#love the yapping 🫀anon

[bbina]

omg i was in the middle of writing my ask out when i got a weverse notif and tried swiping it away but i accidentslly closed the tab 😭😭😭

my memory is gonna fail me here but i'll do my best to rewrite it out🙏🙏

i died a total of 5 times today but btl always resurrects me🫡🫡 the real mvp of this update was actually dad💸 but also #justiceforeunseok cuz not only does his sister who only wants to drive for her bf get promised a car before he does, his life is also put at risk by said sister who only wants to drive for her bf because she was texting the said bf who she wants to drive for while learning to drive for him. i love the song siblings and your assassin au idea i'll need to see that written sometime soon btw i think ur written stuff is spectacular like seriously from what i've read in btl you're so good at conveying emotions through your words 🙏🙏 never be afraid to be confident!!

AND AND ALSO wonbin's hair omg i fear that was the end of me . i was gone. poof! disintegrated! and i feel terribly sorry for the people on my insta cf who had to witness me going feral when i saw the pics😔 but that one insta post with him in the train and the caption being love 119 lisbon ver this post btw i just found it again https://www.instagram.com/p/C5tMpqqR9vy/?igsh=NW9mOXY0djBwdWw3 THAT sent me . he was so crazy for that jsjdjsjdnsjcjs picture this imagine leaving the place u and wonbin grew up in knowing him as the wonbin from love 119 era and returning to see him as wonbin from days in lisbon era like appearance wise Am I Crazy yesni am

i think that is all from me for today i'm so sorry for going on another rant lmao i need sleep😭😭 until next time user bbina i will haunt u again with my lengthy anon asks watch out

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omg rip first ask 😭

at least eunseok has a black card under his name and yn doesn’t… well they share it but point still stands! but what does a card have against a brand new car 😔 dad💸 has an obvious favorite and it’s not eunseok nor yn.. its charlie anyways! eunseok risking his life for his sister who calls the gear shift a prndl…. also texted while driving which is like the golden rule of driving… bless eunseok u need a gf stat..

that assassin au was just a lil brainrot tbh 😔 yall can imagine whatever with that 😭

WONTIPOO THERE I SAID IT.. wonpuppy devoters you have a new member… me 🧍🏻 hes so fucking KIYOWO KIYEOBDA AIGOOOOOOOOO also he lowkey looks like lee jongsuk or maybe thats just me cus his hair is so floofy and his luscious lips im OBSESSED like just last night he was posting slutty instagram pictures AND 6 HOURS LATER HES LOOKING LIKE AN ANGEL.. A CHERUB… CUPID FOR ALL WE CARE

[literatureloverx]

HIII>< Good day to you my dearest🤗🤗 Have you eaten? Drink? If not then please do! I know I said It might not be able to interact with you but like the weather is so bad in my country(there's like three storm rn), also some volcanic activities and some freaking illness going around rn😭😭 Whatever spiritual power there is hates my country cause what is this😭😭. Anywayyyy, I lost track again°>° well uh I just got suddenly curious on how, when, where fyodor and his darling got married. Like what was the process of it, the preparation, the people invited and such. I'm imagining it as somewhat very private event and very intimate (It's fyodor obv) Probably not a lot of people invited. It'll obviously be in a cathedral of sort with a priest and such. Ohh now I wonder how it'll work considering different cultures and religions (of darling). Like in my culture you can invite the whole village! Your distance cousin's friend might even be there😆 I'm kinda exaggerating but it does happen. Also the wedding clothes of darling and Fyodor! Ahhh I'm imagining Fyodor rn🥰🥰🥰

Also I'm really really sorry🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️ for overwhelming you with my ask! Well that's the end of it! Ig??? I'm going to do my projects now... Thank you for listening to my yapping and being so kind! 🫵❤️❤️❤️Truly you are amazing. I hope you have/gotten a good day🙏

Sincerely —🧛🏻‍♀️🫀Anon

Good day, my love, 🧛🏻‍♀️🫀-anon! ♥️ I’m doing well and hope the same for you. Please take care—it sounds truly concerning. 🥺

Regarding your request, I must admit I never thought about it either, lmao. By the way, you can invite the whole village in my culture too—though I wouldn’t do that! 😭 Close family and friends are all I need. ♥️ I wrote some headcanons, I hope you enjoy reading them!♥️

Also, I’ve come up with pictures for my 🍷💝-anon who needs visualizations.

Fyodor x ideal type fem!darling, marriage, wedding, visualisation, religious themes etc.

Fyodor & his darling’s wedding

The process would be very thorough, with high security measures and many people involved in the preparations.

As Fyodor’s little princess and soon-to-be bride, you won’t experience any discomfort because of it.

There will be plenty of people handling the arrangements for you.

All you need to do is relax, choose your wedding gown, select your jewelry from the exquisite vintage pieces Fyodor orders from around the world, and provide your preferences for the cake flavors and the flowers.

You’ll only need to engage in the preparations that interest you—your fiancé ensures that you’re always comfortable with everything that’s happening.

I don’t see either of you inviting many people due to security measures, and honestly, Fyodor has no one to invite.

So, it will likely be just the two of you, your close family (such as your parents and siblings), and the priest along with the staff who will be serving you.

Since you’re marrying Fyodor, it will naturally be very intimate and private. We can’t expect much glamour or razzamatazz.

The vows would be exchanged in the cathedral, and later you’d move to a medieval-themed setting for the wedding celebration.

There, you’d enjoy a meal and your wedding cake. Perhaps you might even dance to your favorite waltz—who knows?

Considering different cultures and his ideal type, your darling, being introverted and easygoing, would likely embrace Fyodor’s vision of their wedding.

This means there might be no village invitations, which could seem a bit sad, but it’s all part of Fyodor’s unique way of doing things.

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Those are elegantly feminine. Fyodor would certainly admire the lace, as it’s traditionally seen as a symbol of femininity—something he would appreciate for its delicate beauty and timeless charm.

Those gowns are fine, but they show the maximum amount of flesh permissible for a cathedral setting, especially when marrying a traditional, possessive man like Fyodor.

You’d definitely need a veil if you choose to wear such a wedding gown.

Fyodor could wear just about anything, but here are some classic groom outfits. I can definitely see him opting for the white one, as most of his clothing is white and he associates himself with the color.

However, the darker outfit could also suit him, especially considering the official picture of him in a fancy dark-colored tuxedo.

Cathedral of Christ the Saviour in Moscow

[honeytonedhottie]

hi honey (^o^) ♡

Wanted to ask u how u deal with doubts. Cause whenever a doubt, or negative thought in general appears, I usually contradict it saying "no, x thing is not true bc blah blah blah", but it makes me start a cycle(? in the sense that I think I end up dwelling in the doubts. I thought of just ignoring the thoughts like this example:

[-"u don't have ur desire" > I always wake up in the void state fully aware

-"u have to enter the void before Tuesday" > I always wake up in the void state fully aware

-"I'll have x thing when u get into the void" > I always wake up in the void state fully aware

-"even if you fail, affirm as if u succeeded" > I always wake up in the void state fully aware]

I thought that doing this will be easier for me because as long as u persist in ur desire, it will manifest. But then I realised that if I keep those thoughts bc I don't fight them, wouldn't they slow my desires?? (which is crazy to think about because I know manifestation is always instant 😭)

But STILL at the same time I know that if don't entertain those thoughts they actually vanish, but what if those thoughts are beliefs?? Even thought I know that regardless of beliefs by persisting in my affirmations I get my desires.

All this yapping, are just doubts and doubts 😭 sorry, love ur account. Here u have a bouquet of flowers 💐

(🫀) anon

hey anonie 🫶🏽💗 thanks for the flowers 🙈

okay so to start off you are 100% right when u say that as long as u persist in ur desire it will manifest. whether or not u choose to ignore the doubts or challenge them, as long as u dont entertain the doubt by thinking "oh shit i dont have my desire" then ur good. when doubts come up either ignore them entirely cuz regardless of anything u have what u want so doubts dont matter. or challenge them and remind urself in ur head "wtf r u talking about? ofc i wake up in the void state fully aware" and then persist in ur new story.

YOU KNOW WHAT UR DOING. you've got this, doubts ARE just passing thoughts and as long as ur consistently thinking the new story it has no choice but to prove you right. you've got this 🫀🎀

[ur-blxxdy-valentine]

୨୧ Valentine!

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[literatureloverx]

HIII<3 How have you been doing rn? Are you eating and drinking right? Getting a good sleep? (If not then please do🙏🙏, if you have a hard time to do them then try and make a schedule or a reminder to do it, it's helpful❤️❤️)

The MBTI post was something (in an amazing way obv🤩🤩) Like seriously the amount of work you did just to write them??? Augh truly you are god sent(=^^=). You're so smart, kind and pretty😍😍 that I can't help to turn into dazai and get on my knees and beg you to never ever dissappear. Speaking of that everyday I see myself in your blog re reading everything patiently waiting for the next post(this might come off as desperate I'm sorry😭) you've become a regular part of my life. Okay okay we've lost track I'm sorry, while reading the MBTI post I couldn't help but giggle and stuff cause I'm an INFP which is fyodor type. I'm so in love it's crazy. Istg if I didn't control myself I would've been broke from buying everything about this man.(currently reading white night and why do i find it so funny for some reason🤭🤭 maybe it's cause it's fyodor) and you are so right why is this man not real? How are we not right besides him drinking tea, reading or just simply doing anything? I love him and you😘❤️❤️

Also my baby ryunosuke akutagawa is there too🥺🥺 I can't wait to see more of him🤗🤗he deserves lots of love😔🥺

That chuuya nsfw post🤭🤭 seriously that was so nice to read. The way that this man is so other worldly handsome(... Yk his fictional... ). Of course that's not the only thing I like about him. His very smart mostly street smart which is something I don't really have. I admire his humanity . The way his back story was made and everything else about him??? Love it. He's a lot like my oc who i adore alot and I can't help but be sad over the way they're treated in their respective world. I just wanna dote on my babies🥺🥺😔 but alas.

That was a lot of yapping😭😭Anyway I hope you have or had a good day dear<3

Sincerely—🧛🏻‍♀️🫀anon

You’re so adorable, 🧛🏻‍♀️🫀-anon!❤️

It’s so interesting that every single dominant Fi user seems to develop an obsession with me. I’m definitely sensing a pattern. I wonder why that is? Lmao.

Jokes aside, how did I not guess it? A vampire and a heart emoji (very Gothic Lolita-coded, if you ask me), the use of many emojis, the excitement in your tone, the sense of humor, the way you express yourself…it all makes so much more sense now. ♥️

And omg, the way you praise me is just 😍. I might actually faint. The most amazing compliment for me is being called smart/intelligent, so… I’m on my knees!

I could put my name on everything you said about Chuuya, and especially for Fyodor. That man is simply ethereal.

There are no words that wouldn’t fail to express and depict his greatness. He makes me talk like Shakespeare in a very obsessive and impulsive manner (which is not like me at all), and it’s not even funny anymore (I’m so in love).

This is me looking at Fyodor:

[literatureloverx]

HII:]] HOW HAVE YOU BEEN??? I MISS YOU TOO🥺🥺🥺 I'm fine ig? Just a little stressed cause I'm a group leader and I really hate presentation🥲 Well anyways you're getting married huh🤩🤩 I volunteer as the ring bearer🙋🏻‍♀️🙋🏻‍♀️ or just anything, even the priest if you want.

This is very random but if you ever became a new being, like an animal what would you be? Whether you turn into one or reincarnate as one is up to you. Personally I want to be a jellyfish. Why you might ask? Well let me ask you this, when you think of jellyfish what's come to your mind? Brainless, heartless, or deadly stings. Just a lump of plastic bag like life that floats in the ocean. For me jellyfish is something more than what I have just said. I like all animals equally but jellyfish and capybaras stand out of all the animals, yes more than cats. I like— no I want to be a jellyfish, well kind of. Jellyfish are creatures that live in every part of the world whether it's the deepest part of the ocean or not you can find them floating or swimming away in the sea. They don't have a brain, heart, or eyes therefore they're not able to conjure thoughts and emotions(though they do feel physical pain which is:/). Being able to exist without thoughts is something I crave. Some of them are bioluminescent— which is so beautiful to me, to be able to light yourself in one if not the darkest place in this world is so incredible not just as a metaphor. The seas and oceans terrify me in some degree (it's like the darkest pit of hell this world almost hell like feel for me, unknown creatures that resides in this world without our knowledge, the thought of drowning— not being able to do anything but be pulled down deep in the darkness; all alone and lastly the horrors that are called storms.) but this simple (well not really) creatures makes me so comforted by. They don't just float around and let life take them, they'll swim away if they need to. All I can say is that I like them a normal amount.🤗🤗🤗 Capybaras and Pandas are also great candidates.

(damn, that was a lot of yapping😔😔)

Well have a good day my dearest 🤗🧛🏻‍♀️🫀

Hi 🧛🏻‍♀️🫀-anon! ♥️

I’ve been doing well, thanks for asking! I’m sorry to hear you’re stressed with presentations.🥺 I can totally see why, but I think you’ll be fine as long as you stay true to yourself. Your warm and comforting personality can be perfect for leading. Be confident!♥️

Being the ring bearer sounds great! (I don’t see why my wifey would have any objections, to be honest)

As for the animal question, that’s such an intriguing one. I mostly associate with swans because of their aesthetic (which is obvious) and their territorial behavior (I’m fiercely protective of my loved ones). However, an anon once called me “deer-beauty,” which actually makes a lot of sense. So, I’d probably be a doe.

Your thoughts on jellyfish are really fascinating. I love how you see them as more than just their basic traits. The idea of existing without thoughts and being bioluminescent is poetic and quite beautiful.

Thoughts often plague us, and being human can feel tiresome. I’ve sometimes wished to be more like certain people who seem to navigate life with ease, free from the complexities that trouble me. So, the idea of being a jellyfish doesn’t sound strange at all. I get you. ♥️

I really enjoy your reflections because they give me insight into your thought process, which I find truly fascinating. If I remember correctly, you’re an INFP, and I can definitely see that. ♥️

Also, I have a small gift for you:

[literatureloverx]

HIIII^^ How are you?? I hope you had/have a lovely day my dearest🤗🤗🤗🤗 Personally I haven't eaten anything but I hope you did or do.

First let me say— Woahh I have some things I need to catch up to🥺🥺🫙-anon makes me feel so seen and 🌼-anon is quite adorable!🥰🥰🥰

Here's a random fanart I saw on insta by tealmonds. I really like this one:

I want to yap but unfortunately I have somethings I need to do😔 So farewell for now my dearest, I shall come back as fast as I can💪💪😊😊

(This is 🧛🏻‍♀️🫀Anon, unfortunately you can't send pictures anonymously sooo, I've already exposed myself so idk what there to hide🤷🏻‍♀️)

Hello, 🧛🏻‍♀️🫀-anon! ♥️ I missed you already! ♥️ Where have you been? Did you eat well and sleep enough? Are you drinking enough? (Don’t ever leave me alone for such a long time again 🥺.)

The art is so cute! Imagine having so many little Fyodors running around—I would melt. ♥️ Fyodor, please be the father of my children. 😭

You’re so cute, anyway, so you don’t have to write anonymously. It’s easier for me to distinguish my readers with emojis rather than usernames, so it’s all fine either way!