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jisungsblkgf · 4 years ago

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Stupid Sweater pt.2

⤷pairing - yunho x reader; seonghwa x reader?? not really?? he is kinda trash

⤷genre - angst?? its angst right?

⤷summary - bff!yunho becomes bf!yunho and unrequited!seonghwa becomes enemy/stranger!seonghwa {part 1}

⤷warnings - there is like -1 swear word in this i think?? other than that um idk hwa is still a dick

⤷notes - the first chunk of this was written minus my shitty edits by @lovelyvitamin !! big thanks to them for this!! also my inbox is pretty dry rn so pls feel free to request something here!!

yunho looked at you with a solemn expression as your tears kept falling and in that moment he pulled you into his arms. he rubbed circles on your back as your tears were starting to soak up the shirt he was wearing. if rina didnt hate you before, she definitely will once she sees the condition of this top.

“i probably look really ugly right now.” a pitiful chuckle passed your lips as you imagined how you looked. snotty nose, puffy eyes, and a quivering voice. “she’s beautiful. almost like a model. she probably was one.” you said softly as you arms wrapped around your best friend’s figure.

yunho’s arms tightened around you as he heard you speak negatively about yourself and before he could think, his voice beat him to it.

“i think you’re beautiful.” you looked up at yunho before shooting him a small smile.

“thank you, yun-”

“no, you’re not understanding me.” you heard him take a deep breath from above. you could feel his heart beat through his now tear stained tee and you pulled away from yunho. through glossy eyes and small sniffles, you looked up at him. he smiled down at you before taking both your hands in his.

“you’re beautiful, y/n. i saw how beautiful you looked when i first met you and even now.” he gently cleaned you face as he kept speaking. “i don’t know how seonghwa-hyung hasn’t seen it yet, but i can’t stand seeing you like this.”

“yunho-”

he held a finger up to you lips.

“what i’m trying to say is, i like you. a lot. so much that it hurts me to see you cry because of him.” a couple of stray tears begin to liter his stage outfit. you attempted to pull your hands up to wipe his face but he grips them tightly. “i want to show you how much you mean to me. forget about him. only if you let me though. it’s ok if you don’t feel the same, but if you give me a chance-”

you cut him off by planting a small kiss on his cheek. yunho looked at you in shock as you peered up at him with a smile.

“yunho, i would like to give you a chance, but, i don’t want to lead you on. i still like seonghwa… i wouldn’t want to hurt you.” you freed your hand and gently caressed his cheek; wiping his tears in an attempt to save his makeup. you dont need the whole backstage crew hating you.

he simply smiled as he pecked your hand. “that’s why i plan on making you forget him, and only see me. i’ll treat you better. i’ll listen to you and never forget anything. i’ll give you all of my sweaters and never ask for them back. just please, give me a chance.”

it had been about a month since you started seeing yunho. you would be lying if you said losing feelings hwa was hard. it honestly wasn’t, especially when yunho was the one making you forget him. everytime hwa rushed through your thoughts, yunho followed behind with beautiful longevity. he treated you like his princess; he gave you everything and then some. that included his sweaters which were slightly larger and smelled like soft lavender as opposed to hwa’s fresh oak wood. loving yunho felt natural and beautiful.

what was hard was dealing with the new group dynamic. you knew seonghwa wasn't super comfortable with your new relationship causing the two of you to spend even less time together than before. it also meant the chemistry of ateez was off, to the point where atinys began to notice. anytime you or yunho would interact with him, seonghwa made an excuse to leave or see rina. the stress and tension hit a breaking point and hongjoong decided it was time for a solution.

thats how you ended up here. a thursday night movie with all of the boys plus you and per hwa’s request: rina. you were leaned into yunho on the end of the coach while hwa and rina sat across the room on the floor. the rest of the boys were littered between you guys which meant they could feel the tension more than ever. watching the two couples had become more interesting than the movie.

“hwa, i’m kinda cold.” rina tries to whisper. the boys turn towards her voice while you turn towards yunho and add a ‘me too’. both yunho and seonghwa sit up to go grab some things from the closet.

“its okay, hyungs. we’ll get it.” san and wooyoung both say looking for an excuse to leave the tense living room. you turn your attention back to the movie while yunho relaxed back into you. after some shuffling, san and woo return to the living room with a pile of blankets and clothes. in that pile sat two sweaters. yunho’s fluffy brown one on bottom and that one on top. you absently reach towards the pile and throw hwa’s aside for yunho’s. unknown to you, the smallest smirk spread on yunho’s face. meanwhile your action caused seonghwa’s annoyance to turn to anger.

“hey dont throw my stuff around like that. its rude.” he spat out. you rolled your eyes at him.

“its just a stupid sweater, hwa. it doesn’t matter that much.” yunho yells back. you stand up and head towards yuhno’s room knowing yunho is close behind. thats when it hit you. you didn't give a fuck about hwa or rina or that sweater; not when you had a bf like yuhno and friends like the rest of the boys.

“y/n obviously didn't feel that way a month ago.” thats it. you turned quickly on your heels

“well seonghwa, its been a long month and that is a stupid sweater”

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