#makotonaegikin

[fictionkinfessions]

i can't stop thinking about danganronpa:IF

if i had just manned up and pushed mukuro (dressed as junko) out of the way of the spears, it would've saved everyone's (besides maizono, sorry) lives. CANONICALLY if i had just reacted faster, almost all of us would've made it out alive

i know it was junko's fault ultimately, but i can't help but blame myself, im sorry i let you all down

-makoto naegi

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[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

Hey, it's Makoto Naegi here. I don't remember the details about our game, but I remember everyone and I wonder about you all a lot. Hiro, do you still keep a pendulum around your neck? Have you found any of us "in the next life", like you liked to say so much? Is everyone still connected to their talents? Leon, are you still making music? Hifumi, do you still bake? I know my chances of finding you all are low (it looks like my bad luck followed me, haha) but I hope life is treating you well #✨💜

[canoncalled]

Heya! I'm Makoto Naegi from Danganronpa, looking for anyone! My canon has a lot of details, but some elements of my timeline are that I was the Mastermind along with Junko - though she made me forget; I was in a relationship with Toko and Syo during the killing game; also, Sayaka was the first blackened and attempted a double murder right off the bat - but only killed one person. I'm 22, fine with anyone regardless of age or kintype! Like this or something, and I'll send a message your way :'D!

[strange-kin-calls]

heya!!! It's makoto naegi from Danganronpa!!! I'm looking for Mondo and Chihiro! My canon was no despair and I was together w Leon!!! Feel free to message me!!!!!!!

“oh!! It’s makoto, Adding on to my last ask, I’m 16!! So if anyone’s uncomfortable interacting with minors!!”

!!!@fivefootfite

[canonhollers]

Hey! I'm Makoto Naegi from Danganronpa. In my canon, I was a trans boy who was really close to Toko, Celeste, and Taka. Other than that, everything is the same. Hit me up or like this post, and I'll send a message your way. Fair warning though, I'm really bad at talking to others, but I'm gonna try my best since I wanna find the people from my canon. Anyone is free to message me! No restrictions whatsoever!

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[fictionkinfessions]

I've been gone for *checks notes* well over two years (sorry if I worried anybody by being a regular poster for a while and then dropping some rlly sad kinfessions and leaving) but I think smoking with other danganronpa kins would fix me /hj - Makoto Naegi (#🍀🥀💚; possibly a fictive)

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How did past Makoto do it? Present Makoto has come to hate life and everything else. -Makoto Naegi (Danganronpa)

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oh FUCK yeah canon disabilities lets go

sunny omori: i was autistic and selectively mute, i primarily used asl to communicate. i also think i probably had a cdd of some kind but i dont remember for sure. def dissociation issues tho. also hallucinations and [gestures at headspace] whatever the fuck was going on with that

sanya kazarina: albinism counts as a disability right? it gave me astigmatism and also it made me burn easily. i always had to wear glasses or contacts, and i avoided going out in the sun when i could. im pretty sure i had bpd then too.

sara chidouin: i was low-empathy autistic and schizospec. i think i probably also had some kind of chronic fatigue type thing.

sora sdra2: isnt the very experience of being an ai inherently disabling? /j i was autistic and i think i probably had adhd too. also i experienced a lot of dissociation and identity confusion thanks to. haha. well. lets justr say. my coding

hajime hinata: i had did 👍 also adhd i think. my body was fucked up somehow too but idk how. actually gimme a sec does the kamukura project bullshit count here because they fucked me up baaaad both mentally and physically

jay merrick: im gonna be real i think i had adhd as him too. dunno anything else

makoto naegi: neurodivergent but idk how

ashlyn banner: my hearing was fucked and when i think abt it it feels likely that i had szpd or smth similar as her

and in this life i am audhd with did and bpd as well as hypermobility, poor vision [nearsighted and a lazy eye], and a fucked up right knee

damn this is long as hell. sorry chat

- #🥀☔️🥀

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It took me almost 3 years to figure out that I’m probably a fictive and everything makes so much more sense now. My memories registering as present trauma, the source induced paranoia, the depression associated with it, the exotrauma, absolutely zero intention to invalidate kinnies who get that but for us specifically, like, kins are never like that in our experiences. It was only Makoto. And that makes so much sense. If I formed to handle some of the body’s trauma I’m not surprised that I see it thru the lens of my Makoto canon. It explains the trauma responses, the triggers, the depression, the paranoia- all of those are things associated with our current life trauma.

I still do view Makoto as being a past life of mine though. Maybe I’m some kind of in between of kin and fictive. Either way, it feels like progress to know! It also makes me feel a little bit less alone- like there’s a current life root to all of my issues that can alleviate my struggles if we unpack them. Fittingly, it… I mean, it gives me a lot of hope. I’ve needed that a lot, especially recently, but I think this does make me feel hope for the future and for getting better. - Makoto Naegi (#🍀🥀💚, kin or fictive tags work, it’s blurry.)

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canon carryovers time!

sanya kazarina (pafl): i still really like anger management's music in this lifetime!! i know it's not quite my tsar and arthur's [for obvious reasons], but it's comforting to listen to :] and also, i'm homeschooled in this life just like i was as sanya!! even started at around the same time, iirc.

hajime hinata: still a system 👍 in fact, one of my alters even types and looks [in headspace] pretty similar to how i remember izuru. although i don't think they kin my izuru or anything lol

makoto naegi: still an older sibling! although my relationship with my siblings in this life is pretty different than the relationship komaru and i had... it's a lot more strained.

sora (sdra2): identity issues!!! dissociation!!! i also still identify with ai/machinery in a gendery way

jay merrick: one thing about me is that when i was first cracking my egg a bit in this life i tried out the name jay [because it sounded similar to my deadname]. not quite a carryover but i think it's really funny. anyway i've still got my aspec swag

ashlyn banner (schoolbus graveyard): Auditory Hallucinations 👍 and dogshit social skills.. sad!

sunny (omori): the intrusive thoughts pertaining to harming myself take the same form. so much fun [<- lying]

sara chidouin: ...i still take on way more responsibility than i should. haha.

wheee fun!! also im so terribly sorry about the amount of tags on this beast </3

- #🥀☔️🥀

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(Danganronpa 1 spoilers)

It's so jarring to me when people use certain dialogue clips from DR as memes, or in any kind of funny context. It makes me feel so deeply uncomfortable. I'm not really mad about it, I mean, to them, it's just a line that a fictional character said, and there's nothing wrong with making fun of that.

But even though I'm not mad about it, I just don't understand how it sounds funny to anyone. Like, when I hear Leon's "stupid, stupid, stupid," or Celeste's "because, because, because," the desperation in their voices gives me chills. I know they both did terrible things, but I still feel horrible for them, especially in the situation we were stuck in. Hearing them beg for their lives was just as painful as finding my other classmates dead was.

I guess it sounds funny out of context, at least to some people, but I just can't imagine it sounding anything but disturbing. I know it's different for me because I was actually there, though. It just makes me feel really uncomfortable.

-Makoto Naegi

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[fictionkinfessions]

i Hate the kin community on tiktok! they're genuinely so mean and cruel, but this place is the same safe place it's been for so many years!

as of friday (5/26) i've officially quit tiktok and returned to my tumblr roots! i'm enjoying reading through kinfessions like the morning paper again, i feel reconnected with this community

-makoto naegi (#💿🍀🔫)

[fictionkinfessions]

I thought this was a synpath, but I guess I forgot how I felt really sick and upset when watching through THH cause I did it again yesterday and uh…

I don’t know, I’m a little confused honestly.

- Makoto Naegi

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(Danganronpa spoilers)

Help I think I just got ??? Kin memories ???? Lore I didn't know????

I was thinking about my canon, and offhandedly referred to my killing game as being in virtual reality.

But I'm Makoto? And I was thinking about my Makoto canon when I thought that?

Is my brain just tired and confused, or is this actually the lore of my canon???? It's gonna be kind or hard to tell, I'm easily confused as it is, so detangling kin memories from random shit I think about can be a challenge. Would definitely be an interesting plot twist to my life, though.

-Makoto Naegi

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[fictionkinfessions]

local makoto naegi here to say that junko enoshima is hot. yes she destroyed the world and i might never forgive her. yes she can step on me anytime.

-makoto naegi (i would use my custom tag but im EMBARRASSED lol)

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[fictionkinfessions]

if i had a nickel for every time i was a homicide investigator of some sort in a past life, i'd have... a lot of nickels -dr. spencer reid / haruhiko kobashikawa / sora (sdra2) / makoto naegi (#🪐)