#made this in 15 minutes cuz i was bored lol

[truepapyrusenjoyer]

Beware of the man who came from the other world.

[destinyc1020]

"I mean, that's an interesting debate as well? Are movie stars made/nurtured? Or are they thrust upon this role because people love them so much that this is just what they become? 🤔"

Boring answer bt I think its prob a mix of both. A actors team works hard af to make sure their client is seen and heard, esp when their promoting smthn, so i wuld think most teams wuld want their client to b a movie star (if the client does movies) cuz most movie stars make that $$$$ that benefits the client and their team.

Bt i think an audience has to b interested in order for them to b a true movie star. Glen is def getting pushed into being a movie star bt it helps that ppl are actually interested. Yes, hes a white, fit, blonde hair guy, so its nt hard in that physical aspect for him (same with sydney being very... top heavy and being a white blonde woman), bt ive seen a lot of ppl r starting to kinda forget his weird PR with Sydney (that worked) and really lik him in the Twisters press, and that will def help ppl go to the movies to see him and in turn him getting (hopefully positive) press and being seen as a movie star. I think hes a ok actor, romcoms r def his strength, bt i dnt think hes so terrible that he'll get negative press, which helps. His off screen personaloty seems cool, which is helpful too.

I also think these GOAT actors are genuine with supporting yung actors. I dnt see what Angela/Denzel wuld get with supporting Austin or Halle/ Viola Davis get with supporrting Z, i think they just like them,want to support new talent and they clicked in sum way. Hollywood is fake in a lot of ways bt i dnt think their so fake in supporting folks jist cuz they get smthn out of it

Yea, I think you're right Anon. 💯 I think it's a little bit of BOTH.

I think you can be pushed, but also, the general public has to also buy it. You can be "pushed" all you want, but if most people aren't really feeling you (whether it's your acting, or just your apparent "personality"), then people aren't gonna buy it... no matter HOW much your team tries to push you. 🤷🏽‍♀️

Then there are others that just seem to have star quality, whether they're actually super famous yet or not. To me, it's smthg that you just pick up on, and I can't quite explain it. It's like, the actor has smthg magnetic onscreen that you just resonate with. I sensed it when I first went to see HOCO. I said to myself within 15 mins of that movie: "Oh, this guy is gonna be HUGE!" Keep in mind, I had not even seen one interview with Tom in it yet. But after the film, I rushed home to check him out in interviews after the movie because I had to know more about this actor. 😅

I got the same feeling about Glen when I saw him in Top Gun Maverick, and I got the same feeling about Austin when I saw him in "Elvis". By the time the film got to the Vegas performance scenes, I was like, "oh this guy is gonna get an Oscar nod... he is KILLING it!". I had that same feeling about Viola Davis in "Doubt". I had no idea who she was at the time, but her 5 min performance in that film stayed with me. And sure enough, she got nominated for an OSCAR for just 5 minutes of screen time!! 😲

Sometimes, it's just a feeling that you get. Some people just SHINE onscreen and you can't take your eyes off of them. They just have a certain magnetism. I think that's what people are seeing sometimes when they think of someone possibly being a "star".

Lol, actor James Dean only made like 3 films his whole entire lifetime, but he's still regarded as a movie star, and one of Hollywood's classic "greats" from the golden era of filmmaking. So, sometimes, it's not even about how many films you've made. 🤷🏽‍♀️ People just get a vibe about you onscreen. A je ne sais quoi, if you will.

I also think these GOAT actors are genuine with supporting yung actors. I dnt see what Angela/Denzel wuld get with supporting Austin or Halle/ Viola Davis get with supporrting Z, i think they just like them,want to support new talent and they clicked in sum way. Hollywood is fake in a lot of ways bt i dnt think their so fake in supporting folks jist cuz they get smthn out of it

I agree! 🥰❤️

I think most are actually being genuine. 😊 I also think that a lot of them know how it was for them coming up, and when they see smthg special in someone, they want to protect them at all costs and nurture them in their careers so that they don't have to go through the things that they went through. They teach them the ropes, give advice, or even put in a good word for them (like Denzel did with Austin, for example).

So, I actually think that most of these older actors are coming from a genuine place. 🙂 And when Halle or Viola openly like a post or show support for Zendaya, I think it's because they know how tough this industry can be, especially for a black woc, and I think they just genuinely like her! People CAN genuinely Just like you in Hollywood you know rofl 🤣

There are still SOME decent people still left on this industry. 😅

[fangod9624]

So next week will be its 3rd anniversary of this meme I made back then. Well, not knowing what Minun ACTUALLY means in Finnish (means "my" lol), let me tell you my lore of Finland and its 3 month chaos.

Well, excluding Brawl Stars cuz idk what happened lol, on April 9th 2021, the Plusle and Minun handymen episode was aired in Japan. With COTD like Devi (Minun) and Multa (Plusle), guess who injured after he/she got tripping: Devi.

Finnish fans were ok but they weren't ok with the episode, because it's boring and shit. 2 months later, Eriksen got injured really bad and almost died in the Euro 2020 match Denmark vs Finland. 15 minutes later, Finland scored. It ended 1-0.

American hours after the match, Kira posted this comic featuring Odette for her #ViserLeagueTournament thing. While Mana releasing her Minun (or being like a following Pokémon ig...), 25% of fans was mad because Minun means "my" in Finnish and it's not a coincidence.

The 75% believed everyone didn't knew this until now, and it was a coincidence. Finland loses to Russia 1-0 and didn't make it to the playoffs.

Like, ik other shit just happened but idc. I ONLY need these because it's near and during Euro 2020.

C'ya!😃

[idy-ll-ique]

Paparazzi.

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x F!Reader

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Warnings: TOO META, m*sturbation, mentions of s*x

Requested: nope

Summary: I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me... Y/N Y/L/N writes Marvel fanfictions. One day, Sebastian stumbles upon her account and, unable to help himself, reads all the stuff she has written about him. He didn't mean to fall so hard for her but he does. How can he not? She has shown him parts of himself that he never even knew existed.

Author's Note: Hiya peeps! Okay so a few weeks ago I read a similar (but dark) fanfic and I really wanted to write a softer version of it... Enjoy!

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Same old, boring routine.

Y/N hit post and slumped against the headrest of her bed, sighing. She waited; a minute, then two passed and she noticed that someone had liked her post. She smiled to herself as she kept her phone away. Though boring, she wouldn't trade her life for the world. Y/N… well, she was a university student first and foremost but she was also a writer.

Being a big fan of the Marvel Cinematic Universe, she had started writing fanfictions a few years ago. She posted them on Tumblr, where her blog, though not very well-known, stood out enough for her posts to get around 800-1000 likes per post. She loved it; she loved writing, she loved posting her stories and especially, she loved the feedback.

Sometimes people were rude, but most times, the reviews she got were fantastic. She read each and every one of them, smiling goofily as people freaked out over her fanfictions. It warmed her heart. A smile automatically blooming on her face, Y/N lay down on the bed and decided to go to sleep, it being almost 3 am.

Unbeknownst to her, someone else was up at the same time, tossing and turning in his bed, restless.

Sebastian sighed as he sat up, running a hand through his hair. He drank some water and lay down again, closing his eyes but it was like sleep was mad at him. Refused to be anywhere near him. He groaned to himself and picked up his phone from the nightstand, deciding to go through Instagram, hoping he'd finally fall asleep to the glare of the screen.

As he logged into his account, he skipped the activity page and went straight to the explore page. Bored, he continued scrolling until his eyes landed on a specific photo. And the breath escaped his lungs when he clicked on it; the woman in the picture was absolutely gorgeous. He just couldn't resist going to her page, smiling widely when he read her bio.

It gave him her basic information; her name, her age, the university she attended. But what caught his eye was the link below the bio. My Marvel Fanfictions Master List. Marvel fanfictions? She was a writer? Smirking, he clicked on the link and it took him to Tumblr. Of course, he'd heard of the site, but didn't have an account on there. At 3 am, his mind sure wasn't working right.

A post popped up on the screen, the same master list she had mentioned earlier. And his eyes bulged out of their sockets; damn, those are a lot of fanfictions. He went through the whole thing, smirking again when he noticed that she had written the most fanfictions about him. Not Bucky Barnes, no, Sebastian Stan.

He clicked on the first one. The date of posting was way back, in 2019. He started reading; nothing about it felt weird to him; he was intrigued, if anything. And as he continued reading, he couldn't help but imagine her being in the stead of the female protagonist. Her, the writer. The woman whose picture had made him end up reading in the first place.

When he finished the story, his heart thudded wildly in his chest. Wow, she really has a way with words. And he had also noticed how in the author's note, she used a lot of slang but reading the story had made him realize that she had an amazing, extensive vocabulary. He went back to the master list and clicked on the latest post under his name.

Posted: 15 minutes ago.

His breath hitched in his throat when he read the warnings: there was going to be sexual intercourse in this one. For one moment, he hesitated; did he really want to read this? "Oh fuck it," he huffed and scrolled, starting to read. The more he read, the more his shaft twitched in his pants. He wasn't really like that during… but oh damn, he wasn't complaining.

"Oh, Seb…"

His hand slid down and he rubbed himself through his boxers, unable to take his eyes off the text in front of him. His strokes got harder and faster as the sex got steamier. "Ungh, I'm gonna cum—" And he suddenly came in his boxers, groaning. Slumping down on the bed, he quickly finished reading the rest of it, going back to the master list.

He took a screenshot with the account's name in it and then went back to her Instagram account to take another screenshot. Keeping his phone away, he slipped out of his boxers, cleaned himself and pulled the covers on top of him, finally feeling tired enough to fall asleep.

---

Y/N was walking across the campus of her university, going to the cafeteria when her phone buzzed in her pocket. Taking it out, she opened Tumblr to read the message someone had sent her just then.

his-username: Hi there! I was binging your account last night, you write really well

your-username: Omg thank you!!!! I really appreciate it, I love getting feedback! 🥺❤

his-username: You're welcome! Especially your latest post, that was really good ;)

your-username: hehe 😈 glad you liked it!

Smiling widely, she kept her phone away and continued walking, not knowing that the person who had texted her was the same man she had written about. Sebastian smiled to himself when he read her text. After getting up in the morning, the first thing he had done was install Tumblr on his phone. Then he made an account for himself.

Figuring out the app was easy; he found out that there was an option to keep your liked posts and the accounts you followed hidden, and selected it immediately. No one needed to know what he did on the app. Then he went back to her account, pressed the follow button and started binge-reading her fanfictions again. Last night had he read only two, and that had left him wanting more.

Funny how much things can change in a night. He liked and reblogged all her posts without a second thought; he even read all her Bucky Barnes posts. She understood his character so well, put him on what he thought was an undeserved pedestal while writing about him. Some of the stories were AUs, which he found out stood for Alternate Universes. Mostly mobster or mafia stuff.

He had the day off, and he spent the entire time cooped up in his apartment, on his bed, reading. The more he read, the more he started fawning over her, over the version of him that she put out to the world. Dominating, suave and just perfect. He loved it. At the end of the day, he decided to text her again, hoping she wouldn't think he was weird or find out the truth.

his-username: do you wanna be friends, maybe? I'm new to the app, don't really have any friends here ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

That was a lie, he knew Mark Ruffalo had an active Tumblr account. But it's not like he could tell him.

your-username: Yes sure!!!! I was also thinking of making some friends on this app lol

his-username: You don't have any on here? But you've been here for years, haven't you?

your-username: haha yeah, but I don't really reach out to people much. Sometimes people leave their feedbacks on my posts, text me but that's that

his-username: Ohhh

his-username: well, let's start with names. Mine's Sebastian

your-username: Really?????? omg that's so cool lmaooooooo (didn't think you were a boy but 😳👀)

his-username: Not a boy, I'm a man 😤😂

your-username: 🤣 im y/n, btw

his-username: Y/N, that's a nice name

your-username: thank you!!!! So, what do you do?

his-username: nothing really that interesting, I'm in theatre

your-username: theatre is nice! I'm studying at [university] in New York lmao

his-username: Wait you're in New York? So am I!

your-username: ASDFHKSHKGF that's awesome!!! also I noticed that you've been going through my account the whole day 😏 notifications upon notifications keeping my phone busy

his-username: Oopsie?

your-username: 😂😂 I really don't mind, it was great! Despite the amount of likes on my posts, I only have a few loyal followers lmao gaining one more felt nice

your-username: You a big fan of Sebastian Stan? Cuz I noticed that you were only reading his and Bucky's fics 👀

Sebastian's face heated up.

his-username: kinda yeah 🤷🏻‍♂️😁

your-username: Cool cool cool, I'm a big fan of his too!!!! also got a crush on him but whatever 😳

Sebastian smirked at his phone. A crush on him, huh? That… was acceptable. He suddenly felt his cocky side coming out; the one she described in nearly all her fanfictions.

his-username: wouldn't blame ya, I mean, look at him. You have also written the most fics about him and Bucky

your-username: right????? damn that man has raised my standards. Anyway, I gtg now, I have to finish a paper before midnight. ttyl!

his-username: Bye! 👋🏻

He kept his phone away and took in a deep breath. This was the most fun he had had in years, and he was not letting her go so easy. He realized he was quickly falling for her; rather unhealthy, but he couldn't help it. Look at her. She looks like a goddamn angel, writes like one, makes him feel like one, do you really expect him not to fall for her? That's insane.

---

Months passed by like a breeze. Y/N and Sebastian had become very good friends, and he knew his way around words just enough to keep her from finding out his identity while not lying to her. Y/N also appreciated his friendship, because he was the one to whom she could rant about her most favorite man in the world— Sebastian Stan.

Sometimes, she thought about how weird of a coincidence it was that her new friend and the actor shared the same names, but then she used to brush it off; that was a common name, right? They talked for hours on end; Sebastian (her friend, not the actor) was extremely witty, smart and fun to talk to, she had to admit. Sebastian felt the same way.

His feelings had worsened. Y/N entirely owned his heart now. Somedays, he'd just go on Instagram, go to her account— her username memorized by him— and stare at her photos until he grew tired; he'd never get tired of looking at her beautiful face but his stiff body afterwards begged to differ. She was just so Elysian. He longed for the moment when he could meet her in real life.

His personality had also changed majorly, and people had caught on. Especially his Marvel co-stars, who knew him to be introverted, shy and, in Anthony Mackie's words, "boring". They were surprised at his sudden change in attitude; he knew his worth and Y/N had helped tremendously in finding it. Now, all those adjectives that she used in her fanfictions fit him perfectly.

Sebastian was never tempted to read fanfictions about himself from authors other than Y/N. No, he only loved her work. He was sure no one else could write as beautifully as she did, he was her #1 fan. Y/N even sent him funny Marvel memes she found on the app and he used to enjoy them heartily; God, the others have no idea what they're missing out on. Our fans are awesome.

Everything was going well.

Until one day.

Sebastian was getting bored at home, so he decided to go to the nearby library to clear his mind. He had read not one book in the past few months, hung up on Y/N's fanfictions. At this point, he was obsessed with her and he knew it. It was nothing dark, per se, it was— it was similar to how Y/N was attracted to Sebastian. How she was a fan of his work.

Just the same. He was a fan of her work in the same way. Just how she was attracted to him, he was attracted to her. Walking into the library that he visited often, he gave the librarian a smile and ventured further into the dark place. He checked his watch; the library closed at 12 am, it was currently 9:30 pm.

Not many people were around, heck, nobody was around. He thought himself to be all alone until he heard it. A sigh, coming from a few aisles away. He walked in that direction and peeked around the corner, freezing when he saw the other person. Y/N? Her books were strewn all across the table as she sat alone at the booth, rubbing her temples.

"You okay?"

She looked up and her breath caught in her throat. I'm dreaming. This is not real. Now I know for a fact that Sebastian Stan is not standing in front of me, asking me if I'm— "Hello?" He snapped his fingers in front of her face, pulling her out of her thoughts. "I, uh— I'm— h-hi," she stammered and he almost chuckled. "Hi." She gulped visibly and blinked at the table, not meeting his eyes.

"Can I have a seat?" He wants to sit with me?! "Y-Yes, sure, sir," she blurted out and he easily slid into the booth next to her. "Hey, please, call me Sebastian. What's your name?" He gave her a friendly smile, even though all he wanted to do was push her back into the booth and kiss her wildly. His shaft twitched just by thinking about it; Y/N was a thousand times more beautiful in person.

"I'm Y/N, it's very nice to meet you, I'm… I'm a fan," she admitted, playing with the ring she wore on her left thumb. I'm your fan too, sweetheart, the biggest one. "Y/N, nice name. You come here often? I haven't really seen you around." She shook her head. "Oh no no, I moved to this part of the city just a week ago, this is my first time here. The library is cozy," she shrugged, easing out of her tense position.

Sebastian nodded. "Yes, I know, this place is awesome. Got all my favorite books here," he chuckled and she smiled at him. "What's all this?" A groan left her lips. "Ugh, stupid university work. I have to write a book report but I don't even know what to write about." He smiled gently. "Well, I have a few favorite books, would you like some suggestions?"

"Oh, please! Tell me!"

He started listing some of his favorite works and Y/N noted the names down until he said the last name. At that, she froze. That's the name of my latest— She looked up but he had a smile on his face. "Oh, and the last one is by my favorite author." He took a pause. "Y/N Y/L/N." She froze completely, staring at the man with her jaw dropped.

Sebastian grinned. "We finally meet, Y/N, I've been waiting for months." Her mouth opened and closed several times as she recalled every interaction she had had with her online best friend— scratch that— her celebrity crush. All the times she had confessed her love for Sebastian Stan, all the dirty and inappropriate memes that she'd sent him…

Embarrassment flooded her entire body as she exhaled shakily. "It was you," she croaked out, "On Tumblr, the account— I'm so sorry—" Sebastian frowned in confusion when she blinked back sudden tears, a few still rolling down her cheeks as shame replaced embarrassment. "Y/N, please don't cry…" She looked up at him, his figure blurry due to her tears.

"You've read everything, haven't you? I just— I'm sorry, I don't want to make you uncomfortable—" He pulled her into his arms, hugging her tightly. Y/N couldn't hug back, though she appreciated the hug especially since it came from him. "You don't know how much you mean to me, doll," he mumbled into her shoulder, using the nickname she often used in the stories she wrote about him. He grew accustomed to it easily.

"Huh?"

He pulled away to wipe her tears. "It was an accident," he admitted, "But I stumbled onto your Instagram account from my explore page. Then I clicked on your account, saw that you wrote Marvel fanfictions and I just couldn't resist the urge to read what you had written. Blame it on 3 am me, to be honest. You're a great writer, and I was immediately drawn to your works. They're awesome.

"They've helped me so much in the past few months. You see this changed attitude that everyone's been talking about lately? All because of you, sweetheart. I'm sorry for keeping my identity secret, but after reading your works, I knew I had to get closer to you. I made the Tumblr account just for you, just so I could talk to you. I'm sorry for lying, but thank you."

Y/N dumbfoundedly stared at him for a few moments, her heart beat getting steady with each thump. Here was a man she admired, loved more than anyone else in the world, telling her that he harbored the same feelings for her. How crazy was that?! Not trusting her words, she simply pulled him into another hug. Sebastian wrapped his arms tight around her, pulling her flush against him.

"Can I kiss you, doll?"

She slowly pulled away from him and nodded, shyly biting her lip. Grinning at the endearing gesture, Sebastian cupped her face and leaned in, gently pressing his lips to hers. The kiss grew hungry in a matter of seconds, and Y/N responded just as eagerly. His hands slid down to her waist and tugged on it, pulling her on his lap. She straddled his thighs as they continued kissing.

"Fuck," he groaned when they finally pulled away from each other, out of breath and panting. "You see what you do to me, doll?" Sebastian spoke huskily as he took her hand, placing it right on top of the tent that was forming in his pants. "Oh," Y/N whimpered when she felt him, the sound going straight to his shaft. "How about I take you home and we recreate some of the scenes from your stories, hm?"

"O-Okay."

"Good girl."

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A/N: What a meta experience 🤡 Leave a like if you enjoyed, thanks for reading!

[coralsgrimes]

you literally just grabbed that tweet you captioned "benny boy" from a stan account 🤣 don't lurk into bbtwt if you claim to be 'over' him lmaooooo weirdo!

I shall share this for several reasons!

1. So I actually got this tweet (ye I went to check x.x) cuz Funny Tweeter retweeted it lol I'd recommend following them actually cuz they do tend to have fun ones there. Also beside Benny it's a peak Homelander behaviour too so there was A FANDOM involved alrite xd shout out to Rachel 😘

2. Like when I say I'm over Benny, immma over his bullshite. I was over the fandom before his Shadow Daddy era. I look for Benny Boy cuz I've been missing a lot and twitter seems to have no life and always be up to date, I always say that's what I'm doing?

But interesting tidbit. How ye know that a so called stan account also shared this? Honest question! Are ye one of them? Ye muffins! They do come to check up on me! All by themselves! It's so sweet but like lmaoooo weirdos

Actually I couldn't find anyone sharing this particular tweet among the Benny twitter stans I looked through. Too many of them I guess?

3. Lookin at contents of this message and the suspicious timing of messages I received shortly after, with one suggesting I should kill myself and even shared some knots tying resources, I guess someone is bored and in need of attention. Someone is feeling very sure of themselves too me thinks. I reported that one too among many others but tumblr is always on fucking vacation it seems...

4. So invited by ye and whoever else is taking me as their target, I decided to lurk over the great bbtwt. AND OH BOY what gems I found ye not gonna believe. I literally spend 15 minutes there and now I have stomach ulcers :c here look at this one!

They do share their Benny and Jessie cutesy made up stories and dreams they had about them. No, not the characters they are portraying, the actors specifically. Not even gonna start on the #nsfw artwork with their faces

And here's another user I found who is DL reader, not even kidding lol, they be like 'its from dl' or 'on dl they said...' also a bessie enjoyer. Isn't dl banned on Benny's stan twitter cuz they are bad? Lmaoooo weirdos

Ok, so ye know the whole Benny and Bella situation, and for sure ye know what I and every whole brained creature thinks of it. So Benny's fans do not think. What I found is 'we know it's a sketchy story so we deny it's existence' tweets or one of my favourites - 'i know she's underaged but it's hot soo 🥴'

The stalking stories? Which I banned from the blog? It is fucking terrifying. And not only the Budapest shite, some are really into all kinds of I need to see him. Also it extends to other celebrities as well, not only Benny they stan. It's just so weird and quite frankly very uncomfortable to read through? They ways they either treat it as a normal good fan behaviour or the excuses they give. The other peeps supporting and encouraging? It is really terrifying. Not even gonna say weirdos cuz it ain't funny

A lot of folks with miss Jessie pfps using very colorful language when talking about other women around Benny Boy, particularly twin flame but even Meganne got her share x.x

More about bbtwt? Well unsurprisingly a large crowd of russians, some with likes, takes and 'problems' tweeted that perfectly show that I should have said raszists to begin with... And I only noticed cuz they were shared in between tweets about riding Benny's face. They have hundreds of followers and are still besties with numerous other users, also with large flocks of followers.

Beside that it's just the usual fandom bullshit. Oh and protect the queen obviously. And I mean it, Jessie is untouchable.

Sooooo ye it's been 15 minutes of my life wasted but heeeeey at least I reminded myself why I'm not going there anymore. Not that I actually forgot in the first place lol

Okieeeee bye

[simplylove101]

2021 Horror Challenge: [8/?]

↳ “Everybody's got a little corner in there somewhere; a button they won't admit they want pressed. Year after year, I barely gave you a glimpse of mine.” Gerald’s Game (2017) dir. Mike Flanagan

Plot: A couple tries to spice up their marriage in a remote lake house. After the husband dies unexpectedly, the wife is left handcuffed to their bed frame and must fight to survive and break free.

Starring: Carla Gugino, Bruce Greenwood, Carel Struycken, Henry Thomas, Kate Siegel & Chiara Aurelia

Seeing as this is the year I’ve decided to go all in for this challenge, it only makes sense that I finally got around to watching this movie because I’m always hearing its name mentioned on horror lists. It is an interesting watch, a lot more than you’d probably expect it to be when you read that summary tbh. Because it doesn’t sound like much of a plot at all, even though the concept of being handcuffed to a bed in the middle of nowhere is genuinely terrifying imo. Especially since there’s some other outer forces that make her situation even worse, one of them being a very hungry dog. Another... well, that’s a little harder to explain but it does help add a little more of a horror element to the story. But ultimately it is more of a character study/psychological thriller if anything and I thought overall it was pretty effective. Carla Gugino was so good. Was able to carry the thing very well and it’s hard not to root for her imo. There’s some notable faces in here, including a baby Chiara Aurelia pre-Cruel Summer fame, which was a nice unexpected surprise and I thought she did a nice job, having to deal with some heavy material. This truthfully could have been an unfilmable story but somehow Mike Flanagan made it work. The man really knows how to make a horror movie/show, you know? lol Idk if it’s his best one, but it was interesting. Also, dude had me triggered in a couple spots towards the end because it didn’t hit me how she was probably gonna have to escape. Not to mention, there was a brief creepy face in there but there is a happy ending somehow so it did feel worth it. I think I would have been fine with them ending it when she escaped cuz I remembered there being 15 minutes left and me thinking, hmmmm but I get why they had to deal with some things first. Overall, I did like it tho. It could have been boring and it could have not worked, but I think it did. I’m surprised by its rating on IMDB since it did seemed more liked than that from what I’ve heard but I also get it too. Horror is just that genre that usually peaks in that 6/7 out 10 range most of the time. Ah well. Another on the watchlist finally seen.

[otakween]

07-Ghost - The World (Part. 2)

Episodes 11-20 of the 07-Ghost radio show. I’m really enjoying listening to this. It makes me want to investigate which other anime have radio shows. The only other one I know of is Zetsubou Sensei. Pretty funny that the lesser known shows would be popular enough to be on the radio. Links below for anyone who wants to listen (raw Japanese only). 

Episode 11

This episode kind of feels like the beginning of a new season because they got a new opening and ending theme. They’re nice to listen to but not something I would want to download or anything. They have a cheesy mid-2000s vibe to them (gee, I wonder why?) This episode was cute because they had Hakuren’s VA as a guest. It’s fun to imagine Teito, Hakuren, and Mikage all hanging out together since that never happened in the series. 

This time around they discussed “what would you do if X happened to your best friend” scenarios and read a lot of fan mail. As usual Mikage’s VA lost every game lol. I think Jun (Hakuren’s VA) said at one point that he thinks of Mitsuki (Teito’s VA) as an “ikemen” looool. I just googled her name and she does look really androgynous. 

Episode 12

More of the same, more teasing of Namikawa (one of the fanmails was just asking if he got bad grades in school lol). This time around the beginning conversation was about “who would make a good brother, sister, mom, etc. in the 07 Ghost universe?” It kinda bugs me how surface-level and basic their answers are. They never really mention side characters or manga-only characters so they really only have a tiny amount of people to shuffle through again and again. On the other hand, Namikawa never read the manga so...

They played two games: “which thing is smaller?” and what’s in “Pandora’s box?” Saiga flat out said she didn’t want to do the second game lol. She’s getting bored with the formula. I do think the show is stronger when they’re just chit-chatting or bouncing ideas off listener mail, but the games are easier to understand language-wise so it’s good to have a mix of the two. 

Episode 13 

This episode had Kuroyuri’s VA on as a guest which was a nice change of pace. They discussed grades again (you can tell a lot of the listeners are very young based on the listener mail) and played shiritori using dialogue from 07 Ghost. I feel like they’re getting pretty creative with the games they come up with. 

This episode and the previous one had a lot of ads at the end for 07 Ghost content (DVDs, drama CDs, manga, etc.) They mention the “upcoming live event” which I’m guessing is the same one that was released on DVD. Are live anime events still a common thing? I know the Tales of series has an annual festival so I guess they must be. -sigh- why can’t I live in Japan :( 

Episode 14

This episode was fun to listen to, Namikawa and Saiga crack each other up a lot and have great chemistry. I feel like I’m enjoying this radio show more than I enjoyed the entire series? Loool 

Anyway, in this episode they spent a long time talking about and giving each other nicknames (they settled on “Wada” for Namikawa and “Ouji” for Saiga). Namikawa got roasted by the listeners a bunch, as usual, and they had a “dad joke” competition. Two listeners wrote in about their worries, one was worried about his sore neck and the other’s husband was mad at her for spending too much on anime (lol). I guess this episode came out around the mid-point of the anime’s broadcast because they referenced the Frau dolls and the weird noises they make, which was funny. 

I think I need to listen to more Japanese podcasts cuz this is fun and great practice. If anyone has any reccs, please let me know! 

Episode 15

Sho Hayami (Ayanami’s VA) returns!! His voice is sooo dreeeammy. One of the listener mail’s mentioned his fan club and I totally get it lol. I would join if I could. Anyway, this episode was cute. They talked about their first crushes (Hayami’s was a boy!) and played a game where they had to read some exposition from 07 Ghost and pick out what was wrong about it. Honestly, I struggled to understand that part because fantasy world vocabulary is tricky. Namikawa lost as he always does and his punishment was that he had to talk like a baby for the rest of the episode. He did a really good job lol. 

They did a “last supper” segment again where they ate pudding (flan) with soy sauce, which apparently is supposed to taste like sea urchin...ew. 

Episode 16

This episode was decent, a little meandering lol. They had Hyuuga’s VA on as a guest and he seemed surprisingly shy compared to the character he plays. He was very quiet and didn’t contribute much to the conversation. I was a little nervous when he lost one of the games they played and had to speak “rabbit language” (basically adding “pyon” or “usa” to the end of every sentence) for the rest of the episode, but that actually was exactly what was needed to spice up his debut lol. His awkwardness plus the vocal tic was pretty hilarious. 

This episode took place after the live event because they had some fan mail about it. One girl went with her mom which is so cute (I can imagine dragging my parents to something like that lol). They discussed what it would like to be a twin and played a game where they had to read a bunch of tricky words (mostly katakana) really fast. It sounded really hard! I kinda wish I had the script so I could try for myself. I really like reading katakana 

Episode 17

This episode felt really short, the nico nico video is only 38 minutes long! Castor’s VA guest starred this time and was way more energetic than Hyuuga’s VA in the last episode. He was hamming it up a lot. They discussed sleeping positions and played a game where they got a list of 3 07 Ghost characters and had to figure out what they all had in common. I had fun playing along (although I didn’t do very well lol). Namikawa lost and had to use “zamasu” language? I’m not really sure what that is. 

At the end of the episode they read some listener mail and gave love confession advice lol. Almost made it a third of a way through the show! 

Episode 18

A nice, simple no-guest episode. This time around they discussed what pets would suit them and played family feud basically (and failed miserably). Saiga and Namikawa both got “punished” for failing the game and had to speak like the opposite gender. They both really struggled to do so lol. Masculine/feminine speech is so weird to me. I’m sure English has some, subtle version of this, but if someone told me to “talk like a guy” I wouldn’t know what to do. (Lower my voice? Say “bro” a lot?) It’s always interesting when other languages have a quirk that there’s no real English equivalent for.

This episode felt kind of lazy. They spent most of it just chit-chatting and didn’t seem like they wanted to do the regular corner. They ended up running out of time for the final fan letter reading. I’m not complaining really, it was just noticeably less professional than some other episodes. 

Episode 19

Not gonna lie, the Japanese was a little tricky for me in this one. Haruse’s VA made his show debut and I didn’t recognize his voice at all lol. Haruse barely talks in the show so I was like “???” They asked him what kind of character Haruse is and he was like “...nice?” Lol poor Haruse. Not much to say about him anime-wise. 

This definitely felt like a “we’re running out of ideas” episode. The game they played was really weird. Basically it was “what do you do when X natural disaster occurs?” with 07 ghost characters illustrating what to do vs. what not to do. Haruse’s VA lost and his punishment was to speak in broken Japanese (like annoying foreigner characters do in anime). It was really obnoxious lol. The episode ended with a “Last supper” segment but I had trouble following what they were eating :/ Almost to episode 20!

Episode 20

Another Hyuuga episode, although I felt like he didn’t talk as much this time. These episodes are really starting to blend together. This one was recorded in October so they discussed autumn and things they like/dislike about it. Practically every fan letter was about Namikawa (either bullying or praising him). I finally understand the “Wada” joke (namikaWA DAisuke), it took me a few episodes.

Unfortunately I didn’t really understand much of this episode, especially the game they played. It sounded like they had to pick a symbol to represent a character from 07 Ghost, but I’m not sure if that’s the gist of it. Namikawa lost as usual and his punishment was to speak like an old man. I thought he did a great job! Sometimes I forget I’m listening to voice actors instead of regular radio hosts. It makes sense that all of their punishments would be impressions related. 

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If I Start Giving my Opinions about Transformers Fanfiction Lemon and Transformers Crossover fanfiction, I don't think so that I won't end the topic of Transformers Fanfiction Stories even in 24 hours. Lukas Schimik Agreed ! Don't know why everybody hates it, I think it's still my number 1 TF movie! Optimus new look, Lockdown & Galvatron, KsI (bots), Dinobots, cast ( HATED this Sam & Mikeala ) and the TF/human conflict. Still love it. Miguel GC Gamer Age of Extinction is the only film that entertains that I don't skip any parts of the movie and I like all the characters in this film and the transformers designs are great, dino bots are Awsome. Vincent H well....bad taste is also bad taste at the end of the day. I know you younger kids think that everyone is supposed to have an opinion and everything is subjective blah blah blah but if you're a cinephile than the Transformers are objectively bad films. They are cynical cash grabs made to make money in China. Bay and the producers have said as much. I mean you can like whatever you want. If you wanna listen to Teletubbies soundtrack all day that's your right....but that does mean you have shitty taste. It's okay. Not everyone has good taste. urtpro 2 I'm not hating I'm genuinely curious. I certainly like it more than Last Knight but barely lol. I'm curious the reasons why AOE fans consider it one of the better Transformers movies. I will say it was nice to switch up the protagonist and all that since Sam Witwicky had worn out his welcome by the third film. And the actress who played Wahlberg's daughter was smoking hot, so that was a plus too. Oliver Parker I thought the premise of the world hating and hunting the Transformers(regardless of Faction), cuz of what happened in Chicago(in DOTM), was kool, MW was a refreshing Main Hero over Shia tbh, and Lockdown was Badass! Honestly kinda just laughed off the whole Romeo and Juliette law thing as being just a bad movie joke! I’m mean honestly I know there’s no such law, and as such it didn’t really bother me! Just rather thought it was somewhat silly! Yann Labeille Well Lockdown was a pretty good villain for once in the movies. However Galvatron went nowhere after this. Anthony That isn't true. I saw Bumblebee yesterday and I find it Like watching E.T., the movie is just on Charlie, not really much on Bee. The only g1 part is the first 5 minutes of the movie. Too much 80s references. Sometimes is even boring for me. It Was a cute movie but absolutely not my favourite. I still prefere the first one. Aron T-900 I'd rather get vibes from ET and Iron Giant instead of witnessing stupid humor, unnecessary hot shots, dogs humping each other, unrealistic explosions, parents acting like they belong in a cartoon, patriotism and confusing slo-mo action sequences. 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So the first five transformers Films was directed by Michael Bay. I really believe that this was the boost up for the Transformers Fanfiction Crossover stories that I really liked about among the whole and sole of the transformers fanfiction stories including the lemon version of the franchise. Minaya Rojas Tony: We have a Hulk! Optimus: We have a Grimlock! Porg King VII Bee is here what would Optimus want with that what would he take her hostage IT SOUNDS LIKE HE HAS BEEN BRAIN WASHED BY DESEPTAGONS Siidimus Prime! Except they transform their aliens they have Real blasters Different Voices blood Etc. arfhanisbest The interesting thing is that transformers would actually make for good marvel villains. dave tasca The original transformers comics were made by marvel and marvel had to do with the original transformers tv show so they really should try to get the rights back jovinprime Poop soc This would've been more awesome if gi joe, rom the spaceknight, M.A.S.K., micronauts and the other properties interfere with the whole marvel universe and the transformers both. 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Night light I really want to be apart of one of micheal bays movie of transformers Flo Parsons see this is why I love transformers, because the actors ACTUALLY seem like they are having fun, and they are such fun films to watch obert Delgad Even though the movie sequels are not that great, but you have to give Michael Bay a lot of Credit for what he does. fake lol Bay is a genius I mean, I wouldn't be able to figure out the scale of you know the explosions Like the layout nig*a LOL, lol or as you typed if, Lol: an acronym for laugh(ing) out loud or lots of laughs, some say it is Lots of love, is a popular element of Internet slang. It was first used almost exclusively on Usenet, but has since become widespread in other forms of computer-mediated communication and even face-to-face communication. Alex Bruh Bumblebee knows how to pick up ladies more than Sam 😂 lala I remember being a kid and having the biggest crush for Megan. 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This can be a reason that people Love Transformers Fanfiction Bumblebee Version a lot. No worries because we have provided some of the best Bumblebee fanfiction stories that you will enjoy reading. Master Yoda "Wasp", "Stinger" or "Hornet" would be appropriate Decepticon sounding names as "Bumble Bee" sounds too friendly. ron 1j2j barricade is a ford mustang and bee is a Chevrolet camero trust me they will not be friends pro gmer yes i do lol they killed ironhide and ratchet and jazz and sideswipe is already missing dnt know if hes alive but hes my favorite hari bhaskar I'm Bumblebee was a Decepticon he'd be dead like the other Decepticons, because boi they sure kill Decepticons like it's nothing. mighty raju Blackout had skills. Shockwave had skills. The Fallen had skills. Yet they all died like they're nothing. Why? Cause they're Decepticons lol. It's simple rlly, they kill off Decepticons like they're nothing that's just how it is lol. habob What about “what if sentinel prime didn’t betray the autobots” I think age of extinction and beyond wouldn’t have happened since sentinel basically destroyed N.E.S.T. And also Rachet and Ironhide wouldn’t have died so the Autobots would have had a great advantage, and then Sam would still be with the autobots since he disappears after DOTMBasically, I’m saying that the Transformers franchise would have dramatically changed if Sentinel didn’t betray the Autobots. ShyGuy 15 In the movies, technically Megatron is an anti-hero. The first movie makes an acception bc he was using the allspark for pure evil, also in Aoe no reason told us what he was trying to accomplish other than detonating the seed. So 2, 3, and 5, he has reasons to his doing Rotf: using the pyramid to kill the sun and repopulate cybertron. Dotm: rebuild cybertron. TLK: kill unicron using cybertron. This is all in my own mind, not sure if anyone else agrees with me Simon Tyson I forget what it was called, but there was a comic book series where Megatron was an Autobot. It basically swapped all the characters so that Optimus, Bumblebee, Iron Hide, etc. were bad guys. Megatron, Starscream, etc. were good guys Dank Starscream If Bayformer Megatron's history is similar to the IDW comics Megatron's history...then that would mean the Autobot government was not all that good, and would be directly responsible for why Megatron turned out the way he did. Because he was a slave to their functionalist system of control, and he would have remained a slave worker miner if he didn't rise up from the lifestyle forced on him and formed the Decepticon faction... Though it seems to me that if this were the case, Bayformers Megatron would still have become a gladiator before forming the Decepticons...and then eventually he found his way into more of the politics of Cybertron after one day meeting with Optimus Prime (Orion Pax at the time) and then they became brothers/friends. In that sense...it would be similar to how the history of the two were from the show TF Prime. They could still keep the part with the whole Optimus being a knight too, somehow... So in short...Megatron really did not start out as a bad guy at all, it was the way in which he reacted to everything that made him turn out a 'bad guy'. She-Venom What if Megatron is a good guy in the movies? 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Jack R I think the first one was more epic just cause the fight scenes were cool and it was the first time we saw something like that. But the writing and characters were absolutely horrific. Bumblebee had much better writing and characters especially the character relationship between Bumblebee and the girl which is much better than the relationship between Sam and bumblebee. Dotm Shockwave Yeah I dont know how he put tlk over revenge and extinction. The last knight is incredibly boring and the only remaining aspect left to enjoy (the action) is incredibly dull in it compared to all the other films. There are no good fight scenes. Which is likely why it bombed so hard Ur mom Gai Ok imo the last knight is my fave AND I ONLY like TF5 is cuz bumblebee new form looks good as hell and Optimus prime vs bumblebee AND there is explosions. EVERYWHERE Boss  I definitely didn't think it was my favorite. It depends on what you are looking for in a movie. If you like character relationships and a girl and her problems trying to find her way, then you'll like it. If you like transformers actions and interactions, you may not like it as much. Even though the Bay movie didn't focus enough on the transformers, this one did even less The Burden of Bordem I'm a decepticon fan and none of the main decepticons were even given a name in the movie. They were just there to be bad. The Burden of Bordem For me I think this film would have worked much better if they just had Starscream as the main villain, and maybe Barricade hunting bumblebee and give them a more personal relation ship as enemies. But like I said, it end up being a movie about a girl and her relation ship with Bumblebee and enemies getting in their way. bandwon he main character is more fleshed out than the others, Bumblebee I guess is as well, but he can't talk so it isn't by much, the story is standard E.T./Iron Giant, the acting is fine, the directing is probably better than the others, the action is good when it happens, but there is far less than the others, and non of the action reached the peak of the Bay movies. and if it wasn't for the fact there were transformers in it I probably wouldn't have really liked it, but it's enough to get you invested and entertained imo. luke jack You really think anyone's gonna take you serious after you typed "Bumble" Haha the 2007 film and DotM were pretty decent films and satisfying in the end. lisa Speaking as a male, it always annoys me, as a child, that certain plot-line of every terribly written sci-fi (mainly Transformers): "main character is a dick=likable guy" "he has 'relatable' problems, that are only explored in the first 15 minutes of the film" "He start having an abusive/creepy relationship (because that's how well written romance works, right...), with the love interest (they barely explore her name)." 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Alright so I had meant to get back to this sooner, but things happen and were we are. I also realize there are a few others that have done similar to this, and they have amazing and far more intellectual and elegant and analytical words for this type of thing. Mine is far more, uh, "I like this because of blah blah blah." Anyway...

1) Fresh from the Lake District, our Ann(e)s find themselves in some lovely conversation only to be interrupted by some Rawson relations. Ann would much rather in with Anne, alone, and it is very clear when she answers Mrs Rawson. "Oh, Miss Lister, you're here. We can leave..." Ann "Oh, if you'd like" HA. Bye bitch, don't let the door hit you on the way out. But alas, they stay. And then Anne flirts, in front of her mother and Ann with Miss Rawson. Ann does this little eyebrow raise, almost like she's thinking over what Anne says, so cute. And originally I was burnt to hell about there being no show of the Lake District trip, but after reading the companion book, Anne didn't go/meet up with Ann there, so I guess that makes sense. But still. Seeing Ann light up would have been very swoon worthy.

2) I keep forgetting to mention how much I love the intro. I never skip it, even after watching it as many times as I have. The only other opening I never skipped was GoT. So. Good job on that one, music/sound team.

3) I don't know French, but Elizabeth Cordingley's complete butcher of it still cracks me up. Any French speakers reading this? Does she even make sense? Is she understandable at all?

4) This little sneaky walk to the "shed" is cute. Obviously Anne has planned it, but Ann is oblivious. And Ann talking about the Ainsworth's. It's like she's hoping Anne will approve of putting them off. At first, we just assume it's because Ann just wants to travel with Anne. But of course, later we realize (at least how I took it) that Ann would rather Mr. Asshole not be anywhere near her. Man, the way the writing sets up everything is just too perfect. Anyway...Ann's (Sophie's) delighted face when she sees the chaumiere! So adorkable. How can you not fall in love with her? Anne totally is, that's for sure lol We get our first two lip licks here (07:12 and 07:54) with Ann being nervous but trying not to be. Suppose it's more anticipation. But she was ready for that damn kiss. She even leaned in, but of course, Anne knows how to draw out that moment, and it makes it even more satisfying. And then the little tongue thing after from Ann. (9:34) It just slays me.

5) A quick "thank you James" and then an up against the door kiss. HNNG. And "...stay all night." GURL. Talk about the Thirst. Went from first kiss to that in .002 seconds. LOVE. IT. It even throws Anne off. And she plans her conquests out. But you can tell Ann was moving FAR quicker than she'd anticipated. It's like Anne didn't even have to try. lol She has to court so hard with these other women, and then here goes little Miss Ann Walker, all but throwing herself at Anne LOL def wife material.

(this is really long, so I’m drop this here)

6) I love spaztastic Marian. I think I love it most because her character was so different in GoT. Much more like Anne's. And here she's so NOT that lol. Emma plays the part so well. Everyone does. God I love this show. The spat at the table was great, with Marian being Marian and Anne trying not to smile through it all. Such perfect sibling dynamic.

7) Captain Lister about to spill the tea and Anne walks in and is like "we don't fight" LOL then continues to lay the verbal smack down to Jeramiah, like "did I fucking stutter with my price?" Anne def has the biggest balls of them all.

8) "Will you tell Calligula" LMAO just great little line. And random, but why doesn't Marian sport the weird little curls at her ears like everyone else does? I think she had them like, once, in ep 1? and that's been it. Just curious about that.

9) Ann asks Anne a few times "are you all right" and of course, Anne's answer to everyone else is always "I'm always all right." but I'm almost certain, Anne always answers Ann with some type of explanation. (there is the 'nothing' before Ann goes to Scotland, but more of that when we get to that episode, and she does still answer. MY HEART). But from what I can remember, Anne doesn't front with Ann that she's "all right". She gives her something, she's open. She's still trying to be strong, but she allows that softness too. Which brings me to probably one of my most favorite kisses of theirs. Its just so slow, and tender, and it's almost a side kiss, and just idk. It's very beautiful. ALSO I noticed this time, that after the kiss, both of their hands are on the back of the chair, and their fingers/pinkies are touching (29:50) It's brief and you almost miss it, but damn. I need that giffed. gif'd? gif'ed? as a gif. It's just too precious. They cant kiss more because of where they are and Anne is about to leave, but their hands are hidden and they just need that little bit more of contact and its just HNNG.

10) I love Aunt Anne. She's just a treasure and she love Anne so much and wants her to truly be happy. And I totally want to start saying "off you pop" LOL

11) Okay, so even though the Ann(e)s have done a LOT together, it just feels like this dinner is their official first date. They both dress up, it's dinner, Ann is nervous again and she's rambling and it's so adorkable and Anne thinks so too and just smiles as she waits for Ann to get to her point. Then there's still some nervousness with after dinner tea, and Anne is like, well, first date done, time for the big one with a reassuring leg squeeze...and Ann gets to the very idea of it being a marriage on her own! Cue floored Anne once again. I swear every time Ann surprises Anne, she falls more in love with her little Miss Walker. Ann is doing the lip lick think (38:59) and omg the way she says, and especially her face for, "give birth" is just as great as the first time. That should be a gif too LOL

12) Fucking John Booth going to the wrong damn house! Come on dude, are you even paying attention to what/were your mistress goes?? Facepalm for days. I think that actually happened though, if I'm not mistaken (it's been a minute since I read the companion book, and I read it at like 3am, and slept since...but if not, whatevs.)

13) OMG the full blown make out! Complete with some grubbling!! I find it interesting though, that Ann has Anne stop, as it becomes "too much" yet she had been asking her to stay all night. I wonder if this is a nod to how indecisive Ann was, or if she just didn't quite understand how overly emotional the physical stuff would make her. Either way, we end up with FIVE (5) nervous lip licks here, folks. It was a hard scene to not blink through, and lots of 10 sec rewinds to catch it all (42:13, 42:37, 42:44, 42:46, and a half one but I count it anyway at 43:00. I think I got those times correct, anyway. Just watch the whole scene, really.) And then we end it was Anne's 4th wall break and Ann asking what she's looking at LOL I know there's talk about wanting Ann to have some 4th wall breaks in season 2, and as much as I would love that as well, it's sorta almost a joke that everyone has it BUT Ann. So, even if she doesn't in s2, I won't be horribly disappointed, especially if Anne does it again and Ann asks again LOL

14) There were other things I had notes on, but I'm skipping because this is longer than the first two, and I hadn't planned that. Ah well...Back to the Ann(e)s....LOL of all the places, why is Ann on the floor? I mean, safety? Protection? Because shes just too fucking precious? I'd assume yes. But Anne is so confused and ready to fuck someone up and then once Ann tells her, the look on Anne's face as she goes from worry to relief is just amazing. Suranne, you fucking goddess. And then all the comfort Anne gives Ann as the poor girl just cries and doesn't think she's good enough. And again, I think this is a bit because of Mr. Fucktard, pressing and getting what he wants no matter what, where as Anne stepped back and made Ann comfortable. I swear Ann doesn't know what it's like to be put first, that her concerns are heard and understood and valued. Everyone just pushes their opinion or wants on her, and she's just had to go with it over th years. She just doesn't even know how to react to Anne and her attentiveness. It's so refreshing for Ann, even if she doesn't fully understand it. And also, because Ann was a wreck, three more lip licks, shit four! (50:59, 51:14, 51:20, 51:44)

15) Fucking Mrs SneakAss Priestly. She can't just leave well enough alone. So bored she's gotta fuck with Ann's happiness. We're having some hella good grubbling, the first fucking "I love you" and this old biddy has to ruin the parade. Anne was hella quick to jump up though. Almost like she's done that before (even though, she totally hasn't, amiright LOL) Ann(e)s just standing there after Mrs P leaves, and omg lol Anne has this "well fuck, how do we turn this around" look, like her brain is really whirling and hoping Ann doesn't freak out, mean while Ann just loses her shit and busts out laughing. So great that happened for real, too. Ann Walker, you are fantastic. "do you want to go upstairs?" because, hello, someone has blue balls at this point. But it's so cute once they get up to Ann's room and the scene nearly ends with her lip lick (58:23). But those stares, like yeah, we're totally in this together now....

AH OKAY. FucKIng LONG. I'm sorry! I even cut some things, so if you made this far, thank you! This was a really good episode, really kicks off their momentum and is sorta the calm before the storm. Oh, I also started to take note of the dresses Ann wears, cuz I swear she only wears like five. so far I have: That Blue Dress, the pink/purple plaid (first kiss), the pink with the sheer puff sleeves (that's what she's wearing in my fave kiss), the pink with some design (flowers?) for the "date", and a pink/purple color she's wearing at the end. So, that is five, and I'll have to see what else she wears, if any (yes shes wearing something else in Scotland, and no, night clothes don't exactly count. though her with her side braid and yellow corset and bloomers is my fave in the whole series...more of that later.)

Counts:

*Anne 4th wall breaks (ep): 3

**Total: 11

*Ann's lip licks (ep): 13!

**Total: 19

(there was a lot this ep, so I'm not going to list them here. And there was a fair amount of lip presses, which are def honourable mentions and worth watching...)

[serenagaywaterford]

You can see Yvonne’s tattoo in “He’s out there” as well, so I’m pretty certain it’s real. But in any case, isn’t it so random they let Serena have it and didn’t cover it up? Like yeah she got it pre Gilead but the whole dilemma about tattoos being sins or not doesn’t seem to have bothered her, and yes it’s a cross but stillll. I’m so curious about her and I wish they showed a lot more of Serena’s backstory (even the time before Fred) cuz tbh sometimes June’s daydreaming and backflashes bore me🤭

Anon, bless you for watching that movie that closely. I would suspect you are the only person in existence to pay that much attention to it ;)

THAT’S the thing! obvs it would be pre-gilead in some form. and i have to wonder if she was from such a strict religious upbringing (as shown) how on earth she found the balls OR DESIRE to get a tattoo, religious or not. the body is a sacred temple, even for christians and desecrating it with tattoos is usually a taboo, esp in the stricter, more extreme sects. did serena just snap one day? did she get drunk at a prayer circle and go “fuck this, bitches! you think you’re devout?! i’ll show y’all how much i love the lord our saviour jesus christ!!!” was she NOT a crazy fanatic from birth and maybe just one of those kids that goes to those creepy christian schools where they sing pop songs about jesus and try to make christianity hip and trendy? all her friends were doing it so she did to?

cos the show people could have easily covered it up. it’s a small little tattoo. but they made an active decision to leave it in, multiple times. (once, you could argue it was just a goof. but multiple times?) so they obviously don’t care if we see serena with a damn crucifix tattoo. so that means they endorse the idea of serena getting it at some point.

chances are they have no clue about her backstory there but daaammnnn getting some of THAT backstory would be interesting af. cos i get that it’s june’s story and all... but all we got of serena is her most recent history about gilead. but not really WHO serena is, where she came from. arguably, to many people it doesn’t matter and they don’t care, but i think it could be interesting. if you’re gonna do an entire episode dedicated to aunt lydia, the least we can do is get some flashbacks of serena before she went gilead-style fascist. esp the time before fred.

and honestly I TOTALLY AGREE with you on june’s flashbacks being boring now. i understood them at first, and then i swallowed my distaste later cos people kept telling me “it’s to brighten the story! it’s to give background! it’s so everything isn’t SO depressing! look how much love there was in june’s world before! love is important to show too! what a breath of fresh air!” and i just....... great. super. i know that. i don’t need 15 minutes of hannah’s baptism tho thanks. also, i’m getting real sick of the hazy, golden slow-mo flashbacks of just how happy june was. cos firstly, no. she wasn’t THAT happy and s1 flashbacks show she was just a normal fucking person with ups and downs, but they’ve made her flashbacks into some sort of... i don’t even know. bullshit thing to make her seem like some sort of angelic... thing. i dunno.

speaking of framing characters in certain ways, i know i’ve gone on about my insane crackpot theory of serena being god or jesus in this tale (and boy do people not like me saying that, mostly cos i’m not sure they’ve ever read the old testament. god is a fucking vengeful, nasty asshole! he’s not a nice dude, you guys. “all-loving” my ass.). but considering all the framing of halos and the words (bible quotes mostly) that surround her specifically vaguely implying she is jesus/god (or something who knows)... and then she is the ONLY character to have her body literally marked with a symbol of christ. i dunno. it’s all very convenient. but again, this little pet theory of my own delusion is WAY out there and i am incredibly aware of that fact. and the fact it’s not true. i just think it’s neat. and super fucked up, which is how i like things.

they can shove “june is a the great white saviour” down our throats all they want but i’m not buying it. it’s just so... clunky and obvious. (but then again s3 sucked in general so maybe they are just that bad at metaphor and symbolism lol)

[girlgrouptrash101]

Dasom (Sistar) - Procrastination

Request: “A scenario where you're friends with Dasom, you have a school project that's due in a couple of days. You end up doing it on the last day cuz both of you ended up watching tv, playing video games, etc for days, the reader has a crush on Dasom but has trouble confessing, only to confess later on.”

Word Count: 1,595 Words

Warnings: None :)

A/N: this entire scenario is based off of me when i try to do projects like i have a history project due on thursday watch me be late af to turn that in

- C

You headed into class the same time you did every morning for the last few years, making a beeline straight for your usual seat next to your best friend, Bora. She gave you a nod, which you returned, still too tired to share actual words.

“Okay class, it’s time to pick project partners!” Your teacher boomed from the top of the class, your brows furrowed as you wondered how she could be so loud and enthusiastic when you had to practically drag yourself out of bed that morning. You were going to just choose Bora until the teacher decided she was picking the partners. Great, you thought.

You ended up being partnered with a friend of yours, her name was Dasom.

You had admired Dawson for quite a while, you had to admit. Maybe it was that sparkle in her beautiful eyes, the way her chestnut brown hair cascaded down her shoulder- No. Focus. You could day dream about Dasom later.

You shifted your school bag over to Dasom’s table, sitting down and giving her a lazy grin as she smiled at you.

“Ahh, out of everyone, I had to get stuck with you?” Dasom joked looking at you sideways as her head rested on her hand. You couldn’t help yourself as your eyes drifted to her soft lips, and how she bit her own bottom lip as she noticed where your gaze had averted to.

“Oh please, you didn’t want to be partnered with anyone else.” You replied pushing her a little on the shoulder, trying to ignore those damn sparks you felt with even the slightest touch. You carried on your playful banter for the rest of the class, barely even paying attention to what the project was on.

You went to your locker at the end of the day, happy with how all your classes had gone that day. Entering your combination, your locker popped open so you could grab the books that you needed to take home that afternoon.

You jumped a little in surprise as someone closed your locker for you. You looked over to see Dasom leaning hints your locker.

“How’s it going sweet cheeks.” She said, ending up bursting into laughter at the disgusted look on your face. You laughed as well, moving to walk towards the exit, if not to only hide the blush creeping onto your cheeks at the sound of Dasom’s laugh. “Let’s go, idiot.” You said, walking away as Dasom sped up behind you to catch up.

You went home with the best of intentions to work on your school project, honestly, you did, but there was a movie that you had been meaning to watch on Netflix, and Dasom was also interested... I mean, why not just watch it?

That’s how you ended up in your pyjamas, Dasom wearing a borrowed pair of shorts and a t-shirt (looking cute as hell), sitting at opposite ends of the couch, trying to throw bits of popcorn into each other’s mouths and failing miserably.

You woke up the next morning, thanking all the gods you knew of that it happened to be a Saturday, you were absolutely wrecked after last night, you and Dasom had been up until all hours giggling and talking about people from school.

Dasom went home after you made pancakes, much to her delight. You promised to meet up on Sunday at a café nearby to start working on the project.

Sunday rolled around soon enough, and you threw on jeans and a hoodie, heading out the door towards the café. Dasom was already sitting there, her head shooting up as a bell sounded above your head when you opened the door. She flashed you an award winning smile as you waved a little, heading over towards the secluded booth she had chosen to sit at.

You pulled out your history books from your school bag putting them on the table and looking over at Dasom.

“I ordered this since you took ages to get here.” She said playfully, pushing a coffee towards you.

“I’m not even late! You’re just annoyingly early.” You replied, sticking your tongue out at her teasingly. You both tried to work a bit, you even opened your books for a whole of five minutes before getting bored again.

“Hey Y/N,” Dasom said, after a few minutes of comfortable silence. You nodded at her as a sign for her to continue talking.

“There’s a fair in town, wanna go check it out?” Dasom asked you, giggling as soon as she saw your eyes light up.

You both ran out of the café, your heart racing as Dasom linked arms with you as you made your way towards the fair. You went on literally as many rides as you could handle, after a few bumpy ones you were feeling a little queasy so Dasom made you sit down while teasing you like crazy of course.

After your stomach had managed to calm down a little, food was the next thing on the list. You headed off to a stall in the fair, getting a portion of chips each (french fries for u americans lol). After eating and talking about school again, you realised that you still hadn’t worked on your projects at all. You agreed to meet up the next day at Dasom’s house after school.

Heading home with a skip in your step and a smile on your face, you went inside and flipped onto your bed. You facetimed Bora, which probably wasn’t the greatest idea.

“Oooh, Y/N’s finally gonna get the girllll,” Bora exclaimed, laughing at the finger you just gave her through the screen. You eventually hung up and fell asleep, thoughts of Dasom in your mind.

The next day went incredibly slowly, just as every Monday went for you. It wasn’t long after the last class though, that Dasom came bounding up to you, grabbing your hand and pulling you out of the school gates towards her house. Much to your enjoyment, and embarrassment, Dasom decided to hold your hand extremely tightly the entire walk home.

She finally let go of your hand once you’d reached her house. You headed straight up to her room, kicking off your shoes and following Dasom as she jumped onto her bed. Once again, you took your books out, but you couldn’t help but notice the shiny new video game on her TV stand. Once you asked her about it, you just had to play it. There goes another day without working on your project.

It eventually came to be Thursday, and as you were walking to school, a realization hit you. Your project was due tomorrow. You sprinted to school, running around to try and find Dasom. You eventually found her getting her books, and you saw the alarm in her eyes as she also remembered the overdue work you guys needed to do as soon as possible.

You both raced to your house after school, out of breath a hunched over in exhaustion by the time you reached your front door. You unlocked it, running up to your room, Dasom in quick persuit. You grabbed the A2 blank poster your teacher had given you the day she assigned the assignment, and as many coloured markers that you could find in your drawer. You printed out a bunch of pictures, writing and learning off as many WWII facts as you could manage in the short amount of time that you had.

It ended up with you falling asleep against the end of your bed, and Dasom falling asleep with her head on your lap.

You woke up first the next morning, Dasom finally opening her eyes about 15 minutes later. She woke up to her head on your lap as you played with her hair. You apologised and moved away as quickly as you could as soon as you noticed she was watching you.

“Y/N, don’t apologise. I liked it.” She said, leaving you with your jaw hanging open as she skipped out the door, your project in her hands.

You followed her down the street, too shy at her previous statement to strike any form of conversation.

Arriving into school barely on time, you were both racing against the clock to get into class. You and Dasom just about made it, but you had earned yourselves a glare from your teacher.

You slipped up a few times while presenting your ‘research’ and poster to the class, and the teacher could definitely tell how last minute the whole ordeal was. That didn’t matter to either of you though, at least you had managed to hand something in on time.

After class, you called Dasom over to a private corner in one of the quieter corridors to talk to her.

“Dasom, I don’t think we should ever work on another project together.” You said, watching as Dasom’s face fell.

“But... Can I maybe take you on a date? I really truly like you, spending time with you recently has been so fun.” You said, Dasom’s face lighting back up with the happiness that had been set in her features previously.

“You idiot, you scared me! But yes, I would love that. This weekend, Deal?” She replied finally, hitting you on the arm before taking you by the hand and walking down the corridor.

“Deal.” You replied, not even fighting the massive smile that had now settled on your face, and stayed there all day long as you tried to wait patiently for the weekend to come.

[szeminimalist]

Edited:

Okay, I will admit:

This article was a good read and I personally loved 1984 and Brave New World when I was a kid so that was what attracted me to watching this series.

Episode 1 was mindblowing. So lit. Well-intended statement that sacrifices the same human who decided to prove it. Personally, it'd be interesting to see my country's PM fucking a pig live. But it's just an understatement. Fuck I might even go to jail for saying this cuz they're gonna label this as treason so don't ask me where I come from. I don't want to in reality, think I might puke so I'd probably the only one missing out on it as usual and walk around the streets and be the first to discover the lost princess LOL.

This episode 2 gave me the cringe. Ugh. It's not the quality. Quality's awesome. Concept is raw and novel too-- fantastic. Probably because it explores the very theme I feel disconnected to and I tend to alienate myself away from it. Which is maybe good for people like me to watch after all.

First of all, it's a pretty fucked up dystopian world I would want to destroy the minute I'm in it. It's like you're stuck in a boring game, doing the same old shit to get the achievements you need to step up. Then it's the same old routine with the same old people around you. And this cycle creates stupid, soulless slaves. No wonder Bing is bored AF and seeks to do something different. The thing he did made me cringe even more though. O_O

Second, the theme shows how men objectify women. And their rulers manipulate their subjects into doing what they want. Cuppliance/ hot shot/ daily cycling much? It's North Korean shit all over.

Third, the women are so weak here. Abi's stupid. Naive. I guess men like women like that huh. Rolls eyes. It's obvious why they signed her in immediately (while others had to wait for one week)--it's because they didn't need another singer; they already had planned an agenda for her. It's like human trafficking beautiful women into doing prostitution.

So Bing decides to do the ultimate-- earns 15 million merits again in 2 months, buys himself another ticket and gets on stage for a showdown-- in return, the unexpected happens. He gets his own show and another sort of freedom I suppose. Or not. To me, I think it's just another form of slavery, just a little more supreme.

But you could never undo what you did, couldn't you? She's still stuck at where she is anyways.

[takethlstourgrave]

get to know me!!

I was tagged by @mostproblematic (hi thank u very much ily it’s been a minute)

RULES: answer the questions and tag 15-20 followers you would like to get to know better.

NAME - Kassandra

ZODIAC SIGN - Aquarius

HEIGHT - 5'2

LANGUAGES SPOKEN - spanish and english and a little bit of french too

NATIONALITY - born in the u.s.

ORIENTATION - bisexual

FAVORITE FRUIT - um mango

COFFEE, TEA OR HOT CHOCOLATE - i’m a slut for coffee, i have coffee sometimes twice a day but at least once every day. I love green tea too tho and i like hot chocolate during the winter but i don’t have it often bc i like to make it with milk and im lactose intolerant and also during the winter i just prefer champurrado 

FAVOURITE SEASONS - FALL

FAVOURITE FLOWERS - idk dont have a favorite lol

FAVOURITE SCENTS - libraries, home depot, and rain/wet cement

FAVOURITE COLOURS - i like grey-blue and soft pinks

FAVOURITE ANIMAL - i love p much all of them so much

DOG OR CAT PERSON - i love both so much, i do have two cats 

FAVOURITE FICTIONAL CHARACTER - suddenly im blanking on every fictional character i know so imma say Remus Lupin

AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP - usually like 4-6 but sometimes i stay up all night and other times i can sleep up to 20 hrs idk why i hate it tho

NUMBER OF BLANKETS YOU SLEEP WITH - um like 2 and 3 during the winter cuz im a baby when it comes to the cold (i live in az i hate anything below 60 degrees)

DREAM TRIP - i’d love to travel everywhere in mexico (i only go to sonora bc that’s where my fam is but i’d love to go further) and also paris

BLOG ESTABLISHED - um i’ve been around for a while but i’ve been around with multiple accounts lol i think i’ve made like 5 tumblr blogs i think some of them are still up (pls dont ask lol). i think my first blog was in like 2012 ?? or like 2010/11 i can’t remember. I started off a superwholock blog (yes i know, i think i reached like 1400 followers tho) and then i made a random ass blog which was suuuuper cringey and then i made another 2-3 forgotten blogs (i didnt make sideblogs idk why) and then i made this one! i can’t remember my first url lol but i had a friend on here and they came up with spencerandthesmiths and i loved it (even though i was therefore seen as a mostly panic blog even though i was a much much bigger fob stan lol) and i had that for years until i thought about a change and i came up with the current url i have now. I think my archive for this blog goes back to 2014

FOLLOWER COUNT - 2501 

RANDOM FACTS -

1. i used to play the violon but i stopped playing it haven’t picked up a violin in about 4-5 years

2. i wish i could play the cello

3. i almost pursued a minor in music bc i love music but godd i was not passionate about it enough

4. i ended up switching and now im doing a minor in social and behavioral sciences and i like it considerably so much more

5. im doing a BA in psychology 

6. um i have one cat and i feed a stray cat outside and named her and now i kinda think about her as mine but i’m not allowed to keep her but in my heart she’s my baby so i take care of her

7. my first baby’s name is Boo (my sister had her first and she named her Mittens but i did not like that name for her and i was gonna change it but i had trouble figuring out a new name for her so i started calling her Boo as a nickname until i came up with a name and then it just stuck). My outdoor baby’s name is Paws ( i wanted to name her Pumpkin Spice but again it was a nickname that my brother called her and it just stuck i couldn’t get anyone else to call her Pumpkin Spice so her name is Paws now lol)

8. i have rediscovered my nostalgia and the love i had for wwe so im sorry for spamming ur dash or whatever feel free to unfollow lol

9. i remember when i took a long ass break from tumblr i think it was like months long idk if any of you remember lol probably not should do that again maybe but i get bored but um bc i left it for so long i find that sometimes it has unfollowed some of the mutuals that i’ve been following for so long so if ur every like “why’d she unfollow me we’ve been mutuals for years” pls message me or something i can’t find y’all lol

10. also last one i haven’t updated my theme (not mobile) in a long ass time so it still has pumpkin background from the fall lol. 

ok thank you! idk who to tag tbh so i’m going with ppl who are in my activity a lot hope you don’t mind! : @brendonuriesbooty, @bowdowntothesupernatural, @punkoverlord, @satellitesnotstars, @drydockedvessel, @straightasawetnoodle, @bandfanforever, @thismadkatter, @do-you-have-a-taco-for-me, @ilooksoseattle, @just-folie-a-deux-it, @galaxydweebs, @prrttyodd, @xocrash-killjoy, and idk if anyone else wants to do it just say i tagged you lol

and just a sidenote also some of you have been following me for such a long time i love you so much i hope karma is treating you good and i hope life is really good to you

[jackofftao]

Chenle High School AU!

Okay I know I haven't POSTED anyTHing In FOreveR and I meant to write a mx thing because ya know,,,,, concert

But idk Chenle is an actual CUTIE PIE AND HE IS MY BIAS HOW IS HE OLDER THAN ME BY LIKE A COUPLE OF MONTHS I’M YELLING PLEASE SEND HELP 

*clears throat*

so uh yeah,,, stan china line

I will have a mx scenario out soon,,,,,,,,,maybe 

LETS START:

So high school sucks but all of your friends are there so,, it’s cool for now,,,until midterms and finals

then everyone is sUFFeriNG

but like the weird stuff you see keeps you going ya know?

Like the one time that kid in 2nd period took out a loaf of bread, a jar of peanut butter, and a jar of jelly then made a sandwich with it??

Or the Ap World teacher who once stopped you and your friends in the hallway to tell you how to take over a country in 5 easy steps

Your friends are also wild

Jisung is in your Lit class and your teacher assigns these writings

and everyone figured out that she only checks for completion and doesn't actually read them?

 Jisung wrote the entire lyrics of fergalicious for his assignment once and still got a 100 on it

He’s a little shit sometimes but he’s funny so you keep him around

and today he is back at his shenanigans again

he decided to write your number on a piece of paper with “Text me” written at the top and he said he was going to drop it in the hallway if you didn't give him the answers for the Bio homework

and your like “I spent 2 hours on just the front of the bio homework last night there is no way I'm giving them to you”

he just sat there “:) be like that then”

so when the bell rang he dropped the paper in the hallway

it was the bell signaling Lunch too so there were people everywhere and the paper was nowhere to be seen

you tried looking for it after the hallways cleared but ? it wasn't there ?

Jisung was at his lunch table and you ran up to it and sat down

“Jisung I've known you for a while and you won't let me live but jesus I tried looking for the paper and I can't find it, what have you gotten me into”

he just sat there eating his salad 

“So you gonna give me the Bio answers or what?”

7th period came around

math

the teacher was really chill tho

like she would talk about the notes for 15 minutes then that was it for the day and the rest of the class was basically free time

she never checked the homework either

so you were playing on your phone and then you got a text from a random number

and you just shut down 

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error message

curiosity got the best of you so you looked at it

from: Unknown number

“Hey uh this is a bit weird but I was walking to lunch and I found this paper on the floor that had a number and “Text me” written on it so I decided to text whoever you are while I'm bored in Bio”

Que your heart stopping

Might as well text back? what’s the worst that could happen?

To: Unknown Number

“Yeah sorry, my friend dropped my number in the hall because I wouldn't give him the Bio answers. I’m bored too, math am I right?”

From: Unknown Number

“Idk math is kinda cool, I like the numbers. Bio however? Gross. A jellyfish’s mouth is also its anus? I could have lived with out that information”

You decided to save their number because they seem cool,,, makes life interesting ya know

Bad news, their text made you giggle and Jisung is asking what your laughing at

“nOthIng”

“you wouldn't be laughing at nothing SPILL thE bEaNs”

so you told him

more bad news, now he won't let you live x2

but you keep on talking to this mystery person

neither of you really say who you are and its been a month

“You should really ask who they are, they seem cute. Plus it seems like you have a crush on them awwww”

“Shut up jisung”

after removing his hands from squishing your cheeks your phone got a notification

ding!

“AWWWW CUTEEEEE<<33 YOU’RE BLUSHING!!!”

“shUt uP JIsaNg :p”

“I told you not to call me jisang :(”

ding!

“..... ;) maybe you should come up with a cute nickname for this mystery person”

From: Mystery

“Helpppppp I didn't know we had bio homework last night and I didn't do it,, send answers please !!!! I’ll buy you a cookie!!”

From: Mystery

“HUrrY I have bio nExt PeRiOd PleasE”

Usually you don't give your answers to a n y o n e

but this mystery person seems nice and as silly as it seemed you started to possibly form a crush on the unknown person 

putting off doing math homework to text them

texting them constantly 

finding out a lot about them,,,,,and them finding out a lot about you

late nights talking with them

all this led to a tiny tiny huge crush and you had a soft spot for them

so you gave them the answers 

“hEy!! You never give me the bio answers!”

thats cuz you're a little shit

“:) idk what you're talking about jisang :))))))”

ding!

From: Mystery

“Thank You so so so so so so so so much <3!!!! Where should we meet so I can give you that cookie?”

“Dude that cookie is mine I helped set you two up”

“thats not how this works jisung”

so you and mystery person decide to meet up that Friday after school at the sign

que being nervous for two days

and que being REALLY REALLY nervous Friday

they said they would be wearing a green jacket 

so the last bell rung and you could care less about the cookie all you cared about was meeting this mystery person in a green jacket 

Over the past two days you wondered who they were

did you know them?

what did they look like?

How old are they!!!

you just hoped they were around your age

,,,,,,,,and cute

so you made it to the sign and there wasn't anybody there let alone someone in a green jacket

you looked around the immediate area and still no person wearing a green jacket

great, maybe it was a prank

you picked up your book bag and started to leave, you didn't want to look like more of a fool than you already did

but then there was this,,,, scream?

it sounded like a dolphin ?

but there was no zoo nearby ?

and it was getting closer ???????????

it sounded like the scream he did with the kite

So you turned around and there is an extremely loud boy in a green jacket running at full speed while screaming

everyone is looking at him

wait a minute--- green jacket ??

he is getting closer but isn't slowing down and tbh you are starting to worry because he's about to run straight into the-

mphHH

that was the sound of air being knocked out of you

this boy didn't run into the sign he ran into you

in a hug

a really warm hug

he’s also cute

and maybe part dolphin

so he pulls away and he just a little bit taller than you so you don't have to look up that much

and he’s smiling 

your heart just skipped a beat

this- this cute boy is the one I was texting ?????!??!?!!?!??

“Hey you are the mystery person who's friend left their number in the hall right?”

“And you are the mystery person who said they be at the sign in a green jacket?”

“Yeah,,, sorry about that. My bio teacher wanted to talk to me,, I fell asleep in class today BUT I got your cookie!!”

“Oh,, yeah it’s no problem! Thank you for the cookie, you really didn't have to”

“but I wanted to”

and he hands you the cooke

and you both kind of stand there??

“Go on try it! I made it myself!”

so you ate a piece and it was ,,, really good

so you ate the rest of it

“Dude that was a really good cookie oh my god you should be on a cooking show”

he just laughs 

and it sounds like a dolphin 

but he's cute and his dolphin laugh/scream is endearing 

its also hurts peoples ears because its so loud

“I brought a whole batch of them,,, we could eat them as I walk you home”

what a gentleman

“Oh I’m Chenle by the way”

“I’m Y/n”

he was loud the whole time he walked you home but it was cute

you might need a hearing aid but oh well it'd be worth it 

he was in the same grade as you even tho he was older

his birthday was a late one so

and when the both of you arrived at your door step his ears were red

“Here you can have the rest of the cookies, we can meet at the sign Monday so you can give the container back.”

“Thank you so much,,,,,,,, for everything” and you gave him a small smile despite the situation being awkward 

“It’s really nothing.”

and then he walked a little closer and kissed your cheek

“HAveAgreatWEEKenD!”

and he was off

running away screaming his dolphin laugh

you hoped his face was as red as yours

Monday comes around and there he is, running up to you screaming 

when is he not screaming

you swear he is the loudest boy you have ever met

he engulfs you in a hug again

“Here is your container”

“Oh thanks! here I’ll walk you home”

and when you reach your doorstep he kisses your cheek again and runs away screaming before you can do anything

so the next day the school bell rings and ding!

From: Dolphin boy <3

“We are meeting by the sign right?”

To: Dolphin boy <3

“Yeah”

Today you had a plan

when you reached your doorstep and you kissed his cheek first

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so you poke his other cheek and he just breaks out into a HUGE grin and hugs you

he laughs when he hugs you so now you can't hear anything lol

“so does this mean we are dating now?”

“If you don't mind?”

“I wouldn't mind at all”

You two do the same pattern everyday 

you eat lunch together with Jisung and he walks you home

Jisung now wants a cookie from Chenle as payment for helping get you two together 

but Chenle only ever gives cookies to you 

awwww

He claims it’s a special couple thing 

the end for now~

Gif not mine

I usually don't do end notes but

STAN MY BOY HERE 

STAN CHINA LINE

SHOW THEM LOVE

ty

[penguinsledder]

And so I take a break from arranging music on the piano to answer this and charge my laptop. Thank you @hailkuvira cuz my laptop is at 23% and it’s annoying to have it plugged in near the piano haha.

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST: 1. Drink: Water  2. Phone call: Mom 3. Text message: Something about a promo I think. 4. Song you listened to: Nandemonaiya by RADWIMPS because I’m trying to play it on the piano haha (i’ve been listening to it all day help me and if it’s not that, it’s zen zen zense because I’m ALSO trying to arrange that ... help) 5. Time you cried: Earlier cuz I was remembering a bad/traumatizing event and the negative feelings came back. Is that a flashback? Ahaha.

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: Nah 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Nope 8. Been cheated on: Nah 9. Lost someone special: I don’t think so? 10. Been depressed: I don’t think I’ve been clinically depressed, but I do know the feeling of crying everyday and feeling really bad in so many ways. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: MIDNIGHT BLUE. (I love midnight blue sooo much), WHITE, um ... navy blue? (i really like blue)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: YEAH THEY’RE AWESOME 16. Fallen out of love: Um ... sort of? I don’t know if I was in love yet, but it was close. 17. Laughed until you cried: Yeah, although I don’t remember the exact reason why. 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Oh my Gooodd. Yes. And it was horrible, a game-changer, and a huge turn off. It was also very hurtful. 19. Met someone who changed you: Uhh yeah I guess, but just minor changes haha. 20. Found out who your friends are: Yeah haha. More of who isn’t tho, I guess. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Nope

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: like maybe 97%. The few times I’ve added people I don’t personally know are because they’re colleagues or future colleagues. 23. Do you have any pets: Yup!

24. Do you want to change your name: Not really. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Buffet with friends and family HEHE. 26. What time did you wake up: uhh 8? I think 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Maybe hanging out with friends cuz I haven’t in a while aww 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: A minute ago lol 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I didn’t have regrets and what-ifs haha because they all totally haunt me forever. And I wish I didn’t have to be on bad terms with someone. 31. What are you listening right now: Nothing right now, but Nandemonaiya is still ringing in my ears. Probably good, anyway, as the more you know a song, the easier it is to cover. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my bro for many reasons. He has many ways of irritating me 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr and Facebook

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: :) 36. Mark/s: :) 37. Childhood dream: To be an artist awww (childhood me, what were you thinking) 38. Haircolor: :) 39. Long or short hair: Long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Nah, unless you count video game/anime/cartoon characters 41. What do you like about yourself: erm ... I think I’m actually thin for my lack of exercise and food consumption. (yay metabolism?) 42. Piercings: Ears 43. Bloodtype: :) 44. Nickname: Um none haha 45. Relationship status: Single 46. Zodiac: :) 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: I would still say it’s Avatar: The Last Airbender (even after all this time? always) 49. Tattoos: none 50. Right or left hand: right 51. Surgery: None 52. Hair dyed in different color: Nope 53. Sport:  Um ... table tennis? (I used to play Ultimate in my free time too lol) 54. (question wasn’t here) 55. Vacation: Tokyooo HAHA I just like travelling in general 56. Pair of trainers: yup (just got new ones!)

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: I uh ... yes I eat? I like eating haha 58. Drinking: I should probably drink more water 59. I’m about to: return to working on piano covers aahh 62. Want: I wanna be the best and happiest I can be 63. Get married: Maybe in the future? 64. Career: well my dream carrer is something more science or medicine/health (@hailkuvira no it is NOT because of Japan HAHAHA)

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: Guys? Taller 68. Older or younger: older 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant. BUT NOT TOO MUCH cuz I’m hesitant and we’d be boring if we were both too hesitant lol. Maybe troublemaker in a good way? what. ahaha

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: Nope 75. Drank hard liquor: Nah 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Nope 77. Turned someone down: Yes 78. Sex on the first date: No 79. Broken someone’s heart: Yeah ... 80. Had your heart broken: I think? 81. Been arrested: No 82. Cried when someone died: Yes 83. Fallen for a friend: Yeah hahaha

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: Er ... 85. Miracles: Yeah 86. Love at first sight: Nope 87. Santa Claus: No 88. Kiss on the first date: Nope

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: TIIIMMM 91. Eyecolor: :) 92. Favorite movie: Mulan, hands-down. (But if you ask me what I’d probs have on repeat, that would be Kimi no Na Wa, Moana, and Frozen) The girl likes good songs, can you blame her?

Tagging… @kristallioness @thecaroliner @pidgepitchu and anyone else who wants to do it!

[brothalynchhung]

2018 overview

goddddd im so late lol i didnt forget about this blog I'm just active on my other account also I'm never uhhhh home and I'm so busy now god i feel like I'm losing myself and my youth hood from not updating here fml life got me fucked up

ANYWAYS 2018 was fucking crazy what the hell how did so much shit happen in one year

in the 2017 overview i talked about regretting and trying to make up time and ohhhh bitch.... looool

anyways lets start:

2018 immediately started with some bullshit

literally started 2018 turning up LMFAOOO

so it was a good start 

spent new years w old friends some shit ill never do again

hotel room bullshit, eating out, running around outside, late drives listening to early 2000s music

OMG the hotel jesus i remember now i started 2018 on that trash ass app

talking to weirdos

being liked by over 2000 people?

wow what fucking redemption from middle school and high school 

but like... i learned all men are fucking losers LMFAOO

had two weird ass “dates” aka not really since i dipped those things quick aFFF lmao

fuck my old dumb friends for encouraging me to do that shit lol

was funny tho so who cares

this time (january) last year i was

broke

depressed about gl, no job, hating school

i was sooo depressed like 2018 until june i was literally just depressed and borderline suicidal cuz not having a job and being broke as shit was stressing me out so much

i tried so hard to get a job anywhere but for some reason it wasn't working???

i met(?????) that bitch HB LMAFOOOOO

godddd that fucking 5 hours 3 am call

all that weird obsessing and calls we used to have LMFAO he was such a fucking hoe why did i even waste my time

AND I STILL HAVENT MET HIM IRL YET LMFAOFPJEWIOGHERUGHESU EXCEPT FOR THAT ONE TIME I SAW HIM AT CU AND EUIRHGEUISHRH INSANE

but yeah fuck him for calling me too thick but THANK YOU GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH

highly he was one the best things to happen to me in 2018?

he called me thick i got cheesed and 

I LOST 15+ POUNDS IN 2018 

honestly after years of saying ill lost weight ill lose weight I FINALLY FUCKING DID

god 2018 was honestly year of the grind

gym every single day

rip school gym LMFAOOO i lost all my weight there god bless

oh yeah i became vegetarian!! and now I'm vegan LMFAO plot twist?

JESUS REMEMBER WHEN HB SAID MY VOICE TURNED HIM ON I CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYGERYISEGHUIEHEIOS LMFAOOOO FUCK HIM THANKS FOR INSPIRING ME TO LOSE WEIGHT AND BE SEXY SO I CAN STUNT ON ALL U UGLY ASS MEN

anyways he weirdly kept on trying to hit me up even after he called me too thick infront of the boys (to which they still defended me shout out boys) fucking loser... i shut him down lol

ntcntcjkjkntcjkntcjkjk lol

brockhaamptoonn

threw up from that night i got too drunk LMFAO what an experience never again

i turned up too much in 2018 -_____- i don't even like it wtf

was a lot of fun tho like thats what i wanted right? reclaim my time i lost in hs/early uni because those hoes we don't speak of

i really didnt do shit other than obsess over being broke depressed and missing gl in the beginning of 2018 sooo.. lets just... fast forward? god what a weird ass year

and going to the gym everyday

counting calories

i need to start doing that shit again cuz I'm actually terrified i might be 120 again after fucking dubai

my old ass friends who i basically used to make up for my regret and reclaim my youth from high school was basically all of the beginning of 2018 . yes thanks for the memories thanks for helping relive my past that i lost . thanks. ur appreciated it was fun

but fuck y'all cuz y'all never had anything in common with me and y'all r embarrassing and boring . i was the exciting and better one 

also fuck y'all for letting me down . after y'all fucked off i got successful 

when i obsessed over that ugly weird guy in my phi classes and then i saw him up close and he was UGHLYLYYK GHU AND WEIRD AF 

and he was on my tip crazy with his weird low key fetishing internally racist bullshit LMFAOOO

i think the fuck not

he's still in one of my classes now i gotta spend the whole semester avoiding him IFNWFUWifhqfuwighau

god

discovered my love for white rabbit

finally finished that lonely ass semester

went straight into summer school w/zainb

love her ass lol

wait was 2018 the year i ran into that weird at the mall who tried to kiss me withing 10 minutes of meeting me at bubble tea? LMFAOOO WHAT A FREAK GOD 

my fucking life fam istg

watching hxh ugh best time ever

got a job!!! 

GOT ANOTHER JOB!!!

TWO AT ONCE and one of them was so crazy good for my career 

to the point where I'm STILL in contact with them

seriously getting a job changed the year for me so much

got out of my bad depression starting making money

straight grind

work gym 

BOUGHT EVERYTHING I WANTED.

LITERALLY EVERYTHING

ALESIS . STUDIO SET UP . LOEWE BAG. AND MORE EVERYTHING I WANTED AND I LOST WEIGHT

like i accomplished everything????

its like the beginning of the 2018 year was me gearing up and mentally readying myself for when i fiINALLY GOT A JOB and then i accomplished everything i wanted

yo i was working 3 jobs and that catfish hip hop class 

LFMAOOOOO THAT HIP HOP COURSE OMGG LMFAOEJGUIE ICONIC

i killed that shit lmao😂

met that weird ugly kid that was talking all this bullshit about us being the same and him thinking he had a chance w me LMFAOOO okay sure there

all cuz of fucking r and her high school esque bullshit

honestly fuck her LMFAOO i don't wish her anything just fuck off after all the bullshit since middle school you put me thru 

her and her ugly ass bf i had to deal with god I'm so happy she's out of my life

used you to make up from lost time 😂 i don't need u anymore Im at peace with myself BYE 

i don't even feel sentimental when i was run or i need u like i finished the book and i closed that shit and i feel better like i got so much closure this year

sister got married suwhoooo 

weird encounter w dal? tf? girl bye you've been dead to me since 2012 LMFAOO

so much people i really don't give a fuck about

honestly in 2018 i just lost all my fucks and only focused on me 

it gonna stay like that

made so much new friends i cant even name them all 

love all my work friends club GANG

chilling w hec and crew gang gang

oh yeah that taurus bitch i got confused feelings over and wasted my time 

cut his annoying ugly weird ass off lol but whatever lost time reclaimed it was very 2011-13 esque

got rid of everything from my sunken period thank god

got rid of so much shit

the closure/transformation was real

anyways uhhh so yeah so then fall semester started just continued working and gaming 

 lowest i got was 113 but idk wat i am now :( I'm so scared i really don't want to be over 115 but I'm like always bloated so I can never check I'm so sad rn

cut off annoying friends fuck them i have new better ones and i love myself

jjkjkjkjknctncjtkcktn lol 

good music good book watched so much movies

I SAW BROCKHAMPTON JCOLE THE GORRILAZ THE INTERNET DELASOUL AND BLOOD ORANGE LIVE!!! BITCH WAT THE FUCK ALL IN ONE YEAR

toronto trip!! mil trip!!! all on my own fucking amazing

end of 2018 was so good omg 

ran into 2% jfc

drunk called 2% lMFAOOO god just said sorry for nothing lmao i just want gl I'm clinging on to anything

OH YEAH that ugly broke bitch who wasted my time and objectified me yeah fuck him 

if he didnt do that disrespectful ass shit i wouldn't have called 2% ugh god

never using that trash app ever again 

ended 2018 in dubai 

YSL LOEWE ALL ON ME???? YES BITCH 

didnt feel like a failure in dubai stunt on everyone

ended this year amazing

really looking forward to 2019

looking forward to losing weight -____________- still

looking forward to money

accomplishing goals

getting closer to gl

FINISHING FUCKING SCHOOL FINALLY 

just happiness.. 

I'm happy. 2019 I'm ready lets fucking go. gl lets go . I'm on my way

went from broke hopeless no job depressed to thriving beautiful UP TO 4 JOBS everyone can fuck off