#lungkot

[mgatulangwalangkahulugan]

hindi ko dama ang pagiging mahalaga hindi ko na rin maalala kung kailan ako huling naging masaya

sa mga bagay na aking nararanasan ay parang gusto ko nalang iwasan ang mundo at kalimutan,

sana sa susunod na buhay ay maramdaman ko ang totoong halaga ng buhay

at hindi ang ganito..

[klien2000]

Laufey—promise tayo, inde maybe this time kc wla clng maybe,,,🤣🤣🤣🙏🙏🙏 pgnda k ng pgnda wla k nmang juwe, hehehe,, sabeyds, ✌️

[sadagios]

1)I LOVE REDSCAPE MUMSCAR REDSCAPE MUMSCAR GRRRRR

2)Hablas español?? Es que en un sketch ví que pusiste chismosa así que... Yk there aren't a lot of speaking spanish people in the fandom who make actual Spanish content about it

hahaha hi ! funfact redscape is my #1 hermitcraft ship while scarian is my #1 life series ship....... i have yet to draw redscape but when i do please know i loved it before desert duo

and uH... lo siento no hablo español ... soy filipino ! (i dont know if thats correct, sorry) apologies for the confusion! but in filipino chismosa means the same thing, it's even a meme here haha.

but i relate though, all the filipino life series / hermitcraft fans are on twitter and im too scared to post there so i havent met another filipino fan here... i also haven't been in the fandom much to know if theres spanish fans creating life series/hermitcraft content in spanish so i hope you luck blualientv...

[grvntld]

26 may 2024—got my much wanted (((and needed))) pamper sesh (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ im so happeh like yay!

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 hand spa x foot spa × hot stone massage × microdermabration and perfectio x face therapy

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 miss v, the one who attended to me, told me my hands are like a baby's bc theyre actually already soft prior to the hand spa lol

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 i supah dupah mega ovah missed doing this!

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 gosh tell me why did i stop doing this again???¿?? right, life happened—

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 felt like a princess—nawp, wait, scratch that hMpf i felt like a dyosa fairy queen thank you very much

[kainbubog]

I wanna go somewhere. Gusto ko magbeach bago mag start ang school year.

[royal1asset-if]

I ask a sign from the higher beings to what is the fate of my IF and they replied when I'm cooking breakfast.

Well that's not good LOL

[porknbenzo]

Nakakasawa na. Paulit ulit na lang.

[sunb0rn]

Hello ate thank you for replying:((( gustong gusto kong maging petty, pero it would ruin my peace lang. I hope they’d both rot in hell. Walang forgive forgive talaga,di nila deserve.

*yakaaappp, gamitin mo nalang yang na fefeel na anger or whatever mo para sa sarili mo. improvement, or to do new things etc.

[awkwardsadmad]

i miss my mother smmmmm

[patorucho]

hay naku gusto ko po matulog

[grvntld]

yung notes app ko here sa phone ko puro kalungkutan tots and feels laman kasi tbfh sobrang lungkot ko lately. i know it's important that i go through tough times and not run from them, but damn it, im just so tired of going through it. im so tired. im exhausted. i feel depleted. i just feel so weak and defeated all over.

[akonaman]

Sobrang lungkot ko today, kaya gumayak talaga ko padagat. Isang tricycle lang naman. Di pa rin nawala yung lungkot ko. Pero gusto ko na uli mabuhay. Kalaban ko na naman yung utak ko kase im fucking insecure. I don’t know how will i heal anymore. Binalikan ko yung book ni beth moore about insecurities. Pero im still miserable deep inside. Hindi ko din magets yung sarili ko eh. Pero feeling ko the waves are comforing me - i know it will get better. I am hopeful.

[anyalovesu]

we're not saints at all.

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necessary reminders:

contains 🔞🔞🔞 minors dni

🔞 is not pw authenticated anymore ( cri ) but yea i hope that you guys are old enough to read the content you consume

more warnings on the second part tnx

also i only have like 2 chapters left wkwkwkwkw tnx for hanging around with me for this oneee!!

oh and mdni !! pls pls pls

The waiting game was exhausting. 5:30PM, on the dot, Tobi and Ally were there in the waiting area of the arrival terminal in his black hoodie, all masked up to avoid getting noticed. After the entire fiasco with Kashiana, the last thing he wants is to attract more attention to him and Jas and cause another scene that might reflect on Jas’ social media platforms again. He’s had enough of the allegations they have received the past few days. Thank the good gods out there for giving them friends who work in the legal field that this was sorted out quicker than he was expecting. 

The silence to himself was eating him alive, especially with him sitting next to Ally who made the speedy process possible. If he was honest, it was a mystery to him why they managed to forgive him. What he did to Jas was beyond forgiving if it was done to him, but here they are, helping him with whatever plan he has so he can fix things with Jas. Bella even pulled personal strings just so he would be able to reserve one of the back rooms in Sunday Vine, so he can take Jacynthe to dinner. The way Eli still speaks to him in the same gentle tone even when she gets frustrated with how dense he gets every time he asks her for tips. It didn’t feel real to him that her friends are still helping him.

“Ang aga aga mo naman kasi umalis, Park,” Ally complained, hands reaching up to stretch out her back from being hunched as she has been writing her novel the past 30 minutes.

“6:30 daw eh,” he responds nonchalantly, shrugging before glancing on his phone again to check the time.

“Park, landing time and 6:30! If they get delayed, now what? Anong gagawin natin?”

“They’re flying with Azure Air,” he shakes his head. “They rarely get delayed, Al.”

“Ang tagal tagal naman kasi, dong,” she huffs, shutting her laptop down. “Patatawarin ka naman noon kahit late ka!”

“That's not the point.”

“I never asked this before,” she sighs, sliding her laptop down her purse before turning to look at him. “Mostly dahil ayaw kong makarinig ng maling sagot.”

“Ano ‘yon?” Tobi could feel his heart thumping against his chest as he waited for Althea to drop the ball on him.

“Seryoso ka na ba talaga kay Jas?” she asked. “Kasi kung hindi p’wede ka pa naman umuwi. Kaya ko naman iuwi ang dalawang ‘yon mula Pampanga hanggang QC.”

“I’m serious, Althea,” he says firmly.

“Jas always loves too much,” she stated. “Are you ready for that? Kaya mo bang suklian ‘yon? Inalagaan namin si Jas every time someone broke her heart. Can you promise me na you’re going to try to be the last one?”

“I can promise that, Al,” Tobi promises. “I will be the last one. Ally, I never wanted someone to spend my entire life with before until Jas came around. God, I fixed my relationship with my mom just so I could have a shot for her forgiveness. Mahal na mahal ko si Jas.”

“Good,” she hummed, swiftly running a hand over her cheek to wipe away a stray tear. “Because that woman has never been that in love before you. God, ang lungkot, all of a sudden at the slightest hint of pain she’s writing the saddest shit. I can’t take it anymore. Nadadamay kaming lahat!”

“You do that too,” he snorted.

“I didn’t know you read my books, Park?”

“Jas read your books aloud to me as an aftersex routine before,” he chuckles embarrassingly at the thought of sharing that kind of intimate detail to her best friend. “You are a sad person too, Ally Kim.”

“Bad parents, raise sad children,” she replied softly, looking away.

“Makes sense,” Tobi replied, before leaning back on the back rest of his seat as well. “It’s really funny how Jas managed to get us to mend our broken relationships with our parents.”

“Yeah,” Al sighed. “I guess she did that.”

“How are they now?”

“Are you really trying to get me to open up to you, Tobi?” Ally rolled her eyes at him. 

“Ano pang gagawin natin dito kung hindi magusap? Maliban sa napakagalante ng magulang mo at dito tayo dinala sa VIP na lounge tayo pinapunta, wala rin naman di talaga tayong ibang gagawin kung di magchismisan dito.”

I took some time before Al replied to him, contemplating on whether he should reply.

“They’re okay now,” she replied. “Nagsorry sila for pushing me away noong hindi ako nagtuloy magpractice ng law. They saw how successful I got. Apparently, muntikan na palang maassasinate ang tatay ko after he won a case against a politician noong isang buwan. Sabi nila they have never been more glad that I didn't go that route.”

“Politicians are insane.”

“True. But also they found out I was dating Attorney Santos’ golden boy,” she shrugged. “I still have mixed feelings. But they apologized. I guess that’s a big thing now. My parents are good and I have a hot boyfriend. All is well, I think.”

“Good point.”

“You and your mom?”

“Yeah, she didn’t apologize directly,” he replied casually. “Baka hindi lang rin n’ya alam kung paano. But she’s trying. She wants to be friends with me apparently. Asking me to hang out and be around me and Bianca more. I understand where she’s coming from though. He had to make Leon that perfect little boy in the eyes of the Yangs, and she did that. Big weights off her shoulders.”

“It shouldn’t be our responsibility to understand why our parents weren’t good parents,” she sighed. “But it is what it is, I suppose.”

“I used to feel jealous how Doctora Daphne managed to raise Jas so nicely,” Tobi muttered quietly. “Jas is such a good person. Alam ko naman sa sarili ko na hindi ko kayang maging ganoon kabuti given the circumstances that I grew up on.”

“But you want to be better, no?”

Tobi nodded. 

“I feel that too. That’s exactly how I feel with Kyle. That boy is too nice for the world and I’m this whole mess that didn’t go to law school because it was never what I wanted.”

“Good people make us want to be good people,” Tobi chuckles to himself, fiddling on the buttons of his phone to distract himself. “Love does that to us, I think.”

“Promise me you’ll always be in love with my Jas, okay?” she hummed at him. “I don’t want to ever see you walk away from her like her dad did, or like every single man did in her life. May pagsatanga si Jas kaya tatanggapin ka noon palagi—but for the love of God, don’t take the opportunity every time. Last na dapat ‘to.”

“I will do just that, Ally.”

“That woman is crazy for you, Tobi,” she sighed heavily. “And we’ll do anything to see her happy, even if it means forcing you to be the man she needs.”

“You don’t have to force me to do it,” Tobi replied politely. “I can always try and if I fail, uulit nalang uli until I get it right.”

“Very good.”

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[scramboileditlog]

I liked the idea from the anime I watched about what differentiates romance from friendship. It said that they work the same, the love, care, attention, and worries are all there. The only obvious difference is how badly you want to touch the other person. Wholesome naman yung pagkaka-express ng touch in that perspective, to hold hands, to hug, and kiss.

Ang true in a sense lang din niya para sa mga katulad kong madalas makasama yung mga friends. Masaya kapag magkakasama tapos may lungkot din kapag uuwi na. Tapos nafi-feel ko lang din na may kulang sa buhay ko kapag may mga times na mag-isa lang ako at naiisip kong parang ang sarap ng may kayakap man lang. Kumbaga yung benefits ng romance natatanggap ko from friends aside from the intimacy that I can only get from a lover.

Though hindi naman ako needy when it comes to intimacy pero syempre dahil naranasan ko naman lahat yun before, alam ko rin at the same time yung mga di ko na ulit nagagawa. Pero aware ako na hindi ako alone yun ang mahalaga. Wala lang bembang pero goods lang overall. 😂

[grvntld]

madalas pinagkakamalan akong student or di ako pinapaniwalaan na im married or that my age is actually my age talaga ng mga taong nakakasalamuha ko in person, like nagugulat talaga sila when they find out lol even yung friends ng siblings ko sabi sakin they thought single pa ko and younger than my actual age hehe i remember yung isang resto owner nung namention ko na fave namin ni hubby resto niya kaya nalungkot talaga kami nung nagsara yung edsa shang branch niya tapos nagfocus lang siya doon sa part na married na ko like sabi niya "what? really? but youre so young?¿??" tapos yung face niya parang si shooketh pikachu na meme nung sabi ko na im actually 28 na hahahahahaha ( ੭ ˘ ³˘)੭‎°｡⋆♡‧₊˚

[jillaxkalangg]

lungkot naman