#local jew deeply obsessed with the jesus allegory in breaking bad

[kylejsugarman]

christmas at the compound…..what would jesus do if he was stuck in his tomb on the anniversary of his birth? if he had to stay nailed to his cross while watching the world rejoice in his name, his pain?? the neo nazis joyfully reaping the benefits of jesse’s work, drinking the wine that is his blood and the bread that is his flesh. jesse lays in the cold darkness, only aware that it’s christmas because of the rush to get product made and out before the end of the year, looking up through the grate. somewhere in the back of his head is the buttery gold glow of old christmas, memories that feel like commercials that feel like tv specials and triple A batteries and telling jake not to listen to the kids at school who said santa wasn’t real. he thinks about mike having a christmas drawing from kaylee in his glove compartment, andrea setting aside money to get brock something for christmas. he wonders what they all got for christmas today, jake and kaylee and brock. he drifts in and out, mentally shopping for them until finally the cheers and jeers from the main building sound like excited squeals and shouts from kids opening presents. it’s dark and cold and hungry and lonely down here, but for a second, he can see that star. he can hear the trumpets.

[kylejsugarman]

that hug that walt gave jesse out in the desert was literally just him putting the cross on his shoulders that jesse had to carry to his own crucifixion but whatever (doesn’t pull the cord on my parachute)