#lol i do remember every day getting ocd rituals in the morning to “prevent embarrassing situations” i was so bad at talking... | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

ghostplanet59 · 1 year ago

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autistic experience for me is not the "oh they put me in gifted classes" which I've heard a lot from people I know. I was put in a different situation that I don't see like at all getting talked about

Anybody else get put in public school without knowing how to socialize to s point you replicate others and find what makes ppl laugh, then turn your whole personality into a gag skit? Cuz I did that and got in trouble all the time lol like I didn't have social skills enough to know time and place, what I was parroting, who to NOT replicate, all to just wind up a ✨ problem child ✨

#i also would pick up what ND kids were doing that i also did that was being used as bully fuel and would hide those habits #but would lead me to befriend actual asshole bullies myself ughhhh glad i wasn't cool enough to follow said bullies into middle school #lol i do remember every day getting ocd rituals in the morning to “prevent embarrassing situations” i was so bad at talking...#that never worked obviously lol #aaah....but damn i feel kinda dumb with not being a gifted student but every public school exp plays out differently

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