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[neoneun-au]

I'M HERE after six hours of lesson planning TO REQUEST!!

I'd love to see what you have for woozi + moody + 13 + urban fantasy :)

i switched concepts like three times before i settled on this. hope you enjoy :)

vampire!jihoon x reader | ambient, mild angst | 1k song: someday now - local natives

“I’m leaving.” He speaks the words into the night air, face tipped up towards the moon, and you feel them settle into you like barbed wire. Digging, clawing, scraping. 

Jihoon’s profile is lit by the night sky. You sit in the darkness, side by side—a spot on the hill overlooking the city below. A place you’ve sat in comfortable, companionable silence for the past few years. Easing into each other’s presence and realities. Words were not always necessary, neither of you were particularly loquacious, you just found that you each filled a missing spot in the other’s lives. For Jihoon you were a tether back to the mortal world, a white string shimmering through the dark and illuminating this life of blood and death he had found himself a part of. For you, he was a friend. An odd one, some might say. Beyond the fangs and absence of heartbeat, even. For what did you two have in common? A vampire and a human, two creatures on opposite ends of the light spectrum meeting in the shades of grey in between. It was simple to you, though–as easy as breathing–you just fit. 

You knew if you had met him before he was turned, you would have made a life together. Perhaps you would have met in a lecture hall, each finding a seat near the back and slowly over the course of weeks growing accustomed to each other’s company until finally the barrier of silence was broken. Study dates would have turned into coffee dates would have turned into dates at each other’s apartments. Heady kisses, heavy breathing. The night like a veil cast over your love, keeping you in each other’s arms as you drifted to sleep and woke with the sun kissing your skin. No fear with the dawn—simply a fact of life.

But life had a funny way of blocking these blessings. Of throwing a wrench into your carefully constructed plans and fantasies. 

“Why?” You ask, but you know. You know the answer. It was always there between you even as you dared to inch yourself closer to him. Unspoken like the hint of fangs hidden behind his lips, never bared to you–not even once. Now you think he may as well have–ripped open your flesh, bled you dry–it might have hurt less. Less than letting you get close, little by little allowing you into his world of the night against both of your better judgment. 

He sighs, shifting beside you and you know he’s doing it for your own benefit. He could have vanished within an instant. There’s nothing you would have been able to do about it, left sitting alone in the cold silence of the night–exposed to the stars above. “It’s too dangerous,” he says, a response you’ve heard before. 

Will you change me? 

It’s too dangerous,

Will you love me? 

It’s too dangerous,

You want to tell him that life is full of danger. That the only thing protecting you and anyone else from the claws and teeth is each other. Life is meant to be shared, Jihoon, you would say. Even a life such as your own. That the only real danger is to be so alone it becomes you. 

You don’t say it, though. You keep your lips pressed tight together and etch his profile into your memory. Tracing the curve of his cheeks, his lips, his nose into your mind to keep. You let your gaze wash over his body as he stands, lithe frame moving in a way no human can. These subtle moments that remind you of the reality of your friend. 

“Where will you go?” you ask, more out of an attempt to stall him. To keep him in your presence long enough to solidify him in your mind. 

He glances down at you, dark eyes meeting yours, and gives a half smile, “away. Please take care of yourself,” he says, “for me.” You want to laugh. A miserable, mirthless laugh. Instead you watch without word or noise as he turns to walk away, heart constricting with every step he takes, until you’re left alone. The peace of the night around you turns to a shroud and you know that he’s gone–the warmth of his eyes has left you to yourself. 

For the next month you return to your spot. You’re not sure why at first, maybe some blind hope that he might also be there. That his resolve had left him and that strange pull you felt towards each other had brought him back to you. After the first week, though, you start to return simply out of habit. A place to pour your silent sorrows out to the sky and let yourself wish. Wish that things had started or turned out differently, wish that they might change despite everything telling you that they weren’t going to. The night becomes a friend, as he had–your constant companion. You consider finding another vampire, bargaining with them to change you so you live the rest of your life at night, but Jihoon’s voice rings out through your mind, his face a silent admonition even before the thought fully forms and you abandon it. He was a friend to you, he cared in his own way, and you think the least you can do for him is listen. And take care of yourself. 

You resolve on your last night under the dark on the hill to thrust yourself into life–fully and completely. Live the life you mourned with him. Before leaving you tuck a letter in between the branches of a tree, for him but mostly for yourself. He said he was leaving–going away–and you had no reason to not believe him but some small part of you was still compelled to do this. You walk away, eyes lingering on the view that you two sat and watched together so often. 

It really was beautiful here at night, the lights of the city twinkling in the distance like a field of fireflies–alight and alive. Your heart swells as you walk, letting the light pull you back down. 

A hand reaches out in the darkness as you leave–bright white in the moonlight and cold as ice. Fingers tugging at the corner of the letter. A face melting back into the darkness, leaving you to the day with a small, sad smile tugging at the corners of his lips.

[sexysilverstrider]

fafar, every time you play a new game, I add it to my list of games to try eventually!! your taste 👌👌 I just started ikemen villains, but I might try other games in the series, too

oho what games got u this time? 👀

also confession i hadnt downloaded ikevil yet. lmaooooo. i have like 3 cybird games in my phone and all i do is log on for dailies and log out. the op music slaps btw

[quackle]

wait, scin, you just blew my mind. no WAY xii was 3 years ago-

i know, it genuinely does not feel like it was that long ago! 😭 the comments i received this year really put it into perspective like wowie it HAS been a long time since i finished that!

[seokmins]

ELV, as the resident seokmin stan, i am wondering if you had a link to DK's musical? i swear i had it saved somewhere, but now i can't find it :')

AERIS ❤️💕❤️💕 Tis my god given duty to supply deekay content hajakw here's the link babe! ❤️

[onlyseokmins]

hi elv, sunshine of my life 🔆 i read your boxer!seokmin fic and immediately switched the lead of my current fic from seungcheol to seokmin

If I am the sunshine of ur life, ur the galaxy that uplifts me 💖 I saw your reblog and it made my day!! ALSO HELLO 👁 more deets need spilled if u pls 🤲🏼 offering up our fierce jaguar gaze as compensation /hj

[hanniedream]

aeris here to respond to your reblog to my reblog (reblog-ception): I love reading fluff, but sometimes angst is just perfect for certain moods 🤩🤩 singing praises about how well you did it

since I saw you were asking: MTL likely to visit your home country with you in Seventeen?

hi aeris! 🤗

omg i love fluff, especially when they make me feel tingly inside but angst will always be my favourite, i love a good angst that makes me question my life.

thank you so much, that genuinely means the world to me coming from you bcs you're one of my favourite writers here. 🥺🥺🩷🩷

i posted the mtl here!

[cheolsblackgf]

mystery! I usually spin a wheel

ooooo!!! that’s a great method too! 🤩🤩🤩 my only thing is i’m extremely lazy and would probably also just end up spinning numbers instead of names 🫠 it’s a miracle i get anything done with this type of motivation going against me XD

[ambivartence]

🎧 !! my most recently played song was "after we ride" by brave girls

wow i just listened to after we ride and really liked it! saved it to my playlist hehe

currently listening to Macarena by BLITZERS which is one of my recent fave releases!! its got this distinct trumpet (?) instrumental and addictive dance that always make me happy when i listen to it hehe

> send me a 🎧 and i’ll send you a song from my shuffle <

(and if u want lmk what ur most recently played song is too 🥰)

[lesbiancarat]

33!!

33: not but for you, bunny - sidney gish

send me a number 1-100 and I'll tell you what song it was on my top spotify songs of 2022! :3

[thesadboisguidetolife]

"💒- which show would you want to live in?" for the ask game!

Thank you for the ask!!! 🥰🥰🥰

[neoneun-au]

3.9k words ALREADY?? I'm on summer break and ignoring work until July. I cannot WAIT to tuck into that fic when it comes out. any snippets you can offer? 🙇🏻‍♀️

im up at 5.3k now ! and oh boy do i have snippets !! its going to be long but should definitely be out in time for you to be able to digest it properly hehe it's very dense and contemplative (my favourite it seems LOL) but heres something:

[burningparadiseduck]

My Neuvillette build requested by @lovekato-chan ^^

[quackle]

re: loid's hesitation in the new spy x family chapter

I was also yelling like AGHHHH. HE LET YURI LIVE.........THIS MEANS SOMETHING, RIGHT

OMG YES- i read the chapter early this morning. and seeing THAT??? seeing loid's BLATANT HESITATION???? that has to mean something that loid has yet to fully understand and i'm so excited that the slow burn is BURNING 💕

[seokmins]

ASSUMPTION IS THAT YOU'D JOIN HOSHI IN HIS TIGER AGENDA...

sobbing you are absolutely correct tho -

make an assumption about me?

[onlyseokmins]

🌻 gently laying this down in your inbox m

🚚 ~ Beep boop, here comes a sunshine delivery for Aeris! ☀️

📝 Send a 🌻 to place your order ~

gently laying on you <3 aeris you are sooooo amazing, definitely another mutual i thought i'd never make sdkfjs i love like non-judgmental you are hahah ik that sounds weird but i just appreciate how cool you are with things and take it all in stride. i really admire you actually! i hope you've been doing well ~ i appreciate every time i see you in my notifs, it's like getting a lil spark of joy and it definitely tickles my happy brain cell whenever you drop by <3 ty for all ur support always, my loveliest!

[dalkyeom]

tagged by the ever so lovely @aceofvernons! tysm mi bonon!

you're starring in a movie with the last person in your camera roll + the last song you listened to is the title. who/what is it?

Joshua will always be my leading man atp 😭 also this gave me an idea! not edited so there might be errors lol I threw this in for some quick fun

movie: Ima ~ Even If The World Ends Tomorrow ~

genre — time loop, angst and fluff, heavy on the angst maybe, wandavision-esque, y/n has powers

plot — Joshua Hong calls this the summer of the decade. From the weeklong trip to Disneyland to strumming his guitar around a bonfire at a beach with his friends. Each day he checks something new off his bucket list.

until he notices nothing is what it seems. The moment he gets on his bed and closes his eyes, he wakes up to the same morning of July 21st and the only other person to be aware of it is you.

.

You call this the summer of the decade, as you take a sip of cherry wine and feel the wet sand beneath your feet. The ring engraved with Joshua’s initials sits daintily on your finger as you listen to the strumming of his guitar and the cackling of the bonfire.

You count the moments before someone (you swore it’s Soonyoung but it changes every time) yells, “look up! the meteor shower is starting.” and you force time to rewind as the first falling star meets the horizon.

After all, it was because of your love that allowed this world to reset before it comes crashing down.

tagging @lovekato-chan @leejungchans @amourcheol @decembermoonskz @97-liners (if you want to)

i was tagged by @cheolism (hi katie ♡)

you're starring in a movie with the last person in your camera roll + the last song you listened to is the title. who/what is it?

(don't. don't ask about the picture. it was for a meme.)

great i have a meme picture of bang chan and the title is freeze (also from skz. this was not intentional.) am i in some kind of mafia movie??? or can i take the word freeze and put it in a different context???? putting it in a different context feels strange though so i'm making it a weird meet cute where i become besties with this guy who's Totally Not Part Of The Mafia.

tagging: @seokmins @dalkyeom @savventeen and whoever wants to do it!!!