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[lotusar]

damn ,, hi yall 😭 as far as i know i don’t have a following on either lotusar or lcvertea, but i wanted to make a little announcement

i totally forgot the login information for these accounts so that’s an oops on me - i haven’t been in the writing scene in a hot minute but i’d like to !! uhh not sure what my new branding would be but that’s all good - got some new fandoms under my belt that i’d like to distribute, but i probably won’t do genshin anymore because i’m in such an interest rut with it right now

if yall are interested, let me know !! if not— i probably won’t know either way HELP but it’s been a pleasure to write one or two fics for you <3

[plantahmane]

The world you live in. Credit: LotusAR

[twst-oc-ask-blog]

🎧 Music for the Nervous & Anxious 🎧

While I wait for asks, I’m going to make some short little stories of the girls either interacting with one another, or with one/some of the boys.

Also, gonna thank my friend @wolken-himmel She didn’t suggest this story, no. But she was the one who inspired me to write these. So, thank you Wolkie!

Anyways, enjoy!

Humming to herself, one side of her headphones over its respective ear, Lotus was messing with a music app on her laptop. Her free hand’s fingers lightly drumming against the device to a rhythm only heard though Lotus’s headphones, or even just in her head. At a sudden noise, Lotus looked up to see a certain small, fire haired android flying towards her, causing her to smile.

“Hi Ortho-chi. How are you?” Ortho landed near the tall female, who was currently seated at a table in the lounge of Ignihyde. Ortho looked at her then tilted his head and closed his eyes, as if to smile, giving a reply.

“Hi Lotus-chan. I am doing well. Are you by chance working on some new music?” He started floating again and peered over her shoulder at her laptop screen.

“Yeah!” came her reply, louder then she wanted, causing other members of their dorm to turn toward them. At this, Lotus flushed and looked at her laptop for a quick minute before turning back to Ortho, removing her headphones. “I’m just about done with this new piece, if you want to listen to if for me? I could really use the criticism.”

“I would love to!” Lotus smiled but a look of nervousness washed over her quickly afterward with what the young android said next, “I’m sure Oniisan would like to listen too, Lotus-chan!”

Lotus quickly grew pale and started shaking, as her nervous overtook her mind. Quickly Ortho cought on that something wasn’t right with his tall friend. “Lotus-chan? Are you alright?”

At his voice Lotus was broken from her mental state of fight or flight, but she put on a half hearted smile. “Yeah, I’m fine. Just stop by my room later to come and listen... and please don’t drag your brother over to my room. I’m sure he’s already extremely busy with dorm head things. I really don’t want to bother him.”

Ortho looked at her confused, but nodded his head as she saved the file, closed her laptop and stood up to her full hieght, with her headphones securely around her neck.

“See you later Ortho. I’m going to head to my room to work on some homework.” Lotus waved bye and started to head to the dorm rooms.

After floating in place for a moment, Ortho chose to head back to his and Idia’s room, curious about his friend’s reaction.

Awhile Later

Lotus was seated at her desk, her headphones on, and humming as she worked on her song again. Her homework was seated beside her on the desk, already completed. As her door was pushed open by Ortho, Lotus leaned back into her chair as her humming ceased.

“It’s still missing something....” Lotus started drumming her fingers against her arm rest, not noticing the young android had joined her. Suddenly she sat up and chose to start a new recording layer on the song.

As the music started playing, Lotus started singing to the music heard through her headphones. Ortho had never heard the girl sing before, even though he had heard her music. From what analyst he could get from her voice, many would claim it beautiful, and some among them would say it is angelic, with even a slight some fewer comparing her to a goddess of music, or even a muse.

Once Lotus was done singing and was finish with the recording, she sat back with an accomplished smile. “That’s what was missing.”

With a tap to her shoulder, causing her to stiffen, Lotus turn around. Seeing the young android, she calmed down. “Ortho. You startled me. How long have you been here? How much did you hear?”

“The whole thing, Lotus!” At his statement, Lotus’s cheek brightened. “Your singing was beautiful, Lotus-chan! You should sing more often!”

“Oh, no. I’m not that good. This is just a demo, when at can I’m going to get Netta to sing instead.” Lotus started to write down the lyrics she just sang, after saving and exporting the file of music. “It’s done for the moment. Just save a copy of the file, or files, and listen to them when you can.”

As she was writing, Lotus felt the young android settle by her laptop and assumed he started saving the files he wanted. After a short little while, he exited the room. With a smile, Lotus looked up from her lyric writing to her computer.... only to then notice that it was gone. Paling, Lotus shot up from her seat. “Ortho!”

Quick as she could, Lotus exited her room and started looking around in the halls for the young android. Sadly he had already disappeared, with her laptop and demo-reels. Muttering under her breath, Lotus approached another member of her dorm. Gently tapping him on the shoulder, she asked, “By chance do you know where dorm leader Shroud’s room is?”

Normally, Lotus would crouch down as to not intimidate those she talks to who are shorter then her, but she was too nervous to do so. The male pointed in the direction of the room she desired. With a quick thank you, Lotus sped her way to Ortho and Idia’s room.

Meanwhile

Ortho had arrived in his and Idia’s room, having already closed the door again. Floating over to his brother, Ortho put Lotus’s laptop on the desk beside Idia. “Niisan! You’ve got to listen to-”

Ortho was cut off by a knock at the door. He quickly grew quiet as he knew who is was and why they were knocking.

“Shroud-senpai, have you seen Ortho?” At this, Idia finally looked away from his game, and turned to the android- who remained quiet at the female spoke again. “It’s alright if you haven’t. I’m just looking for him because he took my laptop, and I really, really need it back. I understand you are probably busy and you don’t like to leave your room, so I’m sorry to bother you. But if Ortho does come back with my laptop, please tell him to return it to me. Thank you....”

As she walked away, Idia looked at the stolen device then at the android. “Why did you take her laptop?”

“I wanted to show you Lotus-Chan’s music! She’s really good, Niisan! Especially her newest piece!” Idia looked at Ortho, then at the laptop, then back with a blank and unamused facile expression. Ortho looked at Idia with a pleading look. “Please just give it a try!”

Finally Idia relented, and hooked up Lotus’s laptop to his computer and started to save copies of Lotus’s demo-reels.

A Few Days Later

Lotus is walking through the school library, a book on music and the first four parts of a manga series in her arms. Her headphones where resting around her neck, while her laptop and other items were securely in her bag. Re-adjusting her glasses, Lotus spotted Idia a little ways down the row of manga with his headphones on over his ears.

Lotus smiled, and chose against approaching him. After all, his headphones were over his ears, even if he wasn’t listening to something- Lotus didn’t want to risk it and make him annoyed with her. Still, she needed to walk past him to get a book before she checked out what she had.

After walking towards him for a short little bit, she could acutely pick on the fact that he was indeed listening to some kind of music. She couldn’t quite tell what it was exactly, as he wasn’t blasting the music, but she figured she made right choice as she passed by him, then spotted the book she desired.... which was on a shelf above his head. With a sigh, Lotus crouched a tiny little bit, and gently tapped the male on the shoulder.

When Idia turned towards her, gold eyes meeting aquamarine ones, causing him to stare at her like a deer in headlights. Lotus motions that he can continue to listen to the music, & indicated she was going to be grabbing a book on a shelf above him. Idia only stared at her, causing her nervous to flare up, so she quickly grabbed the book she wanted and booked it out of the isle, her cheek flushing, embarrassed as she tries to figure out a way to apologize for bothering him.

Meanwhile, Idia was still standing in his place, shocked because he thought she just realized he was listening to her demo-reels. Not only was he listening to them, but that he had been listening to one specific one at this moment in time. The one with her singing. He would never admit, not even to Ortho, but he did find her voice soothing to listen too. He often listened to the reel with her voice when he need to calm his nerves (or temper) or was having a hard time falling asleep. He had been thinking about anonymously purchasing her a microphone for better audio , as the thought of her thanking him was terrifing. But now, he’s to scared to even do that as she might realize he was listening to her music without her permission, if she didn’t realize it just now.

Later that day

Lotus is standing outside the Board Game Club’s room, a small box in her hands. She did have permission from the head of the club to enter the room, but she chose not to, instead asking for the club head to have Idia exit the room for a real quick bit. As he exits, Lotus quickly shoved the box over to him. Idia stated at her, as he tentatively takes the box.

“W-what’s this-”

“I’m so sorry I bothered you earlier, Shroud-senpai. I was just trying to get a book on the shelf above you, and didn’t want you getting scared if I had just leant over you.” Idia stared at the girl, dumbfounded as she bowed. “This is an apology gift for startling you. I’m very sorry to bother you, I promise it won’t happen again!” Lotus stood up and quickly headed to the mirror hall, not even waiting for a reply from Idia.

After a moment, Idia went back into the room and sat down at the small box. Azul looked up from his game of Solitaire at Idia.

“Why were you called out of the room? An admirer by chance?” Idia looked over at Azul flushed, and with wide eyes.

“No. Lo- I mean Ariti-san gave me this as an apology gift for bothering me earlier in the library...” Idia and Azul both looked at the box as Idia opened it. In it was a lotus flower preserved in a sphere of some kind of opaque light pink crystal. The stand was green in color and was formed into vines, with the resting spot of the sphere was three leaves. Idia stared at the it for a period of time, then looked into the box again, to find a note.

‘I know I’ve probably already said my apology, but I just want to reiterate it by gifting you this. My father made it for my mother so many years ago, she gave it to me on my sixteenth birthday. I’ve had it with me ever since. This is not a confession of any kind. I just want to give you something precious as an apology.’

Idia stared at the item in disbelief, even more so at how sentimental it was to the girl. Careful, he tucked the note, stand, and preserved flower back in the box, and recovered it.

“So, what did the note say?”

“Nothing important. Just something she had that she thought would be of interest to me.” Azul glared at the response but huffed and let him be, after all Netta might know about the item Lotus gave to Idia. As for Idia, he was mentally sighing in relief that she didn’t realize he was listening to her songs. He was greatful he could stay a secret fan of hers, thanks to his little brother’s meddling.

[lotusar]

hello!

I just got done reading "you are love itself" with diluc and I thought it would be cool to see what happens years after y/n's death, maybe when jean, Lisa, or even Klee decide to confront him about it and ask what happened

this is just a request you don't have to write it if you don't want to

thank you have a good day darling

𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗬 𝗠𝗜𝗦𝗦 𝗬𝗢𝗨!

DILUC X READER , ANGST TO COMFORT

part two of ; you are love itself. manga spoilers. in which kof members grow curious.

warnings ; tears, anger.

started at ; 9:31 AM ON MAY 22, 2022

additional ; absolutely no worries! :) i didn’t expect anyone to want a follow-up, but i am more than happy to deliver. <3 thank you, for the request.

diluc stormed out of the knights of favonius headquarters in anger. he cannot just believe the audacity of those damn knights! mondstadt became strong because of the sacrifices and hard work that you and his father did.

diluc looks absolutely enraged, but in his eyes you could see sadness. sadness that he had lost two people he loved, sadness that he just quit being a knight. the emotions that diluc, an eighteen year old, had to bare would be agonizing for anyone.

kaeya watched as diluc stormed past the fountain and walked across the bridge. kaeya’s eyes held guilt, but they also held sadness, too. he decided to let diluc go.

yours and crepus’ grave sat behind the mondstadt cathedral. diluc sobbed by your grave as it rained, messing up his hair and clothes almost beyond repair. he thought about how strong the two of you had been, not only emotionally but physically.

kaeya knew he cried because he misses you, but he also knows he cried because he wouldn’t be able to do so many things with you. chase your dream of exploring all of teyvat, marry you - it was all gone. diluc told kaeya he would take either of your places in a heartbeat, and in a way, so would he.

you were a good friend of kaeya’s, and he felt the world crashing down too that night.

after weeks of what kaeya hoped was recovery, diluc was back on his feet and ready to take over the roles he had been forcefully placed.

nine, almost ten years has passed since then. every day, diluc had gone to your grave and placed a flower there. a windwheel aster, a snapdragon - once, he had gone to liyue and got you a glaze lily. no one in mondstadt ever really knew why.

children are always so curious. sometimes even embarrassingly so. mondstadt had a reputation for rebellion, so even after klee was asked to not ask diluc - she still wanted to.

jean had asked him once before, decently soon after the event. he hadn’t broken down, no, he just looked enraged. he did not answer, but amber had saw him forcing his frustration on hilichurls. she almost thought she saw a tear go down his face - but she must’ve been imagining things.

diluc placed his hand on your grave once again, with a soft smile on his face. he had brought a flower you had always wanted to see for yourself, a qingxin. klee walked around the cathedral, curious as ever. she wanted to see what would happen, had she not been spotted.

the grass was slightly soggy, because the nuns had watered it earlier that day. as klee stepped forward, she stepped on the grass the wrong way and fell - basically on her face. diluc turned around with a stoic expression, but it didn’t take a genius to see he was startled by the sudden presence.

“ah? klee, are you alright?”

“aha! i’m fine, mr diluc! but - klee has a question - for ..”

diluc’s left brow raised slightly in a questioning expression. “question for ..?”

“oh wait! klee just remembered! a question for you!”

diluc hummed, but he quickly said, “shoot.”

“mr diluc .. why do you come here every day?”

diluc stiffened, as jean ran behind the cathedral as well. this place had suddenly became less peaceful, and more so hectic.

“klee, i told you not to run off without me! the city is safe, but it is still not a good idea!”

jean helped klee up, and looked at diluc before nervously looking away.

“my apologies, master diluc, for our disturbance. we will be on our way.”

“there’s really no .. problem ..”

before he had even been able to finish his sentence, jean frustratedly walked off with klee in tow. klee had a guilty expression on her face, but she still had not gotten the answer she had wanted. in fact, she didn’t get an answer at all.

he sighed, and left the cathedral to go back to work.

what he didn’t know, however, was the scolding jean had given klee inside the headquarters with lisa.

“klee i cannot believe you asked that! it’s none of our business as to why. please, for everyone’s sake, do not do that again. am i clear?” klee shuttered, and quietly said crystal.

lisa sighed in amusement. “i mean, we can’t really blame a child for being curious. in fact, i’m quite curious as well. i mean, there’s no way he just coincidentally waltzes into the cathedra everyday l for nothing. he doesn’t have a lover, especially not one that has any affiliation to the cathedral.”

jean huffed. “if he wanted us to know, he surely would’ve told us. there’s no need to stick our nose where it doesn’t belong.”

lisa laughed. “jean, you’re far too uptight about this. i mean, truthfully we could just ask kaeya. perhaps he would know? but then again .. it would be better to hear the words from the redhead himself. in any case, someone is going to ask.”

jean pressed her hand to her forehead in frustration. “but what if it has to do with a family member or a friend? it could be a sensitive topic.”

“hm? sensitive topic about what?” kaeya walked in with a curious expression on his face.

“ah, kaeya. it’s nothing important, we were just discussing - uh .. ah ..” “you were discussing why diluc may go to the graves everyday, i heard it from outside.”

kaeya laughed. “pff - lot’s of people are curious about that. it’s no surprise that you, too, became intrigued. there’s no need to hide it, grandmaster.”

lisa looked over to him. “aha, kaeya, surely you would have even the slightest clue of why?”

kaeya raised his brow playfully. “oh? you want to know as well? i’m surprised you of all people would even care, much less ask me about it.”

but he huffed, “i don’t think i should be the one to tell you. sure, i know, but - it’s not really my call to tell everyone. it’s his business, you know.”

lisa sighed. “i suppose you’re right, sir kaeya .. i must say, though, it’s rather worrying that you won’t even tell us. it must be serious.”

jean quickly cut in, “well, there’s no need to dwell on it now. knights, let’s get back to work! and klee, think about what you’ve done.”

“hmm .. okay miss jean .. klee will go think about it ..”

kaeya dwelled in the room as the other three walked out. he cast his eyes down to the floor. in a way, he hoped diluc would open up someday. he knows that people care about him .. right? kaeya looked out the window.

“surely .. he will open up someday. perhaps, he still needs to give his heart time. as long as he remembers them .. they will live forever.”

“s - sir kaeya?” “ah! amber, do you need anything?” “not necessarily, but .. perhaps, i could ask him? or, help someone ask him more so - i have a general idea of why he goes there.”

kaeya’s eyes widened for a split second, before a smile came to his face. “is that so? tell me what you know, then. i can confirm or deny.”

“well! firstly, one of the graves is .. your father, right?” “you’re right. what else?” “and the other .. is a friend, or a lover perhaps? i mean - master diluc doesn’t really strike me as one to have a lover but -“ “no, no. you’re correct. these days, you’d be right. but back then, he was quite the lovebird. though, unfortunately i can’t provide much more information. privacy, you know.”

amber smiled worryingly. “that’s okay. do you .. think - it would be a good idea for me to ask?” he smiled, but shook his head. “perhaps not. maybe, it would help him to confide in someone he’s more affiliated with, no offense.”

amber laughed, “nono! it makes sense. though, i don’t really know if he would .. you know, confide in anyone at all .. perhaps klee should do it!”

kaeya shrugs, but looks over to her with curiosity in his eyes. “why do you say that?”

“well, she’s young and it’s likely she may not even understand. he wouldn’t get much pity, and there’s a good chance she’ll forget as time goes on. it’s a pretty solid plan, don’t you think?” “certainly. well, there’s no time to waste, hm? let’s go fetch the little knight herself.”

klee was shivering with excitement and absolute fear.

the typically bright blue skies of mondstadt started to fade into oranges, and purples. diluc was once again sitting down in the graveyard, staring into the sunset. klee stepped beside him, and diluc looked up at her.

“m - mr diluc, klee has something to ask you ..”

“is it related to the question you asked before?”

“.. maybe .. klee is sorry if you don’t want to tell!”

“no, no - it’s .. it’s alright. come, sit with me if you must.”

klee hesitantly plopped beside him, and looked at him with expectancies in her bright red-orange eyes. he looked at her, and sweat dropped. her curiosity would surely be the death of him. he sighed, thoughts running through his head at thousands of miles per hour.

but .. maybe, this was good for him. he hadn’t spoke about this to anyone. klee was someone that couldn’t entirely process loss, and perhaps that was a good thing.

“these .. graves. they’re people i have lost in my lifetime. you see that one?” he pointed to the right grave in front of him, and klee nodded.

“that was my father. crepus ragnvindr. a brilliant man, and a wonderful ally to the knights of favonius. and you ..” he coughed, trying to mask the tears that were coming to his eyes, “do you see that one?”

he pointed to the left one, yours.

“that is my lover. they had told me .. before they had passed -“ he sniffles, and klee puts her head on his arm, staring up at him. “- they told me that i was love itself. and that i shouldn’t let my losses hold me back. i think - i think that’s logic anyone should follow.”

“and .. where are they now, mr diluc?”

he bitterly chuckled, placing a rough hand on her head. “i don’t know. i just hope that once my time is done, i will join them.”

a single tear rolls down his face, and klee gets up, startled. he had a smile on his face, although he was crying. klee walked in front of him, and wiped the tear off.

“klee thinks that someday, you will see them again! klee thinks they miss you.”

[lotusar]

𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗘𝗥𝗘𝗟𝗬, 𝗠𝗘!

ZHONGLI X READER, FLUFF TO ANGST

liyue and inazuma archon quest spoilers. in which you and zhongli catch up via letters for a time.

warnings ; implied death.

additional ; no this is not a song fic SOBS though i do plan on doing songfics at some point maybe?? depends on what you guys want <3

started at ; 9:50 AM (ROUGHLY) on MAY 23, 2022

dear rex lapis,

i miss you so much already. truthfully, we’ve only been separated by sea for a few centuries, but it has felt like an eternity.

eternity .. did you know that inazuma’s leaders follow the logic that nothing should change? if no one moves forward, how will a nation go on? no progress means no improvement.

not that i’m suggesting it surely won’t - in fact, i’d really prefer if it did improve no matter the circumstances. but, the inazuman’s know who their archon is - is that why no one is rebelling? they can’t match her power, i don’t think.

but enough about that, how have you been? surely, you’re well? if you ever need me, i’ll find a way to sail back to you in a heartbeat. feel free to send me letters whenever! you know i love speaking with you.

i love you so much, you know that, right? i’ll love you to the moon and back.

please write me back whenever you can! i love you, and hope to hear from you soon.

sincerely, y/n.

dearly beloved (y/n l/n),

i’m glad to see you are well, my dear. i miss you just as much as you do me, but i’m sure we will see each other soon. of course, if that’s what you want? you needn’t join me for a time if that’s not what you’d like to do.

ah, yes. i’ve heard about that. a nation that cannot strive forward .. it’s a bit of a stretch, if you ask me. though, i believe it is because of the loss of their original god. however, i cannot say for sure.

but, please stay safe while you are there. don’t do anything you may regret. i’d like to see and hear from you in one piece, after all.

i love you just as much, if not more. i miss your presence. the tea doesn’t quite taste the same without my lover by my side. in any case, i am more than willing to wait for you.

feel free to speak with me about your endeavors. i am happy to listen.

also, the people of liyue call me .. “zhongli” now. if you wouldn’t mind, in these letters, could you address me as such? of course, in person, any names are welcome. it is just so that the letters will be sent to me instead of thrown out.

sincerely, rex lapis.

dear zhongli,

i’m so sorry! it’s been such a long time since i’ve written to you .. i apologize for any and all worrying that you’ve done! it’s just .. recent events have really gotten to me.

the tenryou commission has started to seize visions. i had to get away from inazuma city, since that was where it was most prominent. i am now on watatsumi island, so that is why it may take longer to get to you.

i trust that you and liyue are well? i haven’t heard much about liyue recently .. but honestly, i haven’t heard much outside of the “mysterious blonde traveler” that has been roaming around mondstadt. their reputation precedes them.

besides that, i miss you and love you. please write back to me soon, love.

sincerely, y/n.

dearest y/n,

there’s no need to apologize. i am more or less aware of the situation there .. but i hope you’re able to stay safe. there’s also no need to worry about how long it will take to get here .. since i am happy to receive word from you whenever possible.

both me and liyue are well. though, i worry that .. perhaps my time leading liyue into the ages is over. i want to run some form of .. test. to see if liyue can strive on without their “god”. a nation that casts aside their god would be rather prosperous. the traveler from mondstadt has actually recently arrived. i believe all of the cards are aligned.

i love you too. please stay safe, and take care of yourself.

sincerely, zhongli.

dearest y/n,

greetings, it has been a while. you still have not written back to me from my last letter .. perhaps you did not receive it? in any case, i send this one in hopes of a response. of course, take your time.

how have you been? i hope you’re very safe and sound, and i hope to hear from you soon.

p.s , i adore you more than you will ever know.

sincerely, zhongli.

dearest y/n,

are you alright? you haven’t responded to my letters in a long time. of course, if you’re occupied, there’s no need to respond quickly - and by no means am i frustrated with you.

supposedly, the traveler and their friend, paimon, are making their way to inazuma with the crux fleet. perhaps, you will come across them? i’ve told both of them about you, and they said they will look for you when they get the chance.

please, get back to me soon. i love you.

sincerely, zhongli.

dearest y/n,

the traveler told me what happened. you won’t ever be able to see this because you are no longer in this world .. but, perhaps this should be my last letter to you. the letter to keep your memory pure. maybe, i’ll send more letters to your mailbox as the centuries go forward.

i wish i had been informed of your situation .. but of course, i doubt anyone could have told me anyway - at least, until now.

the traveler and their companion gave me a picture of where you are resting. i must say, sangonomiya kokomi and general gorou of the watatsumi island army have done well to honor your memory.

i miss you, but i will also love you eternally. wherever you may be, you will continue to shine like gold in my memories.

goodbye, my love. may you rest well.

sincerely, zhongli.

[lotusar]

COMFORT AND LOVE

DILUC, JEAN & AETHER (SEPARATELY) X READER, ANGST + COMFORT

warnings ; angst, that’s basically it.

started ; 11:40 PM, SEPTEMBER 5, 2022.

authors note ; uhh haha, i don’t really make fics like this - ever? but i’ve been feeling a bit down tonight so, on the off chance i actually finish this one - you all can have it in the case you’re having a night like i am. <3 these three are basically my genshin comfort characters so,,

d. raginvindr

as he walked into your shared room, he felt a strange energy in it. a body in his bed, yours, was asleep but he could see the dried tears on your face. you didn’t seem at peace when you were sleeping, either. you weren’t having a nightmare, but you definitely didn’t go to sleep with peaceful thoughts.

you woke up as you felt his weight on the mattress, as you grabbed his hand, you put it up to your face and held it there. he stared at you with pitiful, ruby eyes.

“y/n, my dear, are you alright? you seem troubled.” you nodded, and he heard a sniffle come from you.

“it’s just ,, been a hard day, luc. i’m sorry, that you have to see me like this.” his eyes slightly widen at that. do you think this is ,, an inconvenience to him?

he held your other hand as you sat up in the bed. “no, please don’t apologize. i understand you had an unpleasant day, and while i’m not the best with comfort i ,, want you to know that i’m here. always.”

a red, comforting gaze met your tired one. your eyes filled with tears, and a few rolled down your face. “i just ,, wish my day went better than it did.”

you slowly leaned into his shoulder, one of his hands by your side and the other wrapped around your shoulder. he kissed your forehead, “it’s okay to feel things. i know it feels bad, though. so, please, let go of any emotions you have. i have all night, my entire life, even - for you.”

j. gunnhildr

as you walked into her office, she saw your slightly trembling figure. did you get injured during one of your missions of the day? she stood up, and grasped your shoulders lightly.

she felt you lean into her shoulder, and hug her. it surprised her a little, and if you had seen her expression you would have been able to tell - perhaps, on any other day you would’ve giggled and kissed the tip of her nose and teased her about it. but, today was different.

“y/n? did something happen? are you okay?”

your shoulders shook even more at her question, and she felt wet, warm teardrops hit her shoulder. her eyes widened, and she pushed you away slightly to cup your face with her hands.

you sighed shakily, “i’m sorry, grandmaster - you shouldn’t have to see me like this. it’s unprofessional.”

jean stared at you with her worried, blue eyes. “no, no. i’m glad to see you here, and above all else, you’re my beloved. what happened, my dear?”

your gaze avoided hers, warmth spreading through your cheeks out of embarrassment. “i just ,, today ,, well ,, today went badly. i got all of my missions done, without too much trouble but ,, i still feel sad, for some reason.”

she pulled you into a hug, and rested her chin on top of your head. “i understand the situation well enough, y/n. i also understand how you feel ,, you have a right to feel upset, even for what you might think is no reason. you always have my support, dear y/n.”

aether

as he appeared in the teapot, he quickly walked inside the “home” that was within after greeting tubby. after his commissions for the day, he was really looking forward to seeing you! as he walked near the door, though, he heard sniffles from inside.

he cracked open the door just a bit, to see you frantically wiping your tears and hoping he didn’t see any. you walked up to him with a struggling smile on your face.

“aether! hi, it’s ,, really nice to see you.” you hugged him, and he held you there questioning his next move.

“y/n, are you alright? i heard and saw you crying, did someone hurt you?” you could see complete worry clouding his golden eyes.

you held his arms there, and he watched as your eyes pooled with tears. you held him tight again. “aether i ,, i’m sorry to trouble you, really. i know you had a long day of commissions, i don’t want to take too much of your time -“ he cut you off, “y/n, please i - i want to take care of you, if you’re upset. we all have days that are bad, i’m more than happy to help you in any way i can. and ,, if it makes you feel any better, commissions weren’t hard today.”

you hug him tightly, and he buries his face into your shoulder. “thank you, aether.”

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guys i have spent the last like ,, solid 4 hours reading tighnari fics, so if any of you have tighnari fic requests PLEASE send them in. <3 he’s grown on me honestly, love the man + any other sumeru / characters in general fic requests <33

(i do need to set up a sumeru masterlist though + one of these days i might mess with my theme cause this one is awfully sad)

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hello all! i’m currently working on moving to @/lcvertea because i have been shadowbanned here. :( if anyone sees this, for any requests in my inbox currently, i will be writing them on the other blog! i will be reposting fics from here as well. thank you.

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y’all i’m so sorry for not being active here HEJAHS ,, i’ve been talking with a lovely friend of mine more than writing :(( sad - i love you guys though muah

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- GENERAL MASTERLIST ! *ੈ✩‧₊˚

GENSHIN IMPACT : MONDSTADT !

GENSHIN IMPACT : LIYUE !

GENSHIN IMPACT : INAZUMA !

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- WELCOME TO LOTUSAR *ੈ✩‧₊˚

✿ about your host !

✿ boundaries + request rules !

✿ anonymous messengers <3 !

✿ progression / upcoming !

✿ request status ;; open !

✿ profile icon / theme credits ;;

✿ masterlist !

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you guys, my last fic didn’t appear on genshin x reader tags i don’t think <\3 or it’s just so unbelievably bad that no notes have appeared on it at all HEJAHS

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hehehe theme change 🫶

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and i need to remake my theme 🐒 but i would prefer for it to be genshin related so i have to go looksies for one

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wondering if i should make an angst fic of tignari 🧐 i could do a kind of thing based on an idea i thought of - but i’m not sure if it’s an idea i’ve read about already and i forgot or if it’s actually an original idea of mine <\3 we’ll see :) i’m pretty excited cause i wish i wished for tighnari

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hehehe >:))