#love kurdt bullshit

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what the fuck has happened to this fandom. genuine question. i wouldn’t normally say this at the risk of sounding like a right winger, but… everyone is so damn sensitive. i’ve had to turn off anonymous asks and limit my ao3 comments to users only because some of y’all are relentlessly nitpicky. it’s fanfiction. y’all need to touch some fucking grass.

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i don’t think i’m going to continue writing fanfic anymore, specifically byler, bc some of y’all are just mean.

and i’m not talking about general critique bc that’s a stupid thing to quit writing over. i’m talking about those people who comment on shit they know absolutely nothing about, or attack me personally via replies or dms. for some fucked up reason y’all get off on being nasty to me, a complete stranger who has done absolutely nothing except write, oh i don’t know, over 100k words of byler content.

listen, i write for fun. i write because i love it. but man are y’all sucking the joy out of writing for me. i don’t owe y’all shit if you don’t fucking appreciate it. so i’m done, at least for now.

fuck y’all bitches

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don’t blame me: thee playlist

working on it as i go!! y’all should go save it, i spent an unhealthy amount of time curating this shit.

“you are here” marks where we are at in the story thus far, not how much i’ve completed playlist-wise. do with that info what you will 🙃

(and no i can’t see who adds it so y’all don’t have to worry about that)

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just had a horrifying nightmare involving “the first i love you orchestral version” and mike confessing his feelings and proceeding to die in will’s arms with the party surrounding them a la RUTH. fade to black. i literally woke up sobbing. if they kill mike off in s5 they are killing me off as well. thank you and goodnight

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so i just found out that my boyfriend has not, in fact, read my fanfic when he initially told me that he did and had fucking loved it… he says that he actually hates reading and fanfic is cringe, but he’ll support my work from a distance. el was so right, boyfriends DO lie. i’m bitter

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i’m at the laundromat and just turned around and my heart nearly stopped bc what the fuck this is FATE. screaming crying throwing up

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been rewatching orange is the new black and just came across this scene. THIS is what it feels like to be a fanfic writer.

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in a silly goofy mood 😭

from the life of us we can’t get back: 3

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i have the audiobook bug… which one should i do first

tlouwcgb- holiday angst

ntwdt- will’s side of the story (this is me trying companion fic)

dbm- rehab mike, absolute madness

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next time y’all hate on my craft… remember this and sit tf down

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don’t blame me chapters 1-4 go hard 💀

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ok i’m just gonna address this double standard… it’s been on my mind for days

why is it ok for mike to cheat on el, but not okay for will to cheat on mike or vice versa? cheating is cheating is cheating, but i guess it’s okay as long as your ship isn’t put in jeopardy 🤷🏼‍♀️

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april is my birthday month! which means i’ll be going on a manic writing spree and publishing a ton of chapters in my various fanfics! this is gonna be a crazy few weeks 💙💛

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bitty WILL beat the homophobe allegations 💅

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i think i might rewrite don’t blame me. don’t hold me to it but i might. it just doesn’t feel like me. like, i wrote it, but it feels hollow. it’s lacking somewhere. idk what i’m doing. lemme recalibrate lmao

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me: *sends bf a screenshot of my new art wip*

my bf: that’s really good!… but if i’m being honest with you your hyperfixation with mike wheeler is kind of concerning. like you write about him, you draw him, you read about him… it’s like you’ve become him.

i swear to god if this man says or does one more thing to hurt me i’m breaking up with him.

btw this is the art in question: