#mainly abt quirrel

[malwarechips]

my son :)

[spawnofthedivine]

ahh hollow being close to front and influencing my (spyte) own emotions towards things is certainly,, Something. its not like its out of the ordinary for us to bleed over neutral or positive opinions + emotions + etc. but like.. this is more negative stuff (which is a little more uncommon, but not rare). its mainly bcuz they dont like any ship content between them and their sourcemates. this is not good bcuz a good 50% of the fan content we see is ships w either quirrel or grimm (and another 50% of those ships arent fucking tagged w the ship names so theyre almost unavoidable). they Do Not like either of them for almost the same reason. theyre repulsed by most people (irl + in source) and they esp dont like romance. quirrel is okay as a person (boring + annoying but not the worst to sit in silence around), and they just dont feel anything towards him and they feel disgusted when they see the fan content. feelings r the same w grimm, they dont like him (boring + annoying again !!! how wonderful) and think hes off putting in the worst way possible.

anyways im neutral towards the ships on a day theyre not bleeding over to me but the days they are,,, wow. okay. hatred and disgust vibes x500

(this is not to say the ships themselves r gross, its perfectly fine to ship them lol. these r just our hollows feelings abt it)

below the read more is in depth stuff abt their dislike of a lot of people cuz they want to talk abt it but its gnna make the post too long lol. also ⚠️ cw for calling people/relationships unreal in a serious way? idk what to call that so its not tagged but heres the warning ⚠️

our mom is okay in their opinion, shes interesting to them and likes us and doesnt get mad at us that often and almost never argues w us. our father though.. he argues with them all the time. anytime he speaks theres always a problem and hollow does Not have a filter so they end up getting pissed and arguing and then its a whole Thing for a few hours and our dad just starts screaming at a point etc. etc. they also generally dont think hes interesting and theres nothing to benefit from interaction w him. sooo 0/10 for dad, 7.5/10 for mom bcuz she does get after us for our arfid and thats beyond annoying.

also, our friends piss them off regularly. they often feel like snapping at them and getting mad but hold back most of the time cuz they know i would cry my eyes out if we even had a minor disagreement. the only times they dont stay quiet abt it is when i agree w them (typically out of confusion on my part).

they also seem to b the main source of our whole "we are the only real people. everyone else doesnt actually exist. no one has real emotions or lives, we're the only ones who actually exist." thing. so thats a bit telling of one reason why they dont like many people. this happens especially with our brother and most people we see once and never again. they also feel this when they see others in sexual, romantic/romance adjacent, or generally affectionate (?) relationships.

its.. very strange to see others be in love and then only have the thoughts and vibes of "thats not right! why are they doing that? thats disgusting, i cant believe thats something they would do in front of us! what the fuck! that looks/is so unnatural!" etc. etc. its like.. x20 strength when we witness someone we're close to doing it. we've been in relationships before, and the feeling only gets worse as time goes on while we were in the relationship.

it also happens to ANY physical touch. handshakes, fist bumps, hugs, kisses (platonic or not), hair touching, cuddling etc. is all disgusting to them (and whoever is close enough to feel it too)

its. also very difficult to get their approval. i think i understand what "they dont like many people, so dont be surprised if they dont like you" means now. they even have neutral feelings towards the other members of the system, and they only like me moderately enough to talk to me.

so uh. i think its safe to say hollow is our main holder/source of repulsion towards people and any sort of relationships. i was wondering where the feelings would come from because they seemed to come and go at random, but i think i got it now :P

[captainshyguy]

hmmm X, A, K, O, R, S (for quirrel?), and V (gimme the forbidden kinlist >:])!

tysm toby!!! <333 

X - A trope which you are almost certain to love in any fandom.

Hurt/comfort always butters my biscuits, but a more specific one would be��‘this character is intensely loyal to a certain person and would do anything for them. they love this person with everything in their soul, and they would sacrifice themselves a thousand times over for them. (see, quirrel, newt, captain shy guy) 

A - Ships that you currently like a lot. (They don’t have to be OTPs because not everyone has OTPs.) Friendships, pairings, threesomes, etc. are allowed.

I mean i’ve been writing leaf/quirrel for months, so that, but i’m really vibing with any combination of dynamics from that group at the moment, particularly leaf and ghost, ghost and quirrel, hornet and hollow, but others ones would include sheo/the nailsmith and captain goomba/captain shy guy!

K - What character has your favorite development arc/the best development arc?

God, out of ANYTHING??? uhhhh i mean, i love quirrel’s, slowly getting those hints that he’s been here before, but hmm, favourite?? lillie’s in pokemon moon is pretty magical, jim hawkin’s in treasure planet is lovely, and of course, zuko >:D (oh, and stan in gravity falls!)

O - Choose a song at random. Which ship or character does it remind you of?

Ok, put my master playlist on shuffle, immortals by fall out boy! honestly?? super dimentio  ('Cause we could be immortals, immortals Just not for long, for long)

R - Which friendship/platonic relationship is your favorite in fandom?

Hmm, in hk??? ghost and quirrel!! these fools are friends they’ve see each other in many places and they both enjoy the experiences :’D i enjoy writing them hanging out, they bounce off each other nicely 

in tcw, i do enjoy rex and ahsoka’s friendship, the same with rex and anakin, heck, the trio..good...

S - Show us an example of your personal headcanon (prompts optional but encouraged)

ooo, for quirrel huh?? i have two i can pull out off the bat

1- wandering didnt make him lose his memories, monomon’s mask did, see the mask makers dialogue abt the consequences of wearing masks 

2- quirrel’s super weird about receiving gifts and will go out of his way to avoid it

V - Which character do you relate to most? 

THIS DOESNT COUNT AS A KINLIST TOBY X]

uhhh but jim hawkins, that moment where he’s sitting on the helm of the ship, staring out into the stars with this...expression i cant even sum up on his face, that’ll stick with me forever  then usually...when i relate to characters, it’s mainly ocs?? its hard to explain, most of the time characters i enjoy feel so much like their own separate thing and person that i can never find too many traits i can relate to?? i mean i REALLY relate to the ‘i feel like a 7th wheel, and i have self worth issues that i hide most of the time’ that both leo (pjo) and lance (voltron, when i was into the show) had, but its been a hot minute there x]