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loserholland · 7 years ago

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Aria and Audrey

Bill Skarsgård

Summary- Life with twins

A/N-I wrote this in two days! I was so passionate about this because I hope to have this future with my own husband one day with our twin babies, I think that is why I wrote this so quick!

Warning-Fluff fluffy fluff & some smut mentioned during flashback

Italics are flashbacks (:

Word Count- 4,485

The sunlight crept through their long grey curtains as (Y/N) moved closer to her husband's body not wanting to wake up from a full night rest for the first time in what seemed forever since they’ve had the twins. Her husband placed a kiss on her forehead as he watched her sleep peacefully, he slowly got out of bed and headed to the kitchen preparing breakfast and coffee for his beautiful wife.

Once Bill was done cooking breakfast he placed it on a tray and brought it up to their shared master bedroom, he entered their bedroom and saw his wife sleeping peacefully. Bill placed the tray on the coffee table then walked over to their bed as he leaned down kissing her forehead then her nose finally her plump soft lips he felt his wife smile into the kiss as he pulled away “Good morning my lovely wife.” Bill whispered causing (Y/N) to smile “Good morning my handsome husband.” she said in a raspy voice causing Bill to smile getting up to grab the tray from the coffee table.

“Breakfast in bed for my queen, I’ll be back with the princesses.” Bill said happily strolling out to the twins bedroom causing (Y/N) to smile remembering the time that they talked about having kids.

(Y/N) watched as her husband of three years played with his younger brothers Ossian and Kolbjörn though they were half-siblings Bill didn’t care. He chased them around the backyard as they screamed running in different directions causing (Y/N) to smile to herself as she took a sip of her champagne “(Y/N)!” Eija squealed causing (Y/N) to do the same “Eija! How are you it’s been too long.” (Y/N) leaned in to give her a hug “I’m great, how are you? When are you gonna give me cute nieces and nephews to play with?” causing (Y/N) to laugh “Soon hopefully, trust me it crossed my mind. I just need to talk to Bill about it, he loves to play with Ossian and Kolbjörn. I think he’d want an entire soccer team of kids.” Eija laughed “Oh I think he would and I hope you two talk soon, I want to spoil my nieces and nephews.”

(Y/N) sat between Bill’s legs as they watched ‘You again’, she played with his ring on his left hand then brought his hand to her lips kissing the palm as she intwined it with hers “Love?” (Y/N) said in a small voice as his attention was drawn to her “Yes älskling?” (Y/N) sat up holding Bill’s hand in hers.

“I’ve seen the way you play with Ossian and Kolbjörn.. you seem to have so much fun playing with them and I don’t know if this thought ever crossed your mind but it’s definitely crossed mine a few times... I think I’m ready to have kids.. but if you aren’t I understand.” (Y/N) finished as her heart began to beat even faster as she awaited Bill’s answer. He leaned forward kissing his wife passionately “I’m ready.. the thought has crossed my mind a few times but I was not sure if it did yours. I knew you would be the one to carry my children and let me just say our kids will be so fucking beautiful.” (Y/N) laughed at Bill’s comment and he pulled her into his lap “How many kids do you want to have?” Bill questioned as (Y/N) ran her fingers through his brown locks “Hmm two or four that way they can all play with each other.. I’ve always wanted twins actually that way they have each other.” Bill smiled “I would love to have twins, if not I’d like to have an entire soccer team of children with you.” Bill kissed her cheek leading down to kiss her jaw and neck causing (Y/N) to gasp “William Istvan Günther Skarsgård! I’ll be the one pushing out the kids and you want to have an entire soccer team?!? Eija was correct.” Bill chuckled pulling back to kiss you sweetly “Like I said we’d make beautiful children so what’s the fuss?”

(Y/N) stayed quiet for a little bit before asking “If I didn’t want to have children.. would you be mad?” Bill’s eyes softened taking her hands into his “Oh älskling I would never be mad at you... I’d respect your decision and if you didn’t want kids then we’d have a dog.. well dogs. I could never be mad at you love.. you’ll be the one carrying them and your body will go through changes but I’ll never stop loving you.”

Bill walked in with our twins Aria and Audrey, now you all may be wondering who was born first? Aria Eija (Y/L/N)-Skarsgård was born first not too long after Audrey My (Y/L/N)-Skarsgård was born. The twins second name is named after Bill’s mother and Sister.

“Oh my king has returned with our princesses.” Bill placed Aria on my lap as he got into bed as well placing Audrey on his lap “Good morning Aria, are you hungry?” (Y/N) pulled the hem of her shirt up exposing one of her boobs which were larger ever since she started breast feeding the twins, some say it becomes smaller or sag but they’ve gotten larger.

Bill was use to (Y/N) breast feeding the girls he was never bothered. Audrey began to cry a little as Bill placed her on (Y/N) lap “Seems like little Audrey is hungry too.” Now both the twins were feeding from their mother as Bill stared in awe as he leaned forward kissing you sweetly pulling away to eat his breakfast as (Y/N) remembered the time Bill was jealous that I was spending most of my time feeding the girls and one night after you two put the girls to sleep once you two were in your bedroom he pushed you against the door as kissed you harshly.

“Look at them sleeping peacefully, hopefully a full night sleep I don’t want to jinx anything.” (Y/N) whispered looking up at Bill’s meeting his beautiful emerald eyes as they shined in the moonlight seeping though the curtains he leaned down to kiss her forehead as they left slowly closing the door as they walked to their bedroom.

Once Bill closed their bedroom door he wrapped his hand around her wrist pulling her back only to push her against the door he towered over her his hands fondling with her breast through her, well his shirt. “You’re still mine hm?” he lowered his head lifting the hem of the shirt over her head he latched his lips onto her boob giving it a little kiss before sucking on it harshly causing (Y/N) to moan. Bill pulled back revealing his swollen plump lips “These..” he gave her breast a playful slap “These are still mine right?” as (Y/N) nodded “I’m yours... always yours.”

Let’s just say it went from PG-13 to NC-17 REAL QUICK.

Bill took Audrey into his embrace allowing (Y/N) to put her shirt back on looking down at Aria sweetly “I can’t believe they’ll be two years old soon.” (Y/N) whispered causing her husband to chuckle lightly “Funny how time flies.”

August 9, 2015. It was a special day for a special someone.. Bill’s twenty-fourth birthday and Bill didn’t want to do anything big so tonight, I had something special planned and as wrong as it may sound.. let’s just say the girls were conceived that night and born nine months later on May 24, 2016.

I got up early that beautiful Sunday morning to prepare breakfast for her husband. A simple pancakes a side of bacon and coffee she slowly made her way upstairs trying not to make a sound so she could surprise her husband, she walked in to their shared bedroom as the sunlight kissed his skin causing her to smile. Placing their breakfast on the coffee table she walked back to the bed kissing him sweetly, he’s eyes slowly fluttered open trying to adjust to the sunlight “Morning handsome, happy birthday.” I whispered as Bill pulled me into another kiss “Thank you älskling.” oh his morning voice will be the death of me.

“I made you breakfast love.” (Y/N) walked over to the coffee table grabbing the tray to place it on their grey satin covers “I have something special planned for you today.” (Y/N) whispered bringing his left hand to her lips as she kissed the palm then the back of his hand than began to trace random patterns on his palm. “(Y/N) love, we don’t need to celebrate..” he trailed off causing her to roll her eyes “Oh! I have a present well presents for you but let me give you the first one!” she squealed getting out of bed, she felt the cold air greet her bum. She was using one of Bill’s dress shirts that she claimed as hers, Bill gave a whistle “Damn that’s some fine piece of ass my wife has.” Causing (Y/N) to smirk.

She had gotten him a The Rolex Datejust and had it engraved to say ‘Min Kärlek’ which means my love in swedish. Bill was not one to be showered in gifts but it was his special day and tonight she had planned to tell him that she’s ready to make love and have a baby. She strolled back out her hiding the gift behind her back with a smirk playing on her lips “Happy birthday min kärlek..” (Y/N) placed the emerald box on his lap giving him a warm smile.

“Love, you didn’t need to..” (Y/N) kissed his cheek “Love, you spoil me on my birthday and I would love to spoil my husband on his birthday please let me.” (Y/N) pleaded as Bill smiled softly kissing her forehead “Thank you love.”

Bill opened the box revealing the silver-gold rolex “Wow, it’s gorgeous love thank you.” he carefully took it out of the box and watched it sparkle in the sunlight “There’s something special about the watch.” his wife whispered as he carefully inspected it he turned it over to look at the back of the watch to see something was engraved a little message.

“Min Kärlek..” he whispered before showing off his pearly white teeth “Thank you love, thank you so so much!” he peppered kisses all over her face causing (Y/N) to giggle “Eat up love, we’re going to the mall, we’ll be back for dinner and after dinner I have something special planned.”

After buying Bill new suits and lot’s of Armani dress shirts that his wife would end up using, they ate a small fancy dinner (Y/N) rushed upstairs to dress in her favorite lingerie set. A deep red that complemented her skin, she then slipped on louboutin heels one of her favorites that Bill had bought for her. His wife lit some candles and closed their curtain ever so slightly but enough to where the moonlight gave the room a romantic glow, before she left the room she played soft romantic music in the background.

Before she went back to the dining room she grabbed a black satin tie then headed back to her husband whom wondered where she wandered off to. (Y/N) made her way slowly down the stairs, entering the dining room watching her husband sip on his wine.

Her hills clicked against the marble tiles, causing it to echo throughout the room. (Y/N) leaned over his shoulder kissing his cheek before moving over to straddle him “Happy birthday baby.” (Y/N) whispered her seductively Bill’s hands instantly went to her waist caressing her exposed skin. “I’m ready..” she whispered “I’m ready if you’re ready.” she continued as Bill nodded quickly leaning up to steal a kiss from her but she quickly placed her index finger on his lips bringing up the satin tie to cover his eyes.

(Y/N) got off of him, helping him stand up from the chair helping up the stairs. Once they entered their bedroom she lead him to the middle of the room as they stood in front of their king sized bed. (Y/N) removed the tie allowing Bill eyesight to adjust. (Y/N) stood in front of Bill slowly walking towards him as he walked back till he hit the wall. She leaned up kissing him slowly as her hands ran through his soft brown hair, while Bill’s hands traveled down to her waist pulling her closer before tapping the back of her thigh signaling her to jump. He slowly walked towards the bed placing her gently onto the soft satin covers, she gasped into the kiss due to the coldness of the covers. Bill took the chance to slip his tongue in as they danced against each other, he pulled away kissing her jaw down to her neck to the valley of her breast. He kissed down stopping right below her belly button, “I love you so much.” he said in between kisses causing (Y/N) to smile flipping their position so that she was straddling him.

She intwined their hands together pulling him up so his back rested against the headboard, “I love you even more, here’s your last present love I hope you enjoyed your day.” she peppered kisses over his face causing him to smile “Trust me this was one of the best birthday’s ever... now let’s make love and have a baby.” Bill leaned up stealing another kiss as he switched their positions once more.

Let’s just say we had more than one baby we had twins the phone began to rang causing (Y/N) to look over on their night stand ‘Eija’ glowed across the screen as (Y/N) picked it up putting it on speaker “Hey babe!” Eija said causing (Y/N) to laugh slightly “Hey sis.” “Hello to you too dear sister.” Bill said as he helped Audrey stand on the bed “Where are my favorite nieces?” she questioned as I tickled Aria causing her to giggle “Well hello to you too Aria!” Eija said with excitement as Audrey began to babble “Hello Audrey of course I didn’t forget about you! (Y/N) babe are you ready to go shopping?” Eija asked. (Y/N) looked up at Bill as he gave her a nod “Of course, love you need a little you time a girls day out. I’ll be fine with the girls.” Bill said sweetly “I’ll be ready in an hour Eija.”

(Y/N) kissed Bill before she left for a day out with Eija “I’ll be home before five.” Bill nodded kissing her once more before she left for a day out with her sister-in-law.

“What shall we do today princesses?” Bill said as he watched the girls walk around the room “Oh! let’s watch a disney movie! Though you may not understand it, let’s see hmm... how about Cinderella? It’s your mommy’s favorite now say it with me ‘Ma-ma’!” the twins stared blankly at their father as he mentally face-palmed himself “No? Okay well let’s sit and watch some Cinderella!”

The day went back quite quickly, Bill spent most of the day attending the twins feeding them and now they had just got done with a shower and made dinner for their mommy.

“Now now girls, you will not have a boyfriend or girlfriend till your the age of twenty-five, no no make that thirty.. yeah thirty is a great age. I don’t want your hearts to be broken, it will break my heart then I’d like to break that person who hurt you.. I’m joking daddy is joking... partially. I want you girls to focus on yourself, to have a great future, to be a successful independent women. Don’t let anyone tell you what you can and can’t do, be your own boss. Though you may not understand what I’m saying.. I just want you to know I love you two so so much, and if something ever were to happen to me, please help your mommy and stay strong do not be sad. If something happens to your mommy and I, be there for each other. I love you two so much, you’re two are such a blessing to mommy and I, we both love you very much.”

“Love! I’m home!” (Y/N) called from downstairs, no response. She took her heels off heading upstairs placing her purse, shopping bags, and her heels in the walk in closet. She wandered down the hall to the twins bedroom.

(Y/N) leaned against the door frame of her daughters room as she watched Bill play with the both of them on the soft fluffy pink carpet, bill laid on his stomach mimicking the twins actions.

“Bah ga ha la” “Mahebagash” the twins babbled causing Bill to gasp “Really? Tell me more!” (Y/N) smiled to herself as she continued to watch her husband and twin girls bond “Da-da” “Da-da” they both said one after the other, just last week they had mumbled their first words da-da and Bill can’t get over that. “That’s right! Now say mama! Ma-ma.” he said as he clapped his hands causing the girls to giggle.

“Oh princesses, do you miss your mama? I sure do miss her, she’s such an amazing women she carried both of you for nine month, nine months! She went through hard labor for you two it was painful, I watched it happen though I didn’t feel the pain she sure did squeeze the living daylight out of my hand. Yet it was all worth it in the end, she cried tears of joy when you two were in her arms, it was the greatest moment in my entire life... our entire life.” Bill gushed as (Y/N) heart fluttered

It was May 24, 2016.

At 11:00 A.M my water had broke and oh boy was I excited to see the twins, “Love, love my water broke.” I screamed as Bill came rushing to the bedroom helping me from the couch “Baby bag? Baby bag? Do we have everything keys? Oh I have the keys I have the keys!” Bill was in panic which was not helping we walked slowly down the stairs but before we went into the garage I held his hands and kissed his knuckles “Love, please breathe. Deep breaths in... and out.. in and out.”

The babies weren’t born till 2:47 P.M and I’m pretty sure I nearly broke Bill’s hand, “Love, love please don’t squeeze so-” Bill let out a yelp and I watched him fall on one knee “No, no you don’t get to tell me not to squeeze too hard because you not only gave me one baby but two.. and it hurt’s so much.” (Y/N) said in-between breaths. “(Y/N) push, push come on love you can do it.” Bill encouraged (Y/N) felt beads of sweat fall down her forehead tears falling down her cheek “Älskling.. just listen to my voice, you got this you’re almost there push, push.” A few minutes later Aria came out as (Y/N) began to cry tears of joy Bill gasped loss for words “Aria, Aria Eija (Y/L/N)-Skarsgård” (Y/N) whispered as her husband began to cry “Hi, hi sweetie.” he whispered.

“One more left Mrs.Skarsgård.” (Y/N) let the nurse take Aria to clean her up and she held Bill’s hand “Push darling, push.” he kissed her forehead as (Y/N) listened and letting out a screech a few seconds later, Audrey was born. “Audrey My (Y/L/N)-Skarsgård” Bill whispered kissing (Y/N) cheek.

“You did it love.”

“Ma-ma” Aria mumbled as she began to crawl slowly standing up and walked towards the door as bill squealed “Aria you just said Mama!” “Ma-ma!” Audrey giggled as Bill gasped “Oh! Oh! You too Audrey I need my phone wait wait say it again!” he turned around to see you with Aria in your arms “AH! Angel! When did you get home?” Bill said as he clutched onto his chest “Long enough to hear your entire conversation with our dear princesses.” (Y/N) walked over to sit on the carpet placing Aria in her lap.

“Say ma-ma” (Y/N) whispered as Aria giggled grabbing onto her mother’s finger “Ma-ma, Da-da” Aria said as (y/n) began to cry tears of joy “Oh! Aria my princess you said mama!” Her mother peppered kisses all over her cute chubby face as Aria climbed into her fathers lap as her tiny arms reached forward for her mother “Ma-ma Ma-ma!” (Y/N) cried even more to hear her little Audrey say ‘Ma-ma also’

(Y/N) scooted closer to Bill as she rest her head on his shoulder, Audrey wrapped her hand around her mothers index finger “My smart babies, our smart babies."

Aria held her mother’s fingers as she stood up trying to stay balanced “Aria and Audrey have your nose and lips.” Bill commented as (Y/N) leaned forward kissing Aria’s chubby cheeks “Well love, our princesses have your beautiful eyes.” Bill chuckled kissing her forehead “They also have your beauty.” they watched as Aria went over to their stuff animals picking out a Panda and Koala bringing it back for her and Audrey to play.

“If we didn’t have twin girls but boys.. what would you name them?” Bill questioned causing (Y/N) to smile “Caleb and Carter.” Bill smiled “Okay if they were fraternal boy and girl what would you name them?” without any hesitation she answered “Brooklyn and Boston.” she said with a smile as Bill let out a small chuckle.

“You had the names all figured out.” (Y/N) nodded “I talked to my mom about it from when I was fifteen love, the first ever names we came up with was name Aria and Audrey, then we went through the alphabets and got to P and thought of Paris and Presley but P is far down the alphabet, so I settled with Aria and Audrey.” Bill chuckled “Remember the gender reveal? Oh and when we found out we were gonna have twins? It feels like it was just yesterday.”

Bill and I were going to our ultrasound to find out the gender of our baby, there was a small visible bump, Bill would talk to the baby every night before bed whispering how excited we are and to not give me hell for six months because I’ll be his home for now and to not get too comfortable. Yep he said his and never said her because he thinks we’re going to have a boy.

“We’re gonna have a boy.” Bill whispered as we waited for sonographer, I looked over at Bill “What makes you think that?” Bill chuckled leaning back in the chair “Love, there are mostly boys in my family so I think we’re gonna have a boy.” Bill said with confidence causing me to scoff lightly I leaned back letting out a dramatic sigh “I’m pretty sure it’s a girl.”

“Mr and Mrs.Skarsgård, how are you two doing?” Doctor Rockwell asked “We’re doing great thank you, how are you doing?” I questioned as she gave us a warm smile “I’m doing great thank you for asking, so we’re finding out the gender! Do you have a feeling on what you’re having?” Bill nodded “A boy, I have a ton of brothers. Basically runs in the family.” I chuckled lightly “I think it’s a girl, but we don’t want to know the gender right now, my sister in-law, Bill’s sister is going to be given the ultrasound.” I answered as Doctor Rockwell nodded “Okay let’s get started, the gel is cold to the touch.” I lifted my shirt up so that she could rub the gel on my bump.

She took the transducer and rub it over my stomach as Bill and I stared at the screen, “I’m getting two heart beats.” She said with a smile as I looked at Bill confusingly “Congratulations! You’re having twins!” Bill leaned closer kissing my knuckles then peppered kisses all over my face. “We’re having twins love.. twin boys.” Bill said excitedly

Bill and I held the smoke fountains in our hands I glanced up at him smirking “Love it’s a girl trust me.” causing him to laugh “Oh love, we’re having a boy trust me.”

“It’s a girl

“No a boy.”

Bill and I lit the smoke fountains awaiting for the color to reveal

Pink, dark pink filled the air as I jumped happily running into Bill’s arm.

“It’s a girl!” the family shouted as I held onto Bill tears of joy ran down my cheeks as I kissed my dear sweet husband.

“I told you we’re having a girl.” I whispered as Bill at this point he didn’t care if he was wrong, he’ll be having two princesses and he couldn’t be any happier.

(Y/N) remembered she had a gift waiting in her bag for Bill “Love I’ll be right back I have something for you.” she quickly ran back to their room and grabbed the red Cartier box once she got back to the girls room she sat next to her husband and placed the box in his lap.

“Darling, it was your day to spoil yourself, why’d you get me a gift?” Bill asked in a soft tone causing his wife to smile as she leaned forward to kiss him sweetly “Please love, open it. I also love to spoil you the way you spoil me.” she insisted.

She watched as Bill slowly opened the box, there wasn’t a Cartier bracelet but a pregnancy, a positive pregnancy test. “We’re going to have another baby, we’re pregnant love.” (Y/N) whispered as Bill looked up at her tears filling his eyes he placed the box on the side taking her into his arms “We’re pregnant! We’re going to have another baby! Oh love thank you, thank you this is the best gift ever.” Bill praised causing (Y/N) to smiled pulling back to kiss him passionately.

“This time love, it’s going to be a boy.” (Y/N) whispered causing Bill to chuckle “You’re never wrong love.” Bill said as he kissed you once more.

8 months later

December 4, 2018

Twins, another set of twins. Twin boys to be exact.

Now the newest members of our Skarsgård family is Caleb Bill (Y/L/N)-Skarsgård & Carter Stellan (Y/L/N)-Skarsgård.

“What did I tell you love?” (Y/N) said breathlessly as Bill chuckled kissing her forehead “You’re never wrong love, never wrong.”

Four years later

“I want one more.” Bill said as we watched our now six year old twin girls run around with our now four years old twin boys in our huge backyard. Bill wrapped his arms around his wife’s waist pulling her closer to his chest, (Y/N) turned around her back now resting against the railing of the backn porch “William Istvan Günther Skarsgård! No we are not having one more.” Bill playfully rolled his eyes kissing his wife as the kids groaned “Ew! Daddy and Mommy are kissing!” causing Bill to chuckle kissing his wife one more.

“I love you Mrs.Skarsgård.”

“I love you too Mr.Skarsgård.”

Le Fin

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loserholland · 7 years ago

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Nadia

Roman Godfrey

Masterlist

Based off of episode 8 of season 2 in which Miranda runs off with Nadia and when the reader finds out and she’s mad at Roman because she warned him about Miranda and the reader see’s Nadia as her own daughter. In the end Roman tells Miranda to leave Hemlock Grove.

It switches from Reader P.O.V to third person

Warning- Angst, lots and lots of angst but happy ending

Word Count- 1,508

I pushed open the door to Roman’s house, I was going to spend the day with Nadia. I went to Nadia’s room to see an empty crib and so many of her things were out of place, as I continued to look around my eyebrows furrowed “Oh my god” I whispered to myself as I saw Anna Nadia’s nanny in the living room .

“Anna! Where’s Nadia? I was suppose to spend the day with her.” I asked with panic in my voice “She took her..” Anna whispered as I paced around the living room “What?” I questioned as Anna looked up tears filling her eyes her breathing was shaky “The girl Miranda.. she took her! I dozed off and when I woke up she was gone!” Anna quickly got up and walked up the stairs.

I pulled out my phone and called Roman as I paced back and forth waiting for him to pick up “(Y/N) hey how-” I quickly cut him off “Roman come home now! Nadia she’s missing, Miranda took her I don’t know where she is please come home now!” I said as salty tears escaped my eyes “I’m on my way I ended the call headed to the kitchen to make me a glass of water and sat on the sofa.

(Y/N) buried her face into her hands as salty tears slipped down her cheek, she heard the door open causing her attention to turn to the door seeing Roman’s tall figure walk in. “(Y/N)” Roman whispered causing her to run into his embrace as tears continued to slip down her cheeks “Roman we need to find her! Where’s Peter? Does she know where Miranda is?” (Y/N) questioned frantically as she pulled away from his embrace pacing back and forth.

“I knew we shouldn’t have trusted her, I told you! You and Peter yet you’re both too stubborn to see past it, all you see is ‘Oh another fuck’.” (Y/N) bit at her thumb “You let her play house now she’s running around with Nadia doing god knows what! Letting her feed your daughter who knows if she has AIDS!” (Y/N) went on as Roman mumbled “You’re not her mother.” Causing (Y/N) to stop in her place.

“Yes Roman you’re right, I’m not the mother by blood yet I was there for her when she lost her mother, I was there for her when you worked late nights at the white tower when we all knows those ‘late nights’ were one night stands! So yes she’s not my daughter, but I care for her as if she is my own! When you first introduced her to me all I could think about is having a daughter of my own! I rocked her to sleep since you were too busy with your one night stands and just the other night when you and your little house wife were upstairs doing god knows what, while I was here tucking her into bed. So you Roman have no right! No right to say I’m not her mother because I care for her as if she’s my own daughter!” Tears began to fill her eyes once more as Roman kneeled down taking (Y/N) face into his hands wiping the tears away with the pad of his thumb.

The thing was.. (Y/N) had feelings for Roman, she stood by him through his dark times and good times, helped him take care of Nadia when Letha had died, when he found out what his true nature was being a upir she helped him through it. If anything (Y/N) felt as if she was the one ‘playing house’, she was always there when Roman had called saying he’s staying late at the office, or when he’d have trouble putting her to sleep she’d be there. (Y/N) was always there for him, she tried so hard to get his attention yet it was as if he was too blind to see that the perfect girl, the perfect mother, the perfect wife.

“I’m sorry baby.. I didn’t mean to say that. You’re more of a parent than I am to Nadia. Please forgive me.” Roman took her hands into his, (Y/N) hands fit perfectly in Roman’s large hands. He brought her hands to his lips kissing them as he whispered “I’m sorry, I’m sorry I said you aren’t her mother, (Y/N) baby I’m sorry please forgive me.” Roman apologized as tears filled his own eyes.

He hurt the girl he loved, he watched as she avoided eye contact looking anywhere but him. Roman brushed away the freshly fallen tears along with her smudged mascara. He leaned in capturing her soft plump lips kissing them slowly yet sweetly, he pulled away slowly letting her calm down before he started speaking “I’m sorry I was to blind to see the perfect mother for Nadia... the perfect girlfriend possibly future wife, it was you all along.” Roman whispered in a gentle tone causing (Y/N) to chuckle.

“Took you long enough.” Causing Roman to chuckle as well, (Y/N) leaned in for another kiss only to break it once Roman’s phone rang.

‘Peter’ flashed across the screen causing Roman to quickly slide the pad of his thumb across the screen to answer it. “Peter, did you find-” “Yeah got it, see you in 10.” Roman hung up the phone. (Y/N) quickly got up grabbing some baby wipes from her purse and wiped the smudged mascara off as she headed for the door ahead of Roman “Roman come on.” she urged as he followed closely behind her.

The drive to Destiny’s was silent, all (Y/N) could think about is Nadia and her safety. Roman took her hands in his “(Y/N) it’s okay, she’s okay.” she nodded just a few minutes away till she knows Nadia is safe.

Once Roman put the car in park (Y/N) rushed out of the car and headed into Destiny’s building rushing up the stairs standing outside of Destiny’s door knocking on it repeatedly. Peter opened the door “(Y/N) where’s-” she brushed past him heading for the living room to see Nadia, Roman entered a few seconds later.

“Nadia, my sweet princess.” (Y/N) was in a small voice as Nadia’s attention turned to (Y/N) her tiny arms attempting to reach forward wanting to be in (Y/N) embrace. (Y/N) quickly took Nadia into her embrace cradling her head, (Y/N) began to tear up she felt at ease now that Nadia was in her arms.

“Okay you can give her back now.” Miranda mumbled causing (Y/N) to scoff “No! No way in hell am I giving her back to you! I want you to leave this town and never ever come back!” (Y/N) said in a stern tone causing Miranda to scoff.

“Roman are you seriously gonna let her speak to me this way?” Miranda said with annoyance, “You heard (Y/N), leave. You first start breast feeding my daughter then ran off with her? Leave and don’t ever come back.” Roman answered back causing Miranda to scoff as she pushed pass him existing Destiny’s apartment.

Roman sat on the carpeted floor of Nadia’s room cradling Nadia in his arms, (Y/N) smiled to herself noticing not only was Nadia falling asleep but it was Roman too.

She walked in and sat herself next to Roman “Roman.” she whispered only to get a “Hm?” out of him “Roman, Nadia is asleep you can place her in her crib now.” (Y/N) whispered causing Roman to wake up a little more “I made her sleep.” Roman whispered as a smile tugged at his lips. (Y/N) smiled taking Nadia into her arms so she could place her into her crib, Roman stood up to help tuck her in “Goodnight sweet princess.” (Y/N) whispered turning to Roman “Let’s get you to bed.” they both walked out of Nadia’s room closing the door slowly then made their way up the stairs.

Once they got to his room she helped stripped him of his clothes till he was left in his boxer briefs, (Y/N) changed into one of his shirts that fell right about her knee then climbed into bed with him.

She snuggled up into his side drawing small figures into his chest “I never got to say thank you.” Roman began causing (Y/N) to look up at him��“Thank you for being a mother to Nadia, taking care of her like you would your own children one day, being there for her while I was out doing what a parent shouldn’t be doing. Thank you for staying by my side through the good and bad times in my life. I’m am beyond grateful to have you by my side.” (Y/N) leaned up to place a chaste kiss on his sweet plump lips “Thank you for allowing me to stay by your side and allowing me to meet Nadia and have me take care of her as my own.” (Y/N) eyes began to flutter shut, Roman placed a kiss on the top of her head “I love you (Y/N)”.

“I love you too Roman.”

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