#love x negan || you were never a saint: i loved in shades of wrong

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[ MORNING ]  for sender to wake receiver with a kiss. from love!

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His head was still heavy, the hungover tiring all his limbs as those soft lips suddenly kissed him for a good morning, that reminded him of the fact that he indeed wasn’t alone. But these lips weren’t anyones. Not from a random whore or fling. No. This was his bed and it was Love waking next to him. Was he still dreaming? “Mhm… baby.” he mumbled against her lips while he tried to kiss her back, his eyes still half closed even if he tried his best to look at her. “Good morning sweetheart.” Finally his hand reached for her face to take a closer look and now it slowly came back to him that Joe must have been on a trip with their child while she decided to come over to Negan even if she probably no one told it that way. Especially not her husband.

Well, they definitely might have had too much wine that was for sure and maybe that’s what brought them to bed this time since they tried to break it off for the thousandth time and he had never expected to see her again. Especially at his door. But whatever it was that brought them together, Negan couldn’t deny that he absolutely loved waking next to her. “God, you’re in my bed. How lucky am I?” he chuckled and rolled over to lay on top of her, kissing her properly back with his hand resting gently on her cheek. “Why are you so beautiful, even in the mornings? I bet I look like a homeless person next to you. It’s not fair.” With a laugh he buried his head on her chest, blindly caressing her chin with his fingertips while he only wished of sleeping again. With her in his arms. This morning couldn’t end yet, could it? “I hope you share breakfast with me, otherwise you’ll enjoy hangry Negan and I promise you that joy is definitely the opposite.”

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💋from love!

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⌖ (love)

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Attraction - it’s simple to say but so much more meaningful in Negans case cause yes even if he can be sexually attracted to many different people, with love it was something else. It’s easy to seduce him as a women simply said especially when they are aggressively flirty or wear sexy clothes (or none), but as he first saw Love she was just in her regular outfit, didn’t even notice him or talked to him and just amazed him by her whole presence. The way her voice sounded, how her facial expressions changed when she laughed, the way she moved and managed that shop on her own while her husband seemed so ignorant next to her. He knew from the very first look that she was a fighter and went through a lot and as he later learnt he probably felt drawn to the darkness he also always had in himself.

Obsession / rage - this is a mixed thing cause yes Negan is incredibly fascinated of Love and therefore wants to own her and love her like she deserves it, but he also knows he can’t have her what makes him incredibly furious. The jealousy and hate towards Joe makes him feel helpless and that drives him even deeper into the obsession which leads to Negan stalking Love and killing for her just to get her attention. So it’s always a mix from obsession resulting from the attraction towards her, which automatically leads to rage cause he isn’t her husband and can’t treat her the way he wants to or how she deserves it.

Inspiration - Love is literally his muse not only because she made him write on a new book again, but also cause she is such a tough and smart woman managing her own store and family at the same time even if everything collapses around her. Negan admires that strength cause he is convinced he couldn’t do it as incredibly as she does and also he adores the way Love can still see beauty in the darkest spaces. Even during all the mess he can see the love for her son, the love for everyone visiting her store and the love for Joe even if he doesn’t deserve it. Negan knows about himself that he can sometimes seem off or cold, distant and bitter after everything he saw, but somehow Love never became that and he always feels her warmth filling the room whenever she smiles. It’s inspirational and admirable for him to be that soft after the world tried to make you so rough.

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❛  all i could think about today was you.  ❜ from love

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It wasn’t the first time she appeared in his office bringing over some treats from her bakery when he didn’t have the time, but this time something was different. The way she looked at him as she walked through that door, the way her shirt revealed her neckline and her scent filling the room with that sweet perfume of hers mixing with her skin was just too intriguing to keep his calm. God she was a damn goddess taking over the whole room and his mind with her confident presence.

As she leaned over his desk and spoke those words like in a whisper, Negan was already captured, unable to resist to lick over his lips as his eyes fell on her collar. If she said that to Joe before? If he already touched her today?

No, he would smell it, that nasty little prick ruining her perfection. But here she was in her full grace and Negan couldn’t take his eyes off from her. With a grin he grabbed his glasses to place them on top of his papers laying in front of him and slowly he laid his arms on the big wooden table to lean forward and inhale her beautiful smell. “It’d be a lie to say it wasn’t the same for me, Love. And I usually don’t lie.” For a moment he closed his eyes, focusing on the warm feeling spreading in his chest before abruptly getting up and walking around the desk, one hand sliding along the wood.

“What exactly did you think about then? This? How you come here and let me eat your delicious cupcakes to give you compliments for your incredible work? Or would you prefer me telling you how fucking stunning you look? And how many times I already caught myself getting hard on the thought of you - just today?” His free hand wandered to her face, his tips trembling along her features while leaning down closer to her face. “Hell, I did miss you, lady Quinn. And I could write books alone about the way you’re standing here.” Not to mention that he already wrote a few pages just about her visits right here in his new book, but that was something she didn’t have to know now.

“Tell me, when exactly did you catch yourself thinking about me? Was it during you made these?” His eyes gestured at the cupcakes on his desk while the back of his hand now slipped along her arm. “Or under the shower? When you were all wet and sweating at the same time? Or did you think about this moment as you got dressed? Maybe you wear this for me?” Gently he took her hand, just his fingers fiddling with hers as his face nudged playfully against hers. “My next lesson starts in 20 minutes, but maybe you knew that and just came here to tease me so I’m the one walking up to your counter later like the hungry puppy I am. Tell me, what exactly did you think about, my Love.”

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(🍽) Our muses have a dinner date. from love

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“Damn, that looks amazing.” Negan asserted with his hand running over his scruff as he approached her. “You… really did this by yourself?” She must have since all her supplies were still laying in his kitchen and made him just chuckle to himself. Sure, normal people would have wondered how she got into his apartment, but normal people were damn boring and in a way it just proved him that he didn’t fell for her without a reason. No, Love Quinn was just as smart and remarkable as he expected her to be and on top she was also an incredible cook it seemed. Fuck and he thought he could overthrown her at least in that, but what did he expect from a perfect bakery chef?

With a grateful smile he approached her, running his hand through her hair in the way he always did, with very light pulls at the end before he forced himself to let go of her again. “You didn’t have to.” he softly muttered and wrapped one arm around her to be able to kiss the top of her head. “Well, I guess I shouldn’t question how you got into my apartment cause you’ll just say you have your ways, but let me say that I appreciate this gesture a lot, Love. I’m usually the one cooking for others but this… this looks fucking delicious.” Not as delicious as her for sure, but that was something he would let her know at another point.

Curiously he grabbed one of the fresh baked ciabatta pieces and dipped it into the cream she made, but before he would try it himself he teased her by holding the piece in front of her mouth. “Eat, gonna make sure you’re not poisoning me.” Of course it was a joke, but after all he knew about her so far, he was sure it was definitely something she was capable of, even if she hopefully wouldn’t try that on him. No she wouldn’t, he was certain of it as she took a bite and hummed about the taste, encouraging him to take the next one, but instead he just grinned and raised his brow in a playful matter. “I know better ways to know how this tastes.”

His hand placed the bread back on a plate and immediately he grabbed her face as she just swallowed and pressed his lips on hers in a demanding kiss that allowed his tongue to lick over her farm flesh that still tasted like the cream she just ate. Indeed the taste was remarkable and before she could react he already pulled away and licked over his lips with a winning expression. “Damn, this is really good. Really really good Love.”

Unimpressed he turnt back to the table as if nothing happened and grabbed the piece to now dip it into her cream again, tasting it himself without looking back at her. “I love this, thank you. Let’s sit to eat.”

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“C’mon!! Let’s dance!” from love

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“Dance? You gotta be kidding me Love. From all the things I can do greatly, you choose dancing? Well… let me show you how dancing looks like for me.” With a chuckle he stepped back and raised his arms, wiggling like an idiot on speed while she looked at him with widened eyes. “Still wanna dance with this dork?”

Well he probably didn’t impress her with this but at least he made her laugh and that was after all one of his biggest qualities. And to be fair her laugh was the most beautiful thing to listen to, that was for sure.

“Besides… you meant this kind of…” he grabbed his mobile hidden in his jacket pocket and started playing Joe Cockers “you are so beautiful” before placing it on the little wall behind them and grabbed her hands to pull her into his arms. “…dancing.” While one arm wrapped around her neck, his other hand slipped along her back, his fingertips wandering under her shirt to feel the warm skin burning against his grip. Well this was more a dance for him, just holding her, touching her, inhaling her and not necessarily staring into her eyes to reveal how weak he already felt in this moment. In fact Negan would have done anything she asked, literally anything what probably should scare him, but instead it just proved him again how much he adored her even if he couldn’t shake off his pride completely and therefore didn’t want her to know.

The night was silent and clear, the stars above them seemed even brighter than he ever noticed them on this roof, but maybe it was just because she was so close, the woman that made him feel alive again by the endless hunger she woke in him. The hunger to possess and win, to fight and kill for her even if she would never ask for it to be his. It was everything at once, here they were free. On top of his apartment where he just wanted to show her his view and not telling that the only view that he was interested in was her. And her house that could be seen far away. “Is this… what you wanted, Love?”

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