#maladaptive Daydreaming?? maybe????

[wizards-sextape]

Does anyone else have all of the listeners for redacted “react” to the audios in real time as if it’s some sort of gacha reaction video with

1. ships for listeners with other listeners (or even characters with other characters *cough cough* Poly!Damn And Poly!ShawPack *cough cough*)

2. playful bickering between characters / play fighting

3. laughing at jokes they make

4. making fun of a certain voiced character

5. makes new headcannons during said hand out seshes I guess you could call them

6. even have oc characters hang out with the listeners

7. LITERALLY ACT OUT ALL OF IT WHILE ITS HAPPENING-

or am I do mentally insane for this to be relatable.

Kinda weird rant below???

It’s not even just redacted videos it’s every video I watch.

I’ve started going places doing this btw just to survive things like going to the store or eating food out at a restaurant.

Just not moving my mouth anymore when I’m just talking to them yk?

If I’m talking to another person I’ll pretend they’re another character or fucking listener, IVE STARTED DOING THIS OVER MESSAGES AS WELL??

LIKE IM TALKING TO MY FRIEND ON DISC OR WTVR AND IM JUST LIKE

“Honey just texted me srry hold on.. I’ll be back angel.”

LIKE WHAT??

AND THEN I REALIZE IM DOING IT AND IM JUST LIKE

“Hey. So that’s not normal.”

AM I MENTALLY SANE?????

[snowylynxx]

a reference sheet for my brainchild au that makes sense to absolutely nobody but me

[inluvrn]

[starryeyedseeker]

Honestly my heart goes out to those people who can't bring themselves to do their school/work tasks because they're crushed by how intimidating it all feels. Or those who do their best but can't shake off that terror as they're doing it. Or those who kinda come close to ruining their professional lives because their inner fictional world is much more comforting than the real one, but still do their best to not let everything fall apart.

Like you know you've got tons to do. You know your success - heck, maybe your livelihood- is hinging on it. But you just can't. Everything is so intimidating and you're trying to get yourself to move, but your fictional world will comfort you and tell you that you're awesome, while the real will punch you down and it's up to you to stay afloat because if you drown, it sure as hell won't help you.

A lot of the way we've structured this world is scary. I just remembered that post about the modern world being built on denying human limitations and fuck is that an accurate post. And now with the current state of politics/society/whatever Gen-Z are n for a scarier time.

If you're putting off answering that email, if your hands are shaking and you whisper meek encouragements to yourself as you type, if you're thinking about the comfort your fictional world gives you and that makes you sad because why the hell can't the real world be like that? My heart goes out to you. You're not lazy, stupid or trying to skirt by 'real work'. You're just torn between survival and its difficulty and I'm so proud if you manage to finish the intimidating task even if it's not perfect or you were scared while doing it.

[mayxo-hxh]

not a lot of people play with hisoka's femininity and i think thats such a wasted potential. Like where are the fics where Hisoka is the one disguised as the woman in the hisoillu fics i am tired of seeing illumi as the girly girl transformer hisoka can pull that shit off with 0 transformation hes like. the dream buff mommy anyone would ever dream of come on. come onnnn can u imagine him in a red dress with a slit up to his waist like GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD he can pull off anything. Yeah this post may just be me simping over that specific image tbh because god. GODDDDDDDDDDD-

[beanthebugboi]

aaand that's enough reality for today, time to zone out and enter the daydream world I've been meticulously building for the past year only to repeat the same scene 27 times and then fall asleep

[philsmeatylegss]

Love going to a really small, left winged college with a big LGBT+ population. Just walked past a table in the main cafeteria to someone watching Dead Boy Detectoves on mobile

[infiniteorangethethird]

these options are by no means meant to be exhaustive, feel free to go wild in the notes I'm curious

[wetcatspellcaster]

i have a veilguard AU idea but veilguard doesn't deserve my AU idea, you know what i'm saying ?

[henneseyhoe]

not now honey, mommy is maladaptive daydreaming about the universe she created with all her favorite people in it!

[maddgical-boy]

yall if i made a madd/id-related ask game would you think it was fun and cool 👀

[thereareeyesinsidethetrees]

dipper: grunkle ford, why don’t you ever drive us places

ford: i don’t have a car

dipper: you stole stan’s car to drive me to the edge of town when you first got back

stan: you what

ford: i also don’t have a license

mabel: when has the law ever stopped us, grunkle ford?

ford: medically. not allowed to?

dipper: wait what. why

ford: they have no clue what’s wrong with me yet. i’m a beautiful glorious mystery

stan: beautiful and glorious is definitely how would i describe that, yeah. y’know. your brain thing that makes it dangerous for you to drive. yep. beautiful and glorious

ford: shush

dipper: …dangerous?

ford, completely deadpan and monotone: gasp. we’ve said too much. oh nooooo

[madd-mood]

me on a random tuesday finding out through a meme on tumblr that daydreaming compulsively actually had a name and there was a whole community about it, when just a minutes ago I was crying cause I thought I had a rare type of schizophrenia

[yrrtyrrtwhenihrrthrrt]

I am Never Not Thinking about Comic Ambrosius y'all

This mf was clearly so obsessed with Ballister, constantly showing up to "thwart" his plans without ever seeming to take it seriously, seemingly just as an excuse to be around him. He acts like a bratty thirteen-year-old with a crush who never got taught to express it properly.

He seems to live in his own little world, where he and Ballister have this silly little Nemesis relationship that's just a part of a game instead of the deeply fractured and tragic thing that it was. Presumably because it's easier to deal with than the guilt.

In the prison scene, he seems to completely ignore when Ballister basically tells him to shut the fuck up, continuing to reminisce fondly as though they're still friends. I really feel like he lives in his own little reality half the time. Living in a little world where they're playing a game of cops and robbers and they're still close deep down, even if he isn't doing it consciously, is a lot easier than acknowledging his guilt and the pain he caused someone he loved.

I think this is the reason he didn't apologize for so long, and also the reason his memory is so shit even before the head injuries. He legitimately cannot remember exactly what happened at the joust. He wanted so hard to believe it was an accident, to live in a world where it was an accident, that his brain created a false reality and erased the parts of his own memories that contradicted that. He didn't even realize that he hadn't apologized. He is horrified to receive that information. His brain constructed a reality where they had already made up, even though he knew they hadn't. His memories got so jumbled between his imagined and true experiences that he just assumed he must have already apologized, because he was sorry, why wouldn't he have?

I'm not trying to say that he was struggling with psychosis, he knew what was and wasn't real. But his brain dealt with guilt and trauma in very disorienting ways, choosing to ignore or erase truths that hurt him.

I can't imagine what their healing journey must have been like. Imagine trying to un-fuck the thing you fucked up the most in your entire life while also learning how to exist without the ability to walk unassisted, and possibly also recovering from brain damage, dysmorphia from your face getting shredded, and a myriad of other injuries. I cannot imagine the self-worth of someone who is being cared for by the person they love the most, who they irreparably hurt, while also feeling like a burden because they are newly disabled and can't yet take care of themselves.

Also it makes me sad when people talk like Blackheart would hate/be cruel to him post-comic like he wasn't willing to die/kill his friend to save him. He'd give him a ton of shit all the time probably but he'd also protect him like a wolfhound change my mind okay I'm done thanks for coming to my Ted talk

[je-doute-donc-je-suis]

Do people also regularly get so worked up from imagining scenarios about their blorbos that they feel everything that their blorbo feel?

Like for example, if you imagine them loosing a friend or something and breaking down over it, you also drop into a full on hysterical sobbing mental breakdown and can feel the grief as if it was real, and have to actually do coping mechanisms from real life for real grieving people to try to go back to normal?

I'm not talking about making them go through something you have gone through, to cope with it. i mean making them go through something that's never happened to you, mostly for character study/development purpose, and still fully feeling what they're going through

[nevermore-grimes]

𝙿𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚍𝚊𝚢-𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝙰𝚜𝚔 𝙶𝚊𝚖𝚎!!!

*Most of these questions are normal, and then I managed to sprinkle in some silly ones, hehehe!*

I know a lot of us have been craving to hold paradays, so I was all like “Lemme help get the ball rolling!” and ta-da! An ask game for the paras was born!

So, reblog this if you want someone to send in the name of one (or more!) of your paras and ask them one (or more!) of these questions! (I’ll try to send asks to everyone who reblogs, btw!)

What’s your zodiac sign? (If you have one)

What's your nationality?

Do you identify as queer? What are your labels? Your pronouns?

Who would you call your best friend?

Who would you consider your enemy?

Who do you look up to the most, if anyone?

What’s the most important thing to you?

What’s your self care routine like?

What kind of music are you into?

Are you religious? What do you practice?

Do you consider yourself superstitious?

Do you work? If so, what do you do?

What’s your relationship status? (Feel free to gush about any lovers or platonic partners~)

Do you have any habits? Good or bad?

Do you consider yourself more coordinated or clutzy?

Do you follow a certain diet? (Vegetarian, Gluten-free, etc.)

Would you consider yourself an alpha, beta, or omega?

What’s your biggest fear?

Do you have any dreams/goals?

What makes you happy?

Do you have any pets? If not, do you want any pets?

If you had to die for something, what would it be? (You can take this as seriously or un-seriously as you want)

What's your most embarrassing memory?

Tea or coffee? How do you take it?

Who did you have your first kiss with? If you didn’t yet, who do you hope will be your first kiss?

Do you have a quote you identify with? (Bonus points if it's a Latin saying~)

Would you consider yourself to have “main character energy”?

If you were in charge of making a Ben & Jerry's ice cream flavor (either based off of yourself or not), what would you put in it and what would you call it?

Asker’s Wild Card! The person asking gets to make their own question for you!

Para’s Wild Card! Share a random fun fact about yourself!