#love this placce the Bitch :)

[wildandmoody]

How i look with female/ she/her on my government documents or however that shit go

(my shirt was blowing in the wind like crazy which is why it looks puffed up like that

[momiamtired]

chapter 2 so they think im cringe. i will never be able to see my friends bc i will be able to leve canada onlt after 4 years bc of this stupid and random biometrics shit and i had only chance of meeting them this summer but now its all pointless bc of a random canada government decision. i want to pee so bad and this stupid american bitch is washing her ass for 2348493 hours with stupid pop childish music in the background gosh. i lost 700 dollars recently idk where or how i genuanly dont know its prob my roommate but im not sure so basically yeah and im reallt sensitive about losing money so yesterday was a fun day to me. my stupid mind is doing some crazy shit and tries to convince me to believe in karma or god idk basically its if i will think that everything will be bad then everything will be good but i should genuanly believe it all will be bad and i just go back n forth with this idea always going on on my minds. i have a couple of different templates of how this world from my mind' perspective works but im too tired to think ab it. ig every time i think that its just what it is its just how wolrd is and nobody is giving me a happy time after all of this is over as my mind always tries to constantly tell me i guess its just too painful for me. i want to believe that i will be happy in a short time. i want too. but every day i wake up and some awful shit happens to me. its awful to be extraverted and i dont have friends here. i hate this fucking bitch PLEASE leve i want to use toilet wtf is wrong with u. pleeeeaseee im all sweaty npw bc of how i want to pee. i noticed that they wash themselves so rarely here. idk why my roommate smells just awful and she is 22 and she never washes herself so at night when i have troubles sleeping i also need to smell her beatiful aromas and im gonna be silent ab her mouth like she never washes her teeth how can u have so many man and smell so awful and be so nasty. anyways i dont reallt know what to do? i lost my motivation to even live( but not to eatt i will never lose it i have ed) i just dont want to do anything to see anything to feel anything i just want to die and be reborn. i dont believe in reincarnation but being able to not feel anything is better than living how i live now. i never cry but i cry here really often. like a couple of times per weak? i never cry literally never. that bc my coping mechanism is trying to find a decision and i will fucking find this decision even if im gonna die but rn there is no decision there is nothing there is just finnish studying than good luck to being lucky for finding a place to live and a job and if u wont find a placce to stay u will have to sleep on a bed with a roommate who washes herself once per weak and stole ur only money. and even now my mind is trying to say to me that i will be fine and the situation will be better! but fuck u it wont be better and i know it because there is no fucking hope left here there is literallt nothing left no fucking move will make it better NOTHING will make it better. im a fucking psychology major wtf is wrong with me. i just cant believe how cruel the life is and how awful it is and how i just couldnt ever think it could get that bad. its just all of my failures they are so random and its not even my fault in any of those! and as i told u my mind again tries justify everything that is happening to me like no just think ab it!! no way it can be this awful right? no way this all could happen to u just like this and without a happy ending! yes it can and yes it happened and im tired of expecting something good to happen to me i just want to die pls why do i have parennts it would be so much easier. i would love to leave this hell and so study to europe but we already spent SO much money on only this first semester so i cant even imagine how can i justify going back home in my head, in front of my relatives. i hate myself

[finniestoncrane]

ok who was gonna tell me that milf extraordinaire and scottish homeboy michelle gomez was in gotham??? i needed a warning i needed to get myself ready

[harryandstanley]

85 Questions wowie

ayo my bife @bidonnas tagged me in dis thank u ily

last

drink // red wine lmao phone call // my dad for 0.6 seconds text message // my gc with my best friends song you listened to // plum by troye sivan time you cried // at like 1 am this morning fhbdnjs

ever

dated someone twice // ya kissed someone and regretted it // mmm not regretted it but more like dissapointed i kissed them hdjnsmd been cheated on // kinda ? its complicated fgdhnjsdiwjd lost someone special // sadly :( been depressed // bitch i wouldnt be here if i wasn't gotten drunk and thrown up // nah i don't throw up fave colours // sunset pink (not a color idc)

in the last year have you

made new friends // hell freaking yeah!!!! fallen out of love // actually yes laughed until you cried // bitch i do this every time im with my best friends found out someone was talking about you // ya but surprisingly in a good way met someone who changed you // i dont think so ?? found out who your friends are // i already knew fygedwsamd kissed someone on your facebook friends list // ya and i regretted it

general

how many of your facebook friends do you know irl // all of them dsjnkax  do you have any pets // no i never had one bc my mom hates me dcuhsij do you want to change your name // no i actually rly like my name dshbid what did you do for your last birthday // i got drunk with my best friends, had them over for a sleepover and then went out for brunch with them what were you doing at midnight last night // wtching shane sawson videos udckjnc                                                                                                             what is something you can’t wait for // seeing my best friend gfdhbsjn         what are you listening to right now // my aunt complain abt her phnoe bill    have you ever talked to a person named tom // yeah my cousins name is tom bhjds                                                                                                       something that gets on your nerves // chewing loudly                                   most visited website // tumblr ofc

hair colour // ugly ass blonde but im getting it dyed in a few weeks long or short hair // long jbsauigc do you have a crush on someone // funny of u to assume i only have one what do you like about yourself // i got cute ears rfvgdhbsjk want any piercings // no i always wanted some but now like maybe my ears but i dont rly want one blood type // idk i think AB but im not certain nicknames // cel, celi, cicci, chin chin, and tata (idk its just my sister sdhbajn)  relationship status // single and sad zodiac // libra pronouns // she/her fave tv shows // brooklyn 99, the good placce (idk i havent watched many shows recently) tattoos // i have 1 but i dont like it so (its a sunset but v cunfusion, i got it with someone who im like mad at and as a libra thats a lot for me) right or left handed // right woop ever had surgery // nah i had to get stitches on my elbow but thats it piercings // nop sport // nice joke  vacation // just ended :( trainers // bitch i dont run

more general

eating // ice cream tiramisu drinking // not enough about to watch // suits waiting for // my mom to come pick me up hdsiwbf want // a label maker geryudjsnksdkjbcs get married // idk not a need career // no

which is better

hugs or kisses // depends on the person lips or eyes // eyes shorter or taller // taller? idk older or younger // older? nice arms or stomach // idc abt either  hookup or relationship // relationship i need love troublemaker or hesitant // troublemaker (i am the hestitant one vbudsjnk)

have you ever

kissed a stranger // yeah ucbybiw drunk hard liquor // ya lost glasses // yes its horrible vuhbdjsa turned someone down // ya this guy who was "in love with me" for 6 mnths sex on first date // fuck no r u kiddin broken someone’s heart // i was told i did bu i didnt know vjndks had your heart broken // nope been arrested // no im a fuckin goody two shoes udsjnak cried when someone died //yeah :( fallen for a friend // hell yeah bitch

do you believe in

yourself // not rly miracles // i like to think so love at first sight // not rly santa claus // bitch i wish someone just randomly gave me gifts kiss on a first date // ya angels // it comforts me hbdjks

others

best friend’s name // ola!!!!! my fav person ever  eye colour // blue fave movie // 10 things i hate abt you fave actors // amanda seyfried, meryl streep, vanessa hudgens (just for hsm)

i tag @harrysdimples @pinkflaredpants @kiwiintro @harryonstage @lovedbabie @harryonmain @harrysnotechanges @gettingdizzy @harryandcats idk if thats 10 what even are numbers ybudjnsa