#lostwcrlds ⧽ [ grim ]

[gwiazdowe]

@lostwcrlds​ || continued

Grim frowned. She had noticed that too. “Hey, Cirz it’s alright to be worried. I’ve noticed too, but we can’t allow our worries to distract us.” Ironic words coming from the Padawan who allowed her worries to hold her back, but Grim willfully ignored the irony of her words. “Besides we’ll be fine, alright?”

“I admit I’ve been distracted but...” Cirz’s lips press together as he picks around the device components. His nose scrunches at the metal bits. It used to be easier to believe everything will work out. And then many things didn’t work out, so he doesn’t nod, because he is not certain. “I’d like us to be fine. But I don’t think we are now.” 

[valorums]

WHAT IS YOUR TRUE ROLE IN THE STORY?

take the linked quiz from the perspective of your muse.

THE CHOSEN ONE

back again young one? still not comfortable with your new title? yes, I can see you are one that prefers the simpler things in life but you do deserve the rank they have given you. oh little sparrow, have you just now realized you are an owl? soaring the skies with gleaming, outstretched talons. you lived your life blinded to your own abilities, but now the truth is out. you did not ask to be a hero, which pains my heart to the core. but alas, the people have given you something so true and bittersweet you cannot bear to refuse them. for they have given you their trust. they praise you, songs will be sung of you, ballads written, feasts in your honor. but "why me?" you quietly whisper to the stars. if you could speak their language you'd hear their simple reply, "because." you, out of the finest candidates were chosen to be a sacrificial lion in golden chains. your loved ones chanted your worth as it echoed from the steeples. but what was your say on the matter? I guess you had little to none, and unfortunately, neither do I. but destiny is not a burden, it is a gift, you feel weighted by the entire world, your shoulders ache from the hopes, fears, and dreams of the people who have chosen to follow you. but their adoration isn't blind my dear. you are strong, you are worthy of the armor, of the crown. when you look back you will realize that you, my young god, were truly the savior many called you. do not run from your purpose, seek it. and I do not mean the heroic of sorts, no, search for what makes you alive young hero, for here's a secret, you are just as much a hero to others as you are to yourself. it wouldn't make you a villian, to tell them no...

TAGGED BY @mnolith (thank you bestie 🥺)

TAGGING @alootus (Padmè), @oflightsbeam (Hera), @wornkindness (Amelia), @pilothearted (Poe), @mvndrvke (Seril), @stars-written (Nil-Rae), @lostwcrlds (Grim), @misfittcd (Kian), @nieithryn (Calista), @vendettavalor (Aurelia), AND YOU.

[prodijedi-archive]

LIST 3-5 THINGS FOR EACH CATEGORY THAT YOUR CHARACTER CAN BE IDENTIFIED BY.

01. EMOTIONS / FEELINGS.

`➠⠀:⠀⠀ passion manifesting as academic perfectionism or snap judgements made in the throes of danger, sorrow on behalf of the many souls throughout the galaxy who suffer needlessly, righteous indignation which ultimately transforms into misplaced hatred, childhood wounds of abandonment which never fully heal, and insecurity slowly eating away at self esteem.

02. COLORS.

`➠⠀:⠀⠀ crimson red, obsidian black, silver, and pale green.

03. SCENTS.

`➠⠀:⠀⠀⠀old books collected during his time as count of serenno, wine, and various flowers found within the jedi temple’s room of a thousand fountains.

04. FASHION.

`➠⠀:⠀⠀⠀traditional jedi robes, black tunics, fur-lined overcoats, and the armorweave cloak used to denote his status as a member of serennian nobility.

05. OBJECTS.

`➠⠀: ⠀⠀ a blue lightsaber with a curved hilt, the carving of the tirra’taka dragon displayed in serenno’s assembly hall, and ancient sith artifacts.

06. BODY LANGUAGE.

`➠⠀: ⠀⠀tense shoulders, eyes squeezed shut to prevent tears from falling, crossed arms, hands clasped behind back, and the signature look of superiority raised eyebrows.

07. AESTHETICS.

`➠⠀:⠀⠀ the parable of the prodigal son, communication with the dead through occult means, charles dickens’s a christmas carol, feeling watched by thousands of eyes even while alone, and politics as a costly game of chess.

`➠⠀:⠀⠀ TAGGED BY :⠀⠀@frxncaise (thank you so much!)

TAGGING : ⠀@khenobi (Obi-Wan), @sithdestined (Anakin), @lostwcrlds (Grim), @malka-lisitsa (Katherine), @debelltio (Orson), @desireandduty (Padmè), AND YOU.

MY OTHER RESPONSE TO THIS PROMPT : ⠀ Shi’al Valorum

[prodijedi]

WHICH CHARACTER TROPE ARE YOU?

take the linked quiz from the perspective of your muse.

THE MENTOR

A more experienced advisor or confidante to a young, inexperienced character, particularly to a hero. You are seen as an old soul by your peers and you have a natural quirk of wanting to take care of others. You seem to be the most mature of your friends and you love giving them advice. You seem to have a lot of experience with trouble and the woes of the world, but you know how to handle what life throws at you.

TAGGED BY no one.

TAGGING: @nieithryn (Calista), @mayxthexforce (Kycina), @etoilebleu (Eris), @lostwcrlds (Grim), @mvndrvke (Seril), @adversitybloomed (Mulan), @divinehr (Priscilla), AND YOU.

[from-darkness-to-enlightenment]

"Anakin, I'm glad you're back. I've missed you." - @lostwcrlds

Anakin hugs Grim. "I am so sorry, but i'm so pleased to see you so strong"

[loyaltyandchaos]

@lostwcrlds [x]

Obi-Wan pulled himself together, feeling a little guilty towards Grim for his words. It's his fault that things are going the way they are.

"The cantina? It's both the best and worst place for someone in hiding. But it's unlikely that the Imperials will go in there and pay attention to the staff. Sometimes the staff is invisible to visitors like some kind of droid. Good idea. And sorry for my rudeness, I’m just super tired."

[79s-staff]

"Hello there!" Grim greeted. "Any chance I can hide from Master Kenobi here? I want to avoid being lectured about something I did earlier." - @lostwcrldsrlds

"Of course you can!" Lenani holds out her arms, pulling Grim in for a hug."It's been ages! So glad to see you and the 212th back on the planet! Please, sit!" She gestures to a nearby booth. "You are always welcome to hide out here... As long as you tell me the hot gossip on what you did to get on Mr. Jedi mullet kings grumpy side!" She grins, clutching her tray to her chest. "Snooping around the Chancellor's office again?" She asks, brushing her lekku asidem "Or was it trying to bribe the Coruscant guard with coffee to assassinate him again?"

@lostwcrlds

[thelightsabcr]

grim starts to pet obi-wan's hair just to see if it'll annoy him because she's like that - @lostwcrlds

"Not the hair!"

He huffs, blowing a now stray strand of hair away from his face. And he who had used so much time this morning to make it lay juuuust right. He makes an attempt to put it back into place, but to no avail. Thus he gives his Padawan a stern glare.

[jedischild]

“it’s my job to protect you.” - @lostwcrlds

"I don't need protection, Grim. I'm not a little girl anymore, I can take care of myself."

[darth-shafaq]

I posted 21 times in 2022

That's 21 more posts than 2021!

4 posts created (19%)

17 posts reblogged (81%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@ofthestcrs

@naboo-guardian

@rphelperblog

@rpmemes-galore

@gonegalactic

I tagged 17 of my posts in 2022

Only 19% of my posts had no tags

#layla jasrella - 11 posts

#darth shafaq - 10 posts

#star wars rp - 6 posts

#star wars oc - 6 posts

#layla x anakin - 6 posts

#darth-shafaq - 4 posts

#canon divergent rp - 4 posts

#star wars roleplay - 3 posts

#sw rp - 3 posts

#starwarsrp - 2 posts

Longest Tag: 22 characters

#// this should be fun!

My Top Posts in 2022:

#4

"She's a ten but she turned to the dark side and inadvertently killed her husband."

.....

I plead the fifth.

0 notes - Posted August 15, 2022

#3

Grim had been wandering around aimlessly. She had gotten lost, but didn't want to admit it. Although everything was the same she couldn't shake this feeling she had that the Force felt just slightly different. But only slightly. To the point she didn't even notice. It was just an echoing thought in the back of her head.

It was as she was wandering, losing herself in her thoughts, and trying to shake the echoing whispers that she bumped into the other woman. "Oh!" she exclaimed. "I'm sorry I didn't see you there!"

- @lostwcrlds

Layla Jasrella had also been wandering aimlessly. The Force around Grim had experienced an abrupt shift thanks to Layla's swirl of emotions. Layla was so caught up in her own emotions that she did not notice the girl until she bumped into her.

She did not flinch. In fact, she hardly even blinked. She registered the fact that there was someone before her and then managed a half-smile. "It's all right," she said softly. She continued on her way.

1 note - Posted August 31, 2022

#2

🌙 to plot a first meeting between our muses. - @lostwcrlds

(I would love to! You may DM me. I'm new to this, haha!)

1 note - Posted August 30, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

COPYRIGHT CLAIM: This fan-made character belongs to me @arabianflowers and any attempt to plagiarize will be met with consequences!

DISCLAIMER: I only own my characters. Any other characters mentioned as well as certain pre-existing Star Wars lore belong to Disney and Lucasflim.

CHARACTER INTRODUCTION

FULL BIRTH NAME: Layla Jasrella

TITLE: Darth Shafaq

CURRENT AGE: 33 years

GENDER: Cisgender Female

SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Heterosexual

PLACE OF BIRTH: NaJedha

PLACE OF RESIDENCE: The Valley of the Dark World, Moraband

MORAL ALIGNMENT: Chaotic Good (formerly), Chaotic Evil (currently)

OCCUPATION: Jedi Knight (formerly), Sith Apprentice (currently)

PORTRAYER: Yasmine Sabiri

CHARACTER ARC SUMMARY: Layla Jastrella lost both her parents when she was eight years old at her own hands. Her mother and father were persuaded by Darth Sidious to leave her on the safest planet for her own protection because she was too powerful. Believing it to be the only way to protect their child, Layla’s parents left her on the planet Naboo. Layla, who was highly force-sensitive, unbeknownst to herself and to her parents, became overcome by her emotions and begged her parents to come back. She accidentally crashed the spaceship that her mother and father were leaving in because she was unable to control her abilities, which resulted in her parents’ tragic deaths. This tragedy left her so traumatized that she subconsciously blocked out the memory of the incident shortly after it occurred, convincing herself that she would one day be reunited with their parents. She grew up with Anakin Skywalker on Tatooine and fell in love with him when they were young adults.

When they were both nineteen years old, they had a secret marriage, which resulted in Layla's pregnancy, which tragically failed.

PERSONALITY AND CHARACTER ANALYSIS: Layla Jastrella is a tortured soul with a blurred view of good and evil. From a young age, she suffered from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Bipolar Disorder, and panic attacks, all of which she never received any professional help for. Her idealistic views of the world and her inner turmoil are what contributed to her tragic fall to the dark side. Before she fell to the dark side, Layla was compassionate and cared for other people’s well-being. She was also very attuned to the light side of the Force, responsible when it came to fulfilling her duties as a Jedi Knight, and a very mature person overall. However, she was insecure and did not communicate well even though she was often very bold. She always spoke up for what she believed was right but her intense emotions were partly what contributed to her fall to the dark side. After Layla lost her child, she spiraled into a deep depression and developed Major Depressive Disorder which shifted her view of the world and made her question her morality. She allowed herself to be manipulated by a Sith Lord with the false promise that she would gain back the child that she lost. Before Layla became a Sith Lord, she was a successful merchant and she was also raised by the senator of Naboo who had perfect social skills, which is why she used to be so good with people, despite the fact that she was not a good communicator. Before turning dark, Layla was fiercely loyal to the important people in her life, especially her foster mother, her husband, and her child. Even after she turned evil, her loyalty to them did not falter and everything that she did was for them and the idea that she was avenging them. She treats the younglings that she kidnapped from the Jedi Temple as her own children and believes that training them in the dark side of the Force is what will save them from the Jedi.

Poster made by me!

2 notes - Posted August 2, 2022

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[thechaoticfanartist]

Still no. If you want to talk with Grim you can send asks to my RP blog @lostwcrlds or whenever I do an in character event on this blog.

does grim have a character ai thing?

No. I don't use AI.

[gwiazdowe]

@lostwcrlds || continued

Grim looked at the younger Padawan. She understood where he was coming from. She sighed. "Listen Cirz, we can't keep hiding here. We have to do something, I have to do something. I can draw their attention away and you'll be able to escape. But I'm not risking your life, only mine."

She didn't like this one bit. In fact she hated this. It was her only idea. They couldn't keep hidden, sooner or later one of them would have to make a move. Even if those droidekas were waiting on her to make that move.

For a moment Cirz just stares, eyes big. Then he sneaks a sideway glance at the droids, then looks back at Grim. He doesn’t release her belt. 

“No.”

His lips press in a line. Defiant and unhappy. “With all respect, that’s a stupid idea.”

Not just because it involves focusing all staggered rapid fire cannons on Grim, but also because Cirz planned not to escape until their task here was done.

“Help me squish them with the Force before they see us, then lets take out what’s left.”

[valorums]

@lostwcrlds     sent     …     🤙 Bump into my muse

╰► SOURCE: Nonverbal RP Starters

IN SHI’AL’S HUMBLE OPINION, the greatest location to seek refuge whilst completing her necessary workload was the JEDI TEMPLE’S ARCHIVES. Thus, it was here that she had decided to set up shop for the day, in order to research items for her antislavery activism and edit a few speech drafts for Palpatine.

           THE COLLISION WAS ULTIMATELY her fault. Perhaps Shi’al had been carrying far too many holobooks and stray papers in her arms, or perhaps she was not looking where she was going. One thing led to another, and while she was walking back to her chosen workspace, Shi’al Valorum collided into Grim Kenet.

Upon impact, a quiet gasp escaped Shi’al’s lips as she stumbled backwards. The manuscripts — all handwritten by Chancellor Palpatine, only to be typed when Shi’al fully proofread their contents — at the top of the pile in her arms flew off, scattering around on the floor.

               “ Shit! ” Shi’al swore, glancing around wildly then setting the pile down on the closest table. She crouched down to her knees, and began gathering the loose papers as quickly as she could. Cerulean eyes glanced up toward Grim, and her lips tugged into an apologetic smile. “ Sorry about that; I wasn’t looking where I was going. ”

[chaosgod4life]

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[skysnipsw]

lostwcrlds​:

“The future- nothing. Don’t worry about it. Everything will end up fine anyways, if I manage to change enough. Otherwise it won’t be- forget I said that.”

“No, now you’re gonna tell me.” He walked closer, lifting her up with the Force so she wouldn’t run. “I wanna know everything.”

"I don't know who decided to foreshadow Anakin's fate via flirting with him, but they are the funniest person in the galaxy."

[from-darkness-to-enlightenment]

"Anakin," Grim gasped seeing him. "I had heard the rumors, but I didn't think..." -@lostwcrlds

"I … I am so sorry" the former sith falls to his knees. "i do not expect forgiveness, only that you let go of your hate"