#majjyklieph

[majjyklieph]

After They came from this dream,

and faithfully multiplied,

one chose to redeem

his well-worn life.

The concoction changed him—

MAN BITES BEAST

BEAST BECOMES MAN

And that man…

…became pulsinella…

But first

“the bittersweet man”

The Beast has to Become Man

To do so, he must meet Man.

The Man he meets

reminds him of the man he met

LASHING OUT. Ready to strike. He did not forget.

His first thoughts: Beast and Man, not so different.

So much time spent for money to spend

that when it stopped for her, he could not tell when

the treat was done or the trick would begin.

The ups & downs, low thrills & high,

gave way to Prince of Clowns; crown hides in his eye.

[majjyklieph]

In the beginning, there was

the Dream.

Not a dream as mortals know it—a fleeting cascade of images and feelings—but an infinite, unfathomable consciousness, suspended in the void. The Ultimate Creator dreamed in silence, and the silence gave birth to form. From the boundaries of this void emerged the first beings, luminous and immense, suspended between spirit and matter.

The males were titanic in stature, their forms etched with the architecture of stars, embodying permanence and strength. The females followed, smaller but radiant, their movements fluid with the essence of creation and transformation. Together, they mated, their unions sending ripples of life through the Dream.

From these unions came the divine offspring—beings of immense power and beauty who gave shape to the burgeoning world. Over generations, their kind refined and multiplied, birthing the first civilizations. From their lineages came humanity, a species teeming with ingenuity, frailty, and contradiction. Humanity built societies, erected monuments, and charted the stars, all while carrying the faint echoes of the Dream within them.

Ages passed. The Dream faded into whispers, buried beneath the hum of civilizations and the march of time. The Creator still lingered, though distant, as humanity forged its own path—some seeking truth in science, others in spirit, and many in the spaces between—into the unknown.

The Obsession

Among the billions of humanity was a man. His name is not important yet; what matters is his mind, a vessel of boundless curiosity poisoned by desperation.

He lived in a decaying apartment on the city’s edge, surrounded by the remnants of failed pursuits. Stacks of books on anatomy and astronomy teetered beside grimoires and faded alchemical scrolls. Vials of strange, swirling liquids bubbled faintly, their colors shifting like the light of a dying star. His walls were scrawled with equations, symbols, and diagrams—fragments of an all-consuming question: What lies beyond the boundaries of the human form?

His search began in science but drifted into something deeper when reason failed him. He turned to ancient texts and forbidden knowledge, seeking answers in symbols and patterns that whispered of transformation. He sought to bridge the gulf between man and the divine, to tear away the veil of mortality and glimpse the Dream once more.

But this pursuit came at a cost. He became an island of isolation, consumed by his work. Friends abandoned him; colleagues dismissed him as mad. He spoke to no one, save for the occasional shadow cast by the flickering light of his laboratory. The city outside became a blur of noise and movement, irrelevant to his grand design.

One night, after years of failure, he stood before his altar—a crude but functional assembly of alchemical instruments, surrounded by markings inscribed in chalk. At its center was a small vial glowing faintly orange, like the last light of a setting sun. This was the culmination of his labor, a concoction distilled from truths wrested from the abyss.

The potion seemed alive, pulsing faintly in the dim light. The man stared at it, his reflection flickering in its surface. This is it, he thought. The culmination of everything he had sacrificed—time, relationships, sanity. If the Dream lingered anywhere, it would be in the alchemy of his creation.

The Moment

He raised the vial to his lips, pausing only for a breath. In that moment, his mind wavered. Memories of warnings, of abandoned friendships, of the humanity he had cast aside, flickered like ghosts in the dim room.

But obsession drowned out reason. He drank.

At first, there was nothing. No blinding revelation, no rush of enlightenment. Then came the pain. It clawed through his veins, ripping apart the barriers between flesh and spirit. He fell to the floor, convulsing, his screams swallowed by the indifference of the night. He gasped, clutching for the edge of the altar as the room began to shift. The symbols etched on the walls seemed to shimmer, their lines bending and coalescing into forms beyond comprehension. It was as though the Dream itself had awakened within him.

The transformation was not of flesh but of spirit. His senses sharpened to a painful clarity—colors, sounds, and textures expanding beyond the limits of human perception. Yet outwardly, he appeared unchanged. His reflection in the broken glass of a nearby beaker stared back, familiar yet alien.

As the fire within him subsided, a new hunger took its place. It was primal, insatiable, and impossible to ignore. Staggering to his feet, he stumbled out of the apartment, past the city lights, into the wilderness beyond. Something in the forest called to him—a pull he could neither resist nor understand.

Deep in the darkness, a beast waited, unaware that its life would soon change forever. The man moved forward, driven by the new force within him. Soon, man would meet beast. And when they collided, the cycle would begin again.

The Collision

In the depths of the wilderness, the man stumbled onward, driven by a hunger he could not name. The forest whispered to him—an ancient language of rustling leaves and distant howls, pulling him deeper into its shadows. The air was thick with the scent of damp earth and wild things. He moved with a purpose that was not his own, a puppet to the force ignited within him.

Then, he saw it.

The beast stood bathed in the moonlight, its fur glinting like liquid silver, its muscles coiled and ready. It was a predator, but now it faced something far beyond its understanding. Its amber eyes locked onto the man, wary but unafraid, as if acknowledging a kindred spirit.

The man froze, his chest heaving with the force of his hunger. It clawed at his insides, relentless and primal. For a fleeting moment, reason surfaced—a whisper of humanity urging him to stop. But it was drowned by the Dream’s echo, pulsing through his veins, commanding him to act.

He lunged.

The beast snarled, its claws tearing into his flesh, but the man did not stop. Pain was meaningless. The man did not falter as he sank his teeth into the beast’s neck and tasted the hot, metallic tang of its blood. It was not just a bite—it was the fracture of boundaries, the union of the primal and the divine.

The beast howled—not in pain, but in something deeper. While its screeches pierced the night, the air seemed to shiver as something deeper unfolded. Its body convulsed, its sinews twisting, its form rippling like water disturbed. Fur receded in waves, revealing raw, vulnerable skin. Limbs lengthened, claws softened into fingers. Its growls became guttural cries, raw and human.

The transformation was violent and beautiful, a symphony of creation and destruction. For one brief moment, the beast’s eyes met the man’s, and in their depths, there was recognition—not of predator and prey, but of equals. The man fell back, blood dripping from his lips while he watched in awe as the beast staggered upright with wide, confused and terrified eyes. They kept their gazes locked on one another, each seeing a reflection of themselves.

Then, the beast—no, the new man—turned and fled.

Its attacker stood trembling, the fire within him finally subsiding, replaced by a quiet understanding. He fell to his knees, alone under the vast canopy of stars, staring after the creature as it disappeared into the darkness. The forest seemed to exhale, the rustling leaves and distant calls of the wild returning, but nothing felt the same.

The man looked at his hands, the blood smeared across them catching the pale light. He had set something in motion, a cycle that could not be undone. Somewhere in the recesses of his mind, a faint echo of the Dream whispered, a reminder that he was both creator and destroyer, bound now to the path he had chosen.

[pulsinella]

i thought i die

I’m standing at the door and my guide, a 7-foot-tall eskimo, is pointing at the doorknob with his leather-mittened hand. He smiles warmly at me. I am unsure about the situation. I do not know what I want. I turn around to see if there is an exit. There is only a wall. I reach for the doorknob, thinking only of what I have left behind. The metal is warm as if I am only one of many that have passed through here. I glance at the eskimo once more for assurance. He nods. 

I turn the knob and push. The door does not budge. I look at the eskimo, perplexed. He rolls his eyes and makes a pulling motion with his hands.

I pull open the door slowly and peek inside. 

The room is huge. There is a large shelf full of books, movies, and video games. To the left of that is a sexy-ass computer. I hurry to check the internet connection; ultra-broadband, and it downloads gigs of porn in seconds. I visit eBaumsworld. Every post is not a repost. 

“Hey there,”

I spin around, startled. There is a girl sitting in an awesomely comfy couch, smoking what looks like a cannabis cigarette. She waves me over. 

I sit next to her.

“Welcome.”

She is not ugly. She is not homely. She is just beautiful. I find her more than sexually attractive. She offers the spliff to me. I decline.

“Well, do you wanna play some games then? I’m kind of bored since I’ve been waiting on you forever.”

She shows me the extensive collection available. Anything that could be called a video game is in there, ready to be played. 

I decline this offer as well, shaking my head again. 

“Well, that’s all right I guess… Geez, you just wanna sit around staring at all the cool shit?”

I take another look around. There is, indeed, a lot of cool shit.

“Hmm… Maybe you just need a little house-warming gift.”

She puts down the spliff in an ashtray and moves over to me. She crawls across the couch on all fours and pulls me into a warm embrace. My face is in her tits. Her right hand glides down to my crotch while she holds my head to her chest with the other. Long story short, there’s some sex.

I’m pretty happy.

Afterward, she turns on the huge television. My dead body pops up on the screen. I can see my fatal wounds and flies buzzing around my corpse. Some maggots have begun to inhabit my decomposing chest. The telltale signs of empty bowels are very evident. I’m pretty disgusted at this point.

At the bottom of the screen I see:

Respawning in 0:10

0:09

0:08

“Will I be back?”

The girl nods her head and gives me a kiss on the cheek.

0:07

0:06

“Will I remember this at all?”

0:05

0:04

“Nope, but you’ll get to stay even longer next time.”

0:03

0:02

“Awesome.”

“See ya.”

0:01

0:00

…

[RESPAWN] or [CONTINUE?]