#loveisbullshit

[icinizdekayboldum]

[winterkxndx]

[anoldfilmreel]

really amazes me how everything changes in a day

[shinebrightlikeadiam0nd]

Los cactus que me regalaste se marchitaron, al igual que nuestro amor.

[hisherseveryones]

after

i first spoke to him because he was my ex's friend. he comforted me when i didnt have anyone else and was still there even after i broke up with my recent.. he was such an asshole when we first met, i swear, like he ghosted, he ignored once in awhile and then he'd come back and make everything ok again. he made everything ok… he made me ok.

i started liking him when we were friends. we shared thoughts dreams fears and everything in between. we didnt want to ruin it by saying i love you or i like you so we had our own little space.. "te queiro" "te amo" then little by little i fell for him. harder and harder as every day and every night passed because we called, messaged, texted and just was there. i confessed first on the first of september and told him,

"i love you"

then i hung up on him and went offline. cried about it a lot. then slept. the next morning he called up because he knew what time id wake up and the first thing he said was, "i love you too." he was my everything, everyday and every night. and i could not have been happier. we hung out in the morning in the corridor or staircases. we'd kiss hug slow dance hold hands and just .. fit together like a puzzle piece .. i gave him everything. my time my heart soul mind lips hands waist shoulders cheeks

and then eventually, my tears sadness anger insecurity and heart break. he was a part of me. he completed me. even when he called me bad words, when he accused me of cheating every night, when he blocked me ignored me talked to other girls about me kissed other girls

even when he told me to kill myself.

he was still the one id run to first when i was happy or sad. he was the first one id talk to in the morning and the last one at night. i brought him home to my family and he didnt quite fit in but he .. he was there .. involved in my life, not completely but he was very involved. my friends knew him, my family knew him, my driver knew him, hell even the guard by my village knew him. he was, he took a large chunk of me and replaced it with him.

and now, i have to leave him because i realized how much of myself was gone. i wanted me back. i love him but i want me. i want him but i love me. im not anyones pet, therapist or care taker. i am who i am. i am me.

not his property or plaything he'd leave on standby.

[kaushikdavan]

You’ll never know how much a person means to you until you lost them✌️ You’ll never know how much you love a person until you let them go✌️ You’ll never know how strong you are until being strong is your only choice ✌️ You’ll never know how much you are loved until you love yourself✌️ All hidden scars of heart will heal, Every pain will fade away soon. With complete faith all hurrdles will end, we will heal🥀 . . . . . . 🌹🌹🌹#kaushik_davan #poetry #feelings #truestory #love#memories 🌹🌹🌹 #tryingtoheal#timechanges #whiskeyxlove 🌹🌹🌹#instagram #loveisbullshit #instadaily #insta#feed#like 🌹🌹🌹#love#share#feel #read #readagain #page 🌹🌹🌹#night#deepthoughts #sensitivecontent #loveyourself🌹🌹🌹 #standup #joke #trending #fail #nevertrust #anyone ��🌹🌹 @poemsporn_ @poemxheaven @poetstribe 🌹🌹🌹@wolfypoems @poisonandchoices@poets @saloniscribes @poetsglobe @thepoetics 🌹🌹🌹@rumi.quotes @unerasepoetry @poetsandwriters 🌹🌹🌹 (at ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ツ) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNqay08pwz8/?igshid=cr891i4t4o2t

[arspoeticaamor]

#writing #poems #officialwriting #feelings #emotions #words #thoughts #jglynchwriting #love #loveisbullshit #bullshit #feels #words #gameoflove #bs #games #messingwithfeelings #messingaround #honesty #honest #thegame #originalwork #originalwriting https://www.instagram.com/p/BljBKHDB3bN/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zew62xgowd7l

[unknown-girl-mein-leben]

Have the courage to answer "how are you" truthfully.

#fuck #loveisbullshit #kill #dead #iwanthope #alone #fucklove

[jaetros]

💔💔💔

When will the cycle of heartbreak stop? Everytime I fall for someone, they don’t catch me. Instead they catch someone else who never deserves them. But it’s forbidden love, so I’m incredibly torn between my emotions and my morals. Dying seems like a better option so as to stop this pain. I wish I had never known what being attracted to someone actually feels like. It’s always my cause of depression and suicidal thoughts. Even though I’ve chosen to be myself, I have no one. No one loves me and fights for me like the priority. Why do I always fight for someone and they end up choosing someone else? It’s never the other way round. I never want the people who fall for me because I just don’t want them, they’re not the one I love and truly want. The one I want always falls for others. You fall for one they fall for another. The cycle never ends and I’m better off dead. Everyone has someone and I’m incredibly jealous to the point my stomach hurts and I get anxiety. Who would have thought asking for love was such a hard thing even though it sounds so simple? Just end me. Love is a stupid thing that drives me insane.

[osdirectdata-blog]

10 000 браков в год начинаются с романа, который завязался во время перерыва на чашечку кофе! Учитывая этот факт, никогда не отказывай себе в отдыхе.

[then-i-lost-my-life]

[unknown-girl-mein-leben]

Eine Frau die oft verletzt worden ist, rechnet immer mit dem schlimmsten.

Und wenn ihr man was gutes passiert, zweifelt sie daran so sehr, dass sie es selbst kaputt macht.

#fuck #dead #iwanthope #alone #fucklove #loveisbullshit

[osdirectdata-blog]

Какие шансы жить долго и счастливо со своей первой любовью? Факты говорят, что очень даже неплохие. По статистике, двое мужчин из пяти женятся на своей первой возлюбленной.

[nothing-appeals-to-me]

Why can't I get you out of my mind, get the fuck out of it, you are not worth loosing sleep over

[booksl0ver]

i crave love and affection so much it makes me sick

[rebel-by-choicexx]

“Z takich rzeczy jak miłość to ja mogę sobie żartować” -Pewien idiota