#makotalk

[makowo]

do you think damon connected with the idea of pretending to be something you're not to overcome the feeling of powerless you've been under your whole life. do you think he understands the need to change yourself to survive, even if it ends up hurting you anyway.

[makowo]

replaying chapter 1 and the fucking. boiler room scene between damon and tozu.

girl you sound SOOOO much like a traitor. this shit is being recorded and taken out of context later on.

[makowo]

the damon rp blog's aromanticism is calling to me

[makowo]

that man wont be a twink by the time im done with him

[makowo]

Hey I keep thinking about this question.

For further elaboration; you will be perfectly healthy without it, and face no complications relating specifically to that thing. You can still get exhausted from physical work and need to sit down and rest, but you won't have to be completely unconscious to recover. Likewise, your nutrients will stay balanced and you stay at your current weight, but you won't need any food. You can drink if you want, but its not needed if you don't eat.

And you absolutely CANNOT do what you choose ever again. no enjoying good food or enjoying a comfortable nap. Make your choice.

Reblog if you want it will be appreciated 👍

[makowo]

thinking a lot about these moments. damon i need you to talk about your entire life story or i'll die

[makowo]

fic so good it has me sitting in my chair like this for a good minute every few paragraphs i read

[makowo]

i love damon being the sort of person that gifts people stuff. man who claims to "not care about what other people think" and "is better off working alone" loooooves giving people things when they hang out. even if he's not technically getting anything out of it, he cares to pick out something they like and offer it in the middle of their time together. means nothing ofc he's Not getting close to anyone. at all

[makowo]

honestly i havent seen a character more undeniably autistic without being explicitly autistic in text than Damon Maitsu. the fourth fte with Eloise where he clumsily brings up that he earns prize money too and tries to connect over that, his stated struggles with keeping his thoughts and opinions on a situation to himself, his blunt way of speaking but extremely awkward demeanor around people who don't lead the conversation, and like. a ton of other things that i dont feel like making a formal list of. neurodivergent damon real.

[makowo]

people die when they are killed. except for kim dokja

[makowo]

can we please talk about the elevator hitch protag being one of the bridesmaids. what does this mean for her/his transgenderism in elevator hitch. can anyone hear me. hello

[makowo]

naejunko is great in theory but almost every fan ive met just wants to talk about makoto getting junko pregnant so i cant approve of it. like can she tear him apart while he apologizes for making her go through the trouble or something

[makowo]

Echo Diana as the self that exists outside her; the reflection she's failed to change.

Echo Kai as the self that exists behind him; the other stage of the cycle he can't escape from.

Echo Damon as the self that exists inside him; the hope that he keeps buried under a facade.

[makowo]

we're fucked

[makowo]

I know I've made a very similar post prior to this, but less of Makoto's views rubbing off on Kyoko and more of Kyoko's views rubbing off on Makoto. yes he has very strong morals that define all of his actions and of course Kyoko would adopt some of those traits. She'll become a little more open, less distrusting, riskier with what she does for people she cares for. Hesitant to let others suffer in the wake of her actions. But I would greatly enjoy some glimpses at the opposite side of their dynamic. Makoto doesn't seek to completely betray his values, but he's more hesitant with trusting those he's speaking to. A little bit of doubt for others that makes him inadvertently more reserved. Still open, but in ways that won't make him flinch when it's used against him. Trauma is obviously going to make him more closed off from others, but how long does it take for the pressure of everything good that he's done to make him work in subtle ways to protect himself and others? How long until the title of Ultimate Hope makes a gun feel comfortable in his hands? How long until Kyoko sees herself reflected back in Makoto in a terrible way?

[makowo]

It makes sense considering their circumstances, but... Damon still is never thanked or cared for even after trial 1. He is still the outcast he's been since the very start of the game, and has never been allowed out of that role, beyond a relationship doomed to fail due to the isolation Eva was stuck in. An isolation Damon is on track to be stuck in.