#man I'M YAPPING just about... something
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Need those nikita's stories so bad plsplspls🙏🏻
I read every single one I could get my hands on. Which wasn't a lot, only 4 (and there's an alleged 5th one, but I'm not sure it's not fake, too "out of ordinary" for Nikita, it's more like a creepypasta these days), but those were more than enough.
In all honesty, they're SO stupid and crazy that I'm not sure I wanna work on them and show them to people. At least not word for word, maybe abbreviated versions with less derogatory terms for all kinds of people, because I don't wanna spread this kinda talk. Doesn't matter if he was 100% serious about it or not. For the most part they're not even that funny, it's just ultraviolence for the sake of it, porn and absurd. You can say he was trolling, doing it for shock value and attention, and he was, at least to some extent (Nikita called it "drunken nonsense and sadistic fucking stories"), it feels forced and learned at times, but man... Not when you ACTUALLY start doing shit instead of just thinking about it. Imagine how these stories about brutally killing someone can be perceived now. 💀
TLDR: ANYWAY. WHAT I WAS TRYING TO SAY WITH THIS. The stories are FOUL. I don't wanna translate them word for word (it'd be EXTREMELY hard anyway). Just what's happening there in general, but without losing the meaning and anything important.
#ask response#my GIF btw :)#man I'M YAPPING just about... something#me during the making of this post: am I OVERreacting or UNDERreacting? literally had to take a step back for a few hours to CLEAR MY HEAD#whateverrr. yeah I could view it as just dumb childish stuff. and it kinda was exactly that but still#no neo-nazi talk & other doo doo crap on my watch#all I can say about his art/interests and other actions is that Nikita found himself in the company of terrible people#(no not necessarily Artyom. he was also a victim of this)#when Nikita was very vulnerable & stuck in this crazy bubble where this kind of stuff was normal and considered cool#he got desensitized (but not fully although he tried)#It could have been different. SIGH. FML#Nikita I'm not upset with you because I know you're mentally ill#which is why one day I'm gonna open up a hospital for mentally ill Russians 🖤#I treat him like my son#academy maniacs#irkutsk molotochniki#nikita lytkin#tcc nikita#tc community#tcc fandom#tcc tumblr#tccblr#true cringe community#teeceecee#tee cee cee
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#soft poolverine my beloved#I contain multitudes as far as trope enjoying goes (Logan likes Wade's yapping AND Logan likes to shut Wade up the old fashioned way)#(aka sticking his tongue down his throat)#(among other things but we're sticking with that for this one lol)#Wade is yapping about something#anything really because he can monologue about anything under the sun#and Logan just reaches over wordlessly and grabs his face and Wade just KEEPS TALKING#and every time Logan comes up for air Wade just starts up again#and Logan just smirks and takes a deep breath and goes back in#he gets some silence for a moment AND gets to feel that endless energy fizzing on his tongue#as Wade focuses his nervous mental energy on exploring Logan's mouth for a bit#you know they are SLOPPY kissers#just drool and teeth and tongues EVERYWHERE#I bet kissing Wade is interesting too because his tongue and lips are all ridged and scarred#anyway I just think Logan would shut him up once in a while for like hours long makeout sessions#and then peacefully go back to listening to him yammer endlessly about the minutiae of the My Little Pony Extended Universe#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#deadpool#kinda wip?#are any of these ever really FINISHED or do I just give up on them and move on 🫠#also dont get me wrong they def fuck nasty too#but I think Logan “Touch Starved As Fuck” Howlett would really revel in just being able to touch him lazily for hours#idk man I'm too far gone I need to be anaesthetized#deadpool & wolverine#deadclaws#wade wilson#poolverine fanart#deadpool x wolverine
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yap sesh
hi friendssss! sorry zoro pt 4 is taking so long! it's so close to being done but i am reallllyyy trying to make the dialogue true to zoro's character and am finding it a bit challenging. (>_<)



i'm cat sitting for a couple months and this critter is hilarious. all she does is scream at me. she is senile and i am very allergic but she's too cute so i subject myself to the suffering.
what will come after zoro part 4? i'm thinking a couple different HC collections (i have two going right now) and then... perhaps i'll conjure a good idea for a fic. i feel something forming in my mind. idk what it is yet but ik it will be good.... i can feel it in there... now it needs to make itself known to me.
CHECK IN QUESTIONNNNNN for anyone who wants to humor me:
who was your first anime crush, and who is your anime crush now? (if you had to choose one) what is appealing about them to you?
for me: sasuke uchiha was my first crush ever. that explains everything. recently i have been very enamored with sanji but i think gojo will always be #1 of all time for me (ik surprising considering i run an OP blog).
#YAY SPRING BREAK#YAY WRITING SMUT IN THE LAUNDROMAT#seeing sasuke uchiha at such a young age did irreparable damage to my psyche#i literally hate him now but there's just something about that archetype of anime man that really tickles my fancy#z yaps#now my heart aches when i see gojo the depth of his character is unbeatable to me i'm in love#satosugu truther
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When your mother wants to talk to you but you see the oceans of disconnect sepearating who she thinks you are vs who you actually are.
#ive said it before and I'll say it again IF I DONT COME TO YOU WITH A PROBLEM. THEN DON'T OFFER SOLUTIONS TO IT.#“you need to makr yourself happy if you want to do something you actually can” Maybe ive been struggling with depression from the past 5 yea#have you thought of that?#“you need to not cower in crowded places” sorry couldn't hear you through my waves of panick attacks because I've been struggling with that#I'm not telling you about my problems because I know you're going to offer no solution#they just don't know anything about me#I'm queer. i struggle with crippling mental health issues. my current favorite artist is sufjan stevens. i write doomed yaoi on my laptop#idek man#venting the days away#yapping the days away
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Which version of Rick is your fav?
it's so hard for me to choose tbh. HOWEVER, I'd say Evil Rick





then I'd say it's C-137 and Memory Rick

I love how pathetic™ Evil Rick really is tbh. love that he's being controlled by his Morty. can you guess who my favorite Morty is?
#the only reason why Evil is above C-137 and Memory is because#Memory's design is something I don't really like in the style of the show#his fanart makes him look so much cooler but in the show he just looks.. unfinished?#idk it's weird to me. I love him outside of that though#and with C-137. I'M SICK OF HIM LMAO I AM SO SORRY#there are too many fucking episodes dedicated to this man. pushing everyone else aside just to have him yap about his dead wife#I love him so much but there's only so many times we can bring Diane up and not really develop her as a character but rather to boost Rick#and the show is Rick and MORTY yet all I see is Rick 😭😭 don't get me wrong I love this man#I just feel like we know more about Rick than the rest of the family#WHICH IS FINE IF THAT WAS WHAT THEY WERE GOING FOR#and if they wanted to go in that direction so be it! it's fine!#I just feel like he needs less screen time or at least balance episodes among the family#cause even the most recent Morty episode is about Rick. it was so frustrating watching it cause it's literally MORTY'S fear hole experience#yet we're watching Morty's head canons about his grandparents#I also hate the narrative they took with Diane. only ever having Rick talk of her or others bring her up#it just doesn't make her a character but rather an extension off of Rick. that's how I'm feeling rn with the family#they're all just there to prop up Rick or something. super annoying#but that's about it. I'm not gonna continue my rant#unless you want me to?#idk if I even made sense but that's all good#rick and morty#rick and morty fandom#rick#memory rick#evil rick#C-137#Rick Sanchez
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howdy!! it's been a minute but i'm still around. fair warning-- i have been lurking the whole time and have about. 100+ posts drafted 😵 you'll be seeing these shortly, i'll try my best to space them out as i get around to tagging them
#tldr im fine it's just been a lot lately and i havent had the energy to tag anything#which!! i like being chatty in the tags and i try my best to say at least something cool about any art or fic i rb#when you're running on 0 tho.... it gets hard to keep that energy up yk???#long version: (if anyone is reading this ty but feel free to drop off at any point it's kinda heavy and just a vent)#hit the 'one more minor inconvenience and im running off into the woods forever' point about five major events ago yet we're still truckin#firstly: found out two months ago (february) that i needed 6 credits worth of college by june to keep my teaching license for next year#so accelerated online graduate courses were the only option and i have since done more work for that than my 5 year undergrad#im almost done with the second class but im so fuckin drained dude i havent been able to really draw/write or play music or sew or anything#everything i do try has either been hit with the executive dysfunction or turns out Bad enough that i get frustrated#shortly after i found out the nice old guy downstairs died my upstairs neighbor who i cared a lot about died. last week and im still waitin#to find out when the funeral is from her son. ive been taking that kinda hard since i feel like i should have checked on her#my parents are moving 17 hours cross country to move back to where we are which is nice but ive been hearing about all their stress with th#house sale on loop by this point whenever i talk to them. which fair they managed to sell the house in a week when we thought itd be months#got smacked with thousands of dollars of surprise car repairs out of nowhere to get my inspection sticker and am still trying to recover#and petty things: lost my favorite piece of clothing and broke my glasses last week while running tech week for the kids#idk man any one thing at a time i could've toughed out better its just been all at once#anyways like i said i'm still truckin and will probably delete this (or at least the tags on it) later had to get all that out somewhere#messenger pidge#if anyone did get this far down thank you for watching me yap <3 i promise im good and will be back to normal shenanigans soon hopefully
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As much as I dislike A.nahardt, some ships are so much worse in my eyes
#Oh hey look nice Ana fanart and BOOM CASSIDY NEXT TO HER FLIRTING WITRH HER OR SOMESHIT#Ana x Cass makes me want to go jump in a river#The only young man she's bangin is me! ME!!!!!!!!#He's literally just me but way cooler and better in every possible way#Same with her and Genji#Also so many characters have fucking spawn interactions where they flirt with her holy shit#It makes me want to rip my skin off it makes me want to explode into a million pieces#Sombra I love you but do NOT CALL MY GIRL 'AMOR' AGAIN OR IM GOING T#The silver lining is that her responses are always something along the lines of 'fuck off' but with her classic condescending politeness#It still make4s me extremely sick to my stomach#Please no one even fucking LOOK at my wife or even think about her ever again or I'm going to kill everyone in the room#Sorry ok rant over back to pretending I'm normal and well adjusted and not extremely possessive and insecure#yapping#vent#good kitty 🐈⬛
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"Why don't you want to tell me what you are listening to"
Literally what I'm listening to:
youtube
#yapping#guys I am not normal at all#My musical taste is whatever the fuck this is. Zolar X. Space Age Bachelor Man. Mitski. Dazey and The Scouts and maybe a few more but idk rn#I actually don't listen to it that much because it's silly (/Surprisingly non pos) an all but guys it's deeply implanted into my brain guys#I'm literally just chilling and my brain “LA COLUMNA VERTEBRAL HUMANA ADECUADAMENTE CUENTA CON 33 VERTEBRAS 🗣️🗣️🗣️”#guys I hadn't listened to it in months and it still kept appearing in my head guys do something I'm 3 seconds away from dreaming about it#Youtube
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powerful sorcerer with magical storm blood who can still magic and rend minds and transform people btw
#pannic button. dont read my thoughts. uhm. I Wish I Was Riding My Girlfriend On A Nice Vacation Somewhere Rn?#[SUCCESS] 'ok well you want her but our god can give u something better than the avernus aether twist. for your consideration'#can the absolute do this (GIVES HER A LITTLE KISS ON THE FOREHEAD AND HOLDS HER HAND AND ITS NICE) HMM???#anyways im at moonrise now after whatt feels like forever. a lot of the noncombat checks were fun with him though!! sorc/bard priveleges!!#halsin's big fuzzy owlbear ass is hard for everyone to maneauver around now EXCEPT for arque who can fly. why are you cracked dude#ok last thing. arque is my pretty princess who keeps getting in situations. goblin kidnapping caused by drinking weird juice.#omeluum's brainworm mulcher caused by more madness juice. the githyanki device. well arque drank mystery elixer by an undead guy aagain#and everyone APPROVED. everyone loves arquebait ou ha ha. he's literally fine hes the party guineapig his magic will fix it probablymaybe.#he moments later stuck his hand into a wet fleshy wall hole and got STUCK and panicked yanking his arm out. shadowheart told em#'hm. maybe do not do that.' arque does it again and has horrible mental visions again. BUT WAS HE HURT? no and now we know more!#SO GUYS...ITS OKAY..... if something happen to arque itll eitjer be fixed by his arcane abilities or its like fine if not. its just arque#(this is a whole thing about his implied character to me. but now i'm getting too into the ocs..point is i love that he can keep Doing This#anyways thats all for me im spamming my private twt but yapping in tags only here so i dont ruin public tags. arquelach 4ever btw#goodnight ill... be another week until i can continue seeinh what the fucjs up with ketheric thorm. crazy good voice on him btw#i would have more to say about him being a nice voiced old man but (gestures) (karlach) this is all i thinkabout#baldur's gate 3#i need an oc tag#arquelach
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I just realized that I (probably) already passed the year mark being a Tank Grunt fan wtf 😭. I mentioned it to my friend but I didn't know it was actually accurate to the actual time period lol. Good for me ig (love u Tankie nobody can make me hate you) (except your psp version you asshole).
I know nobody cares but, like, the only mf I draw on this blog is him so let me be :( Happy anniversary of meeting my sweet idiot with internalized issues to me!! 🎉
#sims#sims 2#the sims 2#sims 2 strangetown#strangetown#sims 2 premades#sims posting#tank grunt#simblr#i literally installed sims 2 after knowing about him i think#i don't even remember why i chose this guy#there were better options#like- vidcund or something/hj#kslamdndnsl i love his gay little neurodivergent self#he deserved better man ;_;#now i'm just yapping
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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.
#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it#asmr#audio roleplay#rp audio stuff#redacted audio#anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud#and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators#but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it#which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium#like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform#and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication#and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements#like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh#tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that#and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno#i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it#bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it#this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable#but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself#feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything#who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl#anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now#actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon#u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.
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mega man 8 they could never make me hate you!!!!!!
#finally beat the fake gamer allegations and finished the game so i have the right to aggressively glaze it now#like shit man yes it's a flawed game but my god it was a genuine attempt to evolve the classic mega man formula!!!!#genuinely believe that if we got a mega man 9 on the playstation in like '99 [because lmao] it could've been the coolest shit on earth#[yes i know mega man and bass is literally internally mega man 8.5 but it's got problems of its own lol]#keep the gorgeous pixel art style and creativity in stage gimmicks and the playstyle customisation options via bolts#and the genuine heartfelt attempt to tell a story even if it's simple and the quality of life features like being able to fucking save#and refine or replace the bits that didn't work like the sluggish jump response and wonky dub voice acting and jump jump slide slide#you know me i'm a sonic adventure 2 fan i love me some scuffed controls and charmingly bad english dubs but it's not for everyone#but instead we got fucking nothing for a decade and then they just nostalgia baited instead of actually trying to evolve the series#no shade to mega man 9 i'm about to play it and i bet i'll have fun but oh my GOD we have 11 games and eight of them look the fucking same#i don't care that the nes mega man spriting style is objectively extremely good and has stood the test of time i want something new!!!!#man. last time i had a big ol yap about a mega man game in the tags of a one sentence post was like 3-4 years ago. it's good to be back
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Do you have any thoughts on your fake dating WIP? I saw a tiktok on PR relationships recently and it reminded me of that haha
i'm going to start off-topic by saying PR relationships are really funny to me as someone who works in an area of PR that just.... doesn't really have them? like nobody i've really ever worked with in sports has been strategically dating for any reason. the closest i can think of is like the NBA/Kardashian thing or MAYBE some NFLers (not rlly Josh/Hailee and Travis/Taylor but maybe some older ones). but i still genuinely think all of those were "real" relationships in that the people were probably actually getting nasty together and simply just benefiting from the clout on the side. i can't imagine clocking into a job like mine and being like okay. so we found you a girlfriend. it's just funny bc i forget that the "PR" in "PR relationship" is the same "PR" in my literal job title.
but ANYWAY. i was actually kind of thinking about my fake dating AU today mainly because i was thinking about WAG landoscar content. i don't really think fake dating WIP is going anywhere in the form i originally had it in, mainly because it feels too morose. sometimes that's nice to write, but i don't think i'd ever want to publish it. if i do rehab the fake dating AU, i think it'd be lighter. less lando crumbling under the pressure of being the first openly queer f1 driver and more like... idk, romcom? i really DON'T have any plot ideas for it if the plot isn't "miserable lando," though, which is why i haven't moved on it in quite some time. feel free to poke me with ideas if you so please.
#answered#fake dating au#idk man i could be talked into something it's just not high on the inspo ladder rn#in a similar vein though.#that retired lando sky sports / exes landoscar thing i was yapping about a few weeks back#has been oN my mind. idk why that feels related.#ig WAG lando adjacent? maybe this is bc nico rosberg feels like a WAG to me and i'm projecting that to my fake sky-sports-land#who's to say#oh i know. it's bc i was going to have lando as an out bi king in that exes-landoscar thing#and everyone speculating about who he fucked when#except all the rumors are about him and carlos#and lando and oscar both probably feel some kinda way about that............
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Hi guys! I'm so normal!!
#met a beautiful beautiful man this past weekend and i'm genuinely going crazy over it#he has such an aura and he's respectful and beautiful and tall and beautiful and he [redacted screaming cat howl]#i'm never going to see him again and it's soo disappointing cause he was so sweet (and beautiful)#like i know he could definitely hunt down my name. i know what happens when you google me. but idk if he liked me like at all#especially enough to do that#i need to move to specific place in the states. maybe then he'll teach me how to swing dance#but damnnn i really wish bro would ask my friend (who has his number) for my number. cause he's so so beautiful#idk what's going on with me? i was perfectly normal and professional around this guy until a specfic moment in time. and now#i really wish he lived in canada. i even gave him something with my last name on it (it was supposed to be an exchange but i'll forgive it)#and i gave him canadian rockets.#man i just need to wait to be normal#or i need him to get a social media and find me (obviously i figured out his first name and that he doesn't have social media)#but ughdhhshr. he was super nice. i just wish i had the confidence this weekend to genuinely speak to him about non professional things#i will be normal eventually. hopefully (he's so beautiful)#the pasta speaks#thanks i just needed a place to yap about it
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Hiya, I've been on a lengthy hiatus from online misce spaces for various reasons, but I'm preparing to get a bit more active again finally! Sorry to everyone who sent asks either before or during this time, I know I've been away for AGES so I don't know if I'll answer every single one right away.
That being said, how has everyone been? What's new? Are people still having random drama over nothing? Have the misce spaces and omegaverse fiction/author spaces separated further again? What's the hot topic to talk about currently /hj
No but I do want to know. How has everyone been? I won't tag any specific people since it's been a long time since I've interacted with anyone, but please don't hesitate to respond to this post, send asks, dms, whatever- I'm glad to be back and feeling more stable again ^^
#gamietxt#misceanimalis#miscecanis#misceverse#misce lifestyle#miscelife#is it still acceptable to tag omegaverse lifestyle or...? /gen bc I literally don't know#last time I was actively around we were having discussions about how people were confusing misce tags for generic omegaverse related ones#and misusing them#and I vaguely recall some very vague drama about people arguing that omegaverse lifestyle and misce are different and that#the former is more kink-based and that misce is sfw or something like that which to me seemed like a fairly meaningless thing to argue about#because like. im gonna be so honest now. I don't think a misce/dynamic identity is a mandatory requirement to include aspects of omegaverse#that you like into your life#like idk maybe I'm missing some context or whatever but as long as everything is tagged correctly then who cares#besides there's nothing inherently 'more' sfw about misce than there is about omegaverse as a whole. both are spectrums#the only difference is that misce is an identity and omegaverse is fiction#contrary to popular belief omegaverse isn't only 100% smut and nothing else#and misce folk are people who experience sexuality just as anyone else and whether misce is a part of their sexuality or not depends#on the person entirely#anyway that's a rant/hot take post for another time I'm more just curious about the current state of the misce community#so don't mind my old man yap#all I'm saying the whole misce vs omegaverse lifestyle argument I saw at one point sounded exactly like how people used to argue about#whether furries were inherently kinky/sexual or not#different community but same beating of a dead horse type thing
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I'm thinking about my dreams again bc I might actually try to finally map things out (this post made me do it) and I'm realizing a trend;
there's too much water
#i remember most of my dreams since childhood either from writing them down somewhere or something but man--#like it took me.... this long to realize my dreams reuse specific locations for a decade now- ofc there's gonna be new places but#it always usually used to go back there before my head just. created a new place??#i don't usually end up in the first location anymore (thankfully) but the others... wrowie#there's a lot of water though and it's usually just. floods or pools? idk?? mainly floods but#honestly there's so muchhh i could ramble about#but so far i think there are 3 areas at *least* that i think i can map out when i got time just for funsies#i'm not really gonna think about them either but i know for a fact i'll end up in one of them when i try to snoozie later#dreams are so interesting tbh i've been so fascinated with them for yeeears now and-- (i yapped too much if you read the whole thing ily)#i might post the map when i can bc :0c#dove.txt#dream stuff
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