#lmao toxic cpuple moment;

[winewinebloodwine]

[Chuuya blinks softly, his bresth hitching a little and his brain kinda freezing. Oh. His lips twitch slightly into a relieved smile.] Mmm. Kay.

['So. Maybe I'm not. Fucking up too bad? Shit- that was such a fucking over reaction, wasn't it? God, Dazai much think I'm beings fucking stupid. He's not. Leaving though. Or- kicking me out. Which. Is nice. I need to- fix that though. That's- not something that can keep happening. Way too much of a reaction.' Chuuya thinks. Unbidden, a few memories start sliding through now. Chuuya, on the roof, crying, patching himself up. Chuuya, hesitating, staring at his door; the lights on and a shadow clearly walking around behind the door. Chuuya, sitting at the island in the dark. Slamming doors. A wine bottle shattering beside him at the door- furious shining red-brown eyes filled with hatred and malice- "STOP FUCKING LOOKING LIKE ME-/ YOURE NOT ME-/ YOU DONT GET TO ACT LIKE ME-/ YOURE HUMAN-/ YOURE NOT ME!!!/ GET THE FUCK OUT UNTIL YOU CAN AVT LIKE YOURSELF AGAIN-/" said in Dazais furious and too loud voice-]

[Chuuya forcibly shuts down that trip down memory lane, his breath hitching slightly. 'No. No. Not. It's fine. It's fine. I'll do better next time. I won't fuck up with Dazai like that. Mm. Fuck. Movie. Think of a movie to suggest watching. That way Dazai won't want to leave.']

[Chuuya hums a bit, still mostly focused on trying to breath. He nods though, absently agreeing. He tilted his head a bit, seeming to be silently wondering if dazai had gotten it all or not, before sighing a bit. His grip around Dazais wrist is iron strong, if a bit loose.]

[@long-death-dazai contining the other one here!]