#lmao the page of “scene” girl mikey. who i only actually drew to have an example of human art on there hehe but i think abt it sometimes

[bleakfortune]

hhwwhuwehehwue fueled by pure autism i banged out the shell of a website for an in character au thing after not touching html for like almost a year.

rant about like brain disease (schizophrenia) and stuff idk: theres a wonderful beauty in feeling like a slow as hell idiot all the time especially toward art and concepts (math language science html etc) and stuff you want to do but have no energy (much more complicated than that but thats the default internal defense for it) then after literal months sitting down and just doing it. i like freaked out actually because i had no idea what i was even looking at like ououoghg did i completely forget this too. no actually google it and it makes sense i remember how to do something YEAH i feel smart!! in like a super relieving way!!! woooo! i learned a whole new thing class which i didnt use before and it makes things a lot easier. and margins for the first time instead of idek what i was doing before.