#lljc

[odb--killabeez]

Last night I dreamt my brother. It was 2008 again, we were back in our childhood home on Civic center and Cheyenne. I was laying on the floor watching TV and as I look up behind me I see my brother . 6 years old again, sitting quiet but with so much sadness in his eyes and maybe anxiety, he kept moving his hand and one leg back and forth .

In my dream I remember extending my arm out, I rub his leg and ask him if he's okay and he doesn't say anything, just looks into my eyes at the verge of tears but does not cry. I ask him, are you sad? and he just nods his head no, as he continues to move anxiously with so much sadness in his eyes.

Now I am awake, and just now realized that this was his childhood and we did not notice him . Just a little boy, alone, full of sadness and anxiety and no one knew because no one asked or bothered to pay attention to him. I am so heartbroken. So hurt. I could have been more loving to my little brother . I could have played with him , I could have hugged him and kissed him and told him I loved him . I could have showed him that he wasn't alone .

We all could have .

[ccang3lin3]

LLJC

[yfnlos-blog]

I will never forget about you bro family forever family first long live Justin Carr #brothers4ever❤ longlivejustincarr #lljc #longlivejustincarr @longlivejustincarr #neverforgotten #memories #missingyou #wishyouwashere love you bra #frfr #realcharlottehero #justincarr #mybrotherskeeper #charlottenc #rip #todvilleroad #westsidecharlotte #neverstopnevergiveup #yfnlos #whatistandfor (at Charlotte, North Carolina)

[itz-visco]

LLJC, met you only once but you were cool bro have fun burning in heaven 🙏

[gisellemazer]

#sextou 🍺🍺🍺 (em Ribeirão Preto) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbRAcL-Lljc/?utm_medium=tumblr

[thismademydaynl]

Wij zitten vanavond lekker op de bank. Om naar een nieuwe aflevering van ‘Wie is de Mol? te kijken. Althans ik met de ziekenboeg. Wat ga jij vanavond doen? - - - - #televisie #bankhangen #widm #cat #catoftheday #catofinstagram #caststagram #relaxed #ziekenboeg #cat #kat #katten #weekend #dayoff #television #tvblog #bloggen #dutch #dutchblogger #thenetherlands #dutchblog #entertainment #blognl #EBlogger #wordpress #Nederlands #Nederlandseblogger #maleblogger #blogpromotion #apeldoorn (bij Apeldoorn) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt887x-lLJC/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1k4lius0bvmu4

[j-aime]

My Xmas present from @ontarioviking: hidden (and not so hidden) hearts all over the loft reminding me some of the reasons he's hooked. I've found 12 so far but he says there are over 40. #latergram #LLJC #love #aww

[billhaderismycriterioncollection]

Bill Hader gives epic high-fives.

[odb--killabeez]

Tomorrow it’s exactly 10 months without you 💔

[nathankmusic]

2015 @pyramidschemegr w/@flint_eastwood @fusionshows #grandrapids #lljc #johncyrus http://www.fusionshows.com

[farfromnormal11]

My dad in the shirt we made it has our hand prints and our initials on it in the order we were born in vae is red im yellow and tiny is blue #LIC #LLJC & #ADC2 @goldiiilockz

[odb--killabeez]

Just getting off work , Now chillin with my brother💙

The peace i feel when I’m here though , I just can’t explain it but it brings me here every single morning.

I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU

[odb--killabeez]

Our guardian angel 💙 I love you and miss you so much !!! I’m looking forward to the day I get to be by your side ! In the meantime , I want to ask you to never leave our side .I wanna thank you for always watching over us and making sure we’re alright . I might have realized a lot of things a little too late , but I’m awake now ! I’m going to make you proud , you are my strength through everything John . 💙

[odb--killabeez]

Today was dope 🎨🍻

[odb--killabeez]

6 months today... life hasn’t been the same without you and it’ll never be . Until we meet again my angel 💙