#loversdomain

[heartpascal]

sorry i havent been active!!!! hope u and studies are going well and a tommy foc would be ace!!! that man is so underrated in terms of fics bless him- make sure to put urself first!!! <3 i need to catch up on ur recent chapters ive just been sleeping and doing schoolwork IM TIRED OF IT (why cant life just be money is free, time is free, so lets all read platonic joel miller fics all day 🙄🙄)

LOVERSDIMAIN!!! hello hello and never ever applogise ever you do no weong. also pls go to sleep im like 65% sure we are in tje same gkmezone??? NOT SURE.

i havent been TOO active (more than i should br anyway) but ive got some exams this week comung so!!! ilysm.

stay rested and well mj <33 (i also sish that was the world we live in but alas. work and educstion never cease. praying for us both)

[loversdomain]

and if you told me this time 2 years ago that you, the one who saved me at my lowest point, who lifted me up and held me until all my pain dissapated and i could only feel the love i held for you and all you did, were no longer speaking. that i felt awkward when i heard your name. that it tears at my mended heart whenever i think of you, i wouldnt believe you.

because you were the one that mended it.

from me, loversdomain on tumblr, in my sad feels

[heartpascal]

thank you sm for the tag @littlelou22 :’)

🎵last song: birdy song by bella ramsey (from catherine called birdy, i’ve listened to it for 14.5hours this week alone)

📺last movie: sea beast (found family. need i say more)

🎞️🎬currently watching: sweet tooth (well i literally just finished it)

💻📖📱currently reading: haven’t had much time to read recently but started all the things left in the world by erik j. brown

🍽️currently craving: spaghetti bolognese. all the time.

no pressure tags: @loversdomain @h-owlpost @lemonlaides <3 love y’all. and ofc @ anyone else who wants to join!

thank you for tagging me @psychedelic-ink !!

🎵 Last Song: paper bag by fiona apple

📺 Last Movie: the old guard (can’t believe how long it took me to watch this one)

🎞🎬 Currently Watching: yellowjackets, grease: rise of the pink ladies, the marvelous mrs maisel (weekly releases)

💻 📖📱Currently Reading: the iliad, bright dead things by ada limón (because i have no more brainpower after a single iliad book)

🍽 Currently Craving: i saw this recipe of a sweet roll with lemon filling and i haven’t stopped thinking about it for days. also gelato because my throat is sore

npt: @buckleysbitch @iamskyereads @lauraneedstochill @lcvenderblues

[heartpascal]

all my faith. WTF. UR TOO CHEEKY HEARTPASCAL IM TEARING UP. ive had ENOUGH of this

“Does Joel love me?” You had asked, then, your eyebrows furrowed as you seemingly contemplated. Tess almost choked on her words, as you continued, “‘Cause I think he’s my dad.”

“You’re right.” He told you, venom on his lips, “I didn’t. And I ain’t your dad.”

holding your arms close to your chest to collect the pieces of that trust he’d just shattered.

he was grieving both his dead daughter, and you, his living one.

“I hate you,” You told him, as he wrapped his arms around you, holding you close like he thought you’d run away again, “I hate you.” “I know, baby girl. I know.”

LOVERSDOMAIN!!! UR THE CHEEKY ONE HERE, GIVING ME ALL THIS VALIDATION!!! gonna give me an ego tbh !!!

YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE ME SOB AND CRY. got me grinning at this screen FR!!!

[heartpascal]

read heartpascal recent they said.

it'd be comforting and fun they said.

they lied. IT WILL TEAR INTO YOUR SOUL AND YOU WILL END THAT FIC FEELING A LARGE HOLE IN YOUR HWART FROM WEAR HEARTPASCAL REPEATEDLY RIPPED IT.

THAT WAS SO SAD BUT SO WELL WRITTEN HOW DO U DO THIS.

about to make memes while i cry again thats how sad this made me

BAHAHAH IM SORRY </3 maybe one day i’ll write something without angst! maybe! (probably not)

[heartpascal]

i made memes. the tunnel is heartbreaking, HEARTBREAKING. idek what to do with myself after reading the tunnel, i am at a loss for words IT WAS AMAZING, genuinely my top of ur works i love it sm. literally from the bottom of my heart, ur an incredibly talented writer and seeing you get traction on ur fics is so lovely to see bc you genuinely deserve the all love for your works !!!!! u never cease to grace tumblr with ur words 🙏🏼🙏🏼

STOP IT RN AHAHAHAHA omfg the memes 😭😭😭 i’m so sorry!!!! i will try to break less hearts in future (no i won’t), there will not be more angst (yes there will it’s all i know)

you’re the sweetest ever thank you so so much 😭 your support means THE LITERAL WORLD!!!! the MEMES??? made my entire day. sobbing and crying. I LITCH RALLY LUV YOU SM!!!

[heartpascal]

omg u just posted omg omg omg ALSO I FINALLY GOT A JOB!!!!! WOOOOO!!!! okay okay im going to read it in a sec AH

AAAAAHHH!!! CONGRATS MJ!!! that’s amazing omg :’) gathering that your trial shift went well then??!!

[heartpascal]

hey!!! thought id send a little ask to see how ur day went !! <3 hope ur doing good!!

hi lovely!!! my day went okay :’) been pretty swamped w school stuff and all my spare time has been going towards playing tlou part two LMFAO

how are you beloved loversdomain? <3

[heartpascal]

hey girl!!!! i have not been on here in a WHILEEE but i wanted to quickly come back and wish you the happiest birthdays of all the birthdays!!! ur one of the first ppl i spoke to when i made this account and ur the most genuine person ive ever spoken to, have a fantastic birthday hun and sending you love and birthday wishes your way!!! 🩷🩷

ps. hope youre doing well, and im gonna need serious life update from when we last talked!!!!

LOVERSDOMAIN!!!! the absolute legend that you are!!! i am so glad to hear from you fr :’) THANK YOU!!!! you are too lovely. admittedly i think you are the very first person i properly spoke to on here and it was very lovely :’) probably the reason i stayed on here in all honesty!!!!

i hope you are doing well also oml we need a SERIOUS catch up!!!! <333

[heartpascal]

oh my god. i just finished reading the second part. FATHER TOMMY !!!! MARIA IS MOTHER !!!! i love angst and if i could describe my emotions i would use these. i am not okay.

BAHAHA NOT THE HAND OVER MOUTH ONE. the realest thing ever is maria being mother and i will stand by that 🫡

JUST READ YOUR REBLOG AND I LOVE IT SM AHAHAHA

[heartpascal]

i just saw theres a part 2 to the fic that ruined my life. do i read it ?? do i ?! OFC i do i strive of off emotional pain duh!! BRB

also omg i have to tell u abt my new job its insane 😭😭

HAHAHA we are one and the same here !!! but hey don’t say i didn’t warn you of the angst 🫡

oh?!?! pls do tell YOU CANT LEAVE ME IN SUSPENSE LIKE THIS!!! come BACK!!!

[heartpascal]

ive been summoneeeed!!!!!! 😇😇 omw to read rn!!

how has your day been!

HAHAHA HEYYY!!! ive been at work all day!!! so decent and pretty uneventful!!! hows your day been beloved loversdomain?

[heartpascal]

i have returned. and all i have to say is:

FATHER !!!!!!!!!!!! father of the year for joel miller and YOU DID THAT !!!!!! literally ur fics r so good, ur so talented and i love them sm. my heart either grows or just breaks apart, your fics give me life or a single word in them will just kill me instantly and that is CRAZY !! angst and comfort fics have never hit me so hard damn

LOVERSDOMAIN I TRULY DONT KNOW HOW YOU DO THIS. you appear every time i post a new platonic joel fic. THIRD ONE IS JSUT UP. i’m literally so <333333 BECAUSE OF YOU!!! you flatter me too much truly!!!

posting these SIMPLY TO KEEP THE BELOVED LOVERSDOMAIN FED!!! father joel miller is so real and so true and he is SO PRESENT.

[heartpascal]

i do not know where your brilliant mind thinks of these scenarios but u HAVE TO STOP BREAKING MY HEART LIKE THIS

also hows ur day been!!

HAHSHAH IM SORRY!!!

it was much better after seeing the memes you made :’) sobbed and cried. (real). NO BUT IT WAS GOOD!!! except for my cat being an absolute menace at every given opportunity smh

HOW ARE YOU DOING LOVERSDOMAIN <3

[heartpascal]

"ill be brave" ARE U KIDDING. OH MY GOD. u have acc changed my life, i will never recover from this life changing experience. fr said "action" and heartpascal heard "time to change and save the lives of platonic joel miller lovers around the world" AND U DID THAT!!!!! u did that!!!! fr tho its so good, i will never get over it 🙏🏼🙏🏼 doing gods work !!!!

I WILL SOB AND CRY!!! you are the sweetest ever and i cannot tell u how much ur comments and reblogs have made me smile !!!!! SOBBING.

boy do i have some more platonic fics coming for you. i have been in PAIN writing some of these but it’s ok. loving pedro pascal (in a: plz be my dad way) is so real AND TRUE!!!!

[heartpascal]

hey icon known as izzy heartpascal, hows ur day been!!!!

hi beloved mj loversdomain !!! it was pretty good up until about 30 minutes ago where i broke my favourite cup 😐 devastating honestly !!! alas

i had a driving lesson today (like my third in a petrol car) and i FINALLY got the hang of the clutch so i can actually drive again !!!! lets GO !!!

how are you doing loversdomain ?!?!