#love you penisgirlfriend but as a pussyboyfriend i require more downers

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nothing that anxiolytics and a coffee and a spiked rum and a drop of chloroform and a clean hit in the back of the neck and seven years in an old lighthouse and a hug from a friend and a long cnc roleplay and 190mg of prescription morphine and a top surgery and a tall glass of milk after a bath and a hopeful daydream to fall asleep to and calligraphy lessons and three 300mg paracetamol 10 mg opium 30mg caffeine lamaline pills and a crown that eats reality and spits back lies and a well recovering racing hound and a bowl of dumpling soup and a big sweater and a coma and a single beautiful rod of depleted uranium and a favorite bench in a park and a handwritten to-do list with all its items crossed and a text from god and a tongue piercing and a lobotomy and an axe and another coffee can't fix.