#living in the middle of nowhere sucks
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She’s so me. Like I obviously don’t kill people but I grew up on a farm for 11 years, and lemme tell you that shit gets pretty lonely.
pearl is me i am pearl
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soooo can I be in a movie yet? a show? a play? a student film?
#i just want to act#I want to be an actress so bad#it sucks living in the middle of nowhere Australia because there's like zero community theatres/ theatre groups#and I'm homeschooled so it's not like I can join a school one#forever mad I'm not a nepo baby#jealous of every actress rn
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usually I name my pieces but I never really named is one uhhh I call it projecting my indirect religious trauma onto my favorite character by drawing him with religious symbolism
basically I drew this forever ago after having to be around my extremely religious grandma for a week straight
closeups under the cut :D
#commander cody#tcw cody#star wars#star wars the clone wars#star wars fanart#ej’s art#also yeah that’s obi-wan’s lightsaber he’s holding#look I was losing my mind that week it was bad#imagine basically living with your dad’s entire side of the family for an entire week#in a cabin in the middle of nowhere ie shitty and or no internet at all#and your grandma sucks
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rivers is so me when im programmed to be incapable of hurting my creators entire race in any way so i even If the opportunity to defend myself arose i still cant do anything about the guy whos hurting m
#sorry. its 11:40 pm im going to fucking bed#druid babbles#who put flowers in charge of someone vulnerable and susceptible to harm#that was a stupid decision#“this guy is opportunistic cruel and conniving” “eh give him an easy target whatever”#“eh we dont like him lets give him the old sick iterator who lives in the middle of nowhere cuz who cares:#if rivers knew that the people down south in the more populated areas basically said#he matters less and hed be terrible to be in charge of so lets make this guy we dont like ahve to deal w him#can you imagine if rivers knew the only reason flowers was assigned to him was an attempt to be petty to flowers#because they didnt think rivers was worth being in charge of#they all fucking suck your honour
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Just some more Still Wakes the Deep blah blah, but omg having just been diagnosed Diabetes type 1 myself recently, it makes me only love and feel for Roy 10X more...
This shit is litteraly poison, but so does the food we eat with how much sugar there is in ugh OTL
Never thought in a million year I had DT1, I had 0 symptoms and am in pretty good shape, but then suddenly, organs are starting to hurt really badly out of nowhere...
Don't wait too long poeple and check with your doctors even if there's ''nothing'' T0T and to all Diabetic ppl out there, keep on fighting 💪✨
#random#delete later#first 2 weeks of diagnosis i didn't realized what it meant to live with this#but the 3rd week it really sinked it and i couldn't stop crying everyday#i felt even more like a failure and it made me even more angry that my biological parents left me with that#being adopted i have no medical history and i was already living a quite healthy life style#ofc it could have been even better but now i have to do many extra steps#everything's back to normal now but holy shit that hit me like a truck#plus it was urgent since it had been MONTHS it was left untreated and my family doctor just never told me or bothered to check my blood tes#so ughh idk it sucks with life being already hard as it is#high blood pressure now this... tho theyre probably related#i prepared my bucket list sooo i guess LET'S GO?! jk jk#i'm scared to have a heart attack or stroke in the middle of nowhere where no one i love is around... and that'll be it#but i mean if it happens it happens i guess XD#i'm hopefull now but holy shit... fucking pancreas who just decides to stop working#when you read more about DT1 it just feels like a bad employee who suddenly doesn't want to work anymore#and the good boss cant do anything about it#oh well#as long as i can still create art i'll be fine and happy#diabetic? more like diabethicc
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i think it fucks immensely that bk moon went out of his way to 1) establish rakiel wished to live a long life and eventually pass away of old age, 2) have him very briefly envy an immortal being only to be told very clearly to be careful what he wishes for by that very same person because living forever isn't all it's cracked up to be, 3) make the main antagonist be another immortal being who is so desperate to die he's willing to destroy the universe just to finally rest and 4) have said antagonist psychologically torture rakiel with the threat of making him live for a thousand years as everyone he loves and knows eventually grows old and dies and becomes nothing but forgotten memories.
only to then end the novel by making rakiel also immortal
like. god. it's so fucking good i love it. i'm not being sarcastic i genuinely think it fucks and it's one of the best ways bk moon could've wrapped up the plot.
it's a happy ending by all means but it has consequences and through the entire novel we've been shown and told over and over again just how heavy the consequences are and/or will be on rakiel.
he got his happy ending but it was at a price and by the last time we see him he's only just starting to pay for it.
it's great i love it
#i talk a lot <3#cpsm#cpsm spoilers#rakiel magentano#i also think it's funny that this puts bk moon in the very awkward position when it comes to his 'romance' with adeline#because either rakiel allows her to remain human and sees her grow old and eventually die just like acheros threatened him with#(and like he will do with absolutely everyone he loves anyway <3)#or he keeps her alive and frozen in time just like acheros wanted to do with him forcing her to be cut off from the world#in most ways that matter and see the people she loves grow old and die. again. just like acheros threatened to do with him :)#like. either way. the situations sucks for them <33#i do think it's cheap if he can make her immortal without it being a big deal. because. why wouldn't it be.#it would be absolutely broken if absolutes can just. make people immortal for funsies whenever they want. that would be bad writing.#but again i also think it's cheap that he made alicia an angel for no other reason than bc someone needed to remind us lloyd is married#to a woman actually. like. she doesn't even do anything why did you ruin the absolute tragedy that is being an immortal being surrounded#by very mortal humans just to make awful 'my wife is annoying' jokes. i hate you.#sigh. it's lose/lose when it comes to women with this man and his choices.#either they're fridged to make his male characters sad or they become the butt of misogynistic jokes. i cannot fucking win.#ANYWAY. do i think any of this was on purpose? maybe idk i certainly hope so and want to believe it is because otherwise it would be#too much of a coincidence but like. this is also the man who wrote a character very explicitly and clearly wishing to live a quiet life#with his family in his middle-of-nowhere estate where nothing ever happens with no contact at all with royalty and court#so he can laze about and do absolutely nothing. and then married him to a queen who cannot stand lazy people and squeezes the last bit#of talent of everyone around her. and he saw nothing wrong with this. so like. i genuinely cannot tell with this man sometimes 🙃🙃
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polish people/people living in puland who ordered the käärijä zine, have you received it yet? ive been in finland for the last week and i just saw people from different countries getting it and I'm worried it got lost somewhere 😭
(same in polish)
osoby z polski które zamawialy już zina, czy go dostaliscie? bo panikuje że mi gdzieś go odeslali ;_;
#käärijä#kaarija#jere pöyhönen#im prolly just panicking polish post SUCKS and i live in the middle of nowhere so it always takes a while#but i also ordered a copy for my friend and now im twice as worried ab that
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It's like, hey, this person seems cool, I enjoy talking to them. And they're like, hey, you're cool, I enjoy talking to you. Which is great! But then they're like "wanna talk more?" And I fucking panic.
#this isn't about anyone here#any moots pspsps please talk to me more actually#i think i panic less about you guys because... fuck man youve seen my blog. you Know.#but trying to reach out to new people its like#oh my god they have to learn about all the Weird Shit and theres so many layers to the Weird Shit#and i wanna get LAID#its been too long#but im a freak who can only get of by doing freak shit that requires some degree of trust#which i cant build without a friendship of SOME kind#and dating apps suck because i dont... want to *date*#im aro i dont want romance which is what those things are oriented toward#i want friends with or without benefits#obviously focusing on the woth benefits part for this particular rant#but the hoops to jump through to find someone who is: okay with that kind of friendship/relationship and open about my weird brain stuff#AND is the compatible kind of pervert????#PLUS on top of all that i live in the middle of nowhere and cant drive. so there's logistical issues too#this sucks#slutprince.info
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i deserve financial compensation for the amount of fucking hoops i had to jump through to enable tipping on here
#mar.txt#this is /j obviously i'm just trying to be lighthearted to cope with the Anger ha ha ha :)#oh the urge to throw my phone as hard as possible into a hard surface. but i cannot. not Yet at least. but once i get a job and can get a#new one......... this one's getting destroyed through Brute Force :)#lets see how many times did i have to re-login and redo Everything because the verification thing wouldn't accept my id picture bc it was#'too blurry' so i had to take a picture with my phone camera but i had to clear app caches first because this phone is constantly at 99-100#storage space. but Then because it fucking sucks ass and if i Breathe in the direction of another app whatever app i just tabbed off of#crashes and i have to reopen it. i had to log back in Again which meant waiting for the text message verification code Again (i live in the#middle of nowhere with a phone that Refuses to use the wifi for calls/texts and instead only uses the shitty cell service)#because Apparently tumblr users aren't allowed to stay logged in nor log in with a password. and Then i had to take a picture of the back#of my id too and i tried using my phone camera straight from the gallery option when i clicked upload. but because my phone sucks That also#crashed my browser and made me log back in. this isnt even counting btw how many times i TRIED to do it through tumblr but it kept stalling#and making me back all the way out log all the way back in and wait on it again for it to go further so i said fuck it and went to my#browser to do it. so i log back in and then i find out not only did attempting to take that picture crash my browser but it didnt even#actually TAKE the picture. so i have to click back over to my camera app Again and take the picture Again and log back in and wait the eons#it takes for things on this phone to load AGAIN. and then i Finally. FINALLY get it completed.#oh but did you think that was all? oh no i STILL had to log back in and load all the way back in Again through tumblr one final time to tel#the app i had done all that! and THEN i could turn tipping on. right?#no. i then had to close the app and reopen it again for it to Let me enable it. otherwise it just tried to take me back to stripe then#proceeded to give me an error message when i tried. great job tumblr#anyways that was infuriating#lmao i forgot to finish the original thought and check#anyways. around 7 or 8 times. that took almost a half hour of struggling i'm pretty sure. enraging☺
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baby boy got his blood drawn & perscribed antibiotics
#living in the middle of nowhere in georgia sucks so bad during the summer...#hot as hell AND u have to deal with ticks ohh its the worst#im pretty sure i got rmsf but ill get bloodwork results in about a week to be sure#talk
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22 was my favourite year. That was when Strange Magic came out and I was finally living in my own house in the country. My brother had his own place too he had a great gf who was so beautiful and hot she took me to see 50 Shades of Gray and we loved it she was so sweet and such a good friend. Then my brother broke up with her (wtf) and now he only dates bitches who hate me. I miss Erin 😭
#strange magic was a good movie#I felt lonely living on my own in the middle of nowhere#but my nana let me use her car from time to time and I didn’t have to pay any rent!#now I’m 31 and I live in a basement apartment all alone and just had my heart broken by another horrible guy#it sucks and I wish I could go back in time 10 years and do things differently#strange magic#50 shades of gray
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why do universities basically expect students to get a large portion of basics done in high school now
#background info: went to a rural hs that had basically zero ap classes#and everyone i’m meeting now in my program is an entire math ahead of me#and first semester freshmen are in the same classes i’m taking now after 3 semesters#like i knew going into this that i was going to be behind with not having ap calc to skip calc 1 and 2#but it’s getting to a point where it’s disheartening#and i knowww it’s not my fault that i happened to live in the middle of fucking nowhere#but it sucks having to do more just to catch up to where my peers are at On Top of learning the same material#delete later prob
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Insults, calling you an animal repeatedly, and mentioning him repeatedly by name.
Don't look.
Ah... it looks like Thirteen-ii did the work of blocking them.. I can't see the messages... hm...
#min.txt#Puzzle pieces#Rolling marbles#Inner workings#Wires Amidst Cogs#[^ considering requesting it to unblock them、even though he knows that's a bad plan]#[sorry for how long this took- I lost service]#[I hate living on this mountain in the middle of nowhere it fucking sucks fjdnssn]
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I hate german trains...
I just wanna go home... today was so nice, having been able to go to a pride fest, but now I'm stranded on the fucking station, because my train, first didn't go and the second has a huge amount of delay and i can't take any other train, because that is the only one that goes to the fucking station i need to go to... i wanted to be home by 7, now i will be home at 9 if I'm lucky and the train won't be any later
DB get your shit together...
#i hate german trains#our train system sucks#the curse of living in the middle of fucking nowhere...#i just wanna go home#DB
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another downside ive complained abt is that it indicates no obvious path of foot traffic. i lived in a shitty old home all my life and then as a teenager my parents decided to upgrade it all to a super open floorplan and it sucks.
we used to always put our christmas tree in the corner next to the fireplace. but now the walls are all either couches, tables, cabinets, or TVs, so we have to cram the table next to the couch to have a space for the tree.
when people come over, it's insanity. if you need anything, they're along the walls, bc there are no corners/central fixtures to base anything around. if you need to actually get to another room, you just walk through some zig zag in the center of the room between people. im like living in a fucking rentable dining hall.
also, because all you have is fucking Floor, you have no space for anything. my parents have had to buy so many fucking cabinets to cram in our basement because there aren't as many good spots on the wall to hang stuff on (you can't really put a fuckin coat rack above your couch, and there's no longer a hallway in front of your door for it), and again there is nowhere that really makes sense to put anything. once you decide to "break" your kitchen/living-room monstrosity by putting the back of your couch where a wall should've been, that's about as much structure as you can get.
I hate the “open floor plan” that everyone is obsessed with in houses now. I want nooks and crannies and bizarre floor plans. I don’t need to be able to see what someone is doing on the other side of the house. I want places to hide and lurk and dwell in the shadows. I am the beast who awaits in the labyrinth
#i hate it so goddamn much#i am now a woman who owns two bookshelves#and i still have just boxes piled up#theres. nowhere. for anything#remember hallways?#remember that weird half-wall that stuck out that was just a great spot to put the cabinet?#i feel like everything im saying makes no sense but you have to live in this asylum-style house to get it i think#the fact that everyone just crowds in the middle of the room SUCKS#and your walkways are like. right where the furniture is#its so messy#bc the furniture defines the walkways bc you have no walls#its a nightmare i hate it here
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WIBTA for taking advantage of my boss’ possible manic episode?
I know this already sounds bad but hear me out.
So I (30M) am the sole employee of this guy (62M) who’s honestly just a miserable boss and an even more miserable person. It sucks so bad working for him—the pay is horrendous, he’s verbally abusive, and the working conditions are awful (in the winter I literally have to stay bundled up the whole work day because he refuses to put the heat on in the office). He wouldn’t even give me holidays off if it wasn’t for the fact that there’s basically nothing to do those days because everywhere else is closed. I’m almost positive he unironically thinks poor people should die if they can’t work. His nephew (aka his only living relative and just the nicest guy) came by yesterday to invite him to Christmas dinner and he told him he’d see him in hell.
I cannot stress this enough—it’s BAD. I’d quit, but it’s been hard finding a better job and I’ve got four kids at home, including one with special needs.
Anyway, so here’s where I’m wondering if I’d be the asshole. Today was Christmas Day and he showed up at my house out of nowhere (huge red flag, I know). At first I thought he’d forgotten I had the day off and he was here to chew me out, which was worrying enough, but then his whole demeanor changed and he was super happy and excited and talking about how he was going to raise my salary. He even mentioned possibly making me a partner in the firm.
Now if that was it, I’d feel a little weird about the suddenness of it but it’d be fine. I’m not going to complain about having more money to feed my family. But then he started talking about how he wanted to pay our mortgage off. He talked about wanting to pay for our son to get the very expensive medical care that’s probably going to save his life. He mentioned at one point that he was going to be donating a huge amount of money to charity too—I knew he was rich but it staggered me. All this from a guy who doesn’t (didn’t?) even want to turn on the heat or the lights because it costs too much money.
It was such a sudden and drastic change that happened very literally overnight and now I’m kind of concerned he’s having a manic episode or something. I really, really want to accept his sudden generosity (I probably will; my wife is all for it and thinks he owes it to us), and I would love to believe that he’s truly had a sudden change of heart (an actual Christmas miracle lol) but I’m just worried about the possible consequences of accepting huge financial gifts like this from someone who I believe might be experiencing some kind of break from reality. Even if there’s nothing legally wrong with it, I’m worried about the ethics of it.
TLDR, my asshole boss might be in the middle of a mental breakdown. WIBTA if I accepted his offer to pay off my mortgage and my son’s medical expenses?
#a christmas carol#charles dickens#the muppet christmas carol#watched this last night and we were discussing how it must be like to be Bob Cratchit on Christmas morning lol#personal#erika's blog and bar
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