)

[horrorgay]

nickname: heathcliffe, birdman, heath bar

zodiac sign: aquarius

height: 5'6"

gender: Not Cis. mostly Boy

time right now: 9:05 PM

last thing i googled: Dane Dehaan, to prove that he should play Billy (from it 2017) in the sequel where they are adults

favourite music artists: uhmmm. hm. Green Day. Of monsters and men. P!ATD. But I really don’t listen to artists specifically anymore I just go by songs.

song stuck in my head: Wild Hearts by the Bleachers and Chelsea Dagger 

last movie i watched: the quiet place 

what are you wearing right now: high waisted jeans and a torn up sleeping with sirens tank top (the kind where the sides/armpits are really open bc it’s my PJ shirt

last tv show you watched: On The Block & ASOUE

what do you post: idk pastels, funnyman posts, people and whatever fandom interests me each day

hogwarts house: hufflepuff

pokemon team: the blue one

why did you choose your url: well, poefinn. I blackmailed my friend into giving me it so??

when did you create this blog: this blog was created in September ....2013 or 2012. I’m losing track. I think 2012.

do you get asks regularly: I wish ghdg

do you have any other blogs: ya lol. So many. @thisorthatmeme, @starwarshub . There’s more but I’m not gonna list them all.

fanfic blog: is this something I should have

art blog: i just post all my shit here. I should set up an art blog tho

religious or spiritual: ????????? I’m emo abt humanity if that counts

favourite colour: pastels, yellows, blues. I also like the foggy forest greens

average hours of sleep: idk man it’s just whatever and it’s messing me up

lucky number: not sure

favourite characters: way too many; finn, ahsoka, castiel, james flint, billy cranston, malcom reynolds, m’baku, my own OCs

following: 975 people (I have a LOT of interests leave me alone)

how many blankets do you sleep with: anywhere from 2-10. love me some cuddling. 

dream job: graphic design??? fashion design??? movies??? as a big goal. i’d also like to run my own store at some point. like one of the painting pottery kind. those r so fun and cute. honestly anything but a basic desk job or retail djafkda;lsfjs

I was tagged by @leosnart and i tag 

@revengekill, @daryshkart, @oleander-leaves, @kylux, @astroshan, @wordsofradiants, @ohposeidons, @nymphpoe, @godmurderer.

You don’t have to do it but you’re free to! Or if you just want to fill it out tag me!! I wanna learn more about you!

[yomielworld]

Rules: Answer the questions and tag 10 blogs to get to know them better

Tagged by: @sketchyziedrak (smooch<3)

Nickname: Yomiel or Beebee, mostly

Star sign: Scorpio

Height: 148 cm >:(

Time: almost 7.20 pm :o!

Birthday: october 31st

Favorite bands: i’m not a very band person, but uuh... pendulum, la musicalité, la oreja de van gogh and uuuh makes idk sound

Favorite artists: awh man thats a long list

Song stuck in my head: Sammy Lawrence (can i get an amen? amen🎶)

Last movie I watched: The Greatest Showman i think?

Last show I watched: fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood some weeks ago lol

When did I create this blog: around december 2011, 6 years ago

Last thing I googled: “disney art books”

Average hours of sleep:  5-6, 10 on weekends

Lucky number: idk man but i prefer even numbers, so let’s say 4

Instruments: very little of piano, glockenspiel(?), marimba, and i used to play the harmonica but i forgot ahfaskj

What I’m wearing: white hoodie, jeans and black sneakers :v

How many blankets do I sleep with: 2 on winter, 1 on summer :0

Dream job: something either related with languages or plants

Dream trip: i’d like to go to disneyland, the one in paris sdjhfs (the one in oregon would be too expensive;; paris is closer)

Favorite song at the moment: Build Our Machine

Favorite food: uhmmm well i like rice and pasta lol

Nationality: Spanish

Tagging: hmMMmmm @w0ndernerd @ana-the-unknown @beowulf-fang-fist @irenereru @professorpotato and idk who else adsjkhfskdj

[halalhyungwon]

1-100 odds

Jaz you’re a real one

1: when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk?

It depends on the cereal, tbh. Some cereals I prefer a lot of milk and others I put less

3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?

I’ve used my phone, random sheets of paper, pens/pencils, white out tape…

5: are you self-conscious of your smile?

A lil bit

7: do you name your plants?

I don’t have any plants :( If i did, I probably would

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?

Yes, I do it constantly

11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends?

Inner joke? Like, inside joke?… I have a lot. And yet, I can’t think of one to share lmao

13: what’s something that made you smile today?

I was on the phone with my bestie for like 5hrs and I hadn’t called them in a while so that made me happy (: 

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!

“A total of 32 monkeys have flown in space.”

17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?

This shade of purple that Minseok had because it is sooo pretty. I’ve wanted to dye my hair that color for the longest time

19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?

I do have a journal and I used to write in it regularly but kinda stopped once I got into sophomore year of college. It was kinda my brain dump and also where I just spilled all my emotions that I never talked to anyone about

21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.

Favorite?? Hmmm there’s the bag my cousin bought me for my high school prom. It’s cute and small and white and going over your shoulder. I don’t use it much but I’m still happy to have it.

23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?

watch exo and seventeen make fools of themselves lmao

25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into?

I don’t recall breaking into anywhere…but I remember one summer my brother and I went for a walk to a school in my cousin’s neighborhood and an alarm went off and scared tf out of us

27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor?

wintermint (?) i think it’s called

29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? 

One of my friends has this pack of cards that says “I LOVE YOU BECAUSE” and then it has a bunch of bullet points for different reasons you could love someone. She gave me one sophomore year and another one just recently and honestly it’s so sweet

31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.

Socks and I…we acknowledge each other’s existence and hang out when we need to. I only where socks with my sneakers and boots, and when it’s really cold. I cannot where socks all day. Like it’s impossible. When I wear socks I just feel hyper aware of the fact that there is cloth on my feet and it makes me uncomfortable. I can’t go to sleep with socks on, unless I’m extremely tired and just fell asleep. Even then, I’ll wake up with my socks kicked off in the morning.

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.

Most recently! My friend and I were trying to observe the meteor shower last weekend. And like the thing is for the first hour or so we didn’t see any and kept trying to find the best place to observe them. Then, I finally saw one, but it was right when my friend was looking down so she didn’t get to see it! And then, another hour or so passes and it just seems like we’re never gonna see another one, so we decide to head back to our dorms. BUt, on the way back we find a spot that would be just perfect to see them, so we just loitered there for almost another hour, jammin to music and just waiting to see some shooting stars! And then the next one comes but it happens right as I’m looking at my friend to talk to her, but she’s looking up so she gets to see it. After that some time passes and it’s already 3:30 a.m. and I’m tired and lowkey gotta pee, so we start making our way back to the dorms again. And then we find another spot that would be good viewing, so we chill there for a while because, though we’ve both seen a shooting star, we haven’t see one together. So we’re standing there, chillin, being goofs and listening to trap remixes of the Wii theme, when we both look up and go “OH!!!” and freak out bc we finally saw another shooting star and it was just great. 

(I realized I answered this even tho it’s not odd but i’m just gonna keep it bc i love it too much)

33: what’s your fave pastry?

do cinnamon rolls count as pastries?…i could really go for one…

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?

Yes I do!! But I don’t have many :(( Part of me wants to buy a big set but like I already have a bunch of pens and notebooks (but they arent all aesthetic and pretty and stuff) and I also think i’d stop using them after a week or so

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?

I like having a neat room (I cleaned my room today I’m so happy, it looks so spacious) 

39: what color do you wear the most?

Black, probably

41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?

I don’t read often but I think the last book I really enjoyed … Howl’s Moving Castle

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?

@batmanlemonade hey ;) [see #32]

45: do you trust your instincts a lot?

No? maybe? idk

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?

pickles…

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?

I wishhh I could just buy all the cd’s i’ve ever wanted. If I had more money I probably would have a nice collection. The last CD i’ve bought was back in high school and I think it was OneRepublic’s Native album

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?

My little brother… whenever i hear transformer, touch it, monster or kkb I think about him bc those are his favorite exo songs loll

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?

I don’t think I’ve watched any of these but beetlejuice, and I love beetlejuice

55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?

I scrolled through my kyungsoo tag for a good hour or so to prove to my friend how much i love him sfdjkl; that’s not very dramatic but it’s the first thing I thought of. She really didn’t question that I loved him, I just love any excuse to look through my tags

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?

bohemian rhapsody is a classic sfkl; um it always reminds me of my childhood bc my brothers and i used to watch these animated videos and one of them was of bohemian rhapsody but with megaman characters lmao

59: what’s your favorite myth?

UHmmm I really don’t know lol sorry

61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?

In sophomore year I wanted to buy my roommate her favorite flavor of ice cream but I didn’t have money so I drew ice cream on a post-it note for her I can’t think of a stupid gift I’ve received…

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?

lol no, i just let ‘em be. they’re chillin

65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with?

my cousin who’s in med school, I haven’t seen her in too long :c

67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?

I kinda like those days. If I’m in a good mood, gray skies, cool breezes and light rain make me feel better. Otherwise, it’s just meh.

69: what are your favorite board games?

There’s this Korean board game that I can’t remember the name of for the life of me, and tbh since I haven’t played it in a while I don’t remember the exact rules, but it’s kinda of like Sorry! I’ve only played it twice but it was really fun both times

71: what’s your favorite kind of tea?

Chai

73: what are some of your worst habits?

putting myself down and procrastinating

75: tell us about your pets!

I don’t have any :-( I’ve been really wanting a cat lately

77: pink or yellow lemonade?

Pink~

79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?

Hmmm when I was in high school I reeeally loved Michael Buble (I still do, have you heard that man’s voice?) so for Valentine’s day, my friend got me this box and taped his face on the top lmaoo with a reference to one of his song lyrics. The box was filled with flowers and chocolate and gum (but at the time I had braces so i couldn’t even chew the gum lolll)

81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.

I really wish I could but I’m not creative and this headache I have isn’t helping safhjlk sorry

83: what’s some of your favorite album art?

I really like the cover for 1R’s Native album, and also p!atd’s too weird to live too rare to die

85: do you read comics? what are your faves?

Not really, but I’d like to

87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?

Howl’s Moving Castle, Room No 7 starring Do Kyungsoo, coming out November 15 and..I can’t really think of another one

89: are you close to your parents?

Kinda sorta

91: where do you plan on traveling this year?

i have no plans to travel :( 

93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most?

My hair in it’s natural state lol covered by my hijab

95: what are your plans for this weekend?

Chillin! I was supposed to lock myself up in my room and finally watch the exo and seventeen concerts I have downloaded but i haven’t gotten around to watching them yet. But I have been chillin in my room so it’s been alright

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?

infp, scorpio, and i have no idea

99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.

UHhhmmm Call Me Baby and Heaven by EXO; Healing and Don’t Listen in Secret by Seventeen; Hug Me by Jung Joon Il

[bizzaro-stormy-blog]

Like, Questions and Stuff?

eeeeeee i dont think ive ever been tagged in one of these so thanks @latenightgaymer you are the bees knees!!

Where do you currently live? 

portland oregon

Where would you prefer to live if given the option, and why?

oregon is my home, i used to have a dream of moving back to seattle and buying back the house my grandfather built but the city has changed and so have i.

 the weather is usually perfect here (we have had waaaaay too much sun lately) theres green literally everywhere and it feels alive. 

i have always thought about alaska for the same reasons + snow

Shoe size?

14 us its hard to find cheap and nice shoes in my size

Is there a movie/book/show/game you’re looking forward to? What about it has you most excited?

i really want to borrow the scarlet gospels from my friend i know its not a new book but i want to read it super bad, also comic books from another friend (too many to list honestly but Trees, Wytches and the wicked + the Divine are at the front) id also like to read a physical copy of kill six billion demons when i can afford it.

 im super excited for the second seasons of westworld, legion and american gods aswell as the next seasons of Killjoys, the magicians, archer, my hero acadamia, steven universe, shameless, van helsing, its always sunny, RPDR and like all of the netflix shows, im also looking forward to the rest of the seasons of the good place, the orville and the mick...i might watch too much tv. 

im super excited for the .hack gu remaster, the last of us 2, shadow of the colossus remaster, cyberpunk 2077 and bloodborne 2 as unlikely as it is (miyazaki grant us a sequel as you once did for vacuous darksouls)

Wine, or hard liquor?  What is one of your preferred drinks?

i dont drink, thats not to say i havent just that it took soo much for me to feel even a tiny bit light headed im pretty sure i cant get drunk and dont see the point. im a water man and on the occasions i have soda dr pepper and root beer are king, if not lemonade i guess

Physical touch, do you enjoy it?  What’s your favorite spot, what spot do you not want to be touched?

im a bit weird here, i tend to recoil and flinch if im touched (probably a result of growing up with an older brother who used his size to be physically controling and abusive aswell as various other people in my life who have treated me as a punching bag) especially around my chest i tend to curl up and get defensive (again probably the result of an older sister who thinks twisting my nipples so hard they bleed is an apropriate answer to a disagreement).

on the other hand i am very physically affectionate i love to hug people, touch people, hold people, bite people (not in the sexy nibble way so much as the "bro did you just fucking bite me?!" way) anything really if im around other physically affectionate people which is kinda rare as there are like 2 physically affectionate people in my life and i only see one on a regular basis

Go into your YouTube history and provide the link to the 7th video in the list.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbq01mubZqc

though i had to open a video to get to my history so i guess its technically

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rnq3VBQu_kI

What was the last song you listened to?

This Song By RAC ft Rostam

Do you have any thoughts on ‪Nick Jonas‬?

Who?

Water or silicone based?

well gee im a water based life form myself but id be interested in meeting a silicone based life form :p

The most illicit controlled substance you’ve partaken in?

does doctor prescribed Vicodin count?

If you could get your friends/family to watch one specific gay movie, which one would it be?

i would have to say closet monster though i think of that less as a specifically gay movie and more as a delve into the stress and pressure of someone transitioning into adulthood coming from a broken, dysfunctional and traumatic childhood, its honestly such a great movie.

 now a movie where the plot is specifically gay? the weekend, its simple sweet and is easily relatable for most people, honestly i love this movie because it doesn't over dramatize a relationship and makes the characters feel real,

orientation aside its just a good human story

Do you listen to podcasts?  If so do you listen to them while you’re doing something else?

not often its almost always a one off or the savagelovecast, i used to listen to professor blastoff regularly but stopped for some reason, usually im reading or writing and want something not as easy to zone out to as music and not as distracting as silence

What do you do on a Sunday?

not much save check for manga (i know im a neeerd) or webtoon updates which usually ends with me frustratedly remembering Tower Of God updates on Mondays

Birth sign and zodiac?  What do you like most about both, what do you like least.  If you could pick which would you prefer?

ok so in advanced astrology is not much more than a novelty for me and i generally believe signs and what not to hold no sway over real life, i do find it interesting how they can sometimes get portions of peoples personalities and lives right but i would rather attribute that to the trillions of factors that went into the conception and birth of a person before the position of far away stellar bodies (ie babies born 9 months after valentines day probably have romantic parents so they themselves are romantics? idk dude).

that said i am a Taurus and my zodiac sign is the dragon i love them and would never change them, while i dont believe they hold any greater meaning to me i do feel the bull and the dragon represent me more as symbols of myself, though strangely i cant seem to escape them (along with crows and bears...idk dude my conscious and unconscious worlds are strange).

In front of my salad?

Bitch if you would stop breaking into my house to eat your salads you wouldn't be seeing anything you dont want to.

Last book or comic you enjoyed?

uuh physical book? shiiiiit its been a minute but it was ether a david sedaris book or a reread of the water mirror series. 

comic books? old man logan was amazing and i always reread Dango Sunshine occasionally. 

if webcomics count then kill six billion demons, a better place, avas demon, paranatural, gunnerkrigg court, cassiopeia quinn, unsounded,  gloomverse, mokepon and i just reread both Vibe and JUNE (if you havent read any of these please check them out they are amazing)

A kink or fetish you have,  can you explain how it became one for you?

uhmmm i dont know dude im pretty vanilla i dont have allot (read any) experience so im pretty open to trying anything really, i dont know dude even if im outwardly an asshole sometimes when it comes down to it so long as you arent forcing yourself upon someone or something unable (unaware, underdeveloped or unable to fully understand what it means) to give consent im open to you and will atleast try to understand you and your kink and maybe participate with you if thats your goal....

....ok so i might have one fetish? tattoos are hot af that is all...

Supply the link to either an image or video you think will bring a chuckle to those following you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S0c29Cu_8bQ

imma just tag yous guys cause you are the collective best

@sbot12 @bonefireheart9 @that1cameraguy @incredible91 @dammitcat @mapcus

[wisehowell]

just a lot of questions

got tagged by @teatowelhowell to answer these 92 questions- that’s a lot, btw THE LAST 1. Drink: water 2. Phone Call: one of my best friends to rant about something 3. Text Message: hm oh on sc i was ranting about bts to another best friend 4. Song You Listened To: let’s open spotfiy... coming home by tuen/anki. oh that’s a good song. i don’t think anyone knows it exists, but 5. Time You Cried: heh like i remember i probably hit my toe against something HAVE YOU EVER 6. Dated Someone Twice: lol single life (my parents no let me anyway) 7. Been Cheated On: heh 8. Kissed Someone And Regretted It: heh 9. Lost Someone Special: my grandma :( also three best friends bc we went to different high schools and it was too hard to stay together 10. Been Depressed: uhm no i’m too confident it’s kinda insane but yea 11. Gotten Drunk and Thrown Up: yep, at age fifteen. (altho i’m like 19ish days away from sixteen) LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS 12. teal, green with a hint of blue. not aqua, which is blue with a hint of green. 13. silver (especially if it shimmers) 14. a rich blue IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. Made New Friends: of course! i made about thirty, idk. but i love em all. some graduated high school tho so now i’m sad 16. Fallen Out of Love: what is love 17. Laughed Until You Cried: duhhh 18. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: nah i’m that “smart, cute girl that’s too loud and follows every rule ever” according to my friends we got no drama 19. Met Someone Who Changed You: my four best friends 20. Found Out Who Your True Friends Are: mhm. for now. but college... 21. Kissed Someone On Your Facebook: do you mean ig or sc bc fb is dead 22. How Many of Your Facebook Friends Do You Know in Real Life: like i have fb no it’s for old people like my parents 23. Do You Have Any Pets: a hermit crab named digger! nickname- diggles 24. Do You Want To Change Your Name: well my name is annoying bc ‘phoebe’ is never in any gift shops and people (guy friends mostly) say it wrong on purpose or spell it wrong. people i’ve known for years spell my name wrong- pheobe. i’d change it to idk what something cool like olivia or kat. 25. What Did You Do For Your Last Birthday: that was a year ago jeez but i think i went to a waterpark 26. What Time Did You Wake Up: 7, altho today was a rarity usually it’s 8ish 27. What Were You Doing at Midnight Last Night: tumblr and anime and sc 28. Name Something You Cannot Wait For: taylor swift’s new album. yes i’m a swiftie. fight me. 29. When Was The Last Time You Saw Your Mother: last night i’m still in bed lol 30. What is One Thing You Wish You Could Change About Your Life: my mom having the job she wants instead of being a librarian. nothing about me tho i’m good. 31. What Are You Listening To Right Now: i paused my music for that other question but okay the same song as before 32. Have You Ever Talked To a Person Named Tom: i know a tommy? but his full name is thomas. 33. Something That Is Getting On Your Nerves: fffffa- i’m not saying 34. Most Visited Website: google 35. Elementary: idk what that is but im assuming you mean primary school? so my favourite memories of primary school was egg-rolling in the park, my first best friend, sandboxes, jumping pig game, the ditch, cleaning fruit baskets, horrible pizza,SITTING ON THE MOTHERFUCKIN BENCHES, the music trolley, the ditch, love tunnel, shirt signing, plimsolls, penguin bar jokes, bringing in an old shirt for art, lunchables, recorder lessons, the shoes from clarkes with the shitty toys in the heel, doughnut socks, the 3d shape bag,PGL/ Residential trips, stuck in the mud, turning the lights off in the toilet, biff and chip, being told we were to big for the play equipment in year 6. (I feel like that was the most british thing I’ve ever written and any americans probably have no fuckin clue what half of these things are)

OKAY BUT I’M KEEPING  WHAT @teatowelhowell PUT BECAUSE as an american i have no idea what this says. like jumping pig game? lol is that like the frog jump game kids do? but pigs are frogs bc maybe there’s no frogs over there? altho i don’t think so. i know what a trolley is from british vlogs. but love tunnel? plimsolls? shoes with toys in the heels? biff and chip? huh? girl your language is confusing. as for my elementary it was pretty and i made a lot of friends but they all went to a diff high school & middle bc of boundaries so i only know like ten people from my elementary in high school. 36. High School: should i tell you? my mascot is shark 37. College/University: hm i wanna go to uc davis or uc something. 38. Hair Colour: brown with goldish highlights that are natural bc my dad used to be completely blond and i guess i got some of that 39. Long Hair or Short Hair: like medium 40. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: no bro just jensen ackles 41. What Do You Like About Yourself: i make friends with literally everyone i love it 42. Piercings: no bc i do year round soccer- for like ten years- so i never had time XD also i know why piercings are popular and how it all started with early us- natives- so idk it seems kinda uncivilized to stick a hole in a body part and put a stone in it. so when i’m done with soccer i don’t think i’ll pierce my ears bc it’s kinda weird to me 43. Blood Type: my parents don’t even know. whatever the most common one is, i’m sure 44. Nickname:(phoebe is pronounced FEEBEE) phoebs, phoebster, fo-e-be, phobe wan kenobi, anne (i give other people nicknames usally) 45. Relationship Status: go away 46. Zodiac Sign: leo. roar. 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: Supernatural, Reign, Once Upon a Time, Sherlock, Arrow, Gravity Falls when it still lived 49. Tattoos: no 50. Right or Left Hand: right FIRST 51. Surgery: i had an extra tooth so i had to get that taken out before it grew in. but i also destroyed my elbow in kinder and had to get stitches? idk if that’s a surgery 52. Piercing: we went over my feelings on them 54. Sport: soccer! did flag football with my soccer team too for two years it was fun but all the guy teams beat us bc we weren’t really trying we were just laughing 55. Vacation: uhm my parents take me a lot of places so idr. uhmmm maybe yellowstone? 56. Pair of Trainers: trainers? uhm are those pants? a bra? oh lol i looked it up. they’re tennis shoes. my first pair were probably just nike. 57. Eating: wtf ? is this like the first time i remember eating? << wisehowell agrees with her. 58. Drinking: i’m not old enough to drink legally so 59. I’m About To: eat breakfast? 60. Listening To: uhm whattt i just said i paused the dang song so same oneee but here i’ll rec you a few artists: BANNERS, LIGHTS, and clairity. (those two are supposed to be caps) 61. Waiting For: school to kill me 62. Want: nothing just my friends 63. Get Married: sure 64. Career: that’s confusing YOUR TYPE 65. Hugs or Kisses: hugs 66. Lips or Eyes: eyes altho i have brown eyes and everyone hates brown eyes so idk man. but i’ve never been complimented on my eyes in my life so i feel rude if i say eyes bc as a lame eyed i know how cruel it is to judge by eye color 67. Shorter or Taller: i’m 5ft flat so everyone is taller than me 68. Older or Younger: idc 70. Nice Arms or Nice Stomach: no 71. Sensitive or Loud: idc 72. Hook Up or Relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or Hesitant: neither bro 74. Kissed a Stranger: no 75. Drank Hard Liquor: no I’M FIFTEEN usa has strict drinking laws okay like yea my uh fun friends get high and drunk but i’m a valedictorian i gotta keep my rep 76. Lost Glasses/Contact Lenses: i have glasses but i would never lose em 77. Turned Someone Down: when someone turns up i’ll let you know how it goes << I’M LAUGHING 78. Sex on First Date: again do i need to say my age 79. Broken Someone’s Heart: some guys had crushes on me and my friends told me that they told them like a year later so i guess i did 80. Had Your Heart Broken: no 81. Been Arrested: no, i luv rules 82. Cried When Someone Died: wth 83. Fallen For a Friend: nah my guy friends are too stupid to love DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84. Yourself: yea 85. Miracles: no god isn’t real 86. Love at First Sight: uh we’ll see 87. Santa Claus: nooo not since i was four 88. Kiss on First Date: why not 89. Angels: no if god isn’t real why are his slaves (i’m kidding, i totally respect the religious community) OTHER… 90. Current Best Friend’s Name: i’ll give the first letters of the four. a, a, c, c. (i’m not kidding for whatever reason most of my close friends have a or c names like i had two old best friends with both a. and another with c) here i’ll tag one. @galaxy-searcher 91. Eye Colour: brown (boooooo) 92. Favourite Movie: idk i don’t pick favs but song of the sea is cute

uhm. i don’t want to tag people bc it’s 92 questions. do it if you want XD

[ludoforevah19]

Get to Know Me Tag

I’ve been tagged by @redking907! Thanks so much! Ok so, let’s begin..

Tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know!

let’s see.. @iuniu @cheerfulcandydrop @ozrockbitway @nidaimeshinigami @iulliiana @theprinceofpandas @martahv @toolshippings @theprinceofpandas @5lilducks @miyabi-yumehara @drifbliim @jourdin5 @harrythepottercat @chara666drremurr @aireauzumaki @markofu @suzunofuusuke @letsplaysakka @kina0123 @witchspeka idk, everyone who wants to do this really!

Nicknames: I usually go by Ludo since I’m not particularly fond of my full name, but some people also call me Luda, Dudu, Ludo-chan (weeb friends like me ayy)

Zodiac sign: Aries!

Height: Around 160 cm, can’t tell precisely tho.. (but yess I’m short)

Last thing you googled: Muse’s official site (they’re releasing a new single and I’m excited ok)

Favorite music artist: aaahh so many.. if we’re talking about active-to-date bands, Muse has a soft spot in my heart (kinda predictable huh) or even Blur, but I’ve got soo many I can’t just pick a favorite…

Song stuck in your head: Revolution Radio by Green Day (I’m not very into their latest stuff but that song’s so damn catchy)

Last movie you watched: Some comedy my mom was watching and that I really wasn’t paying attention to, don’t know if that counts

Why did you choose your url: ok so I was 13 at the time and I wasn’t really planning on being regularly active here so I just vomited the first dumb nick that came to my mind... the number 19’s from my birthday yey

What did your last relationship teach you: uhmm I don’t really remember I mean it was from like three years ago?? Maybe more actually?? Idk honestly speaking I’m kinda bad at this stuff soo

Religious or Spiritual: meh it depends on what you mean tbh. I’m not very religious tho.

Favorite color: like every shade of blue?? Idk I just love blue so much, even those shades you can obtain by mashing it with green (like teal for instance or even the color I have as my second blog’s theme)

Average hours of sleep: *laughs and cries at the same time* look there’s pretty much no “average” for me, there are nights in which homework only lets me sleep around 5 hours (I don’t drink coffee so that’s little sleep for me) but some nights I manage to sleep an okay amount of time like 8 hours or so

Favorite characters: nghgghh so many. Also I’m in like a billion fandoms so I’m just going to list a part of them. 2D from Gorillaz (son), Noiz from DMMd, Rukia from Bleach, Sans or Chara (develop this child pls) from Undertale, Genos from One Punch Man... I could go on for hours so just take a look around my blog and you’ll get the idea haha

Lucky number: hmmm 13 probably... long story behind lel

How many blankets do you sleep with: 3 in winter, one in every other season I guess

Dream job: uhmmm illustrator or animator I guess... also I’m kinda skilled with languages, but I’m not sure if I’d like to work as a translator or not… I mean you’d have to constantly deal with people

[anotherlikeyou]

I was tagged by @deliriumkitsune​ which wow, thanks ///

1. Coke or Pepsi: my next tattoo is gonna be a vintage coke bottle so yeah

2. Disney or DreamWorks:  honestly how can i choose like seriously Disney has my all time faves like Pocahontas and Beauty and the Beast and HERCULES AND THE EMPEROORS NEW GROOVE FFS but then Dreamworks has The Road to Eldorado and Shrek and How to Train your Dragon and Kung Fu Panda, it’s actually impossible for me to choose, it’s like asking me to choose between my mum and my dad smh

3. Coffee or Tea: tea is life

4. Books or Movies:  i used to devour books when i was a kid and i’m kinda upset i don’t read as much as i used to but i love watching movies so yeah, movies i guess

5. Windows or Mac: Windows

6. DC or Marvel: DC obv

7. Xbox or Playstation: Playstation

8. Dragon Age or Mass Effect: never played either of them but u had me at “dragon” so i guess Dragon Age

9. Night Owl or Early Rise: Night Owl

10. Cards or Chess: i love playing cards but chess is just so engrossing and fascinating even if i’m shit at it lol

11. Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla

12. Vans or Converse: Converse

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash or Adaar: who are these people??

14. Fluff or Angst: fluff, i’m all abt that soft and fuzzy shit

15. Beach or Forest: idk really, i love the beach and the oceand and the sand and swimming but forests are so green and beautiful and the wildlife omg

16. Dogs or Cats: i love dogs, but i’m honestly a cat person

17. Clear Skies or Rain: rain is beautiful but i’m all for taking long walks in the park during a warm sunny day

18. Cooking or Eating Out: cooking, i’m also pretty good at it

19. Spicy Food or Mild Food: mild, i have an embarassingly low tolerance for spicy food

20. Halloween/Samhain or Solstice/Yule/Christmas: christmas, i get to spend days with my whole family (there’s like 50 of us between cousins, aunts and uncles and various grandparents) and i absolutely love showering people with gifts

21. Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too warm: i can’t stand hot, so i guess cold

22. If you could have a superpower, what would it be? flying, hands down

23. Animation or Live Action: animations

24. Paragon or Renegade: if by renegade u mean the tv show i guess it’s gonna be that, i mean, Lorenzo Lamas anyone??

25. Baths or Showers: showers, even if i love myself a long relaxing bath every once in a while

26. Team Cap or Team Iron Man: they’re both two fucking idiots, i’m team cherik

27. Fantasy or Sci-fi: fantasy ofc

28. Do you have three or four favorite quotes? Ha! i sure as hell do, but they’re quite long so i’m not gonna write them but the books they’re from which are “Cronache del Mondo Emerso” by Licia Troisi, “The Giver” by Lois Lowry, “Oceano Mare” by Alessandro Baricco and “Les Larmes de l’Assassin” by Anne-Laure Boundoux

29. YouTube or Netflix: I’d say Netflix but i live for crack videos so Youtube

30. Harry Potter or Percy Jackson: Harry Potter, BOOKS ONLY FUCK THE MOVIES

31. When You Feel Accomplished? Eh, not very often sadly

32. Star Wars or Star Trek: Star Wars has been my true love since i was like 6

33. Paperback Books or Hardback Books: I really don’t care

34. Handwriting or Typing: i always handwrite things first then i type them if i like the result. handwriting is so much more satisfying, i love it

35. Velvet or Satin: satin

36. Video Games or Movies: movies, i’ve never been a gamer

37. Would you rather be the dragon or own the dragon? I’VE ALWAYS WANTED ONE OF THOSE TINY MINIATURE DRAGONS OF THE TRIWIZARD TOURNAMENT, THEY ARE SO MOTHERFUCKING CUTE ASDFGHJKL

38. Sunrise or sunset: sunset

39. What’s your favorite song? all time favourite “Sere Nere” by my baby Tiziano Ferro, but also any Muse song

40. Horror Movies yes or no: i kinda started sort of liking them recently? Like i’ve watched the “Insidious” trilogy and yeah i was freaked out but i like the story, i watched “The Ring” like a week ago but it didn’t really scare me that much? Idk

41. Long hair or short hair: LONG, i used to have really long ass hair but then i cut them bc of the hot weather and i swear i’ve never regretted something more in my relatively short life

42. Opera or Theatre: opera, i absolutely love it even if i don’t go as much as i want to

43: Assuming the multiverse theory is true and every story ever told has really happened somewhere, which one of the movie/book/tv show/game/etc worlds would you pick to travel to first? the Jurassic Park universe, like man DINOSAURS, SIGN ME THE FUCK UP

44: Are you scared of thunderstorms? dude i love thunders 

45. Would you rather travel back in time or into the future? idk man i’d love to experience things like woodstock but then again i’ve always been curious abt what the future will be like

46. What is, in your opinion, the most pointless/unnecessary thing ever invented? the idea that people can be judged by their gender/sexual orientation/skin colour/religion

47. Favorite band/artist? my fave artist is Tiziano Ferro, my gorgeous talented smol boy, and my fave band is Muse, those three fucking dorks i love them

48. If you could meet a Famous person that’s either Dead or Alive who would it be? my queen Lady Gaga

49: How old were you when you had your first kiss? uhmmm i think 13?

50: Favorite TV Show: Shadowhunters, this show has taken over my life like nothing else ever has, it’s honestly kind of frightening

51: What is your dream outfit? my clothing style ranges from geeky af tshirts to red carpet sexy dresses to i opened my wardrobe and decided to wear whatever fell on top of me, but my dream is to be able to pull off the flowery/pastel look, i love pinks and flowers and stereotipically “girly” clothes

52. Who would you like to be for a day? aw man that’s a tough one…idk i think it would be rly cool to be a supernatural thing, like a vampire or a mermaid or a witch

53. Pick two of your favourite characters from different fantasy universes and shove them into a modern au where they’re rivals from first meeting but slowly become rivals with friends, what would it be like? (They’d still have their powers if they had any, and accustomed to certain terms or slang from their universe) I’ve always had this Supernatural/Dylan Dog crossover idea in which Dylan and Groucho go to the USA for a vacation and meet the Winchester and get roped in one of their hunts, Dean would be super salty abt Dylan getting all the girls but would actually laugh at Groucho’s weird ass humour while Sam and Dylan would get along pretty well, but Sam wouldn’t stand Groucho, man it would be super funny

New Question! 54. Pineapple on pizza: yes or no?

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ain’t gonna tag 54 people man, i don’t even know that many people here @eversall​ @fangtasticsaphael @samspurpletoothbrush​ @soft-saphael @arosendes @rose-scorpius-otp HAVE FUN GUYS

[sleepwalkwith-me]

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people

— What was your last…

1. Drink: Coffee

2. Phone call: a friend called me because she took the bus to my house but she didn’t really know where she had to go

3. Text message: i asked a friend what we would give this other friend for his birthday (surprise, we ended on money. how original amirite?!?!)

4. Song you listened to: mystery of love – sufjan stevens (did i cry listening to this??????? maybe)

5. Time you cried: oh. well. listening to mystery of love haha. i saw call me by your name two days ago and idk why but this song just HITS ME LIKE A TRUCK

__ Have you ever…

6. Dated someone twice: i have never actually dated anyone

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: nah mate no regrats

8. Been cheated on: like i said, have never dated anyone, so no.

9. Lost someone special: yes

10. Been depressed: not really, i haven’t been diagnosed or anything. but sometimes i feel like there’s definitely something up with that brain of mine.

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Yes. 10/10 would not recommend.

— Fave colours

12. black

13. green

14. yellow

— In the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: yessss. i started a new study in a new city, so i met loads of new people. i’m lucky enough to call some of them very close friends already :)

16. Fallen out of love: Love?????? no. but this year i got over this big crush (iguess? a bit more than just a crush lol) that kinda dominated my life for a year or two.

17. Laughed until you cried: i don’t even remember what it was about but yesterdayme and my friend marijn were in the weirdest mood where everything was funny as heck

18. Found out someone was talking about you: no not really? i mean people probably do but who cares you know

19. Met someone who changed you: i wouldn’t say completely ‘changed’ me, but one of my new friends from university does make me a more WokeTM person so i think that counts as positive change right?

20. Found out who your friends are: not in a bad way, but i graduated high school this year, so now i realise that i don’t speak to a few of my old friends anymore and that they were just friends because i saw them everyday.

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list: yeh.

— General

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: All of them.

23. Do you have any pets: Noooo, i used to have cute lil bunnies but i have been pet-less for about 8 years i think :(

24. Do you want to change your name: nah. Sometimes I wish I didn’t have the dutch ‘ij’ in my name bc it’s had for non-dutch people to pronounce, but that also makes it cool i guess

25. What did you do for your last birthday: i had 2 exams on my birthday haha, so that was my main activity. But afterwards I went out for dinner and drinks with my friends which was very nice <3

26. What time did you wake up today: 6:30 and i DID NOT LIKE IT

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: downstairs, in my house, pouring myself a tea before going to bed. i came home from a symposium at 23:30 so i needed a little chill out time before i could go to bed

28. What is something you can’t wait for: lots of things!!! things that are happening in the near future, like going to the efteling (dutch themepark) with my friends in a few weeks, going out tomorrow, spending this weekend at my sisters house in amsterdam, or going to mallorca with mah gurlz this summer. But also i can’t wait for things like falling in love!! meeting people that will be in your life forever!!! moving to Utrecht!!! 

30. What are you listening to right now: my mom and dad talking about books they are reading, and the radio (radio 4, classical music) is playing in the background

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: weirdly; no??? at first i was like yeah ofc everyone knows someone named tom but then i couldn’t think of anyone???? weird dude.

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: my own stupid ass bc there are a million things i should be doing rn but what am i doing????? filling in this tag bc i’m selfobsessed ha ha lol

33. Most visited website: tumblr or netflix i think

34. Hair colour: Blonde

35. Long or short hair: not like Really Long but it’s over my shoulders so idk

36. Do you have a crush on someone: i’m crushing 24/7 honey, whether it’s on a celebrity, or a cute guy from my class, or even someone that has been even the tiniest bit nice to me haha what’s wrong with me??? idk i love people man

37. What do you like about yourself: i’m always trying to see the good in people, which some people don’t really see as a positive thing and they tell me that it’s gonna get me screwed over or something but idk i think it’s a good thing

38. Want any piercings: atm i have 3 earrings in my left ear, 2 in my right, and also a helix piercing in my right ear. and boiiiiii do i want more! i really like earpiercings but idk which one to get next yet

39. Blood type: don’t know actually. is that weird? is that something i should know? oh well

40. Nicknames: depends on who i’m with, but a few are: karlit, karliño, karlinna, kar(rie), carlos, and heyitscarry (that’s my snapchat, everyone makes fun of me for it lol), 

41. Relationship status: single

42. Sign: ~~*aquarius*~~

43. Pronouns: she/her

44. Fave tv show: it’s usually the one i’m watching at the moment, but a few overall favs are brooklyn nine-nine, new girl, american horror story, teen wolf, queer eye (!!!), jane the virgin, shadowhunters (i know it’s shit but MALEC IS THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME ALIVE RN), and oh my i could go on. idk, i just really love shows in general; good or ‘bad’, if they make me happy i’m instantly like ‘yup just found my new fav show!!!’

45. Tattoos: sadly, no

46. Right or left handed: righty

47: Ever had surgery: yeah once when i was little, i think i had something with my ear but i don’t even really know

48. Piercings: like i said, just my ears; 3 normal ones on the left, 2 normal ones + a helix on the right

49. Sport: not anymore whoops but i used to dance and do this weird sport called wheel gymnastics. look it up, it’s fun.

50. Vacation: what about it?? uhmmm upcoming ones are a 3 day trip to berlin with this huge student organisation in may, and a week in mallorca with my friends this summer.

51. Trainers: as in.. shoes? like.. sneakers?? idk, don’t own them. i usually wear converse in summer and my fake dr. martins or my heels in winter i guess haha

— More general

52. Eating: rn? nothing, just had dinner tho

53. Drinking: coffeeeee

54. I’m about to watch: the flash, 3x04 

55. Waiting for: my deadlines and exams to be over so i can do nothing without feeling guilty

56. Want: ???? so many things?????

57. Get married: uhmmmmmmmmmmm not yet 

58. Career: well i don’t have one if that’s what you’re asking. but i’m studying sociology so idk i hope to get a job where i can use my sociology-skills

— Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses: both plz 

60. Lips or eyes: eyes

61. Shorter or taller: shorter

62. Older or younger: ?????

63. Nice arms or stomach: arms fuck me the fuck up

64. Hookup or relationships: depends??? 

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: i think a combination of both would be good

— Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger: ya

67. Drank hard liquor: ya

68. Turned someone down: ya

69. Sex on first date: i’m a big ol’ virgin waddup

70: Broken someone’s heart: yes, sadly.

71. Had your heart broken: notreally

72. Been arrested: haha no 

73. Cried when someone died: yes

74. Fallen for a friend: yessssssss 

— Do you believe in

75. Yourself: i go from yes! i am that bitch! to hell no who is this and what does she think she’s doing 

76. Miracles: i mean, not in a religious way or anything. but i think it’s a cute way of naming small, nice, alsmost-impossible things that happen 

77. Love at first sight: i think you can definitely FEEL that you are going to click with someone just by looking at them, but love? no.

78. Santa Claus: in the netherlands we have a slightly different holiday that we celebrate (don’t worry, we also have christmas) where there’s also a man that gives you presents and such. i don’t really remember but my mom always tells me that i very quickly didn’t buy the impossible things surrounding this Sinterklaas. i would always ask questions like; but HOW THE FUCK does he get to every child in ONE NIGHT??? (well maybe i didn’t ask it like that but.. you get it)

79. Angels: nah

— Misc

80. Eye colour: blue

81. Best friends name: Kim, vienna, femke, and estelle

82. Favourite movie: i don’t like ‘favourite’ questions bc i cannot choose man. it totally depends on what kind of movie we’re talking about??? like, i love movies like 17again and mean girls and high school musical? but i also loove movies like call me by your name??? and things like harry potter??? WHAT KIND ARE WE TALKING ABOUT

83. Favourite actor: again... favourite?? there are actors that i think are really talented, there are some that i just like as a person, there are some that i like just bc they play this character? the one that came to mind was dylan o’brien, bc i think beside his looks and nice personality he is an amazing actor (stiles! VOIDSTILES! Mitch rapp! Thomas! wauw what a guy)

84. Favourite cartoon: i don’t really watch cartoons i a m so r ry

85. Favourite teacher’s name: Meneer van Leeuwen. He was my philosophy teacher, but he also teaches physics and ANW (algemene natuurwetenschappen, was BESTE OOIT), and he was my mentor (not the right word sorry idk) for this big endproject that you have to do at the end of highschool in the netherlands). he was truly the BESt.

Thank you @foolishly-fond for tagging me! i’m always a slut for filling things in about myself l o l so i enjoyed doing this. 

I don’t really know who i should tag, and 20 people is a LOT so youknow, consider yourself tagged if you feel like doing this :) x

[gayy-crayons]

Tagged by @coolez​ (aaaaaahhh thank you for the tag!!!)

Rules: Tag 20… tbh I’m tired and stuff just consider yourself tagged if u wanna do it

Name/Nickname: uhmmm mostly moko?

Gender: female

Star Sign: pisces

Height: I’m not sure tbh but it should be something like 169 cm or so

Hogwarts House: HUFFLEPUFF (even tho pottermore sorted me in slytherin once and gave me existential crisis)

Favorite Color: every shade of blue!!! BUT I LOVE EVERY SINGLE COLOUR I’M A SLUT FOR COLOURS

Favorite Animal: DRAGONS wolves!!!! I also love crows and bullet shrimps!!!! (they’re shrimps that can see many more colours than us filthy humans and that’s cool af ok )

Average Hours of sleep: either 3 or 10 there’s no in between

Cat or dog person: nnggghh both are a blessing and I love them both with all my soul, but...I guess I’d have to say I’m more of a dog person

Favorite Fictional Characters: *s w eat s* jellal, rin, maki, you., tsukki, wydrin...can’t really choose a fav, I just listed the first ones that popped in my mind

Number of blankets I sleep with: 3 or 4

Favorite Singer/Band: aqours darren criss, story of the year, linkin park

Dream Trip: this is potentially lame but....japan...

Dream Job: ugh

When was this blog created: I have no idea tbh??

Current number of followers: 1010?? wtf

When did your blog reach its peak?: I think it already has? haven’t really been getting new followers in the past few months

What made you decide to make a Tumblr?: I really wanted to properly follow a couple of artists and fic writers...tumblr turned out to be a nice experience tbh, I’ve met and made friends with lots of nice people!!

Birthday: march 17th

Relationship status: happily married (?)

Siblings: one younger sister

Wake up time: usually around 9

Lemonade or sweet tea: how about both

Day or night: NIGHT, everything is still, no one is expecting you to do things, it feels like you have all the time in the world. Everything around you is quite, and I cherish that kind of silence. Plus it’s the moment of the day when I feel inspiration is at its peak. Also,, STARS. man I really love the world at night

Coke or pepsi: coke

Calls or texts: TEXTS, calls make me awfully anxious

Ever met a celebrity?: I don’t think so

Smiles or eyes: NGH THIS IS HARD,,, but maybe...eyes?

Country or city?: I’ve grown up in the countryside and it sucks so, uh, city.

Last song I listened to: KOI NI NARITAI AQUARIUM IDK DON’T JUDGE ME

Tagging: no one bc I’m a lazy shit