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#i don’t know what I’m doing w my life but actually#I’m pretty happy#I’ve got people I love a lot and Louie and some place to go home to#loads of places to go home to#so idk what this is gonna look like a year from now#and that’s something I think about a lot like - maybe#maybe my friends will leave this town and maybe it’s just gonna be me and one other person left#or maybe I’ll move in w my best mate bc our other friend will finally make it to Scotland#or maybe one of the guys I’m sort of seeing will step up and say no I’m ready to properly be w you#or maybe I’ll fall in love w a completely new person and never look back#maybe my research project will be going downhill over and over and over#or maybe I’ll have done a large part of it and be hitting all my deadlines#maybe I’m still teaching#maybe I can’t be#maybe I’ll go back to Belgium w Louie for a month#or by myself for a weekend#or w J if he can choose to get out of this town#or w T to Italy if he can pull his head out of his ass#maybe the next guy that asks me out won’t be drunk in our local pub#maybe everything will be beautiful and nothing will hurt maybe I’ll have written more poems#maybe I’ll have forgiven anyone I ever need to and everyone will have forgiven me#but today I’m happy#it’s the end of the year and my one year anniversary w Louie and I’m going to my friends place to do brunch w them#and some people kind of like me sometimes#i say things
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Also I got these today
#yesahhehaheghaaaa!!!!#indiscreet and LB were both just £15 so happy about these finds#other than that today's update is that basicallyi spent days 2 and 3 going to many places#doing lots of stuff so all that combined with the loads of people and noise everywhere#means that i'm probably going to have to spend at least 3 full days in a dark room after i return home in order to recover#but all in all still it's been very awesome. kind of feels like a dream at this point i don't know why#i guess my day to day life is that uneventful so this amount of things is a lot to take in at once#how i am going to survive tomorrow i do not know!!!!!!!!! please pray for me out there#goosepost
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It feels like it was only yesterday I read about Oscar getting a mermaid girlfriend and now there's Ikasumi. I ship it, though! I'm curious what happened to the mermaid girl. Also, I think I'm experiencing what the rest of the guild is feeling when it comes to Oscar's lovelife, like since when was this a thing I want deets 😂
FUN FACT: HE STILL HAS THE MERMAID GF TOO!!!!!!!! this is what i mean when i say oscar has that playboy streak!!!!!!! hes like "Oh we have [problem]? I know someone who can help! ^^" AND ITS ONE OF HIS EX-GIRLFRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and FOR REAL this is oscars running joke. he always has things going on that for some reason he doesnt tell anyone about and doesnt bring up?? 1) his girlfriend changes often and 2) his other running joke is hes always doing part-time work at some different job every so often. mochi and coco go outfit shopping, trying to pick clothes, mochi like "What do you think of this color on me?" and oscar, somehow working at that clothes shop, out of nowhere is like "Nice it brings out your eyes!"
mochi & lime after some magic commission exhausted in a far off town, go to get dinner and sit down and the server (oscar) is like "Hey guys! I can get you a discount since I work here!" when theyre like "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN DOING HERE???" he replies "Oh me? My uncle lives nearby and im visiting him for the weekend so i decided to help out at their diner. Pretty cool, huh?"
they go to some festival happening in town, walking around stalls and theres oscar managing one of those hacked, rip-off game booths like "Hey Mochi! We have this fluffy cat stuffed animal that looks like your style! Maybe you can solicit Lime into winning it for you! (overworld challenge noise)" (which turns into an aggressive "I'm gonna win that fucking cat." vs "I own this damn game and you're gonna empty your pockets before I let you win it.")
anyway, oscar is a psuedo-cryptid in his own right.
#bpp#text#lore#oscar lore time#also a good excuse to like. get him to random places#this also plays into the girlfriend thing#(what are you doing in the outer reaches of the kingdom?!) (oh my girlfriend wanted to visit her friends so we took a trip!)#all his little jobs also means hes loaded#makes sense for the guy that bought a storefront home in the middle of downtown capitol city#his vibes are venti-like where they seem so sweet and nice but theres something obviously off about them#and anytime you question it youre hit with the old reliable (ehe)#actually a very real thing may be that we dont see oscars full love subplot play out in the story#may be just hints that it would go in a certain direction but it is left in the air#oscar hits me as the type thats not obsessed with romance the way the others essentially are#the only normal fucking person in the story#besides the arm
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Today was a good day I got to look round an old bindery that I was really interested in and the man who worked there was so nice and so encouraging and it made me feel so much better about choosing to pursue a dying craft. And I saw so many lesbians walking around and I went to a little queer cafe (completely by accident) and had my little gay drink and today has just made me feel so much more hopeful. Oh and I looked hot today.
#like I'm fucking exhausted but it feels like a good kind of exhausted too#so many young queer people walking round holding hands i almost cried in the middle of the street#had the most beautiful matcha latte i have seen in my life#and got to talk to someone about the thing i am most passionate about and he actually knew what i was going on about#and he gave me loads of names and places to look into and he told me about a bookbinding bursary (?) that I'm definitely going to look into#he was so encouraging and enthusiastic it was so refreshing when i feel like I've made a big fuck up in pursuing this#i was really struggling at the beginning of the week but this has really made me feel better#i don't want to think too much about it and make myself sad again but I'm just feeling a lot more hopeful today.#i am very ready to go home tomorrow and see the babies though#oh the cafe also had a wall where people could draw little ghosts
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bamboo, edelweiss, aloe vera!
Bamboo - Do you change into a different outfit when you get home?
I've answered this one already and the answer is yes, absolutely!
The second I'm in the door the bra comes off and I let me sweet chariots swing low! ;)
Edelweiss - How’d you think of your url/username? What’s it associated with to you?
It's from W. H. Auden:
Animal femurs/ Ascribed to saints who never/ Existed, are still/ More holy than portraits/ Of conquerors, who/ Unfortunately, did.
I took it from this wonderful video, which re-terraformed my fuckin' brain back when I was first getting into the Terror fandom and becoming interested in all things Franklin.
To me, it speaks very poignantly to the human cost of the Expedition.
We can't excuse away the evils of colonialism - the 'conquering' as it were - or forget the huge role that it plays in both the factual and fictional Franklin narrative.
But that's not to say that we can't also reflect on that human cost, the 'animal femurs', the lives of the very real people caught up within that same narrative.
Aloe vera - What’s something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?
Right now, I just want to travel again!
Through a variety of factors - Covid, money, work, school, life getting in the way in general - I haven't been for a proper holiday abroad in six years now.
I'm flying home tomorrow for a week and after that, I'm going to finally renew my passport (which is a whopping two years out of date already) and make some plans for the new year. :)
#I've travelled to some really cool places over the years#But there are also loads of places not far from home that I've never gotten round to visiting#I'd love to go to France or Italy or Poland#I've been to Iceland before but I'd love to visit other Scandinavian countries too#Brb Imma make a list :P#Asks#Ask Game#Friendos!
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I HEARD ABOUT SOULPUNKTWENTYDOLLARNOSEBLEEDGATE. I FEEL INSANE.
#I’m sorry I haven’t been on all day I was at a show choir comp all day and I just got home (it is 1am)#and the WiFi at the place was atrocious nothing was loading#and it went terrible we lost I didn’t win anything in my solo portion even though I think we did great I feel exhausted and miserable#we lost points bc we didn’t have a show band. we used tracks. ummm last time I checked this is a SHOW CHOIR comp not a SHOW BAND comp#anyway. im just fucking bitter. im going to bed now I am delirious with exhaustion#toby speaks
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worried . about one of my friendships what if i explodeddd rn... like actually. am i going crazy
#⠀mika’s chatroom !⠀#she sent me 116 messages abt hsr only (she’s the type to send loads of them) and i just got home from school then so i was especially#exhausted. texted her like haii i’m not in a place to talk much now bc of X & also x#(i had that animation project / homework / another presentation / other)#and then she was like ya that’s fine blah blah. then she texted me again a few days later to see if i was okay & i updated her and#reassured her (bc i think i was going through it LOLL) and she did the same for me too (like yeahh its fine etc.) but but but i texted her#again like a day or two later with another update and then actually replied to all her prev messages but she just went online#read my messages and then disappeared — so i am near confident i did something wrong but i just don’t know what it actually Is
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I think the main reason the way the dravanians are handled (other than the kinda shitty implications of this game wanting to have its cake and eat it too re: the dragons, so that it doesn't have to engage with the honestly terrifying and extremely sad plight of the dravanian horde so that the player can still have mindless dragons to fight that you don't have to feel bad abt killing) annoys me so much is that heavensward had an honestly good curated experience of you learning gradually and then all at once just like an ishgardian would that the dravanians are real people with lives, families, customs, and dreams and not the mindlessly hyper-violent animals you've up until anyx trine you've been made to believe they are, something that is started in ARR with midgardsormr but really hammered home that all the dragons, even the ones you've killed, are sentient, intelligent beings with lives and many simply want quiet lives away from the war and don't want to lose their children to it. up until then you've been made to fear dragons and think of them as deserving of violence in turn simply for being what they are under the assumption they're mindless swarming beasts...just as the ishgardians do. heavensward does an honestly very good job of mirroring the ishgardian mindset and viewpoint of the war to you so that you can experience what ishgard feels when the truth is finally laid out for you.
but then as soon as we get anywhere close to actually engaging with that nuance, with what that says about the situation of the dravanian horde and ourselves, combined with the previous, initially offhand lore that the dragons literally cannot ignore the calls of their sires (which is the entire potential crisis that drags aymeric in for his first on-screen appearance, because midgardsormr can drag every dravanian currently alive into the war if he wants) and that maybe this is a far more complicated and tragic situation for all sides than we initially expected, and that maybe nidhogg's brood suffers in a way that's actually very similar to the ishgardians - we drop all of that. we drop it so that we can have an enemy in dungeons we don't have to feel bad about killing, so that we don't have to feel too uncomfortable with our actions or with running these two dungeons.
#saint.txt#spoilers#major spoilers#ishgardposting#long post#like I cannot reiterate enough that neither the vault nor nidhogg are the 'good guys' in this situation.#nidhogg's anger is justified but some of the things he has forced upon the horde (most of which are his own children) are arguably worse#than the vault's crimes. the dravanian horde literally cannot resist nidhogg's war song without literally losing their entire selves.#nidhog's literally engaging in the selective breeding of his own children. the horde - MOST OF WHICH ARE HIS KIDS - are just weapons to him#not to mention the pure horror that comes when you realize a not-insignificant portion of the horde are transformed ishgardians#many of whom are unwilling dravanians who are also not going to be able to resist nidhogg's call to war.#like the tone difference in some parts of HW is staggering. one daily in anyx trine has you chasing around a dravanian child in#what he thinks is a really fun game of hide and go seek and he plays just like literally any other kid would. it's humble. humanizing.#and then you load into sohm al or ESPECIALLY the aery and you're killing dragons in their own homes and sacred spaces#many of which ARE actual children like with whelp models and everything and there's just no commentary.#dravanians are people except for the ones we've inexplicably decided are mindless and Okay To Kill - many of which are children.#tioman is presented is irrationally angry but she had a point. you invaded a sacred place and just started slaughtering indiscriminately.
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i struggle
#i’m doin all the math in my head bc i need some form of predictability 😭#tomorrow should be fine so long as my parents don’t come home early in the morning#nick gets here around 8:20 and then we can get everything packed within two hours#and my parents are an hour away so even if they noticed the cameras go off we still have an hour#so rlly we just need an hour right?? then we’re in the clear because they can’t show up even if they wanted to#ok. ok. ok. ok. ok. mfjdmdmfnfbsnd#i think we should just move everything to the garage until we’re certain it’s all packed and then book it loading the truck#bc that’s what will set the caneras off#(that is if they didn’t notice him enter though the garage in the first place) (in which case. fuck.)#(and the odds of that are???? so unknown????? panopticon moment 🤪 just have to assume they’re always watching)#anyways.txt#delete later
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wait, i'm really confused sorry :(( what happened to auston
knee sprain after the rangers game apparently
#easks#altho some ppl think its load management bc hes had some undisclosed injuries and the leafs play the fewest games in the next three weeks#gonna go home and cry after work for catharsis.. legit ruined my MONTH#IK ITS NOT THAT SERIOUS BUT BTICH the asg..... i was gonna go to a game and get to see--- . literally just so sad abt it wtf#me when i place all my happiness in the stupid things i look forward to and it keeps me going#then the plans go awry like ok thanks#wasnt hinging my entire motivation for going day to day on that or anything
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hi bbys 👋 i am doing Not So Good recently but am forcing myself to get better 👍 workin wit it 💯 trying so hard to move out
some pics i took recently:
#by move out i mean slowly start spending more time @ my moms place bc this house is rotting me from the inside out#NGL!!#in the ideal world in the next year i am fit to live in normal society and work late shifts at the gas station near my moms condo...#Man.#is there a word to describe the sudden shift to ''this house is not a home anymore'' bc i do not know how to explain the feeling.#its like a switch got flipped in my mind. idk. idk.#WHATVERRRR im gonna go switch loads of laundry -_-#.txt#gn gdday take care
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the setting itself can be the monster... but also... a lover? much to think about
#random thoughts#thinking about a house which is alive and is obsessed with you#and it has full control of whatever non-living items lay inside its walls#(with of course one of the horror aspects being 'if something dies it is now an object and can be controlled')#(which could be used for a 'the house kills your spouse and then takes control of their body to love you like it thinks your spouse should')#(and as long as the body stays inside the house it stays intact but if a long time passes and it leaves it fucking insta rots)#i think a lot of what the house does is just to keep you from leaving#from seemingly innocuous stuff like 'oh we're out of milk i should go buy some-nevermind i found a half pint in the back of the fridge'#to stuff like making fake phone calls so you think your friends keep canceling plans on you while you're seemingly ghosting your friends#to just straight-up making a fake outside. i imagine this would be very taxing on the house for long periods of time (su rose's room)#now i'm imagining the house possessing your spouse's corpse and remolding it to fit what it wants to look like better#either as a form of self-expression or from a place of perfectionism ('those slightly uneven eyes have been bugging me for MONTHS')#the house is a control freak perfectionist and likes you being inside where it knows everything and can control all#no privacy at all#i doubt the house's perception is all-seeing so let's say you can tell it's watching if things in the same room as you are being adjusted#a slightly ajar kitchen cabinet being gently closed. stuffed animals adjusting their positions to be in a perfect row.#and if it's feeling particularly ominous the stuffed animals could all be turned to look at your bed#imagine you sleep with a favorite stuffed animal and as you're drifting off you could SWEAR it adjusted itself in your arms#almost like it was getting comfortable...#horror#and of course the spouse doesn't believe anything you say and thinks you're going crazy so. accidental gaslighting#it would culminate in a screaming match between you and your spouse and your spouse moves as to hit you#and SNAP the house force-snaps their neck#or maybe there's a rube goldberg machine going on in the background of a gun magically loading and firing itself directly into their skull#spouse drops dead. pin-drop quiet. GETS up. brushes itself off. 'well that's a bit better'#imagining 1950s btw. something about the horror of your home being both your prison and your solace#you are a housewife and you and your husband just moved into this edwardian-era townhouse in the hopes of starting a family#your husband works a lot so of course you're the one who notices the house being fucking weird#maybe at first you assume it's a ghost and you're a bit scared until you find a way to communicate and then you just have a new friend#maybe your only friend in a new town
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so I’m back home and I’ve got about 4 days until I go to uni
#I’m kind of sad I’m back home since I had a great time in Tenerife#the food was AMAZING 🥰#but anyways#I’ve got 3 shifts left#ive got a morning shift#opening shift and then an evening shift#so pretty nice and easy#my last shift is on the thursday this week#I’m not like leaving - I’m transferring#but if all goes well I won’t start working at my new place until like October ish#but this whole transferring process has been a nightmare#I could probably write a seperate post about it 😭😭#so on the agenda aside from work I need to get my uni stuff sorted#like I think I’ve bought everything I need it’s just sorting#I also need to tidy my room and pack the stuff I’m going to take with me#my move in process should be quite smooth since majority of people moved in yesterday#so I don’t think there will be loads of people moving in on the Saturday#my accom has a groupchat which is really nice#I was super jealous because there were a ton of free snacks yesterday and I love a good freebie :(#I’m also in another groupchat for people in my accom that go to the same uni as me#so basically with the accommodation I’ve got it has students from different unis#so that will also be an exciting experience I think#but everyone on the groupchat seems really sweet and nice#I think there’s a meet up we are planning this Sunday so I can’t wait to meet everyone#gatherrambles#thegapyeardiaries#g/theunidiaries#<- :D
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After the hospital bombing, I finally heard back from my grandmother and confirmed that several of my relatives were murdered by Israeli bombing. Seven of them, to be precise. Three are still going, including her. We've been talking constantly ever since.
Asked if it was possible to head south, and was told they did but were also bombed there. So they decided to go back home, in Zeitoun. Their home was bombed and they were pulled out of the rumble, then driven by ambulances to the al-Ahli Arab Hospital. There were people in every corner. Gazans sheltering, sleeping on the floor. Gazans dying on the floor, waiting for beds.
Four were declared dead on arrival, three were in need of surgery and other three were just bandaged. Then, a bomb was dropped in the parking lot that made parts of the ceiling collapse, like Dr. Ghassan Abu Sittah reported in that horrific conference/interview. Those in need of surgery died.
By the way, just in case you didn't know: the Church of Saint Porphyrius, the third oldest in history, bombed by Israel a few days back, was located near the hospital.
When looking for new shelter, they saw schools with signs hanging outside, "We can't take any more families." They met families, sympathetic but already sheltering too many people. They're now staying in an apartment building they found empty. Sleeping in the corner of the living room. If the family comes back, they'll apologize and leave.
Told me she was saving her phone battery for when the bombing stopped, and she had to ask for help to rebuilt the neighborhood. But she doesn't think it's gonna stop anymore. The ones still with her are mute most of the time, like they're saving energy, but she feels lonely and wanted to talk. There's no internet and to connect to WhatsApp, people are buying "a card from the supermarket, there's a password and username." Not sure what she meant. Still, the internet is inconsistent and won't load neither videos or images nor pages, so she doesn't know what's happening on the outside world.
Told her there were a lot of people protesting to stop the genocide, she replied, "The bombings are getting worse by the day." The bombing yesterday was the worst she ever witnessed. The entire neighborhood is infested with the smell of death, of decomposing bodies. Bodies are piling up in the streets and she's not sure if it's because they ran out of places to store them, but most of them are in bags. The smoke of the bombings hide the blue sky—she hasn't seen the clouds for a while.
Asked if I could share their pictures, names and dreams with people and was told, of which I partly agree, "they're not entertainment." If anyone genuinely cared, they would be alive—I'd argue there are people who do care, but I'm not gonna lecture her pain. And they don't deserve to be used to fulfill someone's sick fantasy. Told me to remember what some Israelis do with pictures of dead Palestinians. And I do.
For those of you who are not familiar, many times before settlers got together to celebrate the murder of Palestinians. For one, in 2015, Israeli settlers set a house in Duma, West Bank on fire. An 18-month old baby, Ali Dawbsheh, was burnt alive. Both parents later died of wounds and only a 5-year-old, Ahmad, survived, although severely injured.
Two celebrations of their murder are widely known, one at a wedding and others outside the court in which two were indicted for the terrorist attack. In the wedding, guests stabbed a photo of the toddler, Ali, while others waved guns, knives and Molotov cocktails. Israel's Minister of National Security, Itamar Ben-Gvir, was present.
That's what happens in an apartheid. Palestinians are so abused by authorities that their "innocent civilians" come to accept the brutality as necessary or are desensitized by our suffering. After all, it's been 75 years—get used to it!
So I won't risk the image of my loved ones, in fear they are used in these kinds of depravity. I will say, though, the world lost a young footballer. Lost a female writer and an aspiring ballerina. Lost a kind father, who was also a great cook, and a loving mother that enjoyed sewing and other types of handicraft art. Lost a math teacher and a child that wanted to become one.
People think Israel is testing new weapons on them. There's civilians arriving at the hospital with severe burns, which they thought was from white phosphorus, but apparently the pattern is different from the one caused by white phosphorus. It's widely believed Israel tests weapons in Palestinians.
Jeff Halper, author of War Against the People, a book on Israel's arms and surveillance technology industries, said: "Israel has kept the occupation because it's a laboratory for weapons."
They've ran out of drinkable water and the "aid" Biden sent was only for the South of Gaza and no fuel, for hospitals, was allowed in. Many shelves in the supermarket are empty. She said many are convinced that if they don't die from the bombing, they'll die from starvation or dehydration, or whatever disease will develop from the dirty water they're drinking.
Told me all people do now is pray, cry and die. Told me she hopes West Bank is spared. Told her Israel bombed a mosque in West Bank and dozens of Palestinians in West Bank are being murdered by settlers, so she bided me goodbye.
#palestine#free palestine#gaza#free gaza#may allah protect them#may almighty allah see our pain#hopefully she'll message me tomorrow
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from me to you — gojo satoru x f!reader
a/n: this takes place in chapter 268, soo sort of spoilers ahead? also long live gojo satoru; gojo leaves you a letter 🙏
“y/n-sensei, there is a letter for you as well!”
that catches your attention, and you look up at the first years. you tilt your head slightly, and yuuji hands you an envelope.
you gently take it from him, and the first thing you notice is “wifey” written on it then the doodle of satoru with his blindfold on. you feel your throat tighten, and your hands shake slightly.
you let out a small breath then shakily open the letter.
hey, honey!!
it first reads.
I feel like there is still much I didn’t tell you in our last meeting, so here I, your beautiful and handsome husband, am writing them down.
you swallow lightly, and a small smile appears on your face as you imagine satoru saying that, then you continue to the next line.
first, I changed all your computer passwords to variations of “satoruisthebest” at one point. your confusion was so cute!!
you quirk an eyebrow at the admission, but when you rack your brain, you remember that one day when you couldn’t log into your computer.
what you vividly remember was satoru being sat beside you the whole time, and now that you think about it. he was smiling so widely the entire time, letting out small chuckles every now and then. oh, that sneaky man.
“satoru, I am telling you it’s broken!”
“sweetheart, we spent over 2000$ on that. if it broke, then we could easily sue the company,” he chuckled, arm wrapping around your shoulder and pulling you closer.
“2 year guaranteed top performance my ass!”
you smile at the memory. it was pretty satoru of him to do that. your eyes then move to continue reading.
second, there are times when I would tell megumi that you would be coming with me, then he would turn and leave me when he found out I was tricking him.
your eyes glance up at said boy who is sat across of you. he made it out alive, despite everything. he suffered so much, but he made it.
it makes you relieved, and you can imagine satoru being bloody proud of him and saying something along the lines of ‘you handed sukuna’s ass to him, very cool!’
no matter how much megumi had frowned and grimaced at satoru’s presence or antics. it rooted itself as something—safe and familiar.
you can’t count on your hands the times when you and satoru would visit the siblings, and nobody really said it, but these meetings did all of you a favor, a chance to kind of wind down. maybe act like death might actually not be looming tomorrow.
it feels like just yesterday when megumi would cling to you when he got really sad or nervous, after so much time spent getting comfortable with each other.
he grew up well, you think, eyes gliding to next.
third, I hid your uniform every two to three weeks, so you have to stay with me.
at that, your eyes widen a bit. satoru’s schedule was pretty packed, but he somehow managed to squeeze time for quality time between you two.
it tugged on your heartstrings, and you made sure he knew how much you appreciated it, not a single space on his face left without a kiss. however, finding out that he went out of his way to make you rest and stay.
satoru’s care really showed in his actions, and you feel like this is the biggest proof of it.
“satoru, have you seen my uniform?”
“nope! maybe, it is a sign to stay home today? you’ve been working so hard, wifey!”
you cupped his face, pulled him down to your height, and kisses his cheek, “you’ve been working harder, ‘toru. let me take off some of the load at least.”
“we could both stay!”
“you’re kidding, right?”
“I already told yaga; I miss you!”
you try to stop the reminiscing further and try to compose yourself before reading the rest.
fourth, I’m the one who kept adjusting the thermostat. I just wanted an excuse to cuddle.
a fond yet melancholy smile appears on your face. you kinda figured that one out. satoru’s favorite pastime was cuddling, so it’s no surprise that he would go out of his way to create the need for it even further.
add to that, once you went to get some green tea and saw him from the corner of your eye teleport to the thermostat, click something, then teleport back to bed.
you figured that the room being chilly that night was not an exception in the middle of july.
“babeeee, it’s so cold! let’s cuddle!”
“maybe the problem is with the thermostat?”
“I checked! I think cuddling is the best solution.”
you giggle as you recall the moment, one of many similar. your heart feels a bit lighter as you go through the letter. something satoru managed to always do even in person.
he would plaster sticky notes, get you trinkets, and even pull pranks on other just to see you smile. feeling more encouraged, you keep on reading the letter.
then you feel your chest constrict so tightly that you might just throw up.
fifth, I am really gonna fucking miss you.
you read the line over again, and you purse your lip in hopes of silencing any noise that may come out as you feel the lump in your throat return, even worse than before. your breathing starts getting more difficult.
your grip on the letter tightens, and you find yourself thinking back to the good times. memories of late nights spent in each other’s arms, thinking about everything and nothing at once.
hushed whispers of confessions and quiet giggles as you reminisced on your highschool days. tight hugs when recalling the sad moments and the departure of a certain someone.
“you know, y/n, I think we might just be made for each other,” he said one night. you hummed and looked him in the eyes.
“three am thoughts?”
“three am admissions,” he grins slightly, “I am made for you, and you’re made for me.”
you remember him pulling you closer and kissing your forehead, while you teased, “and what would you need little old me for, so much that I got made?”
he feigns thinking then closes his eyes, burying his face in your shoulder, “grounding me.”
I love you. I really do, but you should know that already, right?
your eyes drift down to the corner of the paper, and that is when you feel your tears start free-falling. there is drawn a chibi satoru besides a chibi you and between them is a heart.
the chibi satoru is giving yours a big smooch, while she laughs. you never thought that the day your jealousy burns would be because of drawings, and drawings of you and your own husband, nonetheless.
“but wow, gojo-sensei is shit at writing letters,” you hear nobara remark.
megumi responds with a small chuckle, “I am fine with mine.”
“what about you, y/n-sensei?—”
the trio becomes silent as you let out a sob. a watery smile makes its way up your face as you kiss the letter gently and murmur, “so shitty.”
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#currently having one of those shits you have to get naked for#curled over the toilet and yelling as quietly as possible#hopefully whatever this is is out of my system before i have to go to lessons tomorrow#would hate to have to call off#i've been pretty consistent about my practice and would like to actually get good at it#also excited to go out for a latte tomorrow and put the lavender flowers i just bought in it. they smell super pungent so should be good#would also like to write or draw sometime soon#have mostly just been playing videogames with my SO when they're home and various homemaking stuff or piano practice when they're not#we desperately need to move out of here which means i need a job which aaaaaaa#i have desperately fucking needed this break after how that place was treating me#hoping to get a work from home job again to make moving easier#also would like to not burn through my entire savings but ey whaddaya gonna do sometimes ya know?#between med bills student loans keeping gas in my car groceries car insurance and whatever the fuck else life throws my way#my decently sized savings will likely dwindle fast#my partner is currently covering my car insurance but like. i pay significantly more than that amount for our shared groceries#maybe double or triple the monthly cost of my car insurance#and they have like 0 bills except the amount taken out paycheckly to have health insurance#hate ever even suggesting to take up more of the load tho#just awkward to talk about#in any event#here's to hoping for a decent wfh job. it's much easier to take care of the home and myself with wfh.
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