#loamy hehe

[loamyspitsgolden]

<pendulum> - realism and being reflective

by - loamy. 🤠 -

Sidenotes

we are human. we are capable of munching our delightful ambitions, but now we sitting in the dark corner of the bar sobbing. we fear. we fear of loss and unknown. of nothingness, of void. hence, we do not hold the ability to change our lives. because we do not see the path to.

this poem is a projection of ourselves. how we proceed to life just as these silver ball-shaped compositions that hung reluctantly by strings on a metal drop-cold stand, vital-less. and at some point, somebody, or any form of existence, would add a slim slice of force. then, this endless percussion from your companions starts, an eternal, tail-less punishment.

we shall not see it as a curse, or a fate, that we suffer. rather, we should look up and inspect ourselves. because indulgence is not freedom, dodging is not solution. we are incarcerated by our irresolution and incourageousness. and ourselves are the only remedy to happiness.

Quote of the day

“We study history not to know the future but to widen our horizons, to understand that our present situation is neither natural nor inevitable, and that we consequently have many more possibilities before us than we imagine.” - Yuval Noah Harari

Outro

this is my first tumblr. when i was typing the draft all words disappeared so what you are seeing now is my not-so-perfect second draft filled with my wandering thoughts. may i kindly ask you to leave some support to me? have a nice day :)

recommended music of the day:

[toontruelove]

welll,,,,, if your willing to write for ocs as well,,,,,,

you could write some mugchai fluff if u feel like it?

OOOH like maybe chai infodumping about her successfully propagating one of her plants to mugs and him just finding this to be amazing (his interest more in chai then how to propagate hehe)

OR IDK WRITE WHAT YOU WANT DAIJHJSHBSDF

Art provided by @sovereignspades !

“It took me weeks to get the seeds fully separated from the stem mugs!” Chai said as she placed a pot with a budding flower in it in the sunlight before turning the pot left and then right, just to make sure the flower got the right amount of sunlight. “Star lilies are more sensitive than I thought, and they take four years to produce a flower!” she said as she walked to another plant to gently spray it with a mister. Mugman was sitting on the bed just watching Chai info dumped about all the plant’s she has in her care but he wasn’t really taking in that information as he was just happily watching her tend to the plants. He knew she loved plants and she was from some far away place but he never thought that wherever she came from they didn’t have plants. But seeing her happily ruling around the room with a smile on her face was enough for him to have a grin on his. He was never one for plants. ya he thought they were nice but meeting Chai and getting to know her more it’s like she opened his eyes to how plants are needed wherever they are needed, and it was because of her he learned so much. But he learned so much more about her from the plants. He would watch as she would be careful with watering them and make sure to not over water them, or how she would do her best not to harm the roots when moving a plant to a bigger pot. He would watch as she would even test out the soil levels to see if it’s safe for whatever she was gonna plant that day.  “I am proud of my plants but this one is the one I am the most proud of!” Chai said, making mugman shake his head out of his daze as she ran over to a little makeshift greenhouse she had in her room and gestures for him to come over and not wanting to make her wait he got up and walked over to her to peer into the greenhouse. Inside was the bud of a flower with some jagged leaves growing on the side. “A rose?” he asked and Chai just had a big grin on her face. “Not just any rose! It’s a Hybrid tea rose!” she said excitedly as she moved her hands side to side.

“A hybrid tea rose is one of the hardest flowers to grow mugs! It’s the type of rose that the best floral shops sell at such a high price because of how hard they are to grow! They need a loamy, well drained soil that has a slightly acidic pH level. But with the help of mulch it can keep the roots cooled off!” As Chai starts to talk about the rose and what it needs, mugman can’t help but slip back into that state of just being more interested in her.

He can’t help but move to sit down as she happily told him everything about the flower and its need but he soon chuckled a bit making her stop and cross her arms at him. “And what’s so funny mugs?” she asked with a bit of a tap of her foot. And Mugs can’t believe he let this slip. “You know you’re really cute when you talk about something you’re so passionate about you know that?” he said, making not just his face turn pink in the process but Chai’s as well.

Both of them were bubbling at this point and were silent for a bit. “W-well um I’ll see ya later ok spices!!” Mugman said as he got up and with a soft ‘clink’ kissed her on the cheek before bubbling more and running out of her room. With a deep blush Chai put her hand on her cheek as she was almost bubbling over.

“Shit…” she said as she looked at the bed and soon saw Mugman’s coat. “Oh shit! Mugs wait!” she yelled as she grabbed the coat and ran out of the room, but seeing that he was already gone she sighed and looked at the coat a bit. “Guess I can give it to him at work…” she said before curiosity got the best of her and next thing she knew she had slipped the coat on and an overwhelming feeling of being safe overcame her as she gripped the sleeves of the coat. “I guess… I can give this back to him later” she said with a bit of a laugh as she hugged herself in the coat.

It was a few days later that Mugman was asking her about his coat and seeing her chase she just calmly said. “Oh ya you left it at my place after you ran out.” she said and looked at him with a smile. “You can have it back, after we see a movie together.” she said as her face started to turn pink and her mind started to race wondering if she overstepped an unknown boundary. But hearing Mugs laugh a bit calmed her nerves. “Sure, how about I pick you up and we head out together?” he said with a grin. “But you can use the coat till we get back, it might be late when we get back to the complex.” he said as he gently took her hand in his and gently kissed the back of it with a wink. Chai was too flustered to speak when mugman let her hand go and calmly walked away. With his arms folded behind his back. But as he walked away he soon realized that, he had not only kissed her on the cheek making that twice now but he had also kissed the back of her hand. Swallowing hard he tugged a bit at his bowtie but with some confidence, he was ready to make this the best date ever for her. All he had to do now was make some calls.

[calla-posting]

hehe... let's try this probe then, and see what the soil is like here... I'm getting the feeling just from working with it that it's some nice loamy stuff, but seeing what's all actually in it should be interesting...!

[lesbianrobin]

omg 😋💌

hehe hi taylor sorry it took me like an hour to do this i started making coffee and forgot i reblogged an ask meme 💖 so Obviously i associate u with kate bush but beyond that i associate you with art and liminal photography and maya hawke and the color green and actual good film opinions and like. this is gonna sound strange but seeing as u haven't unfollowed me yet i feel like i can say it. you remind me of loamy soil in the sense that loam is warm and rich and serves as a nursery for all sorts of life and it feels somehow more real than other substances when you hold it in your hands. that is what i associate with you. sorry i kinda called you dirt but i hope you understand where i am going with it. like it's Life.