#lordt she talkin again

[misty-missdee]

VOICE FIRMWARE UPDATE V 4.262

[thech-serr]

don’t mind me, just talkin 2 meself

Lemme start off n just say that! This is a good thing. I need to get away from my mom. It’s gonna be Tight financially, but if i want to get Better i need to get myself and my sister away from her. I love my current roommate!! She’s a fucking gem if I’ve ever met one and I’m kinda surprised that our friendship has snuck up on me like this. I’m also excited to live with my other long time friend and ally!! I am excited overall!!

But. This is a Lot. We’ve been offered a place by a family friend of my roommate’s and it’s a house. When we were told abt it, a 3 bed 4 bath felt too good to be true. We saw the outside of the house and were sent pics of the inside the past week and... my Lordt. We misunderstood. We misunderstood big time. It’s a 3 story house!! 7 bedrooms!! There’s 2 whole ass kitchens!! who fucking needs 2 kitchens??? OR an in home theater!??? It’s. A beautiful home, in a beautiful area!! I’m absolutely floored. I couldn’t dream of ever living in a place this fucking big and fancy. And Yet I’ll Be Moving There. I’m so excited.

I just need to clear out my shit, pack, and get furniture which, tmi, I work at ikea so like hell yeah that’s not gonna be a huge issue, but also I KNOW half the house is gonna be unfurnished lmfao...... there’s a lot we need and it’s gonna take a while for us to be able to afford it all.

I also know I’m never gonna live in a place this nice ever again. 2 of the 3 of us do not have cars. We’re also broke ass young adults, in college, working in retail, AND one of us is pregnant. We’re gonna have to haul ass if we’re gonna make this work. I’m mostly optimistic, but what if we’re taking on too much right now? What if we can’t do this? I’m anxious about the other shoe dropping... and it keeps Not Dropping. It gets higher and higher and I feel like when it inevitably drops the impact is going to be so much worse.