#loser pathetic diary post time watch me delete this in a few minutes after im over itπ€π€
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the way this is all pointless and hopeless and i am gonna end up as a disappointment. whatever
#loser pathetic diary post time watch me delete this in a few minutes after im over itπ€π€#hm........ let me act like i dont care at all and that im not on the verge of crying all the time#i feel like if i dont get to do this like.... i might die :) you know#butttttt whateverrrrrrrr baby fails at something important for the first time ever and can't handle it. lol#and the funny thing is i didnt even fail YET but i just know it's inevitable like there's no hope for this#and i was stupid to believe otherwise and to waste all this time and effort . like girl move on#ure gonna have to rot here like the rest of everyone :^) why did i think i deserve better anyway lmao#but. but im so stupid so im still like omg...... but what if it actually worked....... lol#girl move on. we gotta move on we gotta change plans we gotta show some effort elsewhere or im gonna tank so bad#im already a disappointment so. ughhhhhhh#i know either way everything in life is up to me like it's alllll up to me to work with and fix and make it better etc#but i really thought getting out of here as a first step would be . nice and.#even necessary. at some point. oh i really will rot here wont i. well. okay i guess#π
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