#makedestielcanon

[angelwithashotgunandtrenchcoat]

[demon-in-holy-water-blog]

[castielmisha-lover-blog]

When you had such a fantastic plan but your boyfriend is still so deep in the closet.

[mostdedicatedari]

*sigh* I literally have no more tears left to cry, I’m drained... actually exhausted

* uncontrollable sobbing with an epic guitar solo *

[unidentifiableblue]

[dauntlessduelist]

Lil tag game

I was tagged by @amityauror. Thank you 😁

Relationship status: Single

Top three ships: Hayffie, Heavenscoin (don’t judge me 🤭), Destiel (#makedestielcanon)

Top three chips: Parmesan, Grill, Salt & vinegar 😋

Lipstick or chapstick: Chapstick 💄

Last song: Pumpin Blood - NONONO (it’s the bands name)

Last movie: Mystic River (have I mentioned that I have Baconindex 6? 😁 yes I have, all the time)

Currently reading: School books

I tag: no one,so feel free to do it if you want to 🙂

[bcozwhythefuknot]

The last three lines hit me the most.

"Wait."

Dean pauses, three steps after he's past the door, at his own command. The word somehow escapes him without his consent or awareness, but just as the weight of his thoughts push his boots to the ground and make him stay, something terrible tugs at his heart.

"Dean?" Cas checks, cautious, but voice sounding small, although he's in the very bedroom Dean was exiting.

(Storming out of. After a fight. As means of achieving some ridiculous concept of space, which apparently he's been lacking. Dean Winchester has never detested the English language more.)

"Are you -"

Cas sounds sad.

Doesn't he know?

"Goddammit, Cas." Dean lets out what remains of a longheld breath. It feels like the air's been escaping his lungs and suffocating his muscles. And his bones have never been heavier, than when he turns, and runs. Runs until he's got Cas in his arms again. A hand pulls him closer, wrapped around his shoulders, and Cas dissolves in the crook of Dean's neck, fisting a hand in his shirt to keep him close.

"You're not leaving." Cas trembles. It's like he's saying it for himself. There's fear in his voice, and residues of insecurities, and Dean loves him.

"I'm not." Dean says it for him.

He's overwhelmed by the magnitude with which Cas feels things, his emotions now seeping through Dean's skin as he runs his hands over Cas's arms, gentle on his forearms, harder at his shoulders. Cas needs to be grounded right now. Touch helps.

"Not unless you refuse to let me in when I show back up in an hour." Dean adds, trying for a lighter tone. Humor often helps. "You know, like, max."

It doesn't work.

Cas holds on quietly, face hidden, so Dean can't see him, but he can feel the tears stop. He can feel the grip his flannel loosen, and calmed down fingers starting to soothe the crumples in the cotton.

With full breaths, and no words, Cas slowly returns. And son of a bitch, Dean had had no idea Cas didn't know.

"I'm sorry," Cas mutters, most ways sheepish. "I -"

"Cas." Dean dismisses the completely misplaced apology. He's the one who messed up. He's the one who said it so, absolutely wrong, that somehow, Cas figured he wanted out. Some-frigging-how, he managed to make the only person who mattered anymore, sad.

Splendid, miserable blue eyes look up at him.

"I love you."

Dean leans in, planting his chin in Cas's hair. It's short, tickles, and makes some part of him long faintly, to kiss Cas's stubbled jaw. "I love you, and that means I love all of you. I love you, and that means you get to overreact to me saying stupid things, and I get to hold you through it." He bites his lip. "I love you, and that means I'm all in. I'm committed."

Cas looks down, forehead now uncreasing, hanging onto every word.

"I love you, Cas." Dean repeats, decidedly sure. "I love you so much, and that means sometimes we fight about personal space and reestablishing boundaries, and sometimes you piss me off with your weird-ass reality TV choices, and sometimes I act like the greatest assbutt of the century about no pie in the fridge, but you still make me the happiest I've ever been."

Cas sniffles, but it sounds like one of the happier kinds.

"I love you, Dean."

Dean exhales into a smile of his own when he squeezes Cas tighter into a hug, and Cas lets him.

"And you make me happier than I had ever dreamt of being." Cas whispers, words coming out garbled as they're spoken into, and filtered through fabric, but it really doesn't matter.

"Shuddup," Dean tells him.

Because most of the time - it's Cas doing the thing with the words, and Dean pulling off the routine of freaking out wordlessly. Today, he'd like to have it remain the other way, as it is. Screw the fact that his speech wasn't as cheesy as Cas's turn out, definitely, all the time, and that Dean's not half as articulate as him, but he reserves the right to monologue at the love of his life without having Cas deliver a response back in the same breath.

"What did you - ?" Cas starts, lips already curving in an annoyed frown, before Dean interrupts hastily.

"As in, shuddup. We're having a moment."

And Cas ends up chuckling, without meaning to, and it's so obvious in his resignation to let out the laughter, but he can't keep it in anyways, and that makes him shake in Dean's arms in an extremely different way from before, and leaves Dean feeling a little proud of himself, in the way which making Cas happy always does.

Sure, they've got issues, but they've got what it takes to get through them.

Neither of them have ever been in a relationship which has meant so much, and they're stumbling through all these milestones, and sleeping on each other's sides of the bed, and waking up together, determined to direct the crankiness at their respective alarms instead of each other, and they're kissing with Dean crowded against the kitchen counter, and they're taking turns to wash dishes, and all of it - and sometimes it's perfect, and sometimes it's really hard, but they'll get there. It's easy to worry, and easier to panic - but they've always known they will.

Of course, they will. They have to.

Because if they don't make it? Then maybe there's no hope in the world for love after all.

[angelwithashotgunandtrenchcoat]

I wanted to share some of my meta writing with you. I don't claim to be a great meta writer. I will never compare to the greats, like Tink, naruheart etc. I just like to write. I hope you get some enjoyment from it and maybe even learn something you didnt know along the way. Warning this post may be long.

Last season we had Cas saying "we were a family and I didnt want to lose that"

This season we got Dean saying "He was our kid"

The first one said by Cas was literally directed at Dean. Not Sam...but Dean. Yeah, Sam is his family too, but the big "WE"the "we" that i feel he meant and what the audience was meant to take away from it, is Dean, Cas and Jack are the "we"being referenced.

The second one uttered by Dean when it was Cas and himself in just last weeks episode. There was no Sam to be seen. The "our" we're supposed to take away from this is again, Dean and Cas.

This comes after a slew of episodes last season, where Destiel and Jack are pushed as a separate unit from the rest of them. Kind of like when you get married, and you have kids. Your parents and siblings will always be your family. But there is this other family separate from them...your spouse and child. You're a unit all your own.

This sentiment is especially brought home when you take into consideration that Sam for most of these is not there , or is close by but never really at the forefront during these times.

First one that comes to mind is the "Ouroboros" episode last season.

In the picture above they're all wearing the same colors. Matching and looking looking like they're ready for a fucking family portrait. All in brown, with Jack directly in between them, in plaid and a jacket, looking like a perfect mix of Dean and Cas.

Again, the writers seem to have taken great lengths to separate Sam from this. By having him not on the couch with them, but rather standing up and with Rowena on the opposite side of the room.

Incidentally, and I'm possibly overreaching here. But here is the thing i found really interesting. Theyre wearing brown. And as most of us know, colors are used to represent a thing or an emotion that cant be expressed or shown at the time for whatever reason. Yet, the writers want a certain thing to come across, they use colors. Most common ones that people know are red for anger and black for bad.

I looked up the color brown and this is what I found.

"Relating to the protection and support of the FAMILY UNIT, with a keen sense of duty and responsibility, brown takes its obligations seriously. It encourages a strong need for security and a sense of belonging, with family and friends being of utmost importance"

By having the three of them wearing brown and sat tgether. And now knowing what brown represents. I have no doubt this was the message the writers wanted to give.

Interesting to note that Sam is also wearing brown. However, where destiel and Jack are paired with browns and tans, Sam is wearing a much darker brown and its offset with a bunch of white. Making Sam family but not in quite the same way as the other three.

Later that same episode, we have destiel at a restaurant. They're joined by Jack. Take notice that there is still no Sam in sight, giving it the feel of a married couple taking the kid out to dinner.

In season 14 episode 15 "peace of mind"

Sam is the older kid throwing a fit to go to the mall. But dad (dean) is tired and is like "I just got off work"

This almost feels a married couple the wife is digusted by her husbands eating habit.

So it almost feels like it's mom saying "okay I'll take him to the mall and you stay here and have "the talk" with Jack. Cas is the mom who is like "it's time you talk to jack" and dean is the dad who is like "whys it gotta be me?" And cas is "because you're one he listens to and you know what hes going through" IE dean having no soul. So it's kinda like "because you're a man and you understand" something a wife might say to her husband when the time comes to discuss puberty and sex with their child.

And it totally fits in with 50s vibe of the episode. All American family..... moody older kid.... prepubescent son, a tired dad, and mom who is just done with everyones shit.

[demon-in-holy-water-blog]

[mostdedicatedari]

Chuck really did something good here... I don’t want it to end cause of the show🤧💛

I think the best part of cockles is when they’re both happy and having fun and one of them is talking and moving about and the other is just watching his every move with adoration

[castielmisha-lover-blog]

DeanCas: *makes eyesex until Season 1000* CW: how do u say No Homo in Klingon Meanwhile, Rick's cries can be heard across the multiverse.

[justapitofemotion]

#makedestielcanon

It's been long enough

[youhaveaguineapigwhere]

@ladystiltskin67 I’ll bring the bricks

‘kissing season 13 goodbye’

I’m like 98% sure this was a real thing that happened in the finale

[youhaveaguineapigwhere]

#MakeDestielCanon

I heard about #MakeDestielCanon and figured it was as good a day as any to finally get myself a tumblr. I started watching supernatural last year and it quickly became one of my favorite shows. I had never hard core shipped anything before the beauty of Dean and Cas graced my screen. They’re perfect for each other y’all, there’s no reason they shouldn’t be canon.

[that-weird-theatre-girl-blog]

#makedestielcanon

C’mon writers!!!!!!! We need this!!!!!

[samdeancaspie]

Sorry I haven't been active lately. Been cornered with homework