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ravewing · 11 months ago
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ermm ok guys what the flip. jade winglet designs for you all boom
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domesticated-whores · 24 days ago
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choked so hard swallowing my drink down the wrong way that I almost puked and I'm still kinda nauseous hours later, so lol. also, friend (the mutual work friend of me and my man that actually hangs out with him outside of work) witnessed and started saying something about how some people choke on things like that bad enough that it kinda spooks them from drinking and they get dehydrated out of paranoia (no idea if that's true, sounds fake but whatever, he's one of those people yk?) and my dumb ass, full of autism and pure thoughts only, said "damn, if that were a problem I wouldn't be able to put nothing in my mouth, my gag reflex is shit 😞😞" which has probably made it's way to my man. because I'm stupid and was really woozy from coughing til I almost vomited and totally didn't think of what I was saying.
#doesnt help that a few days ago we were all hanging out smoking#and i dont get high easy with others evidently but they all have MAJOR tolerance and experience and im baby#so i feel pretty mellow and dazed pretty quick when we do anything despite them all feeling almost nothing#(even though my man is very quick to tell me when something isnt even strong so idk what everyone else ive smoked with is smoking)#(because i hardly get the slightest bit chill from it any time i smoke with anyone else usually)#(but i digress)#and so i was higher than i mayhaps should have been from what i had because again hella baby#but i heard friend say *SOMETHING* that 100% had my name and i think had the word “head” in it#in like a whisper to my man who was sitting on the couch between us#and i was like “okay im feeling kinda dazed and shit and i have hearing issues and hes very much talking so i cant hear--”#“--so i shouldnt make assumptions on what he said because im probably REALLY mishearing what i did hear lol”#but then my man kinda glanced at me and made a noise (an almost laugh??) and said “nah not yet” quiet but not as much as a whisper as friend#so i do lowk wonder if i heard right lol#and if i did thats a whole other story#because pooki cmon#babygirl get real#i sleep over there not infrequently and we cuddle hella intertwined and kiss and all#ive told him that im stupid as fuck and have anxiety so i need things EXTRA communicated with me#ive hinted at kink#ive told him that i trust him fully not to force me to do anything that i dont wanna do and that as long as hell take no for an answer--#--id have no issue with him telling me what to do more often because i again trust him and would say no if i really didnt want to#(in nonsexual situations like him asking if i wanted to go run an errend with him or wait for him at his place and such)#that i was hoping hed be more confident in making a move by now#but im acespec and in zero rush because sex is take it or leave it to me#id do it for him and i really do want to but its so not a need or even much of a craving#but i might bring it up eventually if he doesnt because he is so sweet and cute and i think he just doesnt wanna assume#because he had to be told that its okay to kiss me and that he can and should talk to me at work like a normal person#so i deadass think he just doesnt want to force me into anything but is also bad at communicating so he doesnt really ask either#its just funny that i think they were talking about me giving head a few days ago and i choked and said something stupid today tho#whores lovesick musings
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mystarsohee · 8 months ago
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theres nothing like doing nothing with you
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genre: fluff, a little bit of angst, comfort
inspired by bruno majors "nothing" mostly the first verse/chorus tbh (also my first post lowk scared !!!!)
!!! non-sexual use of daddy
cg!sohee gn!reader
silently coloring on the living room floor, which is one of your favorite things to do while trying to make time go faster so sohee would come home from whatever hes doing. usually you would wait to move into a younger headspace until sohee came home, but you felt upset. upset over who knows what, you just felt bad that day.
you didnt hear the door open. or sohee walking into the living room, until you heard his voice, "hi baby! im home now okay?" with a smile on his face which always made you feel at ease, and a kiss to your cheek. you only hummed at him. he decided to sit next to you, "your coloring looks amazing baby, you're gonna have to give that to me so i can hang it up!" again, only humming at him to express your agreement.
"do you want to play? or have you eaten? i havent seen you all day!" sohee questioned. you responded, "i dunno" not accepting it as an answer, he got up and headed towards your room. where was he going? all you wanted today was to be near him, but now hes gone again? you slowly start to sniffle, just because you felt bad all day without your daddy, but he disappeared! "baby? what happened?" oh. you looked up slightly, your favorite stuffed animal stared right back at you. "im sorry love, i could tell you were a bit upset and i went to grab a stuffed animal for you before i tried to talk to you." he said along with a kiss to your head. "cm'ere, lets sit on the couch together." without a word, followed his request, you cuddled up next to sohee, comfortably with his arm around you. not wanting him to think you're mad at him, you held your stuffed animal and tried to explain, "i feel really bad."
"bad? did something happen?" he placed the back of his hand to your forehead to check for an alarming temperature. you looked up at him with a pout, "no.. just feel bad." hating to see you like this, he quickly tried to come up with a solution. he brushed his hand through your hair, "well.. seunghan left his nintendo switch here, are you up for a game of mario kart?"
mario kart? sohee knows that you dont play around when it comes to mario kart. in this headspace or not, you wont go easy on anyone. "i'll beat you!" you sat up as adrenaline quickly rushed through you at the thought of playing mario kart. "we'll have to see about that baby, i've been practicing!" he responds, again, with that pretty smile of his.
after one round and your victory, sohee quickly asks for a rematch. "no fair! i was distracted by your cute face." he says, pretending to be defeated, though he knew he would lose because he cant resist your face while you concentrate on maintaining your spot in first place. you can't help but laugh at him, "daddy how did you lose, this one was so easy.." you ramble a bit and criticize his technique, and try to give him advice. though he makes an effort to listen, he focuses on the way your eyes sparkled while talking about something you love. he wonders if you look that way when you talk about him to someone else. snapping out of it, he hears you say "i don't feel like playing this anymore, it's too easy.."
"well, what does my baby want to do? how are you feeling after totally crushing me in mario kart?" he doesn't want to suggest anything, because you usually like to be the one who picks the activities you feel like doing that day. you think for a few seconds, while sohee cleans up the controllers, "i want to do nothing." you do this often, you request to do something that sohee doesn't really know how to give to you. he still does everything in his power to meet your needs. if you ever asked him to bring the stars down from the sky for you, he would do whatever it takes to get them to you. "alright then. nothing it is." so he just sits there. doing nothing. just like you asked. you did the same, sit against him in silence. and you felt perfect! exactly what you wanted. to be with your daddy, and do nothing! just be there with him is all you want.
the both of you sit there, for atleast an hour or two. you just fidget around with his hands, and admire his pretty moles. he just stares at you in disbelief, watching you somehow entertain yourself with just himself! no movie, no phones, just the occasional "i love you" or kiss coming from you or him. theres a million other things sohee could be doing right now, but he doesn't care about that. as long as you're happy and content with the current situation, he would be too.
"have i told you lately, i'm grateful you're mine?"
author note: my first post on tumblr ever !!!! i hope whoever reads this enjoys, and feel free to request something for me to write! im pretty much open to writing anything riize/nct whether its agere or not 💞 feedback would definitely be appreciated!
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chososcamgirl · 2 months ago
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HIII SIGMA ALPHA IYAAA HRUU?? 💗 I HOPE UR DAY WAS VERY SKIBIDI + DONT STAY UP TOO LATE CUS IK U READ THESE AT LIKE 1AM 😭‼️
I HAD MY FIRST TEST OF THE WEEK… ARRFHNRITBBTRBIUGTBIGUTR I FAILED SO BAD OMG… I HAD TO GUESS FOR HALF OF THEM.. IM DEEEEEPPP FRIED CUS THIS TEST AFFECTTS MY GRADE HEAVYY 🧎‍♀️UGIRGRIHUNGNRUG I DID NOTTTTT LOCK IN GANG…. 😪🤞
AJNTROGWWNTRJGNGT IM SO TIRED AND ITS ONLY 10AM HERE… I WISH IT WAS THE WEEKEND ALR CUS SCHOOL IS SO DRAINING I FEEL LIKE IVE BEEN HERE FOR HOURRSSSS ALRRR 👿🐺
I LOWK MESSED UP MY SLEEP SCHEDULE AND NOW IM LOSING TRACK OF TIME.. IM GONAN TRY TO SLEEP RLLY EWARLY TODAY TO TRY AND FIX IT CAUSE I KEEP FORGETTING WHAT DAY IT IS AND WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO DO
NFJNTERNRTENJTRTR IM GETTING MORE COMFORTABLE IN MY NEW SCHOOL (lore drop?? IDK IM PRETTY SURE IVE MENTIONED HOW I BARLEY TALK TO PPL/IM NEW) BUT IVE STARTED LIKE WAVING TO PPL AND STARTING CONVERSATIONS.. THIS IS A GOOD SIGN.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE A NEW FRIEND SOON CUS IM LOWK LONLEY AF IN SCHOOL (even though it adds to my mysteriousness and nonchalantness… im too much of a lone wolf for this beta school… heh… lowk need to find a PACK in school… 😈🐺🥶
TELL ME HOW UR DAY WENT ALPHAA SIGMAAAA 💪 HOPE IT WAS SIGMA!!! IF U WENT TO WORK TODAY TELL ME HOW IT WENTT + WRITING CH.9 WHILE LISTENING TO CAUSAL… 👀 IM SO PUMPED FOR SJAP WEEKENDD (but make sure to take ur time and take breaks sigma… its okay to edge us.. I love being edged 😈 SRSLY THO DONT FEEL PRESSURED TO RUSH CUS IK MAKING SMAUs + WRITING CAN B STRESSSFUL)
OKOKOK QOTD ANSWERRR ID SAY PIE… CUS CAKE IS RLLY SWEET AND I PREFER SAVORY…. IVE ONLY HAD PIE LIKE 4 TIMES IN MY LIFE BUT I DONT FEEL LIKE ITS AS SWEET AS CAKE 🤤
+ WE STILL NEED A PACK NAME 😭‼️ LEAVE SIGMA SUGGESTIONS CUS IM IN A CREATIVITY CRISIS AND HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO NAME THE PACK 👿
QOTDD ‼️💪😈 THIS ONES FUN…. WHATS UR MOST JAW DROPPING, TOE CURLING, STOMACH TURNING, MIGRAINE CAUSING HEAR ME OUT CHARACTER ‼️ THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT I MUST KNOW SIGMA 🤤
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HI ALPHA!! 🐺🐺
srry i’ve been lacking in the ask department pls don’t be mad💔 seeing this ask made my day tho 😭 i’ve been crazy tired and busy but i am answering this at midnight LOL
AW DONT WORRY ALPHA YOULL DO BETTER NEXT TIME <33 a grade doesn’t define you🙂‍↕️ THE WEEKEND IS ALMOST HERE!! my body has been aching so bad so i feel you 👎 omg i hope ur sleeping pattern gets better! having an irregular sleeping schedule is crazy work and is so draining tbh😭
YAY FOR NEW SCHOOL! i’m so proud of u that’s a big milestone! trust ur aura is intimidating all the betas… but soon real alphas will come and join ur pack😈😈😈 ILL POST A SNEAK OF SJAP CHAP 9 TMR AFTER WORK!! IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS CHAP TO DROP YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!! OOO OKAY PIE I LIKE IT (opposites attract😏) yes we do need a pack name SO BAD PLA GUYS ANYONE HELP US🙏🙏‼️
AOTD‼️ …..mahito 💥💥💥💥🔫🔫🔫🔫 DIES
PLS TELL ME ABOUT THE PAST TWO DAYS ALPHA IVE BEEN MOSSING HR ASKS <33
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yatsugareboyf · 3 years ago
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awh those hc for atsushi & tanizaki hurt me in all the rights ways but they were also rlly soft and those are the writings i love the most, i kept on rereading it hehe
and i never realized how much i loved tanizaki until i came across those hcs so i thank you for awakening that for me <33
this request might seem to similar to the one the anon asked for so you don’t have to write this if you don’t want to, but can i ask for atsushi and tanizaki (separately) accidentally standing up their s/o on a date?? smth like they’re there for hours and the boys just don’t show up and their s/o just goes home? or they arrive just as their abt to leave?
and pls pls take care of yourself author-san we love u💗💗
sorry this might come late aaaaaaa anw thank u sm for this req (i never thought tht the tanizaki + atsu post would do well) i hope u enjoy, take care too ^^
hcs for atsushi and tanizaki accidentally standing up their s/o.
nakajima atsushi
like i said in the other post mentioned in the ask, he isnt the type of guy to forget dates or stand you up
he'd feel guilty and sad if he did yknow, esp if its on purpose. he wouldnt do tht to you
so let's say tht he had an urgent matter to attend to that popped up unexpectedly
he couldn't tell you over the phone because his phone is dead, and he couldn't borrow anyone else's because he'd only be rushed out of the agency to do this task
"im so sorry, y/n. ill try and make it on time." he says to no one in particular as he speeds up his pace to finish this mission as quick as he can
you, on the other hand, are all set to go to this new cafe down the block
it's been a while since he's taken you on a date, and it just so happens to be at a friday afternoon after your work/school and his work hours
usually he's the first one to arrive, but you show up first, and you didnt think much of it, he could be caught up with dazai again
aaaaand its been 30 mins and he hasnt shown up so you order something and decide to wait for him more, you know his work and how it can be.... weird... at times
you've finished your food by the time the sky turns dark and the cafe slowly loses its customers as its almost abt to close
its not tht late, probably around 7 pm, you lost track of time anyway
you were sad, but also confused because atsushi, the atsushi nakajima, had stood you up. out of all people?
since you dont wanna be kicked out by the employees, you left by yourself, leaving a tip for ur waitress who so kindly gave you an extra drink ("hey, i saw you kinda sad, so its on the house.")
on your way back home, you saw atsushi running towards you with a tired expression
"atsu? are you okay?" you worry abt his appearance, his shirt sleeves ripped up to his biceps and pants also ripped
"you're worrying abt me when im 3 hours late to our date? :("
"of course i am, who cares abt the date?? are you okay, are you injured?" even if you were bummed out abt the date, his well being came first to you, which made atsushi lowk tear up
he pulls you into a hug and keeps apologizing for being late, saying he'll make it up to you and whatnot but ur here fussing because he won't let you tend to him
y'all ended up watching a movie at home after he reluctantly let you patch him up and feed him
hes so happy tht you weren't mad at him like fr he was like "what if she hates me? what if she thinks im cheating?" on the way to the coffee shop 😔 my poor baby
tanizaki junichirou
i keep using naomi as his excuse but i really cant think of any other thing that can keep him away
naomi probably needed help for a project in school, so he left a bit earlier to go to help her in the library. 
when u woke up, juni wasnt there anymore, so you thought he was preparing for your cute little picnic date
u imagined him setting up a cute little blanket with fairy lights and candles like omg so romantic
so u were sooo excited !! u sent him a quick text saying that ure getting ready and u got up to heat up the food u both prepared the night before
with the basket in hand u walked to the park where u planned to set up
aaaand he wasnt there, like nothing
there were no fairy lights, no blanket, no candles, nothing
poor u, u thought he would already be setting up the date :((
so u called atsushi to see if he went to the agency 
“tanizaki-kun? he hasn’t been here since yesterday, i dont think he has a shift today, y/n-san. why do you ask?”
“oh... thank you, atsushi. i was just looking for him..”
“have you tried calling him?” 
“yeah but i think he has his phone turned off...”
ok anw
you waited like around 4 hours for him to show up :((
like u tried not to eat the food but damn u havent eaten so u ate like a few sandwiches and one of the yogurts you packed
until the sun went down and he still hasnt arrived
but he called you! 
“y/n, where are you? i just got home from the library...” 
“library? what were you doing in the library?”
“i was helping naomi with her project, i thought i told you?”
“well you forgot, and you also forgot we had a date today, im guessing?”
“... a date? what do- oh.. the picnic date we planned??? omg y/n i-im so sorry-”
“it’s fine, junichirou,” you sigh “ill just go home-”
“nononono! im coming there, wait for me, okay?”
“juni, it’s fine, really, ill just go home”
“nope, stay there, baby, im coming”
and he arrived with candles and fairy lights and take out from your favorite place :(((
so yeah he really just becomes clingy and apologizes a lot and makes it up to u :((
“y/n :((((( im sorry :((((((”
“i told u, its fine” 
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