#lots of not great days recently ; ; OTL its time to accept this is just a bad period n hope it passes soon

[nctwinwin]

mutuals appreciation! write heart-felt messages to some of your favorite mutuals (or even ones you haven't talked to yet!) and tag them, BUT don't tell them which message is theirs, let them guess! after you're done, send this to 1 mutual you want to get a message from! 💌

this sounds so … difficult omg ALDJSLD BUT OKAY IM GAME UHH GET READY FOR A HUGE MOUNTAIN OF SOFT by yours truly, lauren TT ?? i basically wrote anonymous love paragraphs to everyone *wipes sweat* you’ve all been warnedhere i’ve tagged ;-; !!! (in no particular order asdfghjkl)@jeongyunos @nakasyuta @tofuhu @nctjaemin @hey-uta @haechnn @nakamuto @minhynug ❤️messages under the cut because they’re REALLY LONG (god this came out SO long wtf aldjs) and slightly embarrassing (Ｔ▽Ｔ) … HAVE FUN GUESSING WHICH LETTER IS YOURS MY LOVES I MADE IT REALLY EASY OKAY💕

A) WE TALK EVERYDAY!!! ;-;❤️ i’m so comfortable around u i can just tell you anything HAHAHA we talk on the phone sometimes for hours??! and we also message in two places … one for regular messages and one for … tea time️ + memes!! YOU ARE TRULY SOMEONE I LOVE TO TALK TO AND BICKER WITH, AND IM SO HAPPY TO HAVE U🤧 even though i’m always calling u out, our relationship is like cats and dogs so it makes sense right!!! or … should i say we’re like a dragon and a bug …  anyway I LOVE U SO MUCH and don’t forget to change your url😘B) you always put up with me asking you questions about everything OTL (and i put up with u having jaehyun time at 4am lmao) YOU LIKE TO PRETEND YOURE NOT SOFT *rolls eyes* BUT you really care for me a lot in your own secret ways, and i see it and i appreciate it so much TT you somehow always post 🏆🏆 stuff when i’m feeling down ?? i cant believe you’re softer than i am (ㆆᴗㆆ) ??! and i cant believe we really spent 7 hours talking together doing nothing sldjdkfk u must love me a lot😌 … which is good because i love u too !!! TT❤️ (always remember i have your phone number and can text u on three platforms so you’re never getting rid of me *evil laugh* ; v ;)

C) we talk very very regularly !!! and it WOULD be everyday but our messages are always huge mountains of text and … HAHAHA TT️❤️ we talk so much i think people would go crazy if they saw how long our messages get sometimes (ー∀ー；) you’re always there to tell me if my sets have any mistakes in them ily ;; we don’t only talk about just nct or kpop together either, but really everything ; v ; !! anime, music, school, our families !! we’ve even seen each other’s baby pictures HAHAHAour tag is also the cutest ???! WHO COULD BEAT OUR EMOJIS … thank u for being one of my closest friends i love u TT️❤️D) SO WE JUST MET SO RECENTLY OMG BUT WE DO MESSAGE EVERYDAY ???! WLDJSKS we have so so so so much in common??? and our conversations always make my day brighter️️️☀️☀️☀️ we truly “get” each other i guess u could say … and every time we talk it’s so much fun ;-;️❤️ YOURE ONLY JISUNG’S AGE SO IM TEMPTED TO BABY U ALL THE TIME BUT I HOLD BACK … i’ve only known you for maybe a week but it truly feels like it’s been at least a year *cries* i love u so much !!!!!️❤️ also i know this is a spoiler but *whispers* MARKWINE) we message pretty often omg and you’re always the sweetest person TT ??? one of the first people i started talking to on this side blog i think!!! we usually message in all caps HAHAHA and have similar music taste choices too *nudge nudge* I ALSO GOT TO BE THERE FOR THE DEVELOPMENT OF YOUR LOVE STORY IT WAS GREAT *wipes tears* i’m still so proud of uuuu while talking we just click very very well and i’m so happy to have you as a friend i love u!!!!️❤️F) WHENEVER WE TALK ITS ALWAYS SO NICELY AND EXCITEDLY I JUST … always think of you as a cute and super sweet person TT ??! *clutches heart* we interact so well with each other honestlyyy people would be jealous of how fast we were just like “HELLO FRIEND??!“️❤️ WE’RE USUALLY LATE REPLYING TO EACH OTHER RIP BUT WHEN WE DO GET TOGETHER (jaehyun firetruck voice) we get lit*i did not just say that but I DID please accept my bad jokes … * u have the best bad jokes, i love your accent your sense of humor and i love u !!! and i hope you’re always always doing well and being happy !!!! ;-;️❤️G) AHH WE STARTED TALKING JUST RECENTLY ;-; !!!️❤️ our situation was so funny because we interacted so much through tags before messaging we didn’t even need to introduce ourselves HAHAHA BUT ILY ALREADY AND OUR MESSAGES ARE SO FUN HONESTLY ??! FINALLY SOMEONE WHO LOVES ALL CAPS AS MUCH AS I DO HAHAHAwe sort of just officially met ; o ; … but i can already tell we’ll be good friends in the future too hehe (＾▽＾) so here’s to our blossoming friendship which is already sooooo great ; v ; !🌸H) WHEN WE FIRST MET WE WERE SO EXCITED TO FIND SOMEONE WHO LIKES ANIME ALONG WITH NCT HAHAHA we just screamed about anime the entire night??! our messages have dwindled a bit because of school and our lives and everything rip rip but i think about u always ok !!!! ;-;️️️❤️ i can go to you for anything, we talk comfortably together and it’s the best thing TT️❤️ you’re like a wise older sister to me HAHAHA one day i can see us just sitting and watching anime together for hours ; v ; remember not to tire yourself out from school too much okay!! ily !!!!

[taonsil]

waddup jay !! I found out today I gotta go to an academy thingy in my town to make up credits for school which I'm not Too worried abt actually, it's rlly easy to make them up n I won't be overwhelmed with a bunch of students everywhere around me ;; today is a better day,,,not good but better lol- how was your day ? I hope yours was okay ;;; n I hope you've been drinking water !! not only just juice n stuff okay >:^T n !! ur art lately is v v nice especially the skirt yeol :^[[ imoutofspacebYE💙

ayo~ aa good luck with it ! sounds like you’re confident already 💪 n I’m glad today was a bit better for you~ my day was kind of eh;; I’ve been reorganising my room and clearing out some old things n was hoping to be finished today but I got all trigger-y and sad n the day seemed to just be over suddenly 😭now I’m just sleepy n emo about suyeol cuddling..or not cuddling >:{ djksd thank u I’ve hardly been drawing recently;; but more skirt yeol should happen..I will get on that(∩´∀｀)∩