#lovesixk hellscape

[lovesixk-demon]

Shoutout to the fallen angels who miss heaven

Shout to the fallen angels who wish they could go back

Shoutout to the fallen angels who ache for their divinity

Shoutout to the fallen angels who can still feel their feathered wings where their leathery ones are now

Shoutout to the fallen angels who are still religious

Shoutout to the fallen angels who still go to church because they want to be close to heaven

Shoutout to the fallen angels who want to be forgiven

[lovesixk-demon]

Sometimes I see antis saying things like "you're faking it because you just want to be nonhuman" which isn't the case.

I wish I knew what being human was. I wish I knew what that felt like. Because currently all I feel is nonhumanity

Currently all I feel is space in my mouth where my fangs should be

Or an ache where my wings should be

Or a phantom sensation where my tail should be

Or a prickling feeling where my claws should be

Or a ghost of a shape where my ears should be

I feel too short for my species, too fragile to be supernaturally strong

Where are my digitigrade legs and my hooves?

Where is my tail and tusks?

Where are my eyes that can see in the dark, or my strong sense of smell made for hunting?

I don't know who put me in this body or why

[lovesixk-demon]

anyway i have religious trauma in the way that i want to revere someone and be their servant or angel and hold them in such high regard its basically worship, and i'd move heaven and earth for them and raze hell because im their angel im supposed to protect them no matter what even if they aren't the most morally pure individual

[lovesixk-demon]

i want to tear into flesh, rip it from the bone, feel the meat slip between my teeth, the blood filling my mouth and spilling out, the taste savored on my taste buds

i want to devour

i want to consume

until it becomes part of me

[lovesixk-demon]

･:*:･。☾ I'll make you miss me all the time ☽ 。･:*:･

☾ Name : Lovesixk (lovesick)

☾ Age : 20-25

☾ Pronouns : he/they

☾ Disorders : BPD, OCD, Depression, Anxiety, Autism, Scizophrenia, OSDD

☾ Species : Demon; Incubus

☾ Official Yandere Playlist

What is this blog about ?

I am an irl yandere, so if that makes you uncomfortable, click away or block now.

I will be reblogging others posts as well as making originals. I make yandere memes, my watermark will always be on them, you are free to use them.

Asks are on, so is anon, feel free to send in your yandere thoughts and I'll answer them. However crazy they are, idc. This is also a space for me to vent out frustrations related to my bpd symptoms, so expect that on here as well.

If I need to edit this post as I go, I will do so. Tags and DNI is under the cut.

DNI List and Tags :

☾ DNI : Terfs, transmed, anti xenogenders, anti alterhumans, anti irl yandere (will add more as I remember or see fit)

☾ On Thin Ice : women (this blog is run by a gay man, and as such my love posts are made for other gay men), hetero men (same reason)

☾ Free to Interact : gay men, irl yanderes

#Lovesixk talks : ramblings

#Lovesixk dungeon : NSFT posts

#Lovesixk obsession : yandere posts

#Lovesixk illness : BPD posts

#Lovesixk hellscape : alterhumanity posts