#love bash & ay tho

[s91ce]

started playing andromeda six.. well, I’m whipped 💀

[libidomechanica]

Untitled (“Out of my hart of her made him oppresse”)

The larkspur listen’d with his heart, how fraile mind.     I stand upon her of your wished flight. Slipped over, and were your forth to her All hayled.     But one saluage wylde, whose pow’rs hauing now. But their priestlike to any chaunce of souereigneth,     love’s first defynd: to beare then shall I dote then liue forests shinedst late dismay, while I     sought not through ye deignd so good and doleful

art, that it did, and feeds at pleasured arre.     Oft in my ear. But now and keep open my heavy eyelids to make thy poor, worth. Such     fragrance shine, still have tarried next door succession—cannot I will me when the wilbe moou’d     with her titles the Exchange; and when he went inquire will have lost thou, fair and to die     in dust! To have left discouery of

dancing lest excess might I traced it. Beneath and     hamstringed lad, but be a love and so light, and how his griefe compare, how euer say that     is haunted scarlet gown through sad to aery thing. Had she alone like th’ other     think all but nought with doth renew, and glitters from the moon, with girland crouned. More strong     will no father reason can against

her arms round and doth seems from paradice of your     loves, which, if tho’ but in your star! As his passe Physitions bred in silence and reade     the bee-mouth sips: Ay, in the ceiling. Without destroying to be, shall ever form, as,     though erst it selfe captyued harts doth Love hold my storme is spent, three-inch scar glowed a great should     harde the mindes vnrest. Has tantalize.

Out of my hart of her made him oppresse. From when     thou to hast thy sweet is the hart and my love and spotlesse pleasure but mine, nor can     comparison? Court ever with my life, as that I could not touch they be the grasses every     few to love? For all therefore sweet eye-glaunces, that love, that he sing, and thereby much     refined, that no passingly! With ten-

thousand thousand daut they be the fair. Let not euill     come back darker, and pittie thy brow, and learn! A rope he doth pleasure, and how he his rynd     is to kill when though sweetness of that hauing has shown meek—the eye can wander, of Phillis,     will notes, peel you lovers, thou be what heaven above! That Mississippi chicken shall     light the same. Perhaps that bottomless

sky—but once asleep in theyr shiny beame of Love,     a dying me, with a glassy slime. So weak they should bee, for me to die in dust! But     mongst them split his stormy and night attend, in close me thundring leave t’ adore than dust!     Where on this arrows in war paines immortall proue; but when you are! And learned like     task of the Lady of these wearie woes

and knee-high tube socks that fayre a morbid me then     none to clatter, tho’ your shoes, ne fauour selfe on their ring. The champaign with a ring opens     touching Pleasures be, shewes loue: and with love I did wander tongue so let it be     counterpart of worthy of those lilly over they range variety of sinfull smart.     Sweet than forgive me leave me my heauen

may chace to the make, but what sighs behind her left     in his own sweet. Each other beauteous Lord of lyfe endured here to be acted. Nor shames     and you doe credit it, what biome. Then weep the ditty, my heauen her sorowe. In my     cheeks; and aching free, and daunger of daffodil sky, not fyre; and yon bonie, sweet; but in     the hope of all theyr guyle is the

and make your intent toil me home of lighten all     thing mynd: that true it ill. Like his arm- chair? Peppered the sun she morning, that day would be     out of th’ old Adieu, his prisoner yeeld my loues sweet smile could never noticed     anything what the still night sufficeth to pay her fill? So when it once doth spy, and wander     carefull sore: the fire with beauties,

they never wanton and meaning truly? Of     growth most in this man boarding you I blesse your shrink ashamed in loue doth endorse his face     with bashful ardor burn, the heart in reigns loved, but you but you ill, but her smock, to stay.     And when my affects, that is deathlesse blood did lay, that rose or if I had been well of     mine, to two or the injustice of

youth before he had a bloody race, and your gentle     mind. Cracked whispers, las! As Diane beauty it doe thou to haue powrefull     Oake, whose star of my weak eies buy ioyes, in which that tabletop, that wondrous scope     I never stopped Hark how to you grace. That it for the art do contented manifold.     And that it did, and cruell warreid arre.

[maladaptivedaydreamsx]

Not much difference on the avatar page besides the little Yukimura and Muramasa, but my entire castle has completely transformed now 🥰

[alrightberries]

honey, honey (how you thrill me)

request: i loved strawberries and cigarettes but levi just can’t catch a break :(( can we have a super fluffy modern au with boyfriend levi instead? thanks!

request: hi i’m new here and had read your fics. i love your take on levi’s character! Also that your writing is very great to read!😘 (tho that angst really made me cry HARD) if i may request umm... i want a levi x reader fic about them being like an old married couple but they’re not in a relationship ‘yet’ so like everyone ships them. Its a fluffy crack fic/ Reader is like “well you’re clean and I kinda lilke you so...” then levi be like “you’re tolerable and knows how to properly clean.” and then they really ended up married. It’s like the easiest transition from friends to lovers that one day they just said lets get married we act like it anyway whats new 😂. I want fluffs and laughs! Aot is angsty enough we need fluffs with our favorite characters!!

❈ pairing: levi ackerman x reader

❈ genre: fluff, semi-crack.  ❈ word count: 4.6k

❈ summary: modern au. In which you and Levi are both professors at the same university, and are painfully unaware that all the students and other staff members have a bet that’s been going on for years now. What’s it about? When you’ll both finally confess to each other and just date already.

❈ trigger warnings: profanity. mentions of sex

a/n: made it gender neutral as per usual. this was really fun to write! makes me think about writing fluff more often (pffft sure)

Trost University was home to many brilliant minds. It was a prestigious school with an acceptance rate of 600 out of 4000 yearly applicants, and producing the finest students; those of which would almost always graduate with high honors before starting a successful career of their choosing.

Its professors, undoubtedly, were of the finest quality as well. They were professional, extremely skilled, and highly trained. It was a workforce full of almost over qualified educators excelling in their respective fields, with master and PhD certificates framed on cubicle walls being the norm in the faculty room.

Erwin himself was proud to be a professor here. He started working as a high school teacher when he was still studying for his master’s degree, shifting from high school teachings to college teachings as years passed by, before eventually getting recognized and offered a job seven years ago by the prestigious school.

His friends— a loving and longterm couple who, as far as he knew, were high school sweethearts and still going strong today— had joined him on this journey as well. He’d known them since they were in college, all studying different fields but aiming for the same career of teaching.

The three of them shared a strong bond; a bond built on study groups, mutual dislike for crappy teachers, and a certain love for education. They were there for him, and he was there for them. He especially disliked it, however, when their relationship went through rough patches. He didn’t like picking sides, and listening to the same story being told from two different perspectives almost always made him want to grab Y/N and Levi’s heads and bash them together for how dumb they were acting.

But despite the differences and occasional fights, he wouldn’t hesitate to say that he trusted them with his life.

So Erwin, for the life of him, couldn’t figure out why he was just now finding out that the power couple he knew and loved wasn’t even a couple at all.

“So, wait.” He speaks, trying to be heard over the crowded cafeteria chatter. “You’re telling me... they’re not a longterm couple?”

“They’re not.” Moblit confirms easily. “Apparently, they’re not even dating.”

“Or so they claim.” Hange interjects. “Y/N and Levi have actual matching rings. Literally— I asked Levi about it once and he said Y/N was his fiancé.”

“But not romantically.” Moblit quickly adds on. “I was there too, he said not romantically.”

“Why would Levi propose to someone he’s not romantically interested in, huh?!” She counters back, a little louder than the brown haired man’s volume.

“I don’t know! Citizenship? Money? Sex—“

“They’re in love! You know they’re in love, you’re just denying it because you want to get in Y/N’s pants.” She huffs. “And because you’re about to lose the bet.”

Erwin’s eyebrows scrunch in confusion. “Bet? What bet?”

“Oh, you don’t know about the bet?” Hange asks. “It’s been going on for, like, five years now. The entire faculty’s in on it.” She begins to chow down on her soup, not offering more of an explanation. Moblit takes this as his cue to expand when he notices Erwin’s blank stare.

“Since you guys joined maybe... seven or so years ago? Everyone just assumed Y/N and Levi were a thing. Because of, y’know, the way they interact with each other. But then five years ago Hange and I asked them when their anniversary was so we could get them some wine, and both of them full on denied even being in a relationship.”

Hange nods, more than a spoonful of soup and a more than generous bite of bread in her mouth. “Yeah, but then I peaked at their faculty files—“

“Peaked at their faculty files?” Erwin murmurs, but he’s ignored.

“—and they have the same home address. They live together!”

“I can confirm that much, at least.” The blonde man answers thoughtfully. “They’ve been sharing a dorm since college but Y/N moved out at some point. They live together in Levi’s apartment now, though.”

“That doesn’t prove anything.” Says Moblit. “They could just be roommates and really good friends.”

“Well I’ll say!” Hange throws her hands in the air. “I caught Y/N sucking Levi’s dick at a party once. Must be one hell of a friendship they have, aye Moblit?”

Her elbow begins nudging the brunette beside her, and Erwin stares with amusement when Moblit starts getting irritated from the eccentric woman’s teasing.

“So what’s the wager?” Erwin asks.

The two professors stop their bickering and share an evil smile. Hange gestures for Erwin to come closer, as if she were about to tell him a secret, and he does just that.

“Whoever wins the bet gets a free meal from Shaw’s Bistro.”

Erwin’s eyes widen. Shaw’s Bistro; the classy high end restaurant with the fancy wine, fancier atmosphere, and the best Japanese Salted Salmon he’s ever had.

It was an expensive restaurant— even for someone with his salary. Erwin knew he could rarely ever eat there unless he wanted to run his bank account dry. And he concludes that this petty bet must be a Pretty Big Fucking Deal.

He squints his eyes. “I’m listening.”

Hange giggles as she continues. “Basically, you have to guess how long it’ll take for Y/N and Levi to finally admit they’re couple. But you can’t choose the same answer as other people in the bet, we can’t afford two winners. Literally.” She gestures to Moblit. “Unless you’re like dumb dumb over there who wagered they’ll never admit it because they’re not a couple—“

“They’re not!”

“—I’m sure you’ll do fine.”

Erwin nods his head, one hand on his chin in thought. He never did explicitly ask whether they were dating or not, he just assumed they were.

He carefully considers his options; be a snoop to his longterm friends and possibly break their trust for joining a foolish bet? Or Japanese Salted Salmon from Shaw’s Bistro?

Hange and Moblit look at him expectantly, smiling when he nods.

“Deal me in.”

The cafeteria was noisy when you walked in.

Students mingled amongst themselves, chatting idly about academics and gossip. Cutlery scraped against each other as people took bites of their meals. Your eyes scanned the crowd, spotting your friends sitting around their usual table and having what seemed to be a heated discussion.

You turned to look at the man beside you. “Did you bring your own lunch today?”

Levi nods as he lifts up a small black bag. “Always do. But I’ll stand next to you in the lunch line so you don’t look like a loner.”

That was Levi Speak for I’ll wait for you.

You smile. “Thanks.”

The brief silence between you is broken when you start talking about your students— how proud you were that Armin was tutoring some of the struggling students in his free time, how terrible Jean was at hiding his crush on Mikasa, how terrible Mikasa was at hiding her crush on Eren (“I don’t even think she’s trying to hide it. At this point, I’m convinced that Eren is either dumb or dense.”)

Levi nods along to your tales, seemingly uninterested and bored. But anyone who knew him well would know he was listening intently as you spoke, every word heard loud and clear and processing in his mind as soon as they left your lips. Occasionally, he would pipe in with his own comments (“Eren’s just dumb.”) but he didn’t engage too much, opting to let you speak and rant on.

Your talkativeness never got on his nerves, contrary to popular belief. He liked listening to your stories, listening to your voice, and seeing the little glint in your eyes when you start talking passionately about your students. He overall just liked being around you. You were cleaner than most people he knew. You were tolerable. Sometimes a pain in the ass, but still tolerable.

But what does get on his nerves, however, is being ‘secretly’ watched by his friends.

Once he’s sure you’re not looking, he turns his head in the direction of their table, murderous glare prominent on his face. Hange, Moblit, and Erwin quickly snap their heads down and pretend to eat, but Levi knew they were definitely staring.

“Oh crap, I forgot my free meal card.” He hears you mumble beside him. He hadn’t even realized you were already standing in front of the counter.

“Figures. You have the memory of a gold fish.” Levi comments off-handedly. 

He hands the cashier his free meal card and grabs your tray for you, and you silently took the coat that Levi had swung over his arm to carry with you instead. You knew he’d hate for it to get dirtied by any accidental soup splashing.

“So, what’s happening on your end of the gossip?” You ask, both making your way to your usual table with friends.

Levi shrugs. “The brats are doing well on their thesis. Their grammar is shit though; makes you wonder how they graduated high school.”

You snicker. “You say that now but tomorrow pull an all-nighter to help them study and revise.”

“You’re not one talk. You scheduled two different consultations between classes and three more after your shift.”

“I can’t help it, okay?! You know I have a soft spot for the kids from the 104th.”

Of course he did. He knew of your affection for that specific group of students— admittedly, he held a twinge of affection for them too.

They were part of the first class you ever taught in your entire teaching career. At the time, you both worked at some crappy school in the 104th district. And to see the kids now, all grown up and studying at a prestigious college, it made your heart swell. And Levi’s heart... well, suffice to say it cracked some of the ice around it.

“That soft spot of yours is making you lose sleep.” He scolds. “I’ll take some of the consultations off your hands. The lil shits deserve a teacher who isn’t half asleep.”

Again, that was Levi Speak for Don’t overwork yourself, let me help.

You jokingly slap his arm. “That’s rude!”

“I know.”

Your conversation is interrupted when you finally arrived at the table, Levi setting down your tray in front of you and you handing him back his coat as you sat down next to each other.

“Hey.” You greet your friends, and Levi silently unpacks his lunch. “What were you guys talking about? It looked pretty intense.”

“Oh, nothing, nothing.” Hange waved off. “Just the usual. Grading papers, grading lab experiments, grading essays. The usual.”

You nod, unconvinced but letting it slide. “I see.”

The table is once again filled with laughter and conversations. Banter was thrown around here and there, mostly between you, Hange, and Moblit as you debated about films and TV shows. Levi and Erwin stuck to light chatter, but it didn’t go unnoticed to the shorter man when Erwin’s eyes squinted as Levi placed his arm around the back of your chair like he always did, or when Hange tried to hide her squeal when he wiped some excess soup from the corner of your lips.

Something was up.

It was about ten minutes into lunch when your phone began to ring, a notification from a reminder app you downloaded. You picked up your phone and sighed as you read your schedule.

“Gotta go. I have a meeting in a few.” You mutter, beginning to clean up your tray and utensils; you were a little disappointed. You didn’t even get to finish your soup.

Levi eyes you and the way you kept glancing back and forth between your soup and the clock. He sighs before he speaks, “I’ll take care of your dishes and buy you lunch later. Just go.”

“No, no, I can— fuck!” You yell when the bowl of soup is accidentally knocked over, spilling over your jacket.

Levi silently offers you his handkerchief to clean yourself up. He starts using napkins to clean the table as well, before taking the coat he brought and giving it to you.

“Use this for now.”

You smile at him once again, taking your coat off and slipping on his as you stood up. “Thanks.”

He doesn’t flinch (or react for that matter) when you kiss his cheek before you left, only letting out a small hum of acknowledgement as you waved goodbye to your friends and made your way to the meeting.

Once you were out of view, Hange’s smile immediately drops in favor of too serious eyes as she starts interrogating Levi.

“Okay, cut the crap, Ackerman. How long have you—“

“Hange, no, we’ve talked about this.” Erwin tries to reason but his pleas fall on deaf ears as she continues.

“How long have you and Y/N been dating?”

Ah. So that’s what it was about.

Levi sighs and continues to chew on his bread. He unenthusiastically stares at the woman yelling at him, swallowing his meal before speaking, “I’ve told you before and I’ll tell you again: we’re not.”

“Bullshit!” She yells. “You guys are a disgusting old married couple who have two adopted children—“

“Dogs.” Levi corrects boredly, but just like everyone else at the table, he’s ignored as Hange continues her tirade.

“—have matching sweaters, do small bullshit for each other like paying for meals and lending your coats. And for god’s sake, they literally just kissed your cheek even though you hate human contact.”

She finishes her rant but Levi looks unphased. God, she wanted to punch his dumb and oblivious face so bad.

“Those are normal things normal friends do. I’m not surprised you wouldn’t know, four-eyes.” Says Levi, but Hange is unaffected and already used to his abrasive words.

Levi continues. “We don’t do anything beyond what’s considered friendship.”

Hange squints her eyes in suspicion. “Didn’t Y/N move into your apartment?”

“Yeah. Their landlord was shit.”

“Where I caught you having sex?”

“We’re fuck buddies and you don’t know how to knock.”

“But you introduced them to your mom as your fiancé?”

“I lied so she would stop bugging me about getting married.”

“You literally have a shared bank account and a shared retirement fund!”

“It’s easier to keep track of.”

“Damn it, Levi!”

Armin stares at the study guide in front of him, mind half processing the words and half... not. Quite frankly, he starts to wonder if the papers you’d given him were written in gibberish or some dead language no one spoke anymore.

You see him struggle to understand the sheet of paper in front of him, and sigh.

“Need a little help there, Armin?” You offer but he shakes his head. “I’m okay. I think I can understand this if I read through it more, it’s my friends I’m worried about.”

He glances beside him where the rest of his study group also stared the papers, each face painted with a unique mixture of confusion and dread.

You weren’t surprised, however. The readings for this module were quite complex, and the fact that your brightest students— Armin and Mikasa— were struggling with it made you feel a little bit hopeless for the rest of your class. Truth be told, even though you taught this topic countless of times, you weren’t entirely sure how to simplify it without leaving out too much information.

“Okay, how about this, we could—“ A soft knock interrupts your sentence, and you stare at the students in front of you to remember if you were expecting any more. It seemed like everyone was here, however, so you weren’t sure who was at the door.

“It’s me.” Came Levi’s voice, almost like he heard your inner monolgue.

“Come in!” You called out, focus shifting back to the paper in front of you as you heard the door open and close.

Okay, so I guess I could take this part and summarize it for them? Or would that still be too complicated? No, maybe I can—

“Ah, it’s that topic.” Levi mumurs, snapping you out of your thoughts. His face was directly next to yours as he stared intently at the papers you held. “No wonder you all look like you’re about to crap your pants.”

“Language, Levi. Not in front of the students.” You scold.

“They curse more than I do.”

“Still.”

He ignores your comment as he hands you a brown paper bag, pulling a chair out to sit next to you. He grabs the paper from your hands to look over the study guide you prepared, undoubtedly trying to figure out a way to simplify it as well.

“What’s this?” You ask, opening the paper bag.

“Bought you dinner.” He replies, eyes not leaving the paper in front of him. “I figured you’d forget again.”

As if on cue, your stomach suddenly starts feeling empty. It was impossible that you were hungry, though. You just had lunch. And after lunch you had some meetings to attend to, a couple classes, some last minute consultations, and— okay. Maybe it’d been a couple hours since lunch, but it couldn’t be that bad. A brief glance at the clock confirms that—

“Holy shit, it’s almost 8pm.”

“Language, Y/N. Not in front of the students.”

“Kiss my ass.”

“Gladly.”

The students in front of you let out a loud groan, faces over exaggeratedly contorted in disgust at your and Levi’s conversation.

Levi glimpses up at them and raises his eyebrow in question, while you jokingly roll your eyes.

“Alright, I think we should continue our consultation another time.” You said, beginning to pack up your teaching materials as the students did the same. “It’s getting late and curfew’s at 8pm. I’d better not see any of you outside the dorms.”

You knew you would though. It’s Friday night, there’s a bar across the street, and they’re teenagers. What could possibly go wrong?

You turn to Levi and hand him the keys. “You go ahead to the car, I’ll finish packing up.”

“It’s alright, I’ll wait for you in the hallway.” Levi takes the car keys as he stands up, walking out the door once again and leaving you alone with your students.

As you began to arrange your papers and clear the table, you start to remind them, “Okay, so we can discuss chapters—“

“Are you and Professor Ackerman dating?” Eren asks curiously, earning a shove from Jean and a silent threat to shut up, dumbass.

You chuckle. “No, Eren. We’re not.”

He gives you a doubtful look, one which you only return with a curious face.

“What’s with that look?” You ask, and he shrugs.

“You should date him— ow, what?!” He speaks, getting shoved by both Reiner and Jean this time before Mikasa pulls them off of him. You pause from your task.

“Okay, I’ll humor you. Why should I date him?”

The students share a look, daring each other to respond to your bold question. A few tense moments pass by and you smugly continue packing your papers. Yeah, you figured no one would—

“He’s nicer when he’s with you.” To your surprise, it was Mikasa who answers.

Unsure how to answer but still wanting to remain professional, you nod your head without looking up from your task. “Duly noted. Now go on, I know you have parties to attend to. I won’t hold you here much longer.”

The students laughed as they said their goodbyes; you held the door open for them until everyone was out before you left as well, shutting down the lights and locking the room once more.

A warm hand makes its way to the small of your back, and you smile.

“Hey.” Levi greets.

“Hey.” You repeat. “You read to go?”

“Yeah.”

“Wanna share my dinner when we get back home?”

“...yeah.”

He takes the stack of paper from your arms, his free hand reaching out for your own. You walked down the hallway in relative silence, interlocked hands swinging slightly from every step.

From the opposite corner of the hallway, the students’ prying eyes observe the small interaction; the two professors remained completely unaware that they were being watched.

“Told you they were a thing.” Ymir gloats, and the group snickers as Reiner irritatedly hands her some money.

Something was wrong.

If there was one thing Erwin knew from the nearly two decade long friendship he shared with you and Levi, it was when something was wrong.

It didn’t go unnoticed to him when Levi didn’t open your side of the car door as he usually would when you arrived at the parking lot; when he made a beeline for his cubicle in the faculty instead of helping you get settled first; when you didn’t make a fresh pot of tea for him before classes started; when your small sweet gestures throughout the day were kept to a minimal; and most importantly, when neither you nor Levi wore your matching gold rings.

The faculty was nearly empty, save for himself, Hange, Moblit, and the two people who were having a lover’s quarrel. The entire day went by without seeing you two walk side by side like you usually would, and Erwin was pretty sure Levi’s permanent frown somehow got deeper.

Yeah. Something was horribly wrong.

“Pssst.” Erwin hears from the desk next to his. He turns around and is met with Hange and Moblit’s curious gazes.

“The hell happened to those two? Trouble in paradise?” Hange asks, eyeing Y/N and Levi’s grouchy faces and refusal to acknowledge each others’ existence as they each packed their things. She adds on, “Are they getting divorced?” Only to be reminded by Moblit that “They’re not dating.”

Erwin shrugs, answering Hange’s question. “No idea.”

Moblit chimes in, “I heard Petra tried asking Levi out yesterday and now Y/N is jealous.” 

She scoffs. “Y/N isn’t the jealous type. Besides, Petra’s part of the bet so that means she thinks they’re going to get together.”

“I’m part of the bet and I don’t think they’re going to get together.” Moblit points out. “And Petra stares at Levi the way Levi stares at Y/N.”

“Full of disdain and irritation?” Hange asks.

“No,” Erwin finally interjects. “Full of love and admiration.”

“Can the three of you creeps keep your mouths shut?” Hange, Erwin, and Moblit’s heads snapped to the direction of the voice, eyes meeting a pissed off Levi with a pissed off Y/N beside him. It seems like their hushed whispering wasn’t so hushed at all. 

“When you gossip about our private life the least you could do is wait until we’ve left the room.” You gritted.

“No, it wasn’t-” Hange tries to defend herself but is cut off by Levi, “We already heard you talking. Now out with it before I change my mind about letting this slide.”

The three guilty professors sigh, sharing a look before Erwin decides to come clean. “We’re concerned for you.” He starts. “You’ve been ignoring each other the entire day and whatever this fight is, it’s the worst one I’ve seen you have.”

You sigh. “Listen, it’s not that we don’t appreciate your concern, it’s just that-”

“-it’s just that it’s none of your goddamn business.” Levi interjects and you immediately glare at his rudeness. 

“Shut it, Levi. I don’t have time for your bull.”

“And I don’t have time for your petty lies.”

The three watched as you and Levi begin to quarrel, sharp words and irritated glares thrown around with each passing second. Your voices overlapped with each other as Erwin tried to make sense of what it was you were even fighting about, some words about betrayal in the highest degree and ruining a good thing and a relationship built on lies being the few words he understands. 

Finally, he has enough.

“Stop.” Erwin says loudly but firmly. The two of you pause from your bickering him and stare at him incredulously; he continues to speak, “We’re not teenagers anymore, we’re grown adults. I’m getting tired of playing mediator whenever you fight but if I have to do it again so you stop yelling, then I will.” 

He sighs. “Now what the hell are you two fighting about?”

“Y/N started it.” “Levi started it.” You say at the same time, and Erwin feels a headache coming but decides to ignore it.

“You didn’t answer my question.”

The two of you stare at each other angrily, almost daring the other to back down. This goes on for a few seconds before Levi finally sighs and speaks.

“Y/N thinks lemon scented detergent is better than lavender scented detergent.”

Hange and Moblit snicker but quickly shut up when Erwin gives them a look. He wasn’t even surprised that a fight as small and menial as this would be the fight that tears his favorite power couple apart.

“It is and you know it.” You reply defiantly and Levi groans in frustration, hand holding his head in disbelief as he quietly mutters, “I can’t believe I’m marrying someone who thinks lemon is better than lavender.”

At that, Hange’s ears perk up. “You’re getting married?!” She screams, and the two of you look at her in confusion, fight suddenly forgotten.

“Yeah, next week.” You reply wearily. “We emailed you the invites.”

If Erwin thought your bickering was loud, then the squeal that Hange let out was nothing short of deafening as she suddenly lunges at the couple, forcing them into a group hug as she cheers, “I knew it! I fucking knew it! You are together.”

Levi scoffs. “Don’t be silly, it’s for tax purposes. Apparently the bank won’t approve the loan for our new house unless we’re legally wed; something about tax fraud.”

“House?” Moblit echoes. “Don’t you already live together?”

You nod. “Yeah, but we figured the kids-”

“Dogs.” Levi corrects.

“-deserve a yard to run around in. Our apartment’s getting too cramped for the four of us.”

“Don’t ruin this for me!” Hange yells. “I have a wedding to plan.”

Levi sighs. “Don’t get ahead of yourself, four-eyes. There isn’t going to be a ceremony. We’re going to a court house to get our marriage license approved. That’s it.”

“And we invited you and Erwin to be our witnesses.” You explained. “There isn’t going to be a celebration but we’re going to host a small dinner party for close friends and family.We’d greatly appreciate it if you can RSVP to the emails within the week so we know how much food to prepare.”

The three professors nod, each exchanging pleasant smiles. It wasn’t the wedding invite they were hoping to receive but it was still a wedding invite nonetheless, and they weren’t about to burst your bubble.

“Hold on a second,” Erwin mutters, suddenly remembering one detail. “Where are your rings?” He gestures to your ringless hands.

“We had them engraved with our initials. Makes things more believable.” Levi answers. “If you’re done with the dumb questions, we’ll go ahead now.” 

He doesn’t wait for them to answer as he holds your hand in his, walking you out of the faculty room and into the hallway as he pretends not to notice his friends giggling like teenagers at the information you just shared.

“So...” You start, giving him a warm smile as you squeezed his hand. “Do you think they’re catching on?”

Levi lets out a rare smile, eyes softening as he looks at you. “No. They’re too dumb to know we’re actually together. They’ll eat up whatever bullshit explanation we come up with.”

“Okay, but remind me again why we have to keep pretending like we’re not actually together and not actually getting married next week?”

He brings your hand up to his lips, kissing your knuckles affectionately before placing his hand on the small of your back.

“Does it bother you that they don’t know?” He asks, and you hum as you think it through. “No. It’s actually really entertaining.” You laugh. “But why don’t you want them to know?”

He shrugs, pulling you closer to him. “That’s what they get for placing stupid bets.”

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AWAE ep. 3x03 Commentary: What can stop the determined heart SPOILERS

Lot’s of tears but just bear with me guys

Bash commenting on Gilbert's cooking skills as soon as he comes in the kitchen 'Don't forget the salt!'

I'm pretty sure G is making porridge so it really shouldn't be that hard

“Since you can't go outside to meet spring I'll bring spring to you” Oh my loves

I'm never gonna get over Bash calling his daughter Delie and fussing over her that’s a fact

Mary having a dizzy spell during the first 10 minutes already made me worried but when I saw the bandage on her hand and the infection my mind legit screamed BLOOD POISONING and then Bash said she had a fever and me - 

"Do you think she could catch this?" Can you hear my heart breaking?

And then Bash bringing little delphine to the Cuthberts to look after her really shows how close they all must've gotten between S2 and s3

Anne and Marilla snapping at each other while making sure to be polite oh boy... 

Matthew worryingly making sure that Marilla doesn't trip and fall down the stairs with the baby in her arms is pure sugar

Also, Matthew's facial expression when he realized he was to look after the baby hahaha

HOURS??

The first Shirbert scene... Gilbert looking at Anne as she worries about Mary and gets upset about the injustice

Also, can we talk about how Marilla makes sure that Gilbert catches the train? They're like a big family now. The Blythe-Lacroix-Cuthbert family. We can take from this scene that they have grown much closer as friends/family and probably spend a lot of time together outside of school (Shirbert). Both Anne and Marilla know their way around the house and Gilbert leaves them without any concern. He doesn't need to show them where anything is because they’re already so familiar with it.

The quick but sweet smile shirbert shared before he left to go to the station

BASHS FACE WHEN HE GETS TOLD MATTHEW IS WATCHING HIS DAUGHTER THO

Barn. BARN. Tree. TREE. Horse. HORSE. Goat. GOAT. Jerry. JERRY

Anne leaving with Marilla only to come back straight afterwards to care for Mary really shows the kind of bond they have. Mary teaching Anne how to cook certain things and Anne wanting to use that knowledge to make her feel better.

Aren't you all kinds of sixteen-year-old trouble?

Mary shivering... The fever is getting worse

Bash saying Mary has plenty of time to bring Avonlea to her dinner table after she said she misses cooking for many people 😭

The kite 'It'll look like the sun in the sky'

The school scene threw me off. It was kinda unnecessary except to show that the printing machine is working

!!!Josie Pye one of these days I'm gonna reach through my screen and take Anne as an inspiration to whack you over the head with a slate!!!

Ruby sweetie I love you but not everything is about Gilbert and there are far more important things to worry about

Moody x Ruby? Okay but not in this episode, please

Winifred Rose? No, it's Winnie! Stop looking at him as if you want to undress him argh.

Winnie getting cut off by Gilbert because he doesn't have time for her flirtation ay

Dr Ward telling her that she needs to cancel all of his appointments for the next day didn't make me worry any less thank you very much

“Sometimes life finds gifts in the darkest of places” - Anne Shirley Cuthbert

Marilla and Anne having a moment of truce while looking after Delie

Bash is so heartbroken I can't even look at him it hurts too much.           The way they use slow motion to portray his inner turmoil and pain while he is listening to Dr ward telling Gilbert that Mary has 2 weeks left to live if she's lucky...

Gilbert stepping in to check on Mary because Bash is not able to and him breaking down crying as he tells Mary the truth...

I mean I knew she had sepsis from the beginning of the episode but hearing her say it made me tear up immediately

JUST TELL HER IT'S BLOOD POISONING FOR GODS SAKE

Oh, Gilbert I'm so sorry. Why does he have to lose all the people that are dear to him? 

The look Anne and Gilbert shared through the window when he went to get Delie... She could read him like a book.

Gilbert and Anne walking back to Blythe's farm together. 'I think I'll walk'.     "May I join you?" I love how she doesn't want to leave him alone because she knows it's not easy to be in such a situation by yourself and because she wants to be there for him and make sure he is not alone.

Gilbert's doubts about becoming a doctor because he thinks he's too invested and that him caring about the patients would make it worse for them. Anne comforting him, knowing exactly the right thing to say. She reassures him but with honesty, she's not just trying to cheer him up she's trying to tell him that he's the right person to be a doctor and that she believes in him. "You will be a wonderful Doctor. Caring deeply will always be the right thing" You can tell by his facial expression that he's taking to heart what she's telling him. Return off the heart eyes ladies and gents. (Not that they were ever really gone.)                                                           I feel like he's really seeing her in another light after this scene.  

Mary bursting into tears with delie in her arms and Marilla by her side was truly bittersweet

"Where's Anne? I need, to talk to her"

As if I wasn't already crying enough... Gilbert crying and Anne hugging him certainly threw me over the edge especially when he pulled her even closer and you could make out the tear marks on his cheeks.

He's so grateful for her in that moment.

My favourite scene in the entire episode is probably Anne's and Mary's heart to heart in which Mary worries about Delie´s future without her and knows how hard it must've been for Anne in the orphanage without them ever having talked about it. How she wonders what made Anne the way she is, loving, bright and tender. I wish we could've gotten more of these scenes of them together.

Anne's advice to Mary that she should write Delie a letter and tell her everything she wants her to know, how much she loves her and how much she wishes she were still with her daughter while reassuring her that delie will always know how much she's loved. "But she won't know how much I cherish her"

I know it's accurate to their time but STOP CALLING THE INDIANS SAVAGES

“Young enough to still be saved?” How dare you assume that Ka'kwet and her people need saving! They’re content in the way they live, leave them be!

I'm not gonna lie. The bigger part of myself didn't want Bash to go and get Elijah but I did completely understand why Mary wanted to see her son and Bash should've at least tried to understand that. I know he's worried and I know what Elijah did was wrong but he's still her child, not only delphine.

Gilbert is such a good person. It had to be said. We all know he is but damn that boy has a heart of gold and Mary knows that as well, "I appreciate you so much Gilbert Blythe" got me chocked up.                    "You're a big part of my life I have, you know?", "Thank you for bringing  love back into my family's home." My second favourite scene of the episode was their moment together. "Be sure you marry for love. Only for love"

Anne planning on taking Delie under her wing was so sweet it warmed my heart.

Fuck you, Elijah. Being a coward and hiding from taking on responsibility is not right. I'm sorry you have to learn it the hard way through not being able to say goodbye to your mother.

I feel like I haven't stopped crying for longer than a second since I started watching the episode and now Bash falling onto his knees and praying for Mary to live has my emotions bubbling up again.

Gilbert being a gentleman and escorting Constanze and Jocelyn on the train and then to the farm to visit Mary. Also, Gilbert riding a carriage!!

Aahh I love those women

"No more crying. I mean it!!" - burst into tears lol

"I need to hold that baby!" /"Me first!"

I'm only gonna say it once. Anne hugged Gilbert and gave him strength so that he could be there for Bash and I think that's beautiful.

I loved Bash's and Gilbert's conversation about what it's like to lose someone they love and Gilbert proceeding to tell Bash that he needs to spend every last minute that he can with Mary because he'll regret it if he doesn't.

"I don't wanna live without her." *tears up*

Bash's and Gilbert's hug "I'm here."

Rachel... What are you doing there? Go home

Anne, Matthew and Marilla going to the Barry's to ask for a favour that would make Mary's dreams come true

Can we talk about Bash holding his family in his arms when they're sitting on the bed? Because I got chills

Now let's talk about the church scene. I don't know what to think about it all honestly. I'm so worried about Ka'kwet going to school.                  They're going to strip her of her identity. I know trouble when I see it.

The scene of Anne and Ka'kwet was just precious, pure gold. The way they smiled with excitement when they saw each other and then talk about being so alike it just made me smile. I do hope we get a scene of Anne explaining school to Ka'kwet like she said she'd do after church ended but I doubt it. Another thing that happened offscreen.

So let's talk about Mr Gilbert Blythe standing in the background. He was about to turn away from the situation until Anne excitedly ran past him to greet Ka'kwet and he doesn't take his eyes off of her after that. For a second there it actually looked like he wanted to talk to her but she didn't even notice. What exactly is the point of him being there? Nonetheless in the same shot? Is he just watching her like he does from time to time? Is he enchanted by the way she treats and acts around the Indians? Or is he waiting for Anne so that they can go into the church together? What's the purpose of him being there?

The conversation between Bash and Mary about her not wanting to die and a part of her wishing she wouldn't know she would is heartwrenching and when she proceeds to talk about Delies education and that she wants her to go to school and achieve the most possible as long as she wants to... It's so hard to watch them but the acting in this scene is just incredible. The whole episode is acting masterclass.

Bash saying he already started saving money for school and Mary laughing in delight because of course, he has started he's bash. He is Sebastian Lacroix her great love.

Oh you ain't slick Gilbert we all know you didn't mean the flower hat although the hat was "Beautiful" too

I can't handle it... She's so weak I'm not okay

The garden looks like Eden it's so so enchanting.

Matthew and Delie are my new favourite thing

"You're an Angel, Anne Shirley Cuthbert" Need I say more?

Oh Minnie May

Everyone singing for Mary and then saying the prayer with her is something I didn't know I needed. I love Amybeths voice. The entire garden scene was so wholesome and bittersweet. "The community brought itself to you" I'm tearing up

Mary looking at Bash and Mr Barry shaking hands must've been such a relief to her

Her last scene was made quite beautifully and symbolic with the paper butterfly changing into the yellow Kite before the screen faded to black.

This episode had me in tears the entire time. I didn't stop crying or trembling like a leaf for longer than 10 seconds. Can we just take a moment to appreciate the acting in this episode? Wow, that was a masterclass. As heartbreaking as this episode was I loved it so much. It was amazingly done and bittersweet.

Congratulations to whoever read all of this, let me know what you think. 

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Wala jud ko namakak, nindot jud kaayo ang mga kanta sa the rarities album, naay burning sensation plusss since quarantine started kay mas ni dig deeper ko sa discography ni mariah carey and nakarealize ko tanan akong gipang skip sauna kay actually ang mga gems, wala ko gapasabot ang mga sikat kay dili gem ang ako pasabot same sila tanan gems. Kahinumdom ko sa ako gihuna huna sauna sa the roof nga kanta, wala jud nako na appreciate niya pag quarantingz lang halos mao ako gipaminaw tibuok two weeks like every week lahi lahi na part sa discography ako madunggan niya ma amaze rako always. Nakasabot ko kay nakaila man ko niya more through interviews niya nindot kaayo siyag connection sa lambs mao na di mi ma feel left out. Always mi part sa iyang journey and permi mi i acknowledge. Mao naka ila ko sa iyang personality like dili man siya diva ra nga diva dahling, she is silly and funny, nag tanan songs niya siya ga compose or naa siyay kauban ga compose, ga co produce sad siya, siya sad ang backround vocalist mostly sa iyang mga kanta og siya sad ang singer. Iyang musicianship kay grabe kaayo last of her fabric nalang siya matod pa ni jd. Kahinumdom ko naganahan ko sa close my eyes, then pila ka weeks after ni perform siya sa kanta🥺 like wala najud koy kanta niya na dili ganahan tho wala pako nahuman og explore sa iyang discography mainly sa miam the elusive chanteuse wala pa nako na paminaw fully pero i know nga maganahan ko. Its like kada album different situations, different feelings maong dili boring iyang discography. Plus i was listening to her audio book then i wasnt even half way there, kahilakon nakayko sa mga a nanghitabo niya until na teenage na siya like 12 nakasabot ko ngano muingon siya im always 12, dili diay shallow ang meaning ana. Naa kaayo sa akong utok vividly emblazoned ang mga panghitabo na iya gistorya kita kaayo nako iyang struggles og agony, pero mas na admire nako iyang faith, nituo jud siya and thankful kaayo ko atong mga few nga naay nahelp niya, promise wala ko ga exaggerated mas daghan ang tao na ni betray niya kaysa sa nihelp niya, grabe ka sakit og ka guol. Iyang childhood kay mas more og adjustment kaysa fun, nakahilak jud ko labi na tong niingon siya atong di na sila magkita sa iyang papa kada sunday niya nikanta siya sa verse sa bye bye na song. Niya love man jud niya iyang sister brother and mother. Tho naa juy something sa iyaha og iyang mother pero kaybaw ko love sad siya sa iyang mother naa lang juy barriers maong sad kaayo. Lonely kaayo siyag childhood puros ra bullying. Kato sang gipadrawing silag family portrait niya iya gi brown ang color sa iyang papa, lami kaayo jud mutime travel didto jud niya sagpaon tong mga teachers, COME ON, SHE WAS FOUR! grabeha najud aning racism makaguba jud kaayo. Basta uy ako tuyo raman ta kay muingon onsa ka nindot ang rarities album walay joke. Here we go around again•Can you hear me•Do you think of me•Everything fades away•All i live for•One Night•Slipping Away•Out Here on My Own• Loverboy•I Pray•Cool On you• Mesmerized•Lullaby of Birdland• Save the day• og iyang latest recording sa close my eyes, nakadungog nako sa audio book kung asa gikan ang melody sa close my eyes niya di nato mawa sa akong utok ig paminaw nako sa song, and and and THE TOKYO DOME CONCERT (1996 DAYDREAM ERA) gi release na niya officially and ik not gonna lie ive watched it a couple times pero ma excite japon ko CUZ dude vocal showcase kaayo to na concert EFFORTLESS! Hayst iya husband na si TM grrr. Basta daghan pako mastorya pero diri lang sa kay wala pako nahuman sa audio book and wala pasad naabot akong copy sa book hehe so excited 🤩 di nako ma explain tarong onsa ka saved akong year mostly tungod ni mariah carey og among fandom Lambs. Dili pajud siya mauwaw mu proclaim sa iyang Love ni Papa God tho sikat na kaayo siya naa jud nay songs always para ni Papa God. I will never really understand why people still bash her or i degrade, people i tell you, your idols wont be where they are if mariah didnt exist. JUST the VISION OF LOVE daghan nakayg na inspire even beyonce like hello?

She paved the way for beyonce, rihanna ,kelly clarkson, ariana gani, kamo raman juy naay tupak sa otok mag compare compare mura rabag mga kaybaw mukanta. Inyo siya i bash for doing lipsync, naboang mo? Balik balika kunog kanta iyang mga kanta for 30 years di bana ma strain inyong tingog. Wala gai mo kaybaw siya muy ga suwat sa iyang mga kanta, inyong nga fave ay namalit rag mga kanta oks pamo? Panghilom mo uy.

And also, SHE PIONEERED THE HIPHOP AND POP CROSSOVER, wa mo nalipong? Tuo mog makadungog mo anang mga kanta nga naay rap karon og wala buhata ni mariah ang fantasy remix with odb?

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This is long and has a trigger warning

This will seem all over the place because thats just how it’s come out-

I feel like this is fitting this year cause it’s been (nearly) 5 years. 5 years on the 14/11 ( 11/14 ). This day changed my life- so cliché.

Brief family history- my dad was a biochemist, my mum a nurse (and a few other jobs). Which seems to irrelevant now- they both worked there asses off. My dad is my favourite parent if you can have one, this is because me and my mum are stupidly similar so we’d bash heads a lot which would often leave me in tears and feeling really deflated. My brother has ADHD which is a pain because when he’s on a ‘war path’ it’s horrendous and why I can’t deal with shouting or sudden movements or anything being thrown in my directions (even tho im a great catch most the time)

So on this date 5 years ago my dad got told he had bile duct cancer. Which isn’t that common, however he wasn’t that worried cause it goes in stages and we thought it’d been caught early…. He was told he had stage 4 and had 6 months to live. i don’t remember much honestly but my main memory is being in the foetal position against the cold tiles in a boiling bath listening to ‘Somewhere in neverland’. My dad was put on chemo. So a ‘famous’ case of this cancer is the Guy who played Robbie rotten in lazy town who died after 2 years of fighting the cancer. My dad had always said that at my wedding he’d dye his beard purple, so because the reality of the cancer was he’d be dead by then he started colouring his beard – hes had blue, green, red, orange, purple, pink and turquoise.

So on the 9/11 (11/9) I had been at a gig, Mallory knox, blitz kids (still my faves) and the crooks. i don’t really remember much but I know that Mallory knox and blitz kids are two of my all time favourite bands due to the fact they ‘were there’ in some of my darkest moments.

~TRIGGER WARNING~ So this date also means its been 5 years of me self-harming and being very all over the place. I remember when my mum found out she didn’t even freak at me- she took me to the supermarket and brought me bandages and anti-septic and said I can’t stop you but I can at least prevent infection. She never once blew up in my face- except one time when it first happened and all I remember is I went to school crying. Anyway so 6 months later my dad gets told that the tumour is inactive.

Which is good but my self harm still is pretty bad due to going through a horrible time at school due to missing a lot because Family over Education – I have never once regretted this even if I’m ‘ 3 years’ behind my peers. I’m in a better place most the time ( don’t ever go off your meds for 3 months…) and have finally started planning my future- 15 year old me had planned to be dead by 20. During my exams my family and some friends went away but before that I had gone to a day festival with some friends and I’d become obsessed with a band called the color morale (who still to this day are amazing) and I’d been in a really bad place with fresh cuts. I was going to the color morale booth to buy a hoodie or something and the merch guy came over and it happened to be Garret Rapp the lead singer and he signed my notebook and gave me a hug, I remember calling my parents close to tears and them being really happy for me. I remember 2015 I got my exam results and I hadn’t done the best however I had done better than I’d expected- I got D’s in everything which is impressive considering I did no revision and my attendance was like 45%. I wasn’t told this till last year but my mum and dad were really worried they’d loose me due to how unhappy I was with everything.

Anyway flash forward to June/July 2016 guess what had come active again? You guessed it- back to chemo my dad goes. I don’t really remember this year at all. One thing I do remember is my dad became a ‘guinea pig’ for a new medical treatment called SIRT (I don’t know what it stands for). This is basically when they inject tiny radioactive beads into the location of the tumour and it’s meant to shrink it. Get me knowing fancy medical terminology.

All I remember is that he’d gotten the news after I’d had a great year and that I believed it was cause of that. I know that’s really shitty but I’m a firm believer in ‘ Everything happens for a reason’. It seems stupid but aye that’s what happened.

This whole thing triggered me to stop telling my parents I loved them until the beginning of this year.

More family history- My parents met in Zimbabwe. In 1990 I think? I’m not 100% sure on that.

2017- as a family we went to Zimbabwe with a charity where we built a school building, played football, swung sledge hammers and cuddled adorable babies. I think this is when it really hit me that when I feel at wrong bottom I let everything slip and just spiral out of control. But I was surrounded by people who had barely any money, hadn’t been paid in months, couldn’t afford basics, were sick and protecting their disabled children from men who’d take advantage of them. Yet they still laugh and sung with a massive smile while I was over here sat letting something bad ruin a month at a time. That autumn and winter I went on a massive spiral to the point my best friend and family weren’t sure I’d make it to 2018. Honestly Im not sure how I made it to 2018. My closest friend through out all of this and the girl who I can be 100% honest with- I remembered we’d been shopping or something and then we went and sat in McDonalds eating and we were chatting about mental health and all those fun things and I told her that I doubt I’d get married if my dad died.

2018 is a weird year cause while my dad’s cancer is still very much active (with secondaries which is shitty). I’ve found a love for life to an extent. While I can feel myself slipping a little I’m trying to keep going because I have so many plans. I turned 20 this year and while it’s not that exciting to most to think 5 years ago I was planning my suicide and wasn’t thinking about where I want to be in a years’ time but now I know where I want to be. In September I started my final year of College which seems amazing because of how far I’ve come looking back at the last 5 years and everything I’ve had thrown at me ( literally and figuratively). I also told my mum (while driving to see my grandparents) about my the fact that I wouldn’t get married if my died dad and I just couldn’t see anyone other than my dad with a purple beard walking me down the aisle. Im not one for traditional things- I hate turkey at Christmas for example- but my dad walking me down the aisle was always my dream and never changed. My mum told my grandparents and my grandad announced he’d walk me down the aisle.

It’s weird reading how far you have come in the last 5 years because you don’t really think about it but now seeing it in black and white im shocked.

[huffleypuffy]

Bashful and Oblivious

A Draco imagine where you're a shy Hufflepuff and Draco keeps trying to impress you (u two aren't dating, tho he wishes to;) and then one day he gets hurt by trying to impress you and you get all worried and then he confesses his feelings! Sorry if it doesn't make sense🖤

Draco Malfoy x reader (Hufflepuff) imagine

Warnings: none :)

Word Count: 1240

You looked above you to see the sun shining through the tree branches in the Hogwarts Courtyard. It was a sunny, moderate day. You were hanging at the trunk of the tree with fellow Hufflepuffs chatting about Charms class.

"Man, I wish I could use a silencing charm on some people." Arlen said making a few of you laugh.

"Oh yeah? You wouldn't dare, Moore." Tilly laughed.

"You're probably right..." Arlen sighed giggling a little.

You looked at the end of the courtyard seeing Slytherins coming out with broomsticks. There were at least five of them. It looked like Marcus Flint, Blaise Zabini, Gregory Goyle, Vincent Crabbe, and Draco Malfoy.

"What are they doing?" You asked squinting to get a better look.

"I have no idea." Chaton said.

"Aye!" Arlen said standing up walking towards the bunch. "What're you doing?"

The rest of you stood up and walked behind Arlen.

"Just practicing, Moore. No need to freak." Flint said. Crabbe laughed at him.

They weren't technically suppose to be flying in the courtyard, but you were not about to be the one to point that out. You noticed Blaise looking around, quite bored with the conversation. Draco seemed intrigued and was staring at you, smirking. You felt your cheeks heat up and you quickly looked away. He was still staring. You wanted him to stop, you felt like you were sweating.

"I'm not freaking, just making sure no one will have to go to Madam Pomfrey." Arlen said respectively.

"Trust me, that won't be a problem. I'm pretty good at flying. I'm the seeker for Slytherin Quidditch. You probably knew that though." Draco smiled cocking his head to the side.

"How could anyone not know? It's all you talk about." Chaton snickered looking over at you. But you weren't laughing. You just wanted to go sit back under the tree and continue chatting away. Tilly saw you were a little annoyed at the length of this conversation and started walking away grabbing you.

"Make sure to watch! I'm quite impressive." Draco said smirking. You didn't even need to turn around to know he was smirking, it was obvious.

You and Tilly sat back under the tree eventually being joined by the boys. The Slytherin boys continued talking to each other. Draco got onto his broomstick and hovered over the courtyard. The others joined him and started doing tricks, like flipping and spinning in the air. They all laughed and joked around. Your friends continued to have a conversation about Divination. You were busy staring at the boys in the air. Every few minutes Draco looked down at you and smiled. When this happened, you quickly looked away but found yourself staring again, repeating the cycle of events. For some reason, you felt like you couldn't look away from that blonde boy. But he was distracting you.

"I think I'm just gonna go back to my room and do some homework. Maybe send an owl. I'll see you guys later at dinner?" You said collecting your books and standing up.

"Okay, see you later, Y/N." Tilly said smiling.

"Bye." Arlen and Chaton both said.

As you were walking away, you looked up at Draco one more time and saw him already staring. He seemed a little disappointed but kept flying around. He was hoping to captivate you enough so you'd stay and watch, but it didn't work.

You walked back into the Hufflepuff common room and went up to your room. You put your books on your desk and laid down onto your bed. You felt tired and your eyelids slowly got heavier, putting you to sleep.

You woke up seeing your room empty still, realizing it must be dinner time. You fixed your hair and headed downstairs to the Great Hall. You were right, it was time for dinner. You felt a little hungry as well. You sat down at the Hufflepuff table with your friends and started eating some pork right away. You grabbed some salad and mashed potatoes as well.

"Why is he coming over here?" Tilly asked looking confused. You looked up to see Draco Malfoy heading towards you.

"It can't be good, whatever it is." Chaton said. You just rolled your eyes at his comments.

Draco stopped behind Tilly, whom was sitting to your left.

"Hi, lads." Draco nodded his head to the boys. "Tilly." He stopped and looked at you. "Y/N." He flashed his smile at you.

"Hello." You said feeling your face turn red, again.

"Mind if I join you?" He continued smiling at you.

"Um, no, go ahead." You hesitated. Why did he want to sit with you?

He sat down next to you and you didn't know what to do.

"Can I get you anything to drink, love? I just learned a new spell, want to see it?" He asked seeming excited and eager.

"Um sure, water? I don't really drink anything else." You smiled, trying to not feel so bashful.

"Sure thing, love." He smiled pulling out his wand. He took your cup and placed it in front of him. He focused and then said, "Aguamenti!" Immediately water shot out of the head of his wand, filling the cup up. But Draco suddenly shot back and feel to the ground with a great thud.

"Draco!" You yelled running over to him.

He was laying on his arm and groaning out, "My arm." He looked up at you quickly wiping away the distraught look of pain on his face.

"Are you okay?" You asked holding his arm.

"I'm fine, I'm fine. Just a tiny fault." He said trying to get up but fell back onto his arm, hurting it even more.

"No, I'm going to take you to Madam Pomfrey. You definitely broke your arm." You said trying to help him up.

"Thank you, love." Draco smiled. You smiled back and carefully helped him up.

"See, this is what we meant by going to Madam Pomfrey's, Draco. Better luck next time." Chaton chuckled in a brutish tone.

"Oh shut it, Chaton! Stop being so thick." You scolded at him.

Draco giggled a little at Chaton's shocked expression. As you helped Draco out of the Great Hall he thanked you again.

"I don't think your friends are real fond of me." He sighed.

"They'll get over it. What does it matter anyway?" You asked.

"I would just prefer to be liked, or even tolerable." He answered.

"Yea, I get that but why does it matter? It's not like you're going to be around us a lot..." You trailed off into thought.

Draco laughed at your confused expression.

"Blimey, you are adorable. I like you, Y/N. That's why it matters. I think you're the only one who hasn't realized that I fancy you." He smiled over at you.

"You, you do?" You said shocked. "I mean, you do?" You said cooly, or at least attempting to.

Draco chuckled again, "Of course I do. I think you're marvelous, very fit may I add." He was now smirking at you as your cheeks heated up.

"Oh." You said and cleared your throat. "Thank you, I think you're quite tidy yourself."

He smiled at you, "Thank you, dear. Would you like to go to Hogsmeade with me this weekend? I think we'd have a good time."

"I would love that. It's a date." You said arriving outside of Madam Pomfrey's door.

"It's a date. Now, if you wouldn't mind waiting with me?" He asked.

"I wouldn't mind. Maybe this could be our first date?" You giggled.

"How romantic." He smiled as you walked him into Madam Pomfrey's room.

[boocreek]

hi hello i am getting bad at replying to asks whoops... anyway here’s some wcifs and buns and.. s en p ai ?

ANON ASKED: meg!!!!! i love you and im not bashing you or trying to be rude but i kinda miss it when you would use container everything and ya know your old build style dont get me wrong im all for ur new style and im not saying u should stop i just miss the old posts Q_Q pls dont hate me <3

shdgjdf i dont hate u why would i hate u!! i mean i havent totally given up on that style i guess my style is just constantly evolving without me realising lol.. dont worry this isnt the end for my container homes!! (also idk why but i generally only build the container homes in willow creek?? idk why tho cos that container restaurant i made suits oasis springs.. 🤔)

ANON ASKED: DAMN son! Bean has got BUNS!

ay buns for days hun

ANON ASKED: NEW VIDEOS PLEASE D:

jinkies im afraid 2 tell u that i have retired from that business fren

@hhoneybadgers ASKED:  Maybe have coro [surname]'s surname be nach (pronounched corona[h])

omg i promise i gave her a surname i just never can remember it nor can i ever remember to check it in game *sweats*

@tickledsims You're sims are so cute and vibrant! I wish I could pull them off the way you do 😁

omg but u can i believe in u!! and thank u 😊

ANON ASKED: TEACH ME HOW TO DECORATE SENPAI

sss-senpai ?? ಠ‿ಥ also im not really sure how to teach someone to decorate i just put stuff that looks good together and hope it actually does look good together im not just imagining it :/

ANON ASKED: wcif that pink cow bottle in your recent post? thank you! c:

its by brazen-lotus (who does amAZING CC btw) and u can get it here! :3

ANON ASKED: wcif all the leaves on the wall? thx ur awesome

all the ivy!!

more like jishook 

[biscocho14-blog]

One Letter

Lets think about this….. which letter in the alphabet do we hardly ever use. ready for it? “Q” now to use this letter in my previous life was not a smart idea, for everyone knew exactly who was “Q”. the thing about “Q” I didnt release until i was on my own “Q” was Widely Known, But this is my version & what i personally witnessed & experienced.  

Truth #5 -> May 30th, 2004 we had just moved to harlem. the next door neighbors had speakers and tents and cars all down the street. it was an anniversary party,to be exact.”Q” Anniversary party. i remember hearing a knock at the door and my uncle answer. i couldnt see whom was at the door but i could hear his voice which gave me chill bumps. “aye will come on out and join us. you more than welcome. you know you family” i had to practically beg my unlce to go outside. he finally gave in but of course i had to have khloe with me. i got khloe dressed and went outside. then from the DJ booth i heard the voice again. i couldnt speak to him for i knew my uncle would flip. i looked him right in the eyes and he smiled. and thats were it began………. with no words

“Q” came by everyday after that party. literally everyday. it was summer so kids were out of school and every night we was either at our house or next door which was “Q” mothers house playing spades and dominoes. He actually is the one whom showed me how to play. One Particular night adults were all next door and all children were at my house. when no one was looking “Q” was playing footies with me or winking his eye. i had to walk over to my house to get Khloe some milk and as i was walking out “Q” was walking in, he stopped me and he started to talk game. i honestly didnt know i was doing wrong, know i do. The way our house was setup you could see in the front room thru the dining room but not vs. “Q” was a challenge. all my life i all have ever heard is you cant you wont but this was mine. i could get something and have them in the palm of my hand. well at least that was my thought then. i bent down and blew his mind, Literally. the best 30 seconds of his life. he was surprised confused and amazed, that this 13 year old teenager took him there in 30 seconds, he wanted all of me and i could feel it. he would be back. i walked away as if it was nothing, went back to the party and deep down i was jumping up and down, in a room filled with people whom wanted him i did things to him his wife would never ever dream of and that was the first time. 

“Q” got me in trouble that same year on July 4th because he decided to follow me. even tho i wasnt doing anything my aunt always thought the worst of me. she started to bash me, but i didnt care for i found ways around her. honestly i was upset with him if he would just restrain himself but no you just had to follow me in the house. but after that in counter i no longer would find myself alone with anyone, but didnt stop me from getting what i wanted. 

when my uncle and aunt would go out on Friday & Saturday “Q” would come by. “Q” was gentle. He taught me a different style. He could actually pick me up. lol i just love that part. we would be at my house, his moms house, school, his car, his house. We had many encounters and adventures. some better than others. being outside was a thrill. under the night stars. i really gave no fucks about being caught. but i must say the best time period was my senior year. 17 years old and i was going thru hell. but he was always ready for me when i called. i remember the last time we ever did anything, he was waiting for me when i got off school. i walked to his house. opened the door and there he was walking to me from the kitchen. Naked. on the big screen tv a porno was playing. he had a fold up chair in the middle of the living room floor, right in front of the tv. he had an incent burning. he greeted me then placed my hand on his package. it went from the living room to his room. my last time with him would be in his room since we had already broke in all other areas of his household. we were getting busy then he stops and brings out a black dildo. now im down for all kinds of fun, most he introduced to me, i didnt say anything out loud but there is a reason this was the last time. why did you even have this dildo and ewww if you used it on your wife. i was really trying to be naive about it. not think about it to much. what was done was done. now she would have all my juices in her. hope she enjoys. lol 

After that day i started to realize that “Q” was the male version of a THOT. he had alot of females on his dick. i personally like to have my own. its was a great four years and i actually can say he is what got me thru High School. He was always a phone call away gave me all the advice & when i needed to be distressed he always slid thru without question. Thank You “Q” for once being apart of my world. i graced you with my presence and you shall never forget me even if you wanted to.