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betterthanakickintheface · 11 months ago

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Well holy shit.

I am often sort of worn down by the fact that I need to take my meds everyday, but at the same time every time I miss them(like today, because I slept for 19hours straight) my Thoughts come in like a fucking tidal wave of despair that I have to swim desperately up and "out" from even though I know that the surface should represent and be in some way actual relief from the usual way my brain runs it isn't... At most it is a not-even-fully-numb state, it is a weary, worn out and emotionally exhausted and still very sensitive state.

It's just not like....a constant state of forever-falling. More like being back at my base camp.

At the very edge of a dangerous cliff, sure...but still on and not off the cliff

*sigh*

#personal #major depressive disorder #neurodiversity #life with mental illness #life is butts #borderline personality disorder #potentially triggering #living on the eeeedge #bone wearyyyy

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oflgtfol · 5 years ago

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#ALOOOOOOOOOONEEE AT THE EEEEDGE OF A UNIVERSE HUMMING A TUNE #WITH SPARKING CRYSTAL SOULS AGLOW...............#A PART OF THEEEEEEE IN THE KEY OF WHAT WE KNOW TO BE EVERY PART WITHOUT MEEE #KNOWS ONLY TWO CAN MAKE IT LIGHT.............................#YOU'LL LIVE FOREVER TONIGHT #goddd this song is so beautiful.... puts head in hands.... icant take this #brot posts #music #tally hall #ADJACENT #ugh every time i hear 'you'll live forever tonight' i lose my fucking mind. UGH . ;____;#AND THE PIANO.. AND THE HUMMING.... FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK

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askinfiniteofficial · 7 years ago

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... LIVE AND LEARN!

HAAAAANGIIIINNN ON THE EEEEDGE OF TOOOMOORROOOOOWWWW

#askinfiniteofficial #ic #the og mod #caps //#anon

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amundane · 9 years ago

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Me, on my day off: I have juuuust enough money to cover rent and food, if I'm careful. I think I'll spend today writing, maybe do some housekeeping, organize my -

Eyeglasses: *snap in half*

Me: ...Or I could spend the day looking for tape, sure.

#living on the eeeedge #currently holding one half over my eye like a monocle #while my roommates look for tape downstairs #good morning or whatever

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