#majority of the time I will feel safer with a weirdo cishet man than with any woman like. my trauma is 😬
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Xavier dolan is like a best friend I’m a bit in love with but it will never be
#I made a friend recently also who I have a semi intense friend crush on#like we r now casual mates sorta#but I’m like nooooo I wanna be close like rly close 💘💘💘#and it’s also confusing cos of my weird attachment issues with friends#when I feel safe and comfortable with someone I get rly confused#cos to me that will usually pair with romantic feelings#so when I then feel like that around someone who. firstly is gay. and secondly I wouldn’t find physically attractive anyway#I get soooooooooo confused#like hi I have a crush on u but I also don’t but also we should dedicate parts of ourselves to each other but also all platonic prommy#this doesn’t happen often but when it does it’s usually gay men#cos yeh idk how to explain#sorry women make me feel very very unsafe#majority of the time I will feel safer with a weirdo cishet man than with any woman like. my trauma is 😬#if you’re a woman. or afab. and we are close . consider yourself blessed that I’m not terrified of u#tho I do probably find it extremely difficult to attach to u nonetheless#but prommy ily in my own weird way#I wish I wasn’t terrified:(
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