#lots of looooooove to you babe 💞

[longhairedlouismybeloved]

hiii! me agaaain bhrjedskl you're not getting rid of me that easily apparently i remember to message you it's a nice change for me vghedjk ANYWAY lemme ask you another thing! name three of your life changing books, (if you're a book person) if not, then three life changing movies for you! you can also do both vgrfdjkmö hope you have a great day darling <3

Hiiii darling 🥰

I have thought a lot about your question (in fact it took me a lot to answer you, I'm sorry cutie 🙈) and I'm gonna tell you a book and two movies that left me a mark 👉🏻👈🏻

Okay, soooo:

Uno, Nessuno e Centomila (which could be translated like One, No One and One Hundred Thousand) by Luigi Pirandello. It's one of those books that every Italian teacher makes you read at least once in your lifetime, in fact I had to read it and do an essay on it during middle school and it was also one of the topics of my italian literature exam at university; nevertheless I've really enjoyed reading it and I've read it again and again and it's one of my favourite books now. First of all, I love the author and his way of thinking. Second of all, this book makes you think A LOT about yourself and the people who surround you. It makes you think about the fact that everyone has a different perspective on you which is different even from your own perspective on you. You look at yourself in the mirror and see yourself in some way, but that way is not the same way your mother sees you and it's not the same your best friend sees you, but even their way of seeing you is different from one another and so on. Well, it's a little bit more complex the whole concept of the book, but anyway it completely blew my mind.

Prayers for Bobby. I watched it with my cousin when I was 14/15 and it was the first lgbt+ movie I've ever watched, it made me cry so hard that I had red eyes at the end of the movie and I WAS EMBARRASSED AF because I hate crying in front of people and also because my cousin barely cried so you know I wanted to disappear. Anyway at that time I still had no idea about my sexuality. I never even thought about it tbh, so I genuinely thought that it hit me so hard just because I'm sensitive (ofc now I know it wasn't just for that lol). So yeah, this movie really left me a mark.

Soul. I've watched it on January 1rst and God, it's been more than a month since then and I still think a lot about it and its meaning. You know, 2020 is been pretty hard for everyone... I personally had a lot of breakdowns about university, my life and my future so after an year like that, watching a movie like Soul was everything I needed. It made me think a lot about life in general and the beauty of being alive. It kinda calmed my soul. I'm genuinely thinking about watching it once every month or once every year just to remind myself about it lol

[idiotsfc]

35, 36, 37

35. Who was important to you this year but wasn’t important last year?

Hmm..I guess a lot of people on here. I met wonderful people on here this year and they all became very important. You became important to me. We don't interact often but when we talked it was so wonderful. And I felt save telling you things I didn't tell other people. And I'm very thankful for this!💞

@up-the-spurs she became one of my closest friends this year. And I'm so thankful for her. She's an amazing girl and I love her so much. We used to talk more but everytime we talk it's like I knew her for ages. She's just so wonderful and she also has a beautiful name 😂💞

There are more who were/are very important. @the-place-to-sparkle cami, my special girl on here 🖤 @dancefaeries Emma, one of the first blogs I follwed and still one of my faves. She's so wonderful and even though I don't really talk to her. She's important to me and I love her. @trentalexanders Mila, in the last few weeks she became so important. And I love her. I wish her all the best and I wish we would talk more. Because girl you're so amazing 😍 @giirlinterrupted oliwia, my absolute Tumblr crush. I don't know why and how it happened but I just fell in love with her and her blog.😍💕💞 @aguerofc Jada, the girl I only message when I'm drunk because I'm too shy to talk to her when I'm sober hahahaha I love you babe 💙💙💙 @shockingtha Alice, she's an angel on earth and she deserves nothing but the best. @ericdiersneck callie, she's so amazing and wonderful and nice and lovely. And I'm in looooooove with her writing 😭😍 @sendinthehuskies Allana, she was very important to me, especially earlier this year. She kind of made me love myself more. And even though she doesn't know it, she made me realise things about myself and I'm thankful for this. 💕

And of course my best friend. Who "secretly" stalk my Tumblr and confronts me with my embarrassing posts about threesomes. Love you Sarah 🖤🖤🖤

36. Who wasn’t as important to you this year as they were last year?

If I'm honest. There are a lot of people in my real life. Some showed me that they never really cared and that the friendship we had wasn't "real".

37.If you could have a do over on one thing you did, would you take it?

Hmm.. for my heart I wouldn't fall for someone on the internet. Because it gave me nothing but heartache. But I guess the heart wants what it wants..

I'm drunk and I don't know if I understand this question... I'm sorry I'm done... 😂 I think I answered it wrong. 😔😂

[longhairedlouismybeloved]

that took me so long fucking hell vgedhsjıa anyway, these are just garbage without editing soo also! love you lots, take care and please tell me how your life going? I AM CURIOUS also how's exams if you don't mind me asking vgehdasjı see ya love!

BÜŞRAAAAAA 💞

First of all, I'm SO sorry for answering you so late. Second of all, I'VE LOVED THE SNIPPET! It was a really a great gift to celebrate the end of the exam session! I'm gonna keep it and read it every time I want 🥰

Thank you so much for sharing it with me and, please, don't hesitate to share more with me! I really like the idea and also what you wrote, so if you waaaant to send me more 👀 but as always no pressure, honey 💞