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Them Having A Ghostly Gondolier! S/O

Type of Writing: Random Idea Name: Them Having A Ghostly Gondolier! S/O Characters: Enmu, Kaigaku, Gyutaro, and Nakime Idea-Giver: Random Ideas

A/N: The character of the Ghostly Gondolier is from the show Scooby-Doo, Where Are You! from 1969. The character is featured in Season 3, Episode 13! Also, the reader is uppermoon 5, though Gyokko is still in the story, just as the fellow moon alongside the reader. Also, they hate one another, anyways, the warnings are below.

⚠️ Trigger Warnings: Minor Swearing and Death ⚠️ Spoilers for: Manga Ending ⚠️

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As the descendant of royalty, you had a hidden lot of treasure hidden somewhere inside of your homeland of Italy. But when you discovered your ancestor had another descendant, you grew irritated. This was your family’s reward for hardship, not his!

You had always heard about a legend of a traitor being sentenced to the dungeons, and when you found a reference drawing of what they looked like, you dressed in your indigo tunic and gray cloak before adding gloves, a belt, and boots to finalize your look.

During your time acting as the spirit of a deceased traitor, you had been found out and escaped from the authorities, sending you and your gondola across a few rivers before going on foot through more pieces of land before landing in Japan.

Growing the need for more, you began another life of crime, stealing valuable jewels from the Entertainment District’s many rich prostitutes and their customers.

You had yet again been caught and almost died if it weren’t for the intervention of a man with black hair and red eyes, who had killed the many officers around you in the blink of an eye.

" You seem to be of use with your cunning traits. I will offer you this once, mortal. Become a demon and you will gain the power you so desperately want. Nobody or thing can take you down. "

It has been many years, perhaps a few four hundred years? Maybe four thirty-one? No matter, you rose in the ranks like nothing. Obtaining many treasures and valuables from your victims, demon slayers, average humans, and alike.

You expected every single attack and would teleport away faster than any other demon, but what you couldn’t disappear from was your feelings, much like your dearest demonic-lover…

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Demon! Reader ; Uppermoon 5

💤 Enmu loved to watch you fight. You just taunting and scaring humans left and right as you would train your abilities with your fellow uppermoon 5, Gyokko, whom you despised more than that hashira that nearly killed you mere years prior

💤 You were known for your sneaky and very greedy personality, and the fact that your face was always hidden behind a cloak as your mouth and eyes glowed a horrifying yellow

💤 Despite how many feared you, Enmu adored you. He would find you after Lowermoon/Uppermoon meetings and hug you, requesting a small amount of time together, which you agreed to. You could count your gains that week that way

💤 He is very masochistic, while you are fairly sadistic. So, whenever you guys were to fight against one another to help with your boyfriend’s attack speed and power, you would harm him harshfully, much to his enjoyment

💤 Enmu loves to watch as you taunt humans, especially when it means he gets to see a genuine smile against your face when finding a hunk of pricy metals or whatnot that you didn’t have before

💤 You constantly fight with Gyokko, who yells at you for trying to steal his pots. And while normally many would be scared of his nasty ass face, you just laugh maniacally and lift one of his smaller and more delicate pots, threatening to throw it away as Enmu watches and laughs with you

💤 Your boyfriend also adores to go with you on your gondola, you lightly motioning it to slowly flow through the waters of a nearby river. This was the only place you guys could relax

💤 After you were sent the final words from your boyfriend before he died at the hands of the hanafuda-earring wearing slayer, you grew angry, just as angry as your master

💤 That bastard was going to pay for harming your lover… and he was going to pay with his life…

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Demon! Reader ; Uppermoon 5

🍑 As one of the fastest rising uppermoons, Kaigaku met you fairly early in his short life as a demon

🍑 You were fairly ticked that Gyokko had died, the guy was so weak that he had fallen to the hands of a single hashira. And not only was it one hashira, it was a child! A mere excuse of a death, if you said so yourself

🍑 You were very powerful, and Kaigaku recognized that, and because you were fairly close with Kokushibo, as he would give you some things he knew you’d like off his multitude of victims, you met him early on and helped train him

🍑 Kaigaku noticed he still had a shard of humanity in him when you had held his blade out to him, with a small gold chain attached with the words ‘I believe in you, champ’ written in a little plate

🍑 You had made and gifted him something with so much value? Why was his face so warm at that action?

🍑 When you guys eventually became a duo of fighters, it made Muzan sigh, since he was being reminded of the previous uppermoons, Daki and Gyutaro, who died in his eyes by the shred of humanity they had left for one another

🍑 Kaigaku merely scoffed at Muzan’s remark and declared you would be the ultimate duo, one more powerful than the last moons

🍑 You fought against a group of demon slayers when a crow flew by, announcing the demise of your lover, and hearing that his supposed fellow trainee of Jigoro Kuwajima just enraged you even more

🍑 But, instead of fighting, you stood frozen as the young Kamado boy jumped and readied his sword to decapitate you. And once your eyes looked into his filled with tears, he readjusted and fixed his breathing style

" Boy… no- Tanjiro. Thank you for this… kick Muzan’s ass, yeah? "

🍑 Watching with widened eyes, Tanjiro smiled and bowed to your disintegrating body before walking away and wondering just why you gave up so easily at the mention of Kaigaku’s death

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Demon! Reader ; Uppermoon 5

🩸 You have been uppermoon 5 for hundreds of years, and when Gyutaro and Daki first joined, you recognized the female as the Oiran Warabihime of the Kyogoku Estate in the Entertainment District

🩸 How did you recognize her, you might be asking. Well, you may or may not have snuck in and stolen a few very expensive vases before…

🩸 Anyways. Gyutaro noticed how Daki groaned at your appearance, you were just a plain-looking person, at least in demon standards to her

🩸 Your face was completely a shadow, while you had a glowing yellow mouth and eyes, which honestly gave the female demon the heebie jeebies while her brother became infatuated with your unique appearance. You were kinda like him in that way, a unique look and personality

🩸 Gyutaro began to seek you out whenever he got some time away from Daki, and while you wouldn’t admit it straight-up, you enjoyed spending some of your time with the sixth uppermoon

🩸 Daki grew onto you because of you delicately you treated her, even if she did annoy you with her constant whining. You just would hand her a piece of your horde and move on as she gloated to others about how you liked her more than the others

🩸 Only you and Gyutaro knew that you adored him the most, since he and you were the only couple between any moons throughout history

🩸 Whenever you had a successful hunt, you would travel to the Entertainment District and hang around with him and sister, though since Daki normally had work to hold, you would just sit down on the rooftops or go hunting alongside your dearest demon

🩸 Gyutaro is very self-conscious with you, he believes that you only are with him because you pitied him, I mean, why would someone as powerful and amazing as you want to be with someone like him? He couldn’t even protect his sister when he was a human…

🩸 Due to a small breakdown, you stayed in the District overnight, which was when Uzui and the squad came there and began the fight against the siblings and you

🩸 You watched as Gyutaro and Daki were killed, and in a frenzy, you wailed in agony as your boyfriend screamed for you to leave and began having a fight with his sister over their fates which would leave you alone and in so much emotional pain

" Stop right there, demon! " " You’ll pay for this, you damned slayer. You’ll pay for killing him! "

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Demon! Reader ; Uppermoon 5

🎶 Nakime met you fairly early on in her life as a demon, since she took control of the Infinity Castle while you held your position as a powerful and long-lasting uppermoon, specifically uppermoon 5

🎶 You would spend your nights out gathering victims, demon slayers and civilians alike, and would steal everything valuable they had on them. From pieces of their clothing to even a part of their blades, you gathered it all

🎶 Bringing it back home was even better than the actual hunt for you, as you would sit down and count everything you gathered, though you particularly liked the medallions some rich people had on them, and you would listen to your lovely lover play her biwa in the background

🎶 She likes to look up from her instrument for a couple seconds to see you throwing some of your 'garbage' off to your fellow moon Gyokko, saying things like;

" This shit'll fit right in with your nasty ass pots, Gyok'. " " Holy! Y/N, what the hell! You almost hit my damn head! " " Good, it'd be a massive improvement. "

🎶 Whenever she would notice that Gyokko or another demon was targeting you or your gatherings, she'd strike her biwa and send the demon far away, and anyone could hear their screams of irritation from miles away

🎶 You would just look up and her and give her a thumbs up while yelling your thanks and adding a 'babe' or 'tesoro' at the end, making her gently smile and nod her head

🎶 When she had joined the Twelve Kizuki in replacement of Hantengu after his demise and you took over the position of uppermoon 5 for yourself, you always felt the urge to protect her now more than ever

🎶 This showed during the final battle of the slayers vs Muzan

🎶 Nakime and you were the final members of your organization remaining, and you were getting super fed up with these kids and traitorous demons

🎶 Your teleportation was hardly effective anymore, it's as if they were able to predict where you were going to come and go from, much to your, Nakime, and Muzan's chagrin

🎶 Muzan eventually grew so fed up that he had decided to eliminate Nakime, so that the castle wouldn't be controlled by Tamayo's little imp, and he just sent you a final message as you watched Nakime die from your leader's actions

" It's nothing personal, Y/N. " " Muzan, you son of a bitch! "

🎶 The young and older slayers watched in shock as you landed on the ground and cursed Muzan out as you slowly crumpled apart, and your final words were ones that put far more motivation into the future saviors of humanity

" Kill that guy! If you don't, I swear I'll haunt you all until the days you guys die! "

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(Human) Kyogai Character Sheet

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made some more doodles of Nanako :D

traced the first image, in case that isn't obvious, off of Anya-

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Thank you to @bunskero for letting me know that they could not send an ask because it seems I did not activate it 💀

The ask-box is now activated on my writing account!! Feel free to send requests!! 💕

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In the beta process I was thinking about having Lower Hashira and Upper Hashira, I might still do that?

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Mugen train summary....

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Pink Drakkon || Sakura Haruno en Demon Slayer (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/337117385-pink-drakkon-sakura-haruno-en-demon-slayer?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=bunnix03&wp_originator=2kf%2Fg8Px%2FuC%2FpTmUhVDuanDFHIwIH008lZXYSvFmPruyGCYmRfqM9H8bKeTgfSJxmNgfi7KclFy91fGtidEQ9eDeAY7iF2xjDbRs%2F9G5gHtkDNdCSCTL46fLQs8rBr%2B8 !!MATURE CONTENT AHEAD!! When you are the strongest, you either become someone that will be a motivation to others, Or, You become someone that will only be a threatening existence. It's only up to you. They say, just because you are the strongest and people look up to you, doesn't mean that everyone will like you. They will bring you down from your throne once you lower your guard. People are filthy when they desperately want to destroy you. Although, you aren't strong for nothing, right~? This is the situation Sakura Haruno is stuck in, not knowing who her friend or foe is, what will her next move be? what will she have to sacrifice in order to achieve a greater goal? Sakura Haruno X Demon Slayer Fanfiction I made this story for entertainment and fun purposes only. Enjoy Reading!

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Muichiro saves you

I got this request a few days ago and I finally have time to do it ! ————————————————————————

You were Muichiro’s tsukugo. You had been set out on a mission 3 days ago to a nearby village. Muichiro knew about your mission and where you were so he was starting to get worried when you hadn’t shown up on the 3rd day.

Little did Muichiro know, you were pinned to the wall of one of the abandoned houses in the village. While you were out looking for demons, a lowermoon had silently snuck up behind you and attacked. You were able to avoid most of his attacks, however one attack brought you off of your feet and he grabbed you. You couldn’t get out and he carried you to his lair in the village. That’s when he used his powers and stuck you onto the wall with a paste.

You have been there for a day now, almost two. No one could hear your screams as they were muffled by the paste. The demon came back every night to check up on you. This night however was different. The demon came up to you and held one of his sharp fingers close to your neck. “If you don’t bring me a hashira in the next day or two, i’m going to kill you.” He grinned. You took a sharp breath.

Little did the demon know, your crow was watching from outside. Your crow flew to the mist estate, telling Muichiro everything the demon said. “Thank you for telling me. I was going to look for them myself anyways.” He patted your crow on the head and asked for it to lead the way to you.

You were getting hungry and thirsty now. It had been 2 days since you ate or drank anything. You thought you were surely going to die from starvation or dehydration before anything. That’s when you saw mist forming outside. There’s no mist in this village, you thought. Maybe you were just imagining things. That’s when he walked up. Muichiro had a shocked look on his face, seeing your weakened state made him mad. How could that demon do this to you? He used his sword to free you and once he did you collapsed into his arms. He picked you up and took you back to the butterfly mansion.

You woke up looking at the ceiling of the butterfly mansion. You turned to your left and saw Muichiro sitting there holding your hand. A slight blush formed on his face when he saw you had woken up. “Oh your awake. I’ll go get Shinobu.” He got up and a few minutes later Shinobu came in. “She will be fine, I would just like her to stay for the night just in case but she’ll be free to go in the morning.” She smiled at the two of you and left. As soon as she left Muichiro blurted out, “I was really worried about you Y/N. I thought I lost you.” He was staring directly into your eyes. “Tokito, you’d never lose me.” And you pulled him into a hug.

A few weeks after you were admitted to go home, he never left your side. He always went on missions with you unless he absolutely couldn’t, but if he thought something happened he always came. You didn’t mind this at all though. You were glad he cared a lot for you.

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✦°Enmu Headcanons°✦

《Side-Note》 ☆ = Canon in the Manga and/or Anime as well.

♤ = Mix between canon and based/implied facts.

◇ = Based of a canon or implied fact in the Manga and/or Anime.

□ = Purely Headcanon

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✦ Physical Headcanons ✦

☆ Height: 168cm

☆ Weight 62kg

☆ Is in his/was turned into a demon at his mid-twenties.

-> □ Specifically when he was 25.

□ He is left-handed.

☆ His nails are painted in a light blue grey polish and are kept short and blunt.

☆ He is mildy toned in his arms.

◇ Enmu seems to have a more bottom heavy* body type 《*Lower body is broader/wider than the upper body,also known as triangle or pear-shape body type.》 with broader legs and thighs.

-> □ Personally I believe that it's both a blend of muscle and fat tissues. As biological male individuals can also tend to store fat in the thighs,due to lower levels of testosterone. That being said Enmu doesn't strike me as someone with high testosterone levels. His thighs but legs in general have a more soft look and feel to them,due the fat tissue being subcutaneous,meaning it's directly underneath the skin but above the muscles. Though despite that,Enmu has quite the strength in his legs.

□ To compliment the fat distribution a little,I like to think that Enmu has a little subcutaneous fat on the lower portion of his abdomen as well. On the outside this isn't very noticeable,but he's got a small bit of chub there.

◇ He appears to be fairly flexible and athletic,evident by how he is able to evade Tanjiro's attacks. Ontop of that Enmu seems to have a good balance,judging by how he is capable of balancing himself on one arm,doing a handstand backwards while on the roof of a moving train and keeping himself stable in the air,when unleashing his Blood Demon Art.

◇ Enmu seems to have smallish and shorter fangs,both in his upper and lower jaw,which are however still pronounced enough to be recognized as fangs.

-> □ Additionally his fangs are on the thinner side,as I headcanon Lowermoons to have fangs that lean on the more shorter and thinner build. Whereas Uppermoons have longer and thicker fangs.

☆ He is shown to be capable of detaching and re-attaching his left hand on will and move it independently,when separated from his body. Furthermore Enmu is able to speak through his hand-mouth as well as see,by growing an additional eye on his left hand.

☆ The tongue,lips and jaws of the hand-mouth are depicted to be able to move just the same as the features of an actual mouth.

-> □ However,unlike an actual mouth,the mouth on Enmu's hands barely produces saliva,due to the lack of the respective glands. Neither is the hand-mouth able to consume the flesh or liquids of prey,given it doesn't have an esophagus,nor is it connected to Enmu's digestive system.

☆ Enmu relies on defensive movements in combat,instead of offensive when in one-on-one/direct fights. His fighting style mostly consists of precise dodges to shield his body and paralyzing his opponents with his blood demon art,instead of trying to attack them head-on.

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✦ Biographical Headcanons ✦

□ Birthdate: 26th of October around the late Meiji-Era

□ Place of Birth and Upbringing: Gifu 《Gifu is the capital city located in the south-central portion of the Gifu Prefecture.》

☆ Occupation: Sham-Doctor,specialized in Hypnotherapy 《Former,but still partially active as a Demon》 ; Lowermoon One of the Twelve Kizuki 《 Current》

□ Sexuality: ◇Homosexual/Gay & Demisexual

□ Romantic Orientation: Demiromantic

□ Sex/Gender: Male

□ Pronouns: He/Him

□ Gender Expression/Representation: Androgynous with a slight masculine lean

《Side-Note:During the Period that Demon Slayer is set in,Enmu would be seen as masculine though.》

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✦ Psychological Headcanons ✦

□ MBTI-Type: ISTJ/INTJ both assertive and turbulent

☆ Enmu dealt with Dream-Reality-Confusion 《DRC》 since he had been a young child.

□ As a result of having issues to decipher what was real and what was not,Enmu quickly developed to be excessively organized and wrote down import events in a journal,regardless if they were confirmed to be true or not. In the hopes to gain more orientation and control over his Consciousness and Unconsciousness.

□ Thus it was to be expected that Enmu grew to get anxious and stressed when his own life threatened to spiral out of his control. That being said,Enmu does not reach out for help if his control should slip,he is too [self-]control oriented to pass the power that comes with it onto someone else,regardless of how well that person might mean.

□Additional this anxiety over losing his [self-]control over situations,his life,etc. causes Enmu to be quite the clean-freak,excessive organizer and overhead-thinking,evident by how carefully and throughout he planned his operation on the Mugen Train. 《 From mixing his blood into the ink for the tickets,to getting three children and the train conductor to follow his orders without disobedience. 》

-> In conclusion to these,I headcanon Enmu to have OCD,as well as Insomnia due to being partly afraid of falling asleep because of the risk of not being able to decipher what happened within a dream and what in reality,resulting in sleep loss/deprivation which also lead to occasional narcolepsy.

《Side-Note: Nacrolepsy isn't always genetically due,as it can also be caused by major psychology distress as well as sudden changes in sleep pattern,which given Enmu's sleep loss/deprivation is unfortunately prone to happen. Excluding his OCD,Enmu's sleep related conditions lessened in severity when he became a demon,but they didn't fully dissappear.》

☆ Enmu is both sadistic and masochistic,though the latter is selective. Given he only expresses ecstasy and pleasure at the hands of those he admires/envious/idolizes and sees as his superior. For instance at how he voiced to be in state a of ecstasy after experiencing pain from receiving a doses of Muzan's blood. However such a state was not the case whilst fighting against Rengoku and Tanjiro in his train-fused state,who caused him genuine physical pain,evident by how Enmu screamed out in pain upon having his tendril appendages severed by either of their breathing techniques.

◇ To come back to Enmu's sadistic tendencies,it is easy to assume that he is apathetic and selfish,taking how he sourced out the conductor who lost his wife and a young boy with tuberculosis,amongst the other two misery-ridden children for example to cooperate in his plans. His apathy and cruelty towards humans is only accentuated by his statement of "All human hearts are the same. So fragile and weak, like glasswork." punctuating how he doesn't view humans as individuals [All human hearts are the same] but as vulnerable creatures,who in turn of their vulnerabilities are easy prey to a demon like him.

♤ Enmu shows to be self-aware when it comes to his own physical weaknesses and takes them into account in order to counter-messure them,given he avoids direct confrontation and unfolds his plans when certain that he is undetected. Relaying on stealth and secretiveness,but also overwhelm and exhaustion,to get his targets into vulnerable and defenseless positions without them noticing it,so Enmu can overpower them via the ambush method. In addition to the overwhelm and exhaustion method,this is evident by how the demon slayers had to protect over 200 hundred hostages while fighting him at the same time,which would have tired them out eventually. This shows that Enmu knows that he isn't able to hold and get the upper hand through brute force. This also reflects in how he only recruits vulnerable people that are easy to manipulate and exploit,through false-hope and promises and pretended empathy and sympathy. Kowing he can offer them an escapism to their misery,that would present himself as attractive to agree with his conditions and bindings and hold onto their end of the whole bargain. Although Enmu doesn't seem to give his recruits an all too vital role in his plans,evident by how he only expresses a mere acknowledgment that the children are struggling to shatter the demon slayers spiritual cored,instead of any real worry in regards to his plan. Proofing that the children were rather an optimization in his operation rather than a necessity. Accentuating how he is too control oriented to task someone with something that he has to put his trust in to be done right,in other words being dependent on another person.

-> □《 One could say that he operates strongly after the saying "If you want it done right,you should do it yourself.》

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✦ Likes & Dislikes ✦

□ Despite growing up in a city,Enmu prefers the quiet and peaceful places,where he can be on his own. -> Enmu doesn't dislike being in public,a crowd or living in the city per say,he just prefers being left alone.

《 ♤ Through Lady Tamayo it is confirmed that demons can potentially modify their bodies to drink tea without regurgitating it later on. ◇Although it is more of an exception to the rule rather than the norm,I headcanon that demons who are part of the Kizuki and/or able to manipulate the flesh/blood/cells of their body to a potent degree,such as being able to summon weapons or objects from their bodies -like Kokushibo or Gyokko for example- are capable of doing this as well. However it is important to note that drinking tea is a hedonistic/indulgent act for demons,as the rule still stands that they don't gain nourishment from anything other than human flesh and blood.

->□ That being said Enmu is capable of and enjoys drinking tea. His favorites being green tea,mint,chamomile and Hojicha.

□ As a human,his favorite flavors were salty-sweet,cheesy and spicy.

□ Enmu likes going on walks in forests and nature early in the mornings as long its still dark and fog still clouds the lands. Finding being surrounded by mist to have a mysterious,dreamy and calming atmosphere.

□ He likes incense and scented candles,with his favorite scents being vanilla,mint and lavender.

□ Leaning into his dream-themed characteristics,I like to think that Enmu made and likes dream-catchers and their aesthetic. Furthermore he occasionally wrote and still writes philosophical poems about dreams and incidents in his life,as a way to better process his thoughts about them and cope with difficult feelings and moments.

□ To come back to his statement about human hearts being like glasswork,I headcanon Enmu to like collecting trinkets and knickknacks out of clear glass that are on the decorative and artistic side.

□ Additional I can picture Enmu liking rain and the sight and sounds of lakes and rivers. He strikes me as the type of person to enjoy leaning onto a window ledge,the window itself open and just watching as well as listen the rain pour from above. Given most water surfaces easily ripple,there this association of the misty and distored edge that dreams tend to have. That and Enmu just finds the element of water to be fascinating and soothing. If ever having the means to,Enmu would travel to the coast to see and experience the ocean in person. Watching the waves wash up at the shore,feeling the water before his very eyes and feet as he walks along the beach.

□ Given his more lone-wolf/introverted type of personality,Enmu doesn't favor the presence of (young) children. Thinking of them as inconvenient,nuisance,and troublemakers or easy to manipulate for selfish gains at best.

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(Former) Lowermoon 6 Kyogai (Faces)

[xxlady-lunaxx]

ik i was gonna write the shinazugawa’s realizing the other actually cares but. what about their first meeting after their mother dies?

by now, both of them are demon slayers. sanemi’s a hashira, his mood a constant low. he gets a mission of sorts, just to save a bunch of mizunotos who’ve gotten themselves in trouble with a lowermoon. he arrives and, per usual, tracks down the demon immediately. it’s a relatively weak one, being lower four, and he’s quick to kill it. he does a surveillance around the place, checking to make sure there aren’t any other demons before beginning to make his leave. the kakushi would be dealing with the injured and the dead.

as he starts to make his way out, ending up having to cut through a group of younger slayers, his gaze catches onto a familiar face. most of the mizunotos are cowering, a bit afraid of him, but his attention is on a boy in the back who hasn’t yet noticed his presence. genya.

almost like the name had been spoken, genya’s head lifts. sanemi freezes, his mind short circuiting before he can formulate the thought that he should leave. but it’s too late by the time he’s registered his own panic because genya has recognized him, his eyes wide, his mouth slightly agape. noticing the silent interaction, some of the other slayers look from genya to sanemi in confusion. one of them, who was in the process of handing genya a roll of bandages, pauses and glances at sanemi.

“do you know him?” he asks. it’s his question that brings them both from their stupor.

genya’s mid-nod before sanemi interjects, his voice harsh and loud, cutting straight through the white-noise bustling around them. he’s overdone it with his volume, but he doesn’t care, even as eyes begin to watch.

“i don’t. i’d mistaken him for someone else, i don’t know him,” he says firmly. it’s a bit too forced to seem true, but nobody pushes it.

except genya, who flinches at his words, looking like a wounded puppy. he pushes through the group of slayers as sanemi hurries to leave. he’s too slow, unable to catch up with sanemi’s suddenly quick pace. but he makes do with his voice, shouting, “aniki, wait-!”

without thinking, sanemi snaps back, “you’re not my brother! i don’t fucking know you!”

though he doesn’t turn around, he can tell genya’s stopped chasing after him. there’s a sort of quiet around them, although it’s not truly silent. as if every sound was dimmed. sanemi doesn’t know why he said that. but he’s already gone by the time his own words catch up to him. he hadn’t meant them. yes, he refused to let genya talk to him, even now, but… that? he hadn’t meant it.

before he knew it, he was back at home. despite having just returned from a mission, he’s quick to get to the training room, grabbing what he needs and starting without warming up. he’s angry at himself, it seems. for running away like a coward. but also, genya had been in uniform. the demon slayer uniform, to be exact. this isn’t how it was supposed to go. it infuriates him that he let it happen. that he didn’t find out until now, didn’t find out until genya had already passed final selection and gone and gotten his own katana and uniform. and then—even once he’d found own, he’d done absolutely nothing. what the fuck.

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Demon Giyuu AU

I've been obsessing over Demon Giyuu and SaneGiyuu, so have a little rant/fic about the idea.

There is also some past SabiGiyuu mentioned, but it's minor. Word Count: 2,151

Okay, so Giyuu is on a standard mission against a Lowermoon or minorly powerful but not ranked demon, when out of nowhere someone in the Upper 3 comes along as a reinforcement for the first demon.

Giyuu tries his absolute hardest to kill the demons, to the point where he unlocks the mark. In the end, with the combination of the Uppermoon and lower ranked demon, Giyuu eventually looses, but he's not dead yet, barely conscious and struggling to move. The Upper demon he's against, is pretty impressed with the fight Giyuu gave, and gives him blood, Giyuu too weak to fight back against it. The two demons leave, not waiting to see if Giyuu survives.

Giyuu, feeling the changes, calls Kanzaburo to send a message to the Master and the Hashiras, before eventually passing out from exhaustion as the transformation starts.

Eventually the Hashiras find Demon Giyuu where he's relatively calm for a recently turned demon. He found a stream nearby and is calmly sitting in the water. He found out pretty early that he can control the water, so he's making it form into a multitude of pretty shapes. The Hashiras approach with caution, but their guard is soon dropped as Giyuu brightly talks to them, stating how he's happy they found him.

The only Hashiras who aren't convinced are Sanemi and Obanai. So what does Sanemi do? He walks up to Giyuu, and slashes his own arm open, the Marechi blood dripping down. Sanemi: "You're still so human, right? So surely this has no effect on you, huh? Go on, you know you want it!"

Giyuu is trying his hardest to resist, backing away as Sanemi merely gets closer, taunting him with the blood. Giyuu's eyes are transfixed on the wound, and his breath is becoming more labored as he tries to resist the demonic urges. Eventually, he's able to turn away from Sanemi, refusing the blood; that's enough to convince the other Hashiras of Giyuu's trustworthiness, just as it worked for Nezuko.

As the night is still high, they bring Giyuu back to the Water Estate, where the Master is waiting. They have a long discussion over Giyuu's new condition; how he can't be in the sun, the Blood Demon Art, how missions with non-hashiras should be avoided, a supplementary beef and pork diet to hopefully substitute any cravings for human flesh, etc. After the big topics are discussed, the biggest question arises; who will stay with Giyuu, and make sure he doesn't go crazy and hurt anyone for the next few weeks or months, as he has only recently transformed? Who is strong enough to keep him in check? All eyes turn to Sanemi.

Sanemi: "Why is everyone looking at me?" Obanai: "As much as I hate to admit it, that prick is stronger than all of us, minus you and Gyomei. But I think we can all agree that Gyomei won't be the best at watching a demon." Sanemi: "I'm not watching over the demon fuck- I hate him! There's no way that I'll be taking care of him-!"

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Giyuu watches as the door shuts when the last Hashira leaves, leaving him and a fuming Sanemi in a room alone, after the Master commanded Sanemi to stay with Giyuu. It's quiet for a minute, when Giyuu finally speaks.

Giyuu: "Do you have a certain type of tea you like? I can make a pot-" Sanemi: "Shut the fuck up, this is all your fault." Giyuu: " ...... I'll just make myself one then.." He says as he stands up and walks out.

Sanemi eventually joins Giyuu, because he has nothing else to do, and he's stuck with the damn idiot, so why not have some tea while he's at it. The two sit in silence, drinking tea, until Giyuu speaks.

Giyuu: "I don't have much set up in my estate, so we can live together in yours." Sanemi: "Excuse me?" Giyuu: "Well the Master said we had to stay together, so you can watch me- so I presume we'll be staying in the same estate?" Sanemi: Loudly sighs. "Whatever you dumb shit, sure. My estate or whatever. Just don't make a mess, you hear me?" Giyuu: "Of course."

Giyuu goes quiet again, just drinking his tea, but he has a small smile. He doesn't know how to explain it, or why he's feeling it, but he's really happy that he gets to hang out with Sanemi now.

When tea is over, they pack up some of Giyuu's clothes, and they go to Sanemi's Estate before the sun rises. While Giyuu is putting his stuff in the guest bedroom, Sanemi goes around his Estate, making sure all the windows are shut and covered with curtains. There's no way he'd let Giyuu see him doing something nice or caring for him like that, so he rushes to get it all done before Giyuu is done unpacking.

Later Sanemi goes to bed, as does Giyuu, as they had been up all night dealing with demon nonsense. The next night, they go on their first mission together.

As they are now eating meals together, going on missions together, and living together, the two start growing closer together. The animosity and tension is still there, but it has become to change. Rather hating Giyuu's whole dumb face, Sanemi specifically hates that dumb, stupid, disgustingly pretty smile. Giyuu's opinion on Sanemi's anger has shifted from one of irritation to a minor annoyance with a small hint of fondness to it; it's what makes Sanemi, Sanemi.

One night, Giyuu is calmly sitting in his room, reading something, when he hears a yell and a crash from Sanemi's room. He gets up and goes to Sanemi's room, finding him freshly woken from a nightmare.

Rather asking questions, Giyuu just sits down, gently taking the shaking Sanemi's hand. He's quiet, and just sits there, being a comforting presence as Sanemi's racing heart rate slowly lowers. Sanemi squeezes and relaxes his hold on Giyuu's hand many times, Giyuu's presence grounding him.

After a few minutes, Sanemi does something surprising. He hugs Giyuu. Giyuu is shocked at first, but doesn't fight against it, hugging Sanemi. They sit like that for a few minutes, until Sanemi mumbles a quiet "Thank you."

That night, Giyuu lays back down with Sanemi, holding him in that hug, his hands wrapped around Sanemi's waist. The two fall asleep together as the sun rises, and they are still holding each other when they awake in the evening.

They have a meal together, acting like nothing happened, then go on the night's mission. When they return they do their usual routine of a meal, getting ready for bed, etc. But this night, Giyuu follows Sanemi to his room for sleep. Sanemi, although confused at first, doesn't argue, letting Giyuu lay down with him. He would never admit it, but last night was the best he'd slept in years.

This routine continues, neither man willing to bring up the developing intimate relationship between them. It's easier to stay quiet and let it happen. But over the next month, they grow even closer. Hugging and hand holding around the house is becoming common. They pick food off each other's plates. They cook their meals together in the kitchen, or over a fire on missions. They spar together at night when they don't have a mission.

A few times when the two are talking and are close together, there is a want for more, when the two's faces are only a foot or so apart. Sometimes when they hug, the hands trail a little lower than they're supposed to.

Sanemi is pissed at these feelings. Giyuu is a man- and he's not even a human man. He's a demon. A relationship like that would be an abomination on two levels. They'd be executed for this shit, Giyuu much more instantly than Sanemi would. Sure, they could run, but neither of them want that, do they?

Giyuu on the other hand, is less mad that he likes a man, but that that man is Sanemi. Because he knows why its Sanemi specifically. Sanemi... Sabito... The aggressive personality, the purple eyes with so much emotion behind them, the scars formed in battle from strength and courage. He fell for the same person all over again. And just like all of the other people Giyuu loved, Giyuu is scared that something drastic will happen to Sanemi.

The two continue their "friendship," while both holding these feelings inside of them, refusing to speak to each other, too scared of how the other will feel, and how the world will react.

Some of the Hashiras started noticing the shift in the two's relationship. Iguro notices that Sanemi isn't irritated by the mere thought of Giyuu anymore. Shinobu notices that Giyuu's fascination over Sanemi has only increased into a shared friendship; she is very happy for Giyuu. Mitsuri is happy that there is less tension in Hashira meetings now, because they are getting along.

The only Hashira who really notices that the two men long for more, is Tengen. And he's pretty sure he is more accepting of that idea, than the two men infront of him are.

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Ubuyashiki: "I trust Giyuu to be by himself now. He has been a demon for about 5 months now, and has proven that he is safe to be around, and safe to be on missions by himself." Looking at Sanemi and Giyuu "Sanemi does not need to watch over Giyuu constantly anymore." He pauses then smiles. "If the two of you.. wish to separate, Giyuu can return to his own estate."

Ubuyashiki says that with a certain tone, and a soft smile on his face, suggesting that he knows the two will most likely not want to separate. He makes it clear that this is an option, not a requirement. He dismisses the meeting, and Sanemi and Giyuu return to the Wind Estate.

Sanemi: "So? Are you staying or going?" Giyuu: "Well.. I mean, all my belongings are here anyway.." Sanemi: Nods a little "Yeah, they are.. but.. you want to stay here still?" Giyuu: "Do you want me to leave?" He says with a slightly sad tone Sanemi: "No!" Realizes he was way too quick and loud with his answer. "I mean, you make my life easier, help with cooking and cleaning shit.." Giyuu: Smiles a little. "Well, I'll go get started.. I'll make sure there's some ohagi for dessert.." Sanemi: "Yeah whatever, I'm getting a shower.." He walks off, not letting Giyuu see the smile on his face, now knowing that Giyuu wants to stay. After living together, fully on their own choice, for a few weeks, Giyuu decides that it's finally time to talk about what the two of them are. On a night without a mission, Giyuu takes Sanemi outside to the backyard of the Wind Estate, at around 11:50 pm. They're sitting quietly looking at the scenery under a full moon, when Giyuu speaks up.

Giyuu: "Sanemi, what are we?" Sanemi: Confused. "What do you mean?" Giyuu: "Well.. we've been living together for a few months. We go on almost every mission together. We eat meals together. We hug and hold hands. We sleep in the same bed. Is it wrong of me to assume there is something more than friendship between us? We are acting like a couple." Sanemi: He freezes up for a minute, not responding. His first instinct is to tell Giyuu off, 'How dare you think of me as a fag.' 'What on earth are you talking about.' But he doesn't. Instead he thinks about his words, before responding. "What do you think of our relationship? How would you react if a name was put on it?" Giyuu: He's quiet while he considers, then sighs. "I.. I wouldn't mind the title.. But if you do mind the title, then I think we should try to distance ourselves into a normal platonic relationship, because that is not where we are at right now." Sanemi: He considers Giyuu's words, then softly whispers. "I wouldn't mind the title.. saying we're.. together" Giyuu: He finally looks at Sanemi, then takes Sanemi's hand in his own. "Well, can I say 'I love you' then, Sanemi?" Sanemi: Laughs a little as he turns red in the cheeks. "Maybe give it a day, but sure.." He smiles, still avoiding eye contact with Giyuu; if he met his gaze, he would probably explode. Giyuu: "Alright.." He stands up, letting go of Sanemi's hand as he does, then turns to the door. "I'll be in bed. Take as long as you need." Looks inside and sees as the clock strikes as midnight. "And, I love you.." He says as he walks inside. Sanemi: Laughs "You're a fucking dick, Tomioka!" He smiles fondly at Giyuu's antics, before quietly whispering once Giyuu leaves. "I love you too.."

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-> PAIRINGS: Sanemi Shinazugawa x f!Hashira!Y/n -> SUMMARY: You like him, but he hates you. Or so you think. -> WORD COUNT: 2.0k+ -> CONTAINS: fluff, a little cursing, a little suggestive (it’s js 1 paragraph lol), sanemi is 21 & reader is 19. -> A/N: this was sitting in my drafts for quite a while LMAO. anw, i’m gonna change some things here; genya got killed by his mother, so meaning only sanemi survived.

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It was that time of season, which you hated most, feeling all cold and shivering.

“Y/n-san!” Someone called out to you, only to reveal the kind boy you have met back at the Hashira meeting.

“Oh, Tanjiro-kun!” You yelled back, waving at him all smiley.

“What are you doing here, Y/n-san?” And you just then realized you are right in front of the wind hashira’s estate.

You didn’t know what you even came here for, perhaps you forgot, or perhaps you just... felt like it.

You asked Tanjiro the same question, his answer somewhere being ‘Shinobu-san asked me to bring Shinazugawa-san his medicines’.

Well, good luck Tanjiro.

Oh, now you remember.

Now you remember what you were doing in front of the wind hashira’s estate.

You wanted to give him some ohagis you made, which by the way, you’re holding right now.

I mean, he got injured in his last mission, so of course you have to pay him a visit. Especially when you like him, after all.

But instead of handing him the ohagis, you decided to pussy out and go back to your own estate.

Reaching your estate, you place the ohagis on the table and ate it in his stead.

You had dreams of one day, in this table, the both of you would eat, and he would sit right in front of you, talking about sweet nothings.

Also, desires of where he’ll sleep beside you in the bed, naked and covered in sweat, making love like there’s no tomorrow.

Those were the dreams and desires you wished to achieve. But you know damn well, that they will only be your dreams and desires, and will be nothing more than that.

It’s a painful thought, of course. But you can’t help but think he hates you.

And he’s shown countless signs of it.

When one time, you did hand him some ohagis you made, but he just told you to scram off. So in the end, you just decided to go back later when he’s inside his estate, and leave it outside.

Second time was when Oyakata-sama assigned you both for a mission. It was an easy mission, the demon wasn’t even an uppermoon or a lowermoon. It was just a normal one. But even so, Sanemi spat out his usual words to say to you, ‘weak’, ‘fragile’, ‘useless’, and ‘pitiful’.

Third time was when he also got very injured and you can’t help but get worried of course. So you and your dumbass decided to volunteer to bring Sanemi’s soup and medicine, only to be thrown straight to your face.

You’re lucky the soup was just mild hot, or else your face would’ve been burned.

And well, those were the times you clearly remember as they were the most hurtful times with him by far.

But even so, you still like him. Whatever can this feeling called ‘love’ ever do to a person? It’s crazy and it’s scaring you.

It’s scary how every single time he keeps pushing you away, you fall for him more and more instead.

It’s scary how every single time he curses at you, you even talk to him more and more.

It’s scary how every single time he rolls his eyes and avoids you, you follow him more and more.

It’s scary how ‘love’ can turn you into this kind of person.

And you don’t even hate it. Not even a single bit.

Even your friends, or your fellow hashiras ask you why, why did you fall in love with this scary scarred maniac.

And you don’t even know why. It must have been just... fate.

~~~~~

2 weeks later, Oyakata-sama called you for a mission.

It was to assassinate the lowermoon 2, somewhere deep in the forest.

You’ve been running around the dark forest for which you’ve estimated to be 3 hours atleast.

It was tiring, sure, but you’ve trained for more than a year to reach where you are now.

And you can’t let this lowermoon stop you.

It was a dumb act, that you’ve only realized the purpose of this demon once you were tired enough.

It was to tire you while running around the whole forest looking for him, when the forest itself is the demon’s blood demon art.

And once you’ve reached your limit, the demon camouflaged you at the right time, injuring your stomach and right leg.

You were obviously at a disadvantage, and your injuries hurted like hell, especially when it’s winter, and the cold is slowing you down.

But those didn’t stop you. Instead, you took your katana that fell out of your grip the moment the demon injured you, and tried your best to execute your fighting stance.

It was hard to breathe, your vision was slowly getting blurry, and your chest was feeling heavy.

It was as if you were almost gonna pass out, considering that you’ve went past your limits already.

The demon was about to attack you, and you were about to defend, but then suddenly, not even in a blink, the demon’s head fell off.

You didn’t know why or how, but your confusion was quickly solved when you saw a certain white haired man strolling right up to you.

“S-Shinazugawa-san!” You called out, causing your knees to give in, and causing Sanemi to sprint towards you.

If he hadn’t caught both your arms by now, you would’ve fallen head first to the ground.

“W-What are you doing here?” You managed to stutter out, blood dripping out of your mouth.

“Let’s get you to the butterfly estate first.” Sanemi said gruffly, swiftly carrying you in his arms bridal-style like you weigh just as a feather, and off he ran.

It was short, simple, and brash. But you swore you saw something wet in his eyes.

But you must’ve been just imagining it. Why would he, Sanemi Shinazugawa, the cold hearted wind pillar, cry for someone like you?

Your vision is blurry, that must be it.

Then, darkness completely takes over your sight, and falling asleep into his arms.

~~~~~

It’s comfy, warm, and soft. You tried to open your eyes and adjust to the lighting, only to hear a shriek coming from Aoi,

“HYA! L/N-SAN IS AWAKE!!” Aoi called out, sprinting out of the room and repeated the sentence thrice.

Your eyes were hurting by how the light hit your eyes, but even so, you still saw the one and only, Sanemi Shinazugawa.

“Let me have a minute with her.” Sanemi breathed out, and that was all it took for the both of you to be left alone.

“Sanemi-san... How are you?” You asked, smiling oh so gently at him without even noticing you called him by his first name.

“...You ask me that? Why don’t you look at your fucking self!? You look more pathetic and weak than me, hell, do you even care about yourself at this point!?” Sanemi snapped, and you were shocked.

Shocked because he never or you never saw him acting this way towards others. Even with Rengoku’s death, he didn’t cry, he didn’t get angry when they’ve known each other far more longer than the both of you know each other.

So why? Why does Sanemi Shinazugawa care for you? When after all, all he’s ever done was to push you away, curse at you, and roll his eyes at you.

So what does this sudden change mean?

“Damn it... Why can’t you just atleast stay...” Sanemi whispered under his breath, but you swore it was loud enough for the whole room to hear it.

“What do you mean?” Sending him a questioning and confused gaze, only to realize you weren’t supposed to hear that.

“Stop. Just stop. I don’t want to do anything with you anymore. Why do you keep making me feel like this? I hate this. I don’t like you. I despise you. I shouldn’t have saved you. I hate you.” He sprouted words again, but this time, you were far from believing them.

You saw the look on his eyes while saying those things, as if they were the complete opposite to what he just said.

He was on the verge of tears.

~~~~~

Sanemi Shinazugawa. 21 years old. Cold, arrogant, aggressive, and scary. Name him any heartless names you have, and it will easily define him.

Sanemi Shinazugawa. 13 years old. Kind, friendly, and bright. Name him any kind names you have, and it will easily define him.

Whatever does this two have a difference? It’s of the same man, but with different personalities.

Ah, that’s right. It was when Sanemi Shinazugawa still had everything, and when he had lost everything.

He was just a child, who’s childhood has been robbed away from him.

He was just a person, who tried to protect his family.

He was just a human, who make mistakes.

But why? Why can he never keep anything or anyone for himself?

His mother, his siblings, Masachika, Genya, all the people important and close to him. He could never keep them.

They’d always die when they’re near him. They’d always end up in a pool of blood, with tons of injuries.

Sanemi can never keep anything and nothing can ever belong to him. He always lose everything. He can never call something or someone his.

~~~~~

“W-What do you mean, Shinazugawa-san?” You reached out to his face, trying to wipe the tears away, but he obviously just slaps it away.

“Don’t touch me dammit.” He looks at you with anger, and maybe hatred. But his voice cracks, as if he didn’t want to say that.

“Sanemi-san, why do you keep pushing me away? I've always tried to be your friend, but why? Why do you hate me so much?” You questioned, feeling your heart break and tears threatening to spill out.

“I can never keep anyone.” He started, slowly calming down.

“Everyone who I’ve called friend, family, and brother. I’ve lost all of them. They all end up dying. I don’t want to get close to you, or else you might just become one of them. Be a bloody body laying on a pool of blood, all lifeless right in front of me. I don’t want to get attached to you, but you just keep going near me and it’s annoying.” He slowly looked at you, and you could see his eyes filled with sadness.

Ah, so that’s why. That’s why he’s always pushing you away, always rejecting you, always avoiding you. He just tried to protect you.

“The day you tried to give me ohagi, I had to build up much courage to push you away, but I found and ate it outside my estate either way. The day that Oyakata-sama also assigned us both on a mission, I told you those things to make you feel worthless and helpless. I didn’t want you fighting that demon, because who knows, you might just die in front of me. Also when you brought me that soup, I didn’t mean to throw it straight at your face. I aimed at the door, but my hand didn’t function correctly if I may say. On that last winter too, you gifted me 2 kimonos but I didn’t have any gift for you. And this winter too, you were about to give me ohagi, weren’t you?” He continued, looking away from your eyes.

It’s great that he looked away from you, or else he could’ve seen the ugly look on your face while crying.

You were crying because you weren’t sad. Instead because you were happy. Happy that you now knew your crush doesn't hate you.

And because he was rude to you not because he hates you, but because he wanted you to live.

You find yourself sitting up, reaching for his neck, and pulling him in for a hug.

That was his breaking point.

Tears started to flow down his cheeks, burying his face in your chest, and this time, he hugged back, not pushing you away anymore.

“Maybe. Just maybe, I could keep you. You could be mine.” Sanemi thought, slowly tightening his hug on you.

Sanemi Shinazugawa didn’t love to hate you. He hated to love you.

[simplybakugou]

Mystic Academia: Kirishima's Route | SERIES MASTERLIST

DAY 5: 02:02 ↠ y/n's been cheating

↝ After some peculiar messages appear on a phone you found in your mailbox, you are led to a mysterious apartment by an Unknown number. What secrets will you uncover in this mysterious place along with a secret chatroom with 6 strangers?

A/N: this was such a bitch to edit omg but it's done! i'm working hard on finishing kirishima's route and am already working on the next part so please look forward to it :)

NOTE: so while i was editing this part i realized i forgot that in the story, kirishima was already not going to be in the comeback because of his injury so there is a contradiction in this part... just disregard it LOL

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