#magnus archive is melting my dumb autistic brain/pos

[thecrowwithoutwings]

Day one of posted Tma head cannons because my brain is melting

Martin Blackwood was 100% religious im feeling Catholic. Not in a religion trauma way or in a way that he wasn't accepted, but how he lost himself during the Peter Lukas arc. He was happy because he believed he was good person thought everything and he would eventually see his mother in heaven. He doesn't start questioning his religious views until Elias tells him about his mother's hate. As he begins loosing his personality and sense of self his faith started to fade and even after he never truly believed in God because he was a fear now watching the torture knowing that people could no longer die. There was no heaven or hell just fear and he was the fear.

[thecrowwithoutwings]

I'm silly and forgot I had tumbler. Anyway I can't do much rn but I want to making character playlists I'm 100% doing Jon Sims!tma and Martin Blackwood. I'll post if y'all want my music taste and songs that remind me them. Might make a real Teaholding playlist. SEND ME SUGGESTIONS. (Nightvale, tma, and tmap)