#lov II

[keepingupwiththeboltons]

Fuck it, munchkin-izes your dragons

[radrobotz]

truly peak jason design

[steamanband]

Son boy!!!!

[djwoifie]

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Twice and Mr. Compress doodles cause theyre my favs :D Also some crossovers with characters that are kinda similar to them because yes🦅

[screamingcatclouds]

ON AND ON THE AWAKENING LIGHTTT WILL BATHE SLUMBER OF ETHEREAL SIGHTSSS TODAY IS REWENEWED IS REBORN EACH DAY I AM NEW I AM YOURSS SO PLEASE DISMISS WHAT THEY CLAIM ABOUT THIS BEING IN VAIN TO EXPLAIN HOW EXPRESSEF WITH A KISS TAKING PASSIONATE SYEOS FLOOR SUSOENDING ABYSS SUCH IMPOSSIBLE BLISS SUCH IMPOSSIBLE BLISS SUCH IMPOSSIBLE BLISS SUCH IMPOSSIBLE BLISS SUCH IMPOSSIBLE BLISSSSSS SUXH IMPOSSIBLE BLISS

[silversupremacy]

cake :)

[gojuo]

egg hearing about jaehaerys you guys i'm shaking right now

[lucyvaleheart]

You're amazing and I love talking with you and getting to see you! I am giving you a big hug through the screen because I care about you and I love you! I appreciate how you always are there to help me when I need things or advice. You're not just enough, you're more than that. You mean so much to me and I can't wait until the next time I get to see you so I can give you that hug in person <3

;;-;;

........t-thabk youuuu

G. gotta get you over here again i want that hug so bad u have no idea ;-;

[sillymacaronic]

lightbulb is so silly

[periidoti]

Im so normal about Candle and Pepper. I'm not feral.

I'm not I'm not I'm not I swear I'm a normal guman

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THEY'RE FUCKING UP STARGAZING AND HAVING A PICNIC OKAY. THEIR KISSING. THEIR MAKING OUT DARE I SAY. THEY'RE LISTENING TO SPACE GIRL TOGETHER. THEY'RE HOLDING HANDS ROMANTICALLY. THEY'RE CUDDLING WACH OTHER WHILE SLEEPING. DO YOU SEE MY VISION??? DO YOU SEE MY VISION!!!??? THEY'RE AO IN LIVE. I CAHT.AVSHAKAJEHEEHEHEJEEHE KISS. MAKE THEM KISS. GIVE MY GIRLS SOME ROMANCEM I DEMAND .. wait I never mixed their names.. PEPANDLE??? CAPPER?? CANPER??? we're going with canper. I DEMAND CANPER YURI AOBS VIOLENTLY SOBS SOB SOB SOB 9NAGSJSGANSGD JSYAB MYA AJHANWJE MY HWART. MY HEART. ITS SO FULL OF THEM. BAIWNSHFJDNNSJWNANNEJRMRKFNFNFNNFNF CMDHDBDDJFJJRANJAHAJHHDNDNDNDNENDNSNSNNSS

Wtf I reached 30 tags....

[puretrash2424]

soupcase

[transhiccup]

daily ask pt. 19

Crowley has to buy Aziraphale a gift. What is he getting him?

you already know it's going to be something stupidly thoughtful. a first edition aziraphale has mentioned missing in his collection two centuries ago (crowley visited the author in hell to get it signed) accompanied by flower bouquet with each flower carefully selected according to meaning, because crowley knows aziraphale will know what it means and their supervisors definitely won't

[periidoti]

1. WHAOAOAOOAOAO UR ART IS SO KOOL AND AWESOME AND EVERYTHING

2. HOLY SHIT IT'S THEM ITS THEN THEM THEM THEM!! THEM!! I LOVE S N P WOSSISJSHFETDDHHDHSHSHSHSHDHSHDHDHDHHDHDHDVBEBJKANABASKLSOO9AIAISUUSUUDUDUEEYYYWYSHSHSHHDHDHDUDIODKDKKODKNDBBDXUIXBCBDBSNSSHBS

Besties✨

[ilions-end]

i finished statius' ACHILLEID. thoughts thoughts thoughts:

i knew going in it was a VERY short unfinished epic, but i didn't know it would be FUN?? if i ever get that time machine, FIRST THING i go back and find one publius papinius statius, i lock him in a room, and i'm NOT letting him out until he's finished the achilleid!

achilles is statius' BLORBO in a way neither homer, quintus nor virgil have blorbos. statius likes achilles to be strong and pretty and graceful, but most of all ENDEARING even when he fails. and he fails a lot, because this is him still figuring out how to be an adult, not to mention a prophesied legend literally everyone is waiting for to step up

the one thing that gets tiring is just how many prophecies permeate the achilleid. nothing's left to chance, there are so few unknowns. even ODYSSEUS was aware that from peleus' wedding there would come a child destined to be a central warrior in an upcoming gigantic war.

as it stands, the achilleid is more of a... thetisiad? she is very centered in the narrative (we spend more time looking at things from her point of view than achilles') and there is SO MUCH SYMPATHY for her, oh my gosh!! she loves ONE person, her son, the only worthwhile thing she got out of a traumatizing marriage, and she despairs that he's fated to die young in a silly human war.

also i'm a deidamia defender forever now. so three-dimensional, so clever!

aughhh i love how much characterization statius puts in, even in the small scenes! my favourite example is odysseus and diomedes as they walk up to lycomedes' place (literally just moving characters from A to B). diomedes teases odysseus, and odysseus is delighted to be teased. that night we're told odysseus CAN'T SLEEP because he's too excited about showing off his plan the next morning!

the unveiling of achilles is completely different from the chagrined defeat/"achilles is a fucking idiot" ways i've heard it retold! i love that it's collaborative, it's a mutual triumph. it's just as much achilles (who's been suffering in gender dysphoria hell for a year) longing to be exposed as it is odysseus LIVING for showing everyone (especially diomedes?) how clever he is. it's not just the shield and the spear and the bugle, it's odysseus playing the part of the siren, whispering in achilles' ear that he knows who he is and describing how glorious he will be on the trojan battlefield. it's achilles' grateful relief at being ALLOWED not to pretend anymore as he rips off his own dress even before the bugle calls

also it's very important to me that the moment he's no longer hunching over trying to make himself look small and inoffensive, we're told achilles is taller than both odysseus and diomedes

i KEEP IMAGINING how good statius would have made the rest!! especially because as book ii ends, achilles regards odysseus as a cool uncle; he's the guy who rescued him! i want to think statius would have put in the big mystery quarrel achilles and odysseus are said to have had early in the war, something to drastically change that affection. i want to know how statius would have handled troilus, and the gods. augh statius you roman BLUEBALLER

an assortment of story beats still revolving in my head:

chiron is such a sweetheart!! he's SO gallant with thetis, he's so affectionate with achilles. he HIDES HIS TEARS when achilles leaves, awww

statius writes out phoinix completely. as a phoinix stan i object. sure chiron can raise young achilles, but i NEED phoinix to tend to him as a baby

i enjoy how achilles EXPLODES into a mess of teenagerly hormones when he first sees deidaima. it's so funny that thetis is looking on (and we get my favourite simile of the achilleid, of a herdsman delighting in a young bull snorting and foaming at a beautiful heifer) like "aaaaand there's my son's sexual awakening. i see! well, we can use that" and THAT explains why achilles is so willing to commit to the female disguise

(listen. listen. few things mean more to me than the love between achilles and patroclus. but achilles is a teenage boy at the age when a fucking breeze will give him a boner, and deidamia is the most beautiful and the cleverest of her sisters. i really enjoy a story where achilles and deidamia are neither "fated eternal true love" or one's a sneaky opportunist. it's much more compelling that they're both knots of budding emotions and bodily feedback)

i notice that statius never uses the name pyrrha, he doesn't seem to have a fake name at all, just "achilles' sister"

lycomedes is SO honoured and proud that thetis is entrusting her daughter to him. i feel sorry for lycomedes, he seems so earnest and hasn't done anything to get tricked

the one thing i can't forgive statius for is that after spending SO much time establishing that achilles and deidamia (who knows he's a guy) are genuinely into each other, it feels like statius goes OUT OF HIS WAY assuring us that their first sexual encounter is rape. sure they talk right after, deidamia forgives him, AND i understand there are social rules that makes deidamia more "honourable" and "worthy" when she resists, but like. sigh.

aLONG with the previously mentioned interplay between odysseus and diomedes as they walk up to lycomedes' court, there's a simile where they're both starving wolves on the hunt. so sexy it's almost illegal

the feast scene is SO FUNNY omg. all of achilles' careful feminine training dissolving because odysseus and diomedes are there with their boundless masculinity for him to feed off of. deidamia practically WRESTLING achilles back down on the couch every time he forgets himself and behaves too much like a man. odysseus chatting with lycomedes SPECIFICALLY trying to rile up achilles, and then after the women have left (achilles dragging his feet and looking back, YEARNING for their male company) odysseus specifically praises the maiden's "almost masculine" beauty (because ohh he suspects. he just needs to prove it in the morning. he can't SLEEP for it)

when they depart, achilles earnestly swears to deidamia that no other women shall ever bear his children. i find it interesting as a reminder of the social rules of its era. neither of them expect achilles to be sexually exclusive, just not fathering potential heirs. which again makes me wonder about the contraceptives in ancient greece

on the ship towards aulis, diomedes begs achilles to tell them all about his feats and training with chiron, and achilles is so shy about it! who can blame him! diomedes has a WAY more impressive track record

odysseus is SO good at firing up achilles' outrage at paris even as he's just catching him up on what the war's about. and he's so pleased at how easily achilles' outrage can be directed! you KNOW that would have developed in such an interesting way AUGH THE REST WOULD HAVE BEEN SO GOOD.

[enmmyheavenscg]

MY SITUATION .

hello everyone ! if you’re aware, you know im currently back from my break!

But my situation hasn’t gotten any better.

TW FOR ATTEMPTED SUI, MURDER MENTIONS, ABUSE - just my parents being horrible . Invasion of privacy

I don even know how to tag this properly.

Today on tuesday, July 30th 2024, 3:42 am as I am writing this.

My mental (and physical) health has worsened since everything had happend, My parents have been making me feel genuinely worst

I just happened to be in a call with a friend before oh- the first time, my parents came in and yelled at me.. my mother raised her hands up a bit, yes but. She usually does that so usually I am not affected by it but today was just. horrible.

After the first couple times they did this, they turned the wifi completely off, I was still In a call with said friend but I was muted. My parents were being absolutely horrible.

I would go detail by detail. syaing hooe the whole wrugement started but No, only thing I’ll be saying is.

My mother went absolutely ballistic and was trying to open my locked door. (Which I Have video of) she kept hurting md, threw something at me and just absolutely started screaming at me , she jus wnt crzy

My father laid his hands on me for the first time today aswell, it was a truly horrifying experience. I’ve always preferred my father over my mother yet - today trigged something inside my brain ? Made me genuinely hate him - myself , everyone around me. My younger brother was sleeping , yet we were fighting in his room .

The argument affected me, it was only an hour ago? .. couple minutes . im

not sure . It all went so fast my brain jusut ii

They kept tyryung to corneer mme and my mom trid to hold me in pllce , not allowing me to leave / get into Myy riom

I had to forcefully do so

I don’t even know what happened . Today started off so good yet endlu horriblly .

I tried

I tried to end it all after that conversation. I was messaing that said friend before, begging them to call help, crying . I’ve never felt more scared, weaker . Horrified . I tried choking myyosg and I still can’t breatffwi

im tryiy not sure how im writiing this but im doing it . I really hope I get my wifi back to be able to send this (if I do then that means I did)

I trid casling emergency servieces, I didn have service - no wifi, nothing. I ws basically stranded , in panic moddee

I wssso lightheaded, dizt and honestly felt like I eas dying (I stsuol am bu am doiing bettr(

I

I would’ve died if I kept chokiif myslf with it a bit longer

They were gona kill me though. They . Thhy said os

My mom sid my dad woul beat mme until I was dead and unconscious - my ddad sid he din lov me tdoy

My dad sid god woul mak that happen when I said I’d die

My mom threatened to murder me tdosy (twice or once) she was holding sormyuing when I ws forced to opn my door . I can’t rmebr but it was a utensil . N ths all I rembr . Was it a knife? No clie. was it something else ? no clu

Theve alwys been horubel but this was jut icing on cak . I just need to get mor evidence on wht tehy did . Then I havs my proof . (I mite attach wht my mom did to my lock . I rmeber . 4? 3? Years ago she brok it .

And now it’s even more borkn. It may not look like it but it is. N sometiije thi year she brok mmy doorhsndle. Iiz awful here

I truly wanna leave but I hav no choice)

im

I’m just so scard, I’m mortified geniunlly

photdo down here + vudeo if I can (took the screenshot at 03:51 so ths why it says tagt) plus one I jus took .

sory I knowthuu iz all too much but I’m so

So

done here. . I add more on as I can try and remember beter . I don’t feel like myself currently so it’s quite hard to remember stif that . Doesn’t but also does feel like me

(ddin add all images.)

Poease . If you rpost thji pls do . I need to get outta herre soon enough

If you wanna talk to me- @ahaclownnoises is my main / my discord

[hatigave-a]

THE COMPANY SHE KEEPS IS WRETCHED but at least it is hers. Not her father's. Not her brother's. The patrons come to see her and drink the shit beers and hard liquor she serves without a proper license. The bar got closed twice in the last five years, BUT SHE ENDURES. Out of spite, or because she has no other place to put the anger. She doesn't know. Neither does Anne apparently when the other woman stumbles to the bathroom. In a different life, Adelé would have made an excellent barmaid. Now, she is piss-poor company and a worse drunk. Anne gets it.

Tabs are closed in the time it takes Anne to pull herself together. Sticky cash and credit cards with teeth marks on them are passed from various hands into hers. She keeps shit company, but most pay without a fuss after she pulls a knife on them once. THEY KNOW BETTER BY NOW THAN TO TRY TO CHEAT HER OUT OF A NICKEL AND A DIME. ❝ Took you long enough. ❞ She-viper states when Anne returns. A broom is already waiting for her. Fucking cunts never got the no-smoking-inside memo. ❝ I'll pour you one, if you start at the back. And don't forget to put the chairs on the table. No sweeping around them. ❞

Everything stinks of stale beer. Her hands, her hair, her very soul if she even has one. Still, she pours another one just because Anne asked ( untrue. Anne knows she hates cleaning. It is a bribe if nothing else. Still, the liquid fills up the glass all the same. ) ❝ Shit night ? ❞

Anne clocks the green and grins to see it. God less Adelé—she gets it. And Anne’ll get it, too, soon as these fuckers are gone.

She slaps a hand on the bar top and uses it to abruptly push out her barstool. The noise catches the attention of the lingering bar flies, turning their dull gazes onto the just-over-six-foot redhead in the leather jacket. They wouldn’t normally have cared…and if Anne hadn’t tossed a guy into the streets one-handed earlier, she doubts she would have, either. But she’s in a foul mood and most of the drunks watched her do it. They hurry to the bar to close out tabs while Anne stretches, drops Adelé a wink, and meanders to the bathroom to splash water on her face.

Getting high in the early morning hours sounds great; going back to crash in Read’s couch for another sleepless night does not. She barely even recognizes the woman in the spotty bathroom mirror, dark bags and the remains of yesterday’s eyeliner under her eyes. She looks rough. Feels rough. Is rough, but this of a different kind. Exhaustion.

The bar’s pretty well cleared by the time she renters it.

“Bum me a beer and I’ll help ye clean.”