#lyle 🐾🪩

[lylethegenrecocktail]

Found an awesome troll meiker, and obviously had to play around with it! Trolls and memory infodumping under the cut lol

On the left is me, Lyle, and the right is me as I am now! I've never been able to make a trollsona without inevitably drawing Lyle, so I was happy to be able to play around with stuff!

After making myself, I decided to see if I could make my son! The meiker doesn't have his exact hair shape, but everything else is pretty on the nose! ;-; beating away the missing-my-son-hours with a stick. It was pretty hard for me to both remember how he looked and make half-decent art, so this really helped me just.. figure out what he looked like. All the trolls in this meiker have their ears down turned, but he never went grey as far as I can remember.

At some point, I had the idea to make Branch and Poppy's kids as I remembered them! But while I did remember each kid individually, I forgot there was four of them lmfao. Now, either the two in the first row are twins or the ones in the second row, but I can't quite remember? But I know they had twins. The top row is the elder siblings and the bottom row is the youngest ones, but I can only remember that the little guy on the bottom right is the youngest out of all of them. Hoping I get more memories of these guys because they're so cute ;-;

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Getting memories about having my egg is always fun!

...until I get the headaches again 💀 eggs are great, but for the first little while they're literally growing out of your head, so the migraines were crazy. Your hair puffs and stiffens up to protect the egg, and your ears get really sore?? I'm not sure why, but I remember my ears were really droopy and ached all the time during that first period.

The farther along you get, and the more formed the egg becomes, the symptoms ease up so it's easy to tell when the egg is going to detach from your dome lol. But yeah, as much as I remember absolutely adoring my egg and I cherish the memories of switching who's hair it was going to be kept in, etc, that period when it was first developing? Absolute hell lmfao. I lived in my blankets, for the most part.

Though! It is nice to remember this sort of thing and make art of it! I know there's really not any active trollskin on Tumblr, but I have a kinblog that I've posted some of my art on, and I hope some troll will stumble across it and know they're not alone <3 I miss being able to talk to other kin on discord, but thats okay. One step at a time c:

Anyways, I'm going to turn off all the light and wait for this headache to pass lmfao

- Lyle #🪩🐾

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[lylethegenrecocktail]

Had a memory about what was called "Egg Hair" and just some of the smaller things about having an egg! I practically lived in that blanket for the first part lmfao. Once the egg had already been almost fully formed, I started getting my energy back, and would tie my hair to keep it tame!

[lylethegenrecocktail]

There's like two designs of the bro's parents that just... Like the mom in one Feels Right, y'know? But Both ideas for the dad ALSO Feels Right. So idk if maybe they're both similar to the real thing, or maybe I'm mixing up the bro's parents for my own (in which case I have no idea if I'll ever figure out who's is who) and it's skckdkf. Y'all I have an Itch to figure this out I'm going to lose it

[lylethegenrecocktail]

It's been an... interesting day, as far as memories are concerned

[lylethegenrecocktail]

Messy doodle of yours truly! Wanted to experiment and see if maybe tails were something that felt right, and it does I think? Though I don't think all trolls had them. Pretty cool though! I forget I can make art of myself sometimes lol

[lylethegenrecocktail]

Trying to remember what my voice sounded like and it's a lot more difficult than I thought lmfao

[lylethegenrecocktail]

Hi! I'm Lyle and I'm a Folk-Pop Troll, but I've also incorporated other genres as I got older. It's silly but, I decided to make this kin blog so I can better accept this life, and hopefully maybe provide a space for other Trolls (and other kins from the franchise) to be themselves and not have to worry! During my life, I was able to travel all over the place and see so many different Trolls (before we got smacked with The Plot™️), and I'm happy to have those experiences. Stereo Hearts by Gym Class Heros ft Adam Levine is a very important song to me both in this life and my life as a Troll; it's a very good song and you should definitely check it out.

But yeah! It's very nice to meet you, and I hope we can make our own little Virtual Troll Village! I'd love to make a kincord one day, if anyone is interested in that, but for now, I'm part of the kincord that's just getting started, and we'd love to see more DreamWorks Trolls kin join!

[fictionkinfessions]

Hi MPC! On this post (https://www.tumblr.com/fictionkinfessions/750130700216303616/as-someone-who-has-been-a-fan-of-stray-kids-since?source=share) would it be okay if you removed the 'straykidskin' tag? Stray kids are like. A real group of band members lol, don't want anyone to get the wrong idea. Anyways, thank you! Hope your day/night has been going well!

- Lyle #🪩🐾

Oh shit sorry, I thought they were vocaloids or something! XD yeah it's removed!

Mod party cat!

[fictionkinfessions]

As someone who has been a fan of Stray Kids since before their official debut..... Finding out that had I been canon my VA (or at least the one for my singing voice) would've been Hwang Hyunjin is... Well, it's certainly interesting lmfao. Not entirely sure how to feel about it, if I'm being entirely honest sjfjskf

- Lyle #🪩🐾

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For Ironicanons! I was talking to my sister about the Trolls Franchise (because SOMEHOW my younger sister is the only one who can listen to me talk about my interests without judging me. She's the MVP istg), and she said "I think if you were a troll, you'd have blue hair" which is true??? So I was like oh haha what makes you think that and she just shrugged and went "That's the color you wanted that first time you dyed your hair." And just... Now I'm wondering if I've known for that long? Like wow, way to put this kin in an entirely new perspective lmfao

- Lyle #🪩🐾

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[fictionkinfessions]

I remember what happened to Floyd's old band. I remember why he went Grey for a little while. I was there, I was right there and we watched it happen. Some Bergens didn't live near the old Troll Tree you see in the movies, some lived in other areas; it was just a more populated area because pop trolls had the Happiness Effect, which was the most desired.

Some Bergens didn't care which Troll they got. Feeling anything was better than whatever they were stuck with, I guess...

We were traveling. I can't remember why. Maybe going to a gig or just hanging out, I don't know but. One found us. We were the only ones who survived the encounter. I... I'm gonna go lay down. Probably one of my more vivid memories and I'm not exactly... thankful. For that memory.

- Lyle #🐾🪩

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Thinking about like. My Go To Outfit and how I want to replicate that. It wouldn't be expensive and not complicated in the slightest, very doable!! /pos

However if I do that I may very much will also want to die my hair the way that it used to be. And that, my friends... that is fairly expensive lmao. Obviously I wouldn't style it the same, but it'd be nice to have that bright color again..

-Lyle #🐾🪩

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[fictionkinfessions]

*kicks down door* I HAD A KID??????

help the best and worst part about being an artist is that designing/doodling stuff helps visualize and remember things, especially if I have a fragment of a memory, and now that I've drawn my son's egg I literally cannot stop staring at it I'm actually literally tearing up I HAD A KID-

- Lyle #🐾🪩

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Seeing a version of him and knowing he's not mine.. that I may never find mine.. it's not. It's not important, y'know, I've come to terms with how unlikely it is with other kins, considering how many are noncanon or pretty canon divergent but. I was in love with him. And I can't remember if he ever loved me the same. As his closest friend, he did, I know that much. I want to say we were together but. Is that wishful thinking? Or were we actually? Perhaps we were like B and his partner, never really putting a name to it despite it being obvious.

I wish there were more kins from this source on Tumblr, but all I can find are a few asks sent to this blog.. I feel alone again. Like when him and his brothers all left, and only us three remained. And we did our best to keep each other afloat. But, of course, B started pushing me away when he realized the guys weren't coming back. When I stopped being able to come up for reasons why they hadn't returned.

But I understood, still do. I was a constant reminder of what wasn't around so. I left. Went Somewhere in the middle of nowhere, and I lived there for a while. It was safe, and it was lonely.. and it was quiet. But it helped me forget when I was on my own. I could keep myself busy and not have time to think of anything but the next project. But then one day he was just... There. I don't even know how he managed to get there. But..

I'm sorry you found me in that state.. my friend. That I let myself loose my color and forget what it was like to be happy.. but being around you and learning about who you'd become.. it helped so much. You always helped so much just by being around, and it was nice to live together and do work together. You were a horrible cook lol, but. It only added to your charm.

And then they took you... And that entire situation happened and you died. You actually literally died... You came back but. I will never forget that pain. I will never forget the way I swore I couldn't even feel my own heart beating and the way the tears stung my eyes as they forced themselves out... I hope you don't remember that part. How it felt. I hope you have good memories in this life, and aren't in pain.

And y'know, as horrible as everything was and is... I've always really liked your hair. And the new color was no exception /lh

- Lyle , #🐾🪩

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[fictionkinfessions]

Wasn't in a shift on mother's day so sorry about this being late but.. I miss you. I have no idea if she's even out there -let alone if she'll read this- but my mother, Lily, was an amazing Troll. She raised me all by herself after my father died, and even adopted my brother after learning my aunt died in the same Bergen attack. She was strong, funny, and everyone loved her so much. I was six when she died, Birch was around 15. He left after that, but I stayed, and let the village convince me to start doing music as a serious thing and become an idol. I hope that, if she ever knew my story, she didn't blame herself at all. Yeah a lot of things happened, but I met some amazing trolls who made it all worth it, and I even gained some brothers out of it.

Mom, I'm sorry you had to do it alone. I'm sorry you went through what you did and I'm so sorry that I was never old enough to really help you out at all. I hope in this life you're so happy and everything you could ever want is just a few steps away. If you want a family, I hope you're never on your own. I hope someone is by your side the entire time, loving and helping you.

I don't know nor remember you very well, but I do love you. And I miss you. Happy mother's day..

- Lyle #🐾🪩 (I think I've accidentally switch my tag around at some point and now I can't remember which way is the right way lmfao. Send help)

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