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vulnerasti-cor-meum · 10 months ago

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hyper-analyzing past two months of texts down to the emoji back and forth from my lover and me like a freaking obsessed crazy person to determine the tenor of our relationship and interactions going forward

#my greatest fear is that I'm too annoying/cant take hints? and he'll drop me suddenly like a hot potato with no closure.#even though in-person he's been nothing but kind and lovely [but terse on texting] so idk how justified my assumption that he'll callousl #drop me is #but what can I expect.#it just SUCKS that I finally encounter my dream-man-made-flesh but he doesn't want anything serious rn (for reasons I get)#but we [ie. me] cannot all get what we want. that is life. !#I'm sorry I'm complaining about this same thing for weeks but it's occupying my mind it's occupying my heart 24/7 #esp since I've only begun being romantically/sexually active within the past 1.5 years or so literally lol 🥲 all relatively new territory #need to the take advice I've gotten and take stock as to what I want and what I'm feeling.#lovesickness is such a real sensation of ailment

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