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xxxtentacionblog · 1 year ago

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𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 2️⃣0️⃣

✨♾️✨

I wonder who we would’ve became if you never went away.

If only you could’ve stayed here in this world with us instead of staying 20… We were both so young and might as well have grown up together; We basically did, at least from a distance. Well, I watched you grow up. So, technically, 𝘐 grew up with 𝙮𝙤𝙪 as you were, too. Nobody understands when I say that you were the only friend, family, support, teacher, guidance, etc. You were only person I had that I could look up to all throughout my teenage years and even now, in my 20s. This might sound crazy, but you raised me. You were the greatest, biggest, and best parts of me. We’re definitely spiritually connected and bound by our souls. You were all I had. You’re still everything to be. The grief of losing your best friend, your family, the person who saved you over and over again, I’ve , is going to be a lifelong journey. This pain will never end.

It hurts so badly when I think about how, one day, day, we’ll be 60, 70, maybe even 80. Then, every time you cross our minds, your face will not have changed. Most of us will likely be grandparents at that time, and though the majority of us who love you, who you shared your life with, the ones who were there when you were here and got to experience what are now a memories we have of you, are notthat much older or younger than you. Yet, when that day comes that we’ve lived several decades, spent more of our years without you than we got the chance to have 23with you, we’ll have aged significantly and you’ll still be the same age.

We wanted to and had planned to spend the rest of our lives with you, but it turns out that spent the rest of yours with 𝙪𝙨. And for that, though we have lost so much, we are still blessed. Now, we will spend our lives remembering you, and what a beautiful gift that is. ❤️

We’ll see you again, Peter Pan. 🕊️ Keep flying high. It won’t be in Neverland in which we meet; It’ll be Foreverland. So, get some rest. We have an eternity of adventures left ahead of us when you come take our hand with the rest of the angels and lead us back home. I know you were so tired before made your waythere, that’s why the Most High made sure you got there first. You don’t need to wake until we finally come back home. When we make it to the door, you’re going to have to get up and answer it when you hear us knocking, because I know that, me personally?? I know it better be YOU that greets me. 🚪

Your youth is eternal now, but we have forever that will be spent together ahead of us. We have everything to do and everywhere to go together whenever the universe places us in the same life and world once more and we are reunited again, but we will just be free, limitless, and have an aeonian life to live. I’ve been waiting for the day that I get to finally embrace you (so make sure you’re well rested when I come home because I will be ready and far beyond excited to have you be right there that I’ll never want you to leave my sight again. So much so that I’ll probably jump you… but with love instead of violence). I’ll hold onto you for as many lifetimes as it takes to give you all the hugs and all of the love that I’ve saved for you from the world, since the very moment you closed your eyes — you have no idea how much it misses you. 🫂🌎😪

We’ll meet somewhere else beyond here, in another life. Until then… Sleep well, Sweet Prince.🤴🏾🦋

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