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itsalwaysdark · 6 months ago

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theres like fr something in the water abt cadaver w long hair. also im blaming this on the fact im listening to nine inch nails. but guys has anybody thought about cadaver and scientist...

lord this edibles crazy i thought i was getting over it and then i wanted to do more cas in the sims and i basically just made a copy of cadaver and then spun him in circles for like A while. it was way more fun than it shouldve been

#i like looked at scientist and thought i was gonna start crying bc i like her so bad #VERY SCARY! it feels like im feeling an emotion past what im able to actuallyregister #did i tell u guys abt that um last night i guess #i had a moment where i was able to like. ground myself further than im usually able to and i was able to like. feel real again #and i couldnt stop crying abt it like i was unconsolable. i just kept sobbing bc i was actually real and i got out and i got to feel it aga #and i kept feeling them coming to like. put meback and it was awful. but im back now and i dont feel real again. but whatever. ik i ws cryi #the entire time and it felt Awful it was painful it was scary to be like back the way im supposed to be but i do miss it a lot #but idt im strong enough to try to come back again so im staying inside where im supposed to be #idt im making muchsense. just be glad im not telling you guys about the g #the g i couldnt stop thinking abt id during dr who bc everything in the universe is this one endlessly intricate g like calligraphy shit #and i can see it in my head but i cant see it all at once bc there r too many little details and stuff #itis ok. ive been seeing a lot today JDJWA #thats why ive been keeping myself from taking another edible even though its temptingggg but imnot.#love you guys btw. everybody i love you snd stuff. i feel so like. connected to everybody bc of what ive seen #like i get it all i can see everybody and when i think im like. everybody and its really nice. its all here like were all together and stuf #umm yeah. so :] i am done writing now. this song is good though. and what about cadaqver and scientist and stuff right guys

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