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[theflyingfeeling]

i have nothing rational to say but i love how aleksi's face is like angular and sharp and olli's is like round and soft

it's cute, like they're complimenting each other

i wish i could think of other things they are opposites in rn, but im too tired :3

you are absolutely right 🥰

I want them to be a couple so bad, they look so gorgeous together it's just not fair they're not actually together 😭

[myriadimagines]

I Love Him Too Much To Break His Heart

Star Wars (Rogue One) One Shot

Characters: [GENDER NEUTRAL] Reader x Bodhi Rook + Cassian Andor

Warnings: implications of death and lots of crying

Request: “one shot idea: going on a mission with a great chance you won't return and saying good bye to Bodhi Rook” - anonymous

Word Count: 2,188

A/N: ha ha no it’s fine im not making myself sad or anything with this request

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Silence descended upon the room after Cassian briefed everyone on the details of the mission. The Rebels shifted nervously, exchanging anxious glances. Pressing your lips together, you stepped forward and leaned on the conference table, taking a deep breath.

“I’ll do it.” you nodded, and Cassian nodded solemnly at you. You looked over your shoulder at your squad of Rebels, who timidly looked at you before stepping forward besides you.

“We’re with you, Captain.” one of your soldiers said shakily, and the others nodded. You smiled gratefully at them, reaching out to grab one of their shoulders and squeeze it reassuringly.

“Only one squad will be needed.” Cassian cleared his throat, and you turned back to face him. “Thank you for volunteering, Omega-7.”

“Whatever it takes to take down the Empire.” you straightened, and the Rebels in the room all saluted you. You saluted back, before everyone slowly began filing out of the room, giving you sad smiles. You sadly smiled back, taking a shaky breath. Turning back to your squad, you gestured for them to come closer.

“Thank you for staying with me in this mission.” you managed to get out, trying to keep your voice steady. “We leave tomorrow morning. You… may want to take tonight to say any goodbyes.”

Your squad nodded, and you could see some of them trying to hold back tears. You waved a hand, dismissing them, and they dispersed into the crowd of Rebels who were slowly filing back into their rooms.

“I admire your crew’s bravery.” Cassian’s voice piped up, and you looked up to see him still standing by the table. There was a look of melancholy in his eyes as he looked at you, and you tried to muster up a smile.

“I’m honoured to have them my my side.” you croaked out, and Cassian nodded. He looked like he wanted to say more, but you knew there wasn’t much to say.

It was a suicide mission. Cassian didn’t call it that, but that’s practically what it was. There was a Imperial communications database that had just been located, and the Rebellion had been planning on how to take it down for ages. A squad of soldiers would need to infiltrate the base and plant bombs around the perimeter before detonating them. The catch: the bombs had to be remotely detonated. There appeared to be a signal that was broadcasted by a communications tower that jammed all foreign signals, including the signals to remotely detonate the bombs, and it would take a whole new mission to take down the tower. A mission that the Rebellion couldn’t afford to carry out; there weren’t enough resources to wage a battle against Imperial troops, which was what would inevitably happen if the Rebellion tried to attack the communications tower. So, instead, it was a covert mission.

“How are you going to tell Bodhi?” Cassian asked softly, and you bit your lip. You had been wondering how to approach your boyfriend, Bodhi, ever since the conference was over.

“I…” you trailed off, your voice threatening to crack as you held back tears. “I’m working on it.”

“I’m sorry, y/n.” Cassian whispered, not knowing what else to say. You nodded in acknowledgement, straightening your shirt before putting your hands in your pockets.

“Maybe I ought to just leave without telling him.” you shrugged, and Cassian frowned slightly. “It’ll probably be easier that way.”

“And leave him without saying goodbye?” Cassian shook his head. “That’ll make him feel worse, y/n. At least give him the chance to say anything he wants to say.”

“It’ll hurt more that way.” you whispered, and Cassian didn’t disagree. Instead, he took a deep breath.

“It’ll give the both of you closure.” he finally said, and you looked away. You ran your hands through your hair, sighing, before nodding.

“Thank you, Cassian.” you looked over your shoulder as you walked out of the room. “For everything.”

Cassian pressed his lips together as he watched you walk away, for what could very well be the last time he would ever see you. He called out, “May the Force be with you.”

Smiling, you didn’t look back as you replied, “And I thought you didn’t believe in the Force.”

—

You silently slipped into the bedroom you shared with Bodhi, and saw him hunched over a small chunk of metal at your desk. Smiling to yourself, you walked over to him and hugged him from behind, kissing his cheek.

“What are you doing?” you asked, and Bodhi smiled and turned slightly so he could see you.

“Just building something for K-2.” he shrugged, putting his tools down and turning around. He pulled you into his lap and you wrapped your arms around him, resting your head on his shoulder. He ran his hands through your hair, sensing that something was troubling you. “What’s wrong?”

You had to tell him about the mission. Cassian was right, it wasn’t a good idea to just leave him. But the words were struggling to leave your lips, and you looked up at Bodhi’s wide, concerned eyes.

“I love you.” you said instead, and a small smile appeared on his lips.

“I love you too, y/n.” he replied, kissing your forehead. You screwed your eyes shut to try and prevent the tears from falling.

You couldn’t do it. Bodhi looked at you with so much care and love in his eyes, and you couldn’t bring yourself to shatter his heart. Not tonight, at least. You laced your fingers with his and summoned all your strength to keep yourself from crying.

“What did you get up to today?” Bodhi asked, squeezing your hand. “There was a conference today, wasn’t there?”

“Yeah,” you trailed off uncertainly. “Nothing interesting.”

Bodhi looked at you, prodding you to say more, but you quickly changed the subject. Sitting up straighter, you yawned and stretched your arms out.

“Can we go to bed earlier tonight?” you suggested, reaching out to caress his face. He smiled at you, and you smiled back as he wrapped his arms around your waist.

“Sure.” he nodded, suddenly picking you up. You laughed as he carried you over to your bed, gently dropping you down. He pulled the covers over you before snuggling besides you, and he wrapped an arm around you as you buried your face into his chest. You pushed aside the nagging thoughts that reminded you that this may be your last night with Bodhi and traced your finger over his collarbone. He leaned over to switch off the light and the two of you held each other in the darkness.

“Are you sure you’re alright?” he finally whispered again, and you nodded over-enthusiastically. You tilted your head up and moved closer to him to kiss his lips gently, and he gently held your face before you pulled away. He ran his hand up and down your back as you slowly drifted off into sleep, whispering into his chest how much you loved him.

—

Bodhi’s head was spinning as he ran into the control room. He shoved past the Rebels standing in his way and saw Cassian standing in front of one of the radios. He called out Cassian’s name, and Cassian looked over his shoulder. Cassian took one look at Bodhi’s disheveled hair and distressed expression, and knew exactly what was going on.

“y/n really didn’t tell you.” Cassian sighed softly as Bodhi walked over. Bodhi’s voice trembled as he shook his head.

“So it’s true?” he whispered, and Cassian could feel his heart breaking for the two of you as he nodded.

“I’m sorry, Bodhi.” Cassian responded, almost laughing at himself for how much he had been apologising lately.

“Preparing for the jump to hyperspace.” you voice suddenly came through the radio, and Bodhi sadly looked at the console. He had woken up the next morning to find you missing from the bed, the spot you were laying in still slightly warm from where you were laying down. He hadn’t thought much of it at first, you occasionally woke up early to go for a morning jog, but as he went down to breakfast he began to worry when he didn’t see you. He then heard conversations about a mission to destroy an Imperial database. Bodhi wouldn’t have been worried if he hadn’t listened to the rest of the conversation.

“Practically a suicide mission.” the Rebel sighed, taking a sip from his drink. “I feel sorry for Omega-7.”

Bodhi could feel his chest hurting as his heart split into two. Omega-7 was your squadron, and all of a sudden, everything fell into place. No wonder why you were so quiet last night. No wonder why you kept telling him you loved him.

“Can I talk to them?” Bodhi’s voice cracked as he gestured to the radio, and for a moment, Cassian hesitated. It would probably hurt him more to talk to you, Cassian figured, but he finally stepped aside. Bodhi slowly put on the headset, feeling as if he were underwater, and pressed the button to speak.

“y/n?” he said softly, and there was silence on the other end. He could hear your ragged breaths, before you finally choked out a response.

“Bodhi?” you whispered, tears streaming down your face. On the other end, Bodhi began to cry too.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” he asked, his expression neutral as tears streamed down his face. You bit your lip, gripping the steering wheel so tightly your knuckles turned white.

“I’m sorry.” you finally said. “I couldn’t bring myself to do it.”

“I love you so much, y/n.” Bodhi whispered, his voice fragmented as he choked back a sob. “I love you.”

“I love you too, Bodhi.” you were crying harder now, and one of you squadron members gently moved you out of the pilot seat to take your place. You slowly crouched on the floor, burying your face in your hands. “I’m so sorry.”

“There’s got to be a way you can get back to base.” Bodhi said desperately, and behind him, Cassian had to look away. You and Bodhi were his best friends, and he couldn’t bear to watch as the two of you were being torn apart.

“Bodhi…” you started, but Bodhi shook his head.

“Promise me, y/n.” he said, gripping the headset. “You’ll try your best to get home.”

You bit your lip. You knew there was a very small chance you’d make it home, but you figured for Bodhi’s sake, you would lie to him, just this once.

“I promise.” you finally said, and Bodhi nodded on the other end, the tears falling faster now. He knew you were lying, but he forced himself to believe you.

“Please don’t leave.” Bodhi finally whispered, and you raised your hand to stop the Rebel from jumping the ship into hyperspace. You could turn back now, if you wanted to. Beg Cassian to find another squad to take your place. You couldn’t leave Bodhi. It was breaking both your hearts.

But at the same time, you knew what you were doing was for a bigger purpose.

Turning to the Rebel, you slowly nodded, and the Rebel slowly pushed the lever. You could see the stars in front of you beginning to blur as you said your last words to Bodhi.

“I’m sorry, Bodhi.” you whispered, and you could hear Bodhi sobbing louder now. “I love you.”

You hung up the radio before Bodhi could respond, tears streaming down your face. On the other end, Bodhi had collapsed onto the floor, rocking back and forth as he held tightly onto the headset.

“I love you, y/n.” he repeated. “Oh God, I love you.”

“Take him back to his room.” Cassian instructed to a nearby Rebel, his own eyes brimming with tears. He gently removed the headset from Bodhi and squeezed his shoulder as the Rebel helped Bodhi to his feet. Cassian took in a shaky breath to compose himself, before putting the headset back on. Missions like these happened all the time, and Cassian couldn’t allow himself to feel this emotional over this particular mission. Wiping away his tears, he tried his best to ignore Bodhi’s cries at the end of the corridor, and stared at the blinking light on the screen in front of him, which was your ship’s signal.

“Did you tell him?” Cassian asked as you loaded the last few supplies on your ship, and you pressed your lips together. “y/n, you have to.”

“I can’t, Cassian.” you responded, shaking your head. Cassian looked at you, practically begging with his eyes, and you shrugged meekly.

“Why won’t you tell him?” Cassian blurted, and you looked away.

After a long pause, you finally replied. “I love him too much to break his heart.”

“You’re going to break his heart anyway.” Cassian reminded you, and you laughed sadly.

“At least I won’t be there to see it.”

“Omega-7,” Cassian said quietly, the conversation the two of you had before you left still echoing in his ears. “Thank you.”

[actual-talking-trashcant]

Do all the asks, if you have time. I'm especially curious about number 14 from the story time asks.

ask #2

Tattoos: What is art to you? Does it have an important place in your life? things that people make. yes

Soil: Something that you have grown from, or that has helped you grow. tbh my life as a whole

Dusk: Name something that captivates you. the sky

Ravens: What is something you are inexplicably drawn to? the sky, water, and skateboarding oddly enough

Natural curls: List some things that you like/love about yourself. at this moment in time not much

Zack: Describe someone you love. (Can be s/o, friend, family member, fictional character) i really love my mom. she cares all the time.

Pomegranates: Talk about something that is meaningful or has personal significance to you. music.

The Smiths: Share some artists, songs or albums that you adore. ajr, pwr bttms right now

Jars: Do you collect anything? If so, what do you collect and why? coins, money, boxes, instruments, books, regrets, metal

Mountains: Do you have any sanctuaries, or places you feel at peace in? my room, the youth room, sometimes trees i need to find a good tree

Hugs: Is there anything/anyone that helps keep you going on the really rough days? my mom, music

Caves: Something that terrifies yet also fascinates you? space, water, music, relationships

Mythology: Is there anything you have a vast knowledge of or enjoy studying? a good few things

Ruins: Are there any places in the world that you would love to see or visit? rome hawaii the gay parts of canada

Road Trips: What gives you that sense of freedom and adventure? walking alone at night

Megan: Is there anyone in your life that you admire? my mom

Bubble Baths: Where or in what situations do you think most clearly? in ones where i have a bubble of space and can think and are not about relationships 

Evening Walks: Are there any things you do that put your mind at ease? music

Amy: Is there anyone in your life you would consider to be a kindred spirit? my mom

Crossroads: You are at the crossroads and there are four roads. The road going north will take you somewhere or to someone that is home. The one going east will be a long journey that you will learn from, a message will be given to you. The road leading south will be an epic, unpredictable adventure. The west road leads you down a beautiful path to a body of water, where you may bathe and heal from something that you have endured. Which road do you choose and why? in this moment I'm not really up to adventure so probably just north

Folk Metal: Tell me about something you get really excited about. music

Full Moon: Describe an experience you had that was somehow related to the moon. i was at my grandmas and i was just thinking about how i had wanted someone with me to see how nice it was so i was going to draw it but i never did

Live Music: Have you ever been to a concert? If so, what were some of your favorite ones you’ve been to? If not, who or what would you love to see? yes. I've loved all of them because I've loved the people that I've gone with. still pissed that i missed oh pep and i really want to see them.

Spill your thoughts

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yeah02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? my mom03: Do you regret anything? probably

04: Are you insecure? yes05: What is your relationship status? single06: How do you want to die? hm. quickly ig07: What did you last eat? cookies that were not for me08: Would you want to know what happens in the future if you couldn’t change it? i think so because then i wouldnt have to waste my time09: Do you bite your nails? i used to a lot now i dont usually10: When was your last fight? dont remember 11: Do you like someone? i dont think so12: Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? Why? i couldn't make it because i never sleep enough anyway13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? donald trump14: Do you miss someone? yes15: What would you see in the Mirror of Erised? (What do you most desire?) people around me16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? not much. not good17: Ever made out in the bathroom? i dont think so. I've been kissed in a bathroom and got a hickey in a bathroom though18: What are you afraid of? the dark. being left behind. 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? probably 20: Where was the last place you made out with someone? my bed21: What are your plans for this weekend? i went to wisconsin then i didn't do anything today except feel shitty22: Do you want to have kids? How many? adoption. as many as i can handle, 2-323: Do you have piercings? How many? no24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? i like science and math, though i never study either25: Do you miss anyone from your past? yes26: What are you craving right now? how i felt yesterday27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? maybe28: Have you ever been cheated on? i hope not29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? yes30: What’s irritating you right now? a lot of things31: Does somebody love you? my mom said she did a little while ago so32: What is your favorite color? blue33: Do you have trust issues? yes34: Who/what was your last dream about? dont know35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? people yesterday36: Do you give out second chances too easily? yes37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? forgive38: Is this year the best year of your life? no39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 14 i think40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? maybe when i was tiny51: What is one book everyone needs to read? I'm sure there is one but i can't think of anything52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? probably 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? watched too much skateboarding youtube54: Is cheating ever okay? i dont really think so55: Are you mean? i hope not56: How many people have you fist fought? outside of martial arts like maybe 257: Do you believe in true love? i dont think so58: Favorite weather? nice59: What is your perfect day look like? i dont know60: Do you wanna get married? i dont know 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? in any context at this moment no62: What makes you happy? music friends 63: Would you change your name? yeah64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? no65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? say sorry66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? not really 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? my brother68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? probably rhys69: Do you believe in soulmates? maybe70: Is there anyone you would die for? yes

Clean and Simple

A. What makes life worth it? good question

B. Hidden talents? i dunnoC. Last book you read? frankensteinD. Are you seeing anyone? i dont see anyone right now because I'm alone and also noE. What color do you look best in? let me knowF. Favorite place to nap? my roomG. Last film you saw? boys dont cryH. Best advice you’ve given? dont do itI. How many languages can you say hello in? a few probably J. How often do you nap? not oftenK. Favorite fast food? meatheads friesL. Piano or drums? drums because i find piano really hard. both are hardM. First thing you ate today? i think a piece of brownieN. Best Birthday party you’ve attended? i dont know. ones with friends O. What’s your typical Tuesday? school soccer homeP. Celeb you’d most like to meet? kaitlyn alexanderQ. Weirdest phone call you’ve had? i dont normally call people R. Favorite memory? sleepS. Who gives the best hugs? this girl from my church retreat gave really good hugs and so do my friendsT. Sitting on laps or piggy back rides? as long as I'm not on topU. Best holiday song? white christmas is my first thoughtV. Last shoes you bought? no ideaW. What’s your skin care routine? badX. Coolest thing about your best friend? artY. What’d you have for lunch two nights ago? uhhhhh Z. Something kind you’ve done recently? i was nice to people yesterday

Story time

Put a number in my ask and I'll tell you about a personal story/experience with that theme!1. Happy story? when i got into my school

2. Injury story? I sprained my ankle running down the stairs on easter3. Funny story? me saying “i would eat- CELIA” 4. Scary story? i almost died under an inter tube 5. Random story? my dog and i breathe the same sometimes6. Sad story? my dog died from cancer my day off of school7. Secret story? (A story you have never told anyone before) 8. Infuriating story? when the varsity soccer coach acts nice but she is not9. Awkward story? i threw my phone in the closet after telling my friend i was gay10. Fun story? i caught a turtle because it bit me one time11. Self incriminating story? i stole $20 from my brother one time because he had more money than me12. Embarrassing story? i dyed my hair green and gold 13. Weird story? my friend opened my other friends photos and the first photo that popped up was a dick pic14. Oddly sexual story? I've only made out standing up once and it was not super serious. Also i almost stuck my hand down someones pants because i am competitive15. Face-palming story? “where do you wanna dye?”16. Food story? i like carrots and ketchup 17. School/college/work story? my mom is friends with my principal. its weird.18. Illness story? my brother got a concussion from snow tubing and he only had this really tiny cut19. Event story? (Something that happened at a public event) i got kissed but paid more attention to the music my friend didn't20. Boring story? today i watched 5 episode of bones

100 questions to invade my personal life

1. What's your middle name, and do you like it? jane, not terribly2. are you artistic? nope3. Have you had your first kiss? yes4. What is your life goal? graduate college, do something cool, get a nice house with bookshelves and a music room5. Do you have any expieriences with a famous person? I'm friends with this family who are in the tv and play industry and my nickname is nugget6. Do you play any sports? soccer, martial arts7. What's your worst fear? dark, being left8. Who's your biggest inspiration? mom9. Do you have any cool talents? music?10. are you a morning person? not really11. How do you feel about pet names? they're kinda weird but sometimes nice12. Do you like to read? yeah but I'm shit at actually doing it now13. Name a list of shows that have changed your life. glee and a few others ig14. Do you care about your follower count? no ( but i have 295)15. What's the best dream you've had? can't remember16. Have you ever kissed someone of your same gender? yes17. Do you have any pets? yea i have a beagle18. Are you religious? yes19. Are you a people person? sometimes20. Are you considered popular? i used to at least21. What is one of your bad habits? worrying about not working but not working but also not resting22. What's something that makes you feel vulnerable not enough clothes, no sound23. What would you name your children? gender neutral names24. Who's your celebrity crush? kaitlyn alexander? i mean i wanna meet them25. What's your best subject? english is easy but i like math and science26. Dogs or cats? dogs27. most used social media besides tumblr? snapchat usually28. best friends name rhys29. who does your main family consist of my mom dad brother dog30. Chocolate or sugar both31. have you ever been on a date? yes32. Do you like roleercosters? no33. Can you swim? yes34. What would you do in the event of an apocalypse? i would probably try my best to live or just give up and fuck someone (dealing with extremes i guess)35. Have you struggled with any kind of mental disorder? yes. i still have to do intake for a therapist but its only at certain times and my mom has missed it a couple times36. Are your parents together? yes37. What's your favourite color? blue38. What country are you from/do you live in? us39. Favourite singer? tyler joseph i guess40. Do you see yourself being famous some day? not really but i wish41. Do you like dresses? no42. Favourite song right now? let the games begin or pitchfork kids43. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? yes. but it needs to be talked about44. How old were you when you first got your period? i think 1245. Have you ever shot a gun? yes46. Have you ever done yoga? yes47. Are you a horror girl? god no48. Are you good at giving advice? reasonably49. Tell us a story about your childhood. i would count and organize coins instead of going outside50. How are you doing today? nope51. Were you a cute kid? i guess52. Can you dance? if I'm given something to learn53. Is there anything you do that you can't remember ever not doing?54. Have you ever dyed your hair? yes55. What colour are your eyes? blue/green56. What's your favourite animal? turtle57. Have you ever made a huge fool of yourself? yeah58. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yes59. Do you have good friends? i guess60. Are you close with anyone of the lgbtq+ group? hahaha yes I'm gay61. What's your favourite class? guitar is fun and i like physics even though its hard62. List all the tv shows you are watching. i just started watching bones63. Are you organized? some places yes, others no64. What was the last movie you saw? Opinion? boys dont cry. i thought it was a little weird but it was an important movie for trans and lgb+ representation67. Which tv character do you relate to most? all i can think of is Lance and head canons i saw today68. What are some things that stand between you and complete happiness? knowledge, time, other people, situations69. If you received enough money to never need to work again, what would you spend your time doing? learning and teaching about the environment and lgbtqia+ stuff70. What would you change about your life if you knew you would never die? i would probably procrastinate more and maybe learn how to like everything and probably try to kill myself after a while because everyone i loved would die71. What would you do differently if you knew that no one was judging you? id probably kiss more people who knows72. If you could start over, what would you do differently? dont get attached73. Would you break the law to save a loved one? yes74. When was the last time you travelled somewhere new? i went to madison wisconsin a little while ago75. When you think of your home, what immediately comes to mind? my mom, warmth, my dog, blankets and tv76. What have you done to pursue your dreams lately? How about today? not much, absolutely nothing77. What did you want to be when you were a kid? pediatrician 78. If you dropped everything to pursue your dreams, what would you be risking? i dont know i dont really have much in the first place79. When did you not speak up, when you know you really should have? when i shouldn't have distanced my problems 80. Describe the next five years of your life, and your plans, in a single sentence I'm gonna go to college and maybe live with some friends and still play music81. What would happen if you never wasted another minute of your life, what would that look like? i would have written 3 plays and a book, be in a band, get 5s in both ap tests and get all a’s and know how to ride a skateboard and be organized and my room would look nice and i would have scholarships already applied to. just a lot of things82. If you could live forever, how would you spend eternity? probably learn for a bit then just play video games or something83. How would you spend a billion dollars? probably save it or use it to keep my grandmas house. There are a lot of financial issues with that.84. If you could time travel, would you go to the past or the future? maybe future to see if it gets better85. What motivates you to succeed? right now not much. my mom86. What dream that you’ve had has resonated with you the most? idk87. Would you rather live in the city or the woods? Why? city. i like to travel to the woods but not live there88. Do you believe in life after death? i hope so, i think just dying would be boring89. What teacher inspired you the most? How did they? I've had a lot of great teachers but i think davey inspired me to learn about the world and meacham helps me think about myself and others90. What’s your fondest childhood memory? lemonade stand91. If you could have dinner with any one person, living or dead, who would they be and why? alexander hamilton maybe so i could see what he was thinking when he did all that he did, and so maybe he could help us out and also see how gay he was92. What would you have to see to cry tears of joy? depends on the day, probably something i would think is jesusy93. What is the hardest lesson you had to learn in life? hm. i still havent learned how to care for myself but to be respectful of other people and to really think of things from an even standpoint.94. What do you think happens after we die? i like to hope it isn't nothingness95. What would you do if you would be invisible? pantsy a lot of people. maybe steal some stuff96. What's something you can't do no matter how hard you try? do my work apparently 97. Would you want to choose the sex and appearance of your offspring? nah 98. How did your first crush develop? friendship to wow i really miss this person99. Is there a feeling you are trying to ignore? What is it? a feeling of hatred towards myself, a feeling of confusion at a dynamic, a feeling of angst over my feelings towards relationships and the fact that i wish i could just figure what i want out100. Do you live or do you just exist? right now I'm staying at exist so i dont go crazy trying to live

alright i think thats it, i kept being pulled away and not being able to do this sorry