#make online friends. same with dating like everyone here is just the BIGGEST arsehole theyre so arrogant here and ive never dated anyone
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#im about to go to sleep and im TOTALLY fine ive just been down about life recently and like does anyone else feel#like they're a complete failure? as a human being?#i have no physical friends anymore because they all treat me horrifically & im proud to have left them behind but i seem to only be able to#make online friends. same with dating like everyone here is just the BIGGEST arsehole theyre so arrogant here and ive never dated anyone#A N Y O N E and i got bullied badly when i was in school so i dont trust anyone and then i see people getting married#having kids buying a house and switching jobs left right and centre??? dont get me wrong im happy for them but I'm like ??? why is this#pattern not happening for me? why is it that everyone eventually leaves me??? ive worked so hard on myself and i mean that I've improved#myself so much compared to who i was as a teenager and im still not good enough for anyone to stick around#I'm constantly not being accepted for jobs but everyone around me is getting job offers and achieving their dreams and im just failing#at everything#i was once told to give myself a break but its hard when everyone else is succeeding and youre falling#im so fucking tired of trying my hardest its like I'm trying to break a rock with a hammer nothings happening but everyone else just gives#it the slightest push and it budges. im the unluckiest human on earth.#i have a home and i have a family but fuck am i lonely. i feel like the most hated and embarrassing woman in the world.#again not gonna do anything just need to write cry and sleep
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