#luckily w1 made me feel better kwdjkws but like........... lifes still bad
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im going home this week and i'm so excited just 4 more days pls.... i'm so tired of school i m so close to falling apart
#i cried twice yesterday#and i just feel terrible overall#luckily w1 made me feel better kwdjkws but like........... lifes still bad#i was crying cause i hav to tell my mom that financial aid wont pay for my tuition so ill hav to get money#and i already kno shes gonna ask me what i want#and im gonna start crying right away because i just want whatever makes their life easier wkjdkw#so idc if it means i drop out and go to commjnity college i just dont want them to regret making me come here#and i dont want them to suffer for me :((((( im crying again :((((#so im just sad for that#and i can act like thats not happening but its always in the back of my head#like i cant enjoy now knowing my future is not determined#that can b said abt anything......... but my dad has had so many problems these past years#like he got rlly hurt#and he couldnt work anymore and then recrntlt he couldnt see anymore and its jusr so much#like he just got eye surgery and he was gonna go back to work since the longest....#and it wont b enough#pls it wont b enough even if i go somewhere else#and i kno i need to stop crying abt this and just realize this life#i just hav to work myself out of this but im so sad i cant stop crying#and i feel terribke i havent ate in like 2 days#cause i dont want to leave my dorm#and idont wannaeave caus eim uhky and i hate my anixety i cant live
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