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[drkinfession]

those easily tempered by descriptions of nightmarish events, those kin with kokichi, or those who are timid to see kokichi hate may want to skip out on reading my confessions. my name was hisae yamazaki, and i was the shsl chemist. i was a fighter for hope, and aimed to make everyone comfortable and safe. someone liked my warmth too much; a friend, the closest id ever had the chance to meet. after the events he, kokichi, put me through, my hope became to never see him again.

(full under the cut) OUMA KOKICHI HATE, GORE, DEATH, GENERAL TW !!

(hisae yamazaki) i was treated terribly by him. he convinced me that he was the only one to ever care about me. he said i was terrible; a pig, a nasty, nasty, gross, disgusting embodiment of who i couldve been.but i considered him so close, because thats what he made me believe. he did the unthinkable, and then,he did worse.

(hisae yamazaki) i killed him before he even had the chance of leaving the room. i took the vase from the love hotel room he locked me into, and smashed it over his head. i bludgeoned him with a monokuma trophy until he stopped breathing, and with a face covered in blood, sweat, and tears, and a room coatedin fresh, pink blood, i sobbed. There was blood everywhere, and i wasnt sure which stains were mine, and whichwere his.

(hisae yamazaki) there was blood on the bed, the walls, the floor, the ceiling, my body, his body, the trophy,the shards of the, once perfected, vase. it was unending. i just wanted the whole world to end. i wantedeverything to pause, and to stay paused for eternity so that i wouldnt have to lie to all of my friends,but i didnt have to.

(hisae yamazaki) they voted for the wrong person, and i “graduated”, seeing all of my friends die at the same time before i was taken to a new killing game with only ptsd flashbacks as memories. everytime thekilling game ended, it started over, and my friends were alive. i was different in some way, and so waseveryone else. masterminds changed, talents changed, outfits changed, bodies changed, scenery changed, everything changed.

(hisae yamazaki) i saw my friends, and the one whom i killed, die over and over again. he did the same thingwith several different unfortunate souls every time, and killed them before they could even realize what was happening to them. i was in an unending loop of killing games, and i could do nothing to stop it. endlessloops of torment, endless screaming, endless death; they revived us every time we died, and i saw my loverdie too many times to count.

(hisae yamazaki) i would have nightmares of traumatic memories, and would have dreams of thingsi knew i would never have done. and now, you wont hear my confessions until next time i decide to speak up. i hope i havent been demonized too much for this… and to the mods, im sorry that you had to be troubled to hear this.. - hisae yamazaki

[xloverdiesx-blog]

Faded black, connections with a glimpse of voice. I saw life in one picture.

-LoverDies

[loverditaxservices-blog]

[sogol]

pokemon type themed f/o prompts for loverdie!

[Normal]: Do you and your f/o have any pets together? lf not, do you want any?

reverdie plans to adopt a metal crab from beanstalk whenever she officially gets things going! but otherwise the closest thing is mayb reverdie's familiars, way down the line when they learn how to keep them under control.

[Fire]: Who's the better chef between you and your f/o? Do you ever cook together? If so, what's your favorite dish to make?

reverdie! logos tends to use spells to do stuff like peeling the potatoes, whereas reverdie prefers to manually do each step. if he has time to help, logos usually gets tasked to fetch things or stir the pan/watch the pot, though there are times where he properly sits down to help &learn. reverdie doesn't have any one favorite they like to make, though they do tend to gravitate towards dishes with rice &snacks you can eat without mess or one-handed so the couple can enjoy something homemade while they work overtime Again.

[Water]: What does a beach day with your f/o look like? Do you go swimming or check out the boardwalk?

on paper, logos says he's here bc the doctor needs a bodyguard during vacation &he applied for the job, but their friends know it's cover for a date. reverdie was reluctant to try the stall games because they're designed to make you fail until you've spent more than the prize's worth, even preferring to spend money on the tourist-priced street foods instead, but logos cheats seamlessly scores everything they eyed &the two probably get banned. also reverdie definitely brought a grill with them to bbq it up later &an ample amount of time is spent cuddling on a hammock.

[Grass]: You're going on a picnic with your f/o! What are you packing for the trip and what does the scenery look like?

most likely nighttime flower viewing in a secluded spot. reverdie's bag makes it look like they're going trekking, half full of food &half full of blankets and cushions. the snacks and tea were made with the flowers from the convalesence garden &reverdie dozes off in logos' arms under the stars &petals.

[Electric]: When did you realize that you were in love with your f/o? When did they realize that they were in love with you?

initial moment during babel, reverdie fell in love gradually without even realizing it,, it wasn't until logos realized his own feelings first and started hinting deeper affections/subtle actions that reverdie had an 'oh, heー oh, oh- I love him too,' moment.

logos realized it when he wanted to see reverdie blossom as much as the future he wanted to pave for others &the promises he made to them were declarations of that love portrayed in a way that goes with his belief of words as a banshee

(essentially they were "I want to help bear your burdens so you may flourish" aka "I wish for you to reclaim your name/yourself" -> for the doctor who was struggling to hold onto their core beliefs as a person &ties into the meaning of the word reverdie. the second vow to himself was sm along the lines of "in all the words &languages in the world, yours is most precious to me; I want to understand them so that I may nestle closer to all that you are" -> regarding wanting to decode reverdie's voynich manuscript as an intimate expression of affection)

after chernobog, nothing happened til post-victoria; logos got put on reverdie’s radar &logos himself decided to change the professional distance he'd kept til then. he didn't expect reverdie falling back in love w him over time, struggling on how to respond when he never fell out of love in the first place

[Ice]: It's starting to snow! What do you and your f/o plan on doing? Do you go sledding? Build a snowman? Or do you guys stay inside to keep warm?

logos probably goes sledding on a petty bet between other elite ops. he makes sure reverdie is properly bundled up &they take turns switching who's at the front. sometimes his vision gets blocked by reverdie's fluffy floofers but it's all part of the joy of being with them. reverdie tries to build an igloo at some point, but gets distracted during a break with some hot buttered rum &making christmas crack.

[Fighting]: What's one thing that you and your f/o can't seem to agree on? Do you often debate the topic or choose avoid it?

they're both reasonable &level-headed, they both spend as long as possible to work out an argument the best they can so there's not really an irreconcilable topic between them, at worst begrudgingly seeing the other's point &conceding. reverdie's actions leading to the fall of babel may be one point of discontent &depending on how the lore reveal goes, they may try to reason to logos or accept the blame without a fight (leaning more towards the latter)

[Flying]: lf you and your f/o had wings, what did they look like? If your f/o already has wings: describe them! Do they let you touch them?

the two of them help each other with their hair/fur/feather care routines; logos rly enjoys having his wings massaged &they're regularly seen fluffed up or flapping in happiness when he's around reverdie.

[Poison]: Who's the better caretaker in your relationship and how do you help each other when one of you is sick?

when it comes to being sick, reverdie knows a bit more abt whipping up herbal remedies/sick day recipes, but the two come rly close in terms of taking care of each other on a normal basis. logos worries he didn't do enough for them in the past, so he tries to make sure reverdie is cared for now. since the two are often saddled with a Lot of work, they seek each other out to get it done side by side esp if it's after hours. reverdie is usually the one who finally calls for bedtime &bc it's reverdie who's asking, logos actually acquiesces every time.

[Ground]: What's your favorite outdoor activity? What about your f/o's?

to outsiders, it looks like reverdie likes shopping, but in actuality they enjoy wandering around &finding hole in the wall gems in the process, be it for food or a knickknacks shop or etc. since reverdie was away for 3 years &logos didn't actively approach them another few years later, he got used to subconsciously filing away places &things he came across as "reverdie might like this" in his mind. it used to make him feel kind of empty, but not anymore!

[Psychic]: Is your f/o good at reading your mood and/or helping you feel better? What about vice versa?

logos Does try to b more attentive to reverdie's feelings, but ultimately coaxes them to communicate with him on their own initiative, hoping they'll choose to rely on him &not repeat the past. he doesn't mince words, but reverdie sees how honestly &patiently he accompanies them. it both warms their heart &makes them want to try all the harder for him

since logos has a stiff face &values logic over acting on emotion, he tends to hide dejection/anxiety, though feelings like annoyance/irritation are more unfiltered. reverdie knows there's a lot he wants to accomplish &has so much he needs to worry about to achieve those things, so they do their best to smooth out the creases for him &support him in the little ways to make each next step a little easier to tread.

in the end, it rounds back to logos worrying if reverdie taking on too much would cause them to close him off again, though this time it ironically leads them to strive to alleviate that worry as well by relying on &being open with logos

[Bug]: How do you comfort one another when you get scared? Is there any teasing involved?

there's not much that can rattle logos to the point of fear/panic, but similarly to above, reverdie tries to soothe his neurotic tendencies from accumulating by being as reliable as they can, including building a stable environment for him. they wrack up the most solid courses of action they can foresee to assure logos there's no need to be afraid/worry for anything bc everyone is steadfast &well.

logos opts to just eliminate the threat, or at least threatens the cause of the scare with a petty curse or two. if the cause is something he can't stop at the source, he'll try things like casting spells or physical/verbal comfort to mitigate what its doing to scare reverdie.

[Rock]: What kinds of gifts do you get each other for your anniversaries/birthdays/etc?

being able to coordinate time off together is one thing. making sure logos isn't away on another field mission is another thing. having the landship docked somewhere they can feasibly go on a date to is yet another thing. most of their special days are unfortunately spent apart or within rhodes island. since they're both busy individuals, being able to freely spend time together without the pretense of work taking priority is a gift in itself.

because of this, the two of them don't restrict "more important" gifts to "special days" &just do it throughout the year. personally handmade crafts are the norm between them, the most monumental gift reverdie has given logos is a custom, glassblown dip pen. they typically try to gift him practical things he could use.

logos vaguely remembers occasions, but has never really celebrated any. by the time he finally got together with reverdie again, his pent up feelings had been so close to bursting that even he had to mark it as a day of remembrance, gifting them the celtic knot from his traditional banshee wear, which is covered in protective spells &now tied around one of their tails. (his banshee's kiss &dreaming essence soon followed afterwards.) although gifts are year-round &his attitude abt celebrating hasn't rly changed, logos reciprocates reverdie's attempts to at least spend some (strictly non-working) time together for these milestone occasions.

[Ghost]: Has your f/o ever helped you get over a fear? Have they ever pushed you out of your comfort zone?

not exactly fear, but more like. their idealogy was being outright stomped on &reverdie didn't know how to overcome it? it was unfortunately one that you couldn't quite soothe, like an overall "life is cruel" kinda thing. since logos couldn't address the problem, all he could do was try to support reverdie through it, but it wasn't enough in the end. he's trying again now, but he isn't reverdie's sole pillar of support anymore, nor is reverdie isolated anymore due to situational complications of the past, so they're able to face up to their fear better now with their new bonds &experienced new viewpoints.

[Dragon]: Does your f/o have a kryptonite? Does your s/i know about it? What about vice versa?

there's no canon info for his weaknesses, so here's one unsurprisingly regarding reverdie instead: he's missed/pined for them too much, becoming a smidge clingy &possessive, as well as even more whipped &smitten than before. he might not actively realize it most of the time, but if reverdie is participating in sm for example, logos either shows up himself or reads up every report of the event afterwards or asks the people involved how it went. it's not exactly a weakness, but it sure is contradictory for someone touting the codename logos. reverdie, missing their memories &unable to compare this behavior with the past, just thinks this is how logos normally shows his love

reverdie's kryptonite is a double edged sword. they firmly hold onto their core beliefs- even if it hurts them. being unable to betray or denounce what they believed in despite everything until it eats away at them. logos of course knew about it, but he's able to worry way less about them falling back into that state nowadays.

[Dark]: Who is more protective of the other? Give us an example of a time one of you protected the other.

logos by a long stretch. he made a promise to protect reverdie &then made another to himself so he could uphold the initial promise better. even after the questionable state of that promise after babel, he still strove to upkeep it when reverdie returned- &now especially because of what happened in babel, he's doubled down his protective behavior. he's like the guardian bird of a tree, sniping nuts at your head from above &dive-bombing the people who walk too close (within reason) (he's logos after all) (ignore him brandishing his bone pen)

[Steel]: Do you have any f/o's who pretend to be tough but are actually softies that are wrapped around your finger?

yeah the great banshee lord, ancient-blooded young spellmaster prodigy prince who speaks in archaic rhetoric has got it down bad horrendous for this space tree fox. astronomically, even

[Fairy]: What kinds of AUs do you imagine you and your f/o in? Are any inspired by classic fairytales?

au where the elite operators survive :)))))

(I don't rly have any aus for them atm) (seaborn ending au is way too dreary for me to b happy or motivated thinking of one) (despite the amazing au fics I have come across, none of them rly inspired me to make my own) (beyond the vaguest idea of a modern au that I hadn't thought any deeper abt in 3000yrs)

[Bonus]: Construct a Pokemon team for you and construct one for your f/o (if they don't already have one!)

assuming it's a pokemon in arknights au &not full on pokemon au- (hash the above prompt, I guess I do have an au now?) (mons r obviously chosen based on vibes &lore/dex entries not actual competitive viability/team synergy idk any of that)

reverdie: their first pokemon is a shaymin who currently has lost its gracidea flower, or rather never had one in the first place. reverdie doesn't rly have a set lead pokemon as battling isn't a priority, but the eevee (now leafeon) that priestess gifted them likes to accompany them wherever they go. it suddenly evolved into a leafeon seemingly on its own after being under reverdie's care for a scant few hours. they befriended a ninetales shortly after settling into a mountainous yan village; reverdie loves to snuggle with it for warmth. during their stay in higashi, they were gifted an egg as a gesture of gratitude. it later hatched into a turtwig (now torterra). reverdie once had a zorua that their ninetales brought them, but it mysteriously disappeared during the incident that caused reverdie to have to recuperate in the sarcophagus for the first time. later when they woke up &resettled elsewhere, a hisuian zorua appeared on their doorstep one day &wouldn't leave. it hasn't evolved despite all this time &it's unclear if it rly just hasn't reached that point yet or if it refuses to. sometime after the reunion incident, logos' decidueye brought reverdie an applin (now appletun) like it was a dead rat. reverdie didn't know whose decidueye it was at the time &didn't see it again until they reacquainted with logos.

misc: xerneas

logos: the rookidee line is common in the banshee valley &logos has had one (now corviknight) since he was a kid. he kept running into an absol repeatedly as he grew up &eventually befriended it. his mother's froslass saw logos grow up &she lent it to him as a sendoff gift, lowkey to also look after him when he left for babel. logos prefers to use his own pokemon to battle, so froslass rly only sees action when he's officially representing the elegiac court. sometime during babel, logos found a rowlet (now decidueye) napping in the bed he hadn't seen for 4 days due to overworking. he kicked it out, but it kept coming back whenever he spent a prolonged period of time away. when logos told reverdie abt it, they said they thought it was his &had even let it into his dorm a few times. logos eventually just kept it. before he officially accepted the rowlet into his team, logos had been looking for a potential messenger bird to raise, since his corviknight was the team lead &often busy along with him. he asked the other elite operators for help as he couldn't devote enough time to find one. scout got him a swablu (now altaria) from heavens knows where, thinking it would b funny to see the banshee lord with a cottonball head. logos taught the swablu perish song on the spot &promptly set it loose on scout. sometime after the victoria incident, reverdie gifted logos an alolan vulpix (now ninetales) that they had been raising for a while.

[sogol]

love how i get dreaming essence &banshees kiss in back to back is runs loverdie is so real

[sogol]

logos, holding reverdie up like a hamster: my wife, i dont know what they are

[sogol]

crazy that i posted this nearly a year ago &now im seeing a bunch of doclogos fanfics using the little prince as an inspo

coincidence? i think not

rereading the little prince to note down the exact loverdie inspis i had &the book always so much better than i remember

[sogol]

FRANKA SKIN &LING L2D SKIN BUT BETTER IM SO WINNING

[sogol]

yesterdays progress: wife &shu's module maxed out! mumu &shamare r taking a while to hit 100% trust so i'll work on their m3s instead for now

loverdies adopted daughter getting tutored on petty curses

[sogol]

❀ qiyu, 20↑. enby, chinese american (they/them). houseplant wifegnc to wifeguy logos

❀ personal blog. sporadic activity, mostly queue; a bit lost on resettling on tungler. please read carrd byf!

❀ longstanding hyperfixation on arknights. en & cn player. lore nut, sarkaz bias. not much else i'll post about, but i do have other interests i enjoy if brought up

❀ selfshipper & oc/canon, non-sharing. main yumeship is loverdie; logos/reverdie. if you'd like, you can read more about them on my docsona's wiki carrd! (if it's down, that means it's getting updated-)

proship dni. minors dni (tagged nsfw, but just to b safe).

[sogol]

rereading the little prince to note down the exact loverdie inspis i had &the book always so much better than i remember