#love kurdt bullshit

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i don’t think i’m going to continue writing fanfic anymore, specifically byler, bc some of y’all are just mean.

and i’m not talking about general critique bc that’s a stupid thing to quit writing over. i’m talking about those people who comment on shit they know absolutely nothing about, or attack me personally via replies or dms. for some fucked up reason y’all get off on being nasty to me, a complete stranger who has done absolutely nothing except write, oh i don’t know, over 100k words of byler content.

listen, i write for fun. i write because i love it. but man are y’all sucking the joy out of writing for me. i don’t owe y’all shit if you don’t fucking appreciate it. so i’m done, at least for now.

fuck y’all bitches

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i’m at the laundromat and just turned around and my heart nearly stopped bc what the fuck this is FATE. screaming crying throwing up

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in a silly goofy mood 😭

from the life of us we can’t get back: 3

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april is my birthday month! which means i’ll be going on a manic writing spree and publishing a ton of chapters in my various fanfics! this is gonna be a crazy few weeks 💙💛

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been rewatching orange is the new black and just came across this scene. THIS is what it feels like to be a fanfic writer.

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xoxo,

your favorite city correspondent (stefon)

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so big news that i must share… I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!! a man finally fell for my crazy ass and i’m so happy 🥹🖤 he even read my fanfic, and actually enjoyed it. he’s a fuckin keeper

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hey guyssss! i’m in italy for 2 weeks (this has been in the works for the past 5 years) so u best bet i’m ecstatic to be here!!

the unfortunate yet inevitable downfall: i had to leave my cat back home in new york with a family friend. i thought i knew pain… but then i had to say goodbye to my little itty bitty baby precious angel sweetie kitty. i’m in shambles. i cried the whole way to the airport. it’s like i lost a child, even though she’s alive and completely well. i can’t cope without her. and i’m stuck in a hotel room with my parents while they sleep off the jet lag (my sleep schedule is fucked up since i’m basically already on european time, so i’m trying to write SSCL32 while i wait, but i just made mike mention cats having nine lives and i’m crying again lmfaooooo).

wtf do i do pls send help (or a distraction)

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hey y’all, i’m going to be making a q&a video on my youtube channel and was hoping y’all would want to participate! (please participate)

it can be related to byler, theories, fanfic, the writing process… or anything about me within reason. u can send questions in the comments section of this post or through my asks on my profile 🖤

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so i just found out that my boyfriend has not, in fact, read my fanfic when he initially told me that he did and had fucking loved it… he says that he actually hates reading and fanfic is cringe, but he’ll support my work from a distance. el was so right, boyfriends DO lie. i’m bitter

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i persevered and now i’m here ❤️💙 (i graduated from college)

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guys i am SCREAMING. finally using ai for its intended purpose 💀 (timt intro but with finn’s voice instead of my desgustang ass disaster of a voice)

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hehehehehehe (yet another timt one shot where i only have the dialogue)

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nothing beats reading your fanfic out loud to your best friend on a wednesday night. absolutely nothing.

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i’m at work (starbucks) and they’re playing pass the dutchie i am not ok 😭😭😭

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wrote a new song… thought i’d share. it’s called oblivion.